Aritch set me up for this!
This thought brought back a recurrent question which continued to nag McKie; BuSab's discovery of the Dosadi experiment. Were the Gowachin that clumsy? Would they make such slips? The original plan to conceal this project must have been extensive. Yet, key facts had leaked to BuSab agents. McKie felt overwrought from asking himself the same questions over and over without satisfaction. And now, Jedrik's pressures compounded the burden. The only suitable answer was that Aritch's people had done everything with the intent of putting him in this position. They'd deliberately leaked information about Dosadi. And McKie was their target.
To what purpose?
“Can we be overheard?” he asked.
“Not by my enemies on Dosadi.”
He considered this. She'd left open the question of whether anyone from beyond the God Wall might eavesdrop. McKie pursed his lips with indecision. She'd taken his toolkit with such ridiculous ease ⦠yet, what choice had he? They wouldn't get anything from the kit and someone out there, one of Jedrik's underlings, would die. That could have a useful effect on Jedrik. He decided to play for time.
“There're many things I could tell you. So many things. I hardly know where to begin.”
“Begin by telling me how you came through the God Wall.”
Yes, he might be able to confuse her with a loose description of Calebans and jumpdoors. Nothing in her Dosadi experience could've prepared Jedrik for such phenomena. McKie took a deep breath. Before he could speak there was a rap on the door.
Jedrik raised a hand for silence, leaned over, and opened the door. A skinny young man with large eyes beneath a high forehead and thin blond hair slipped through, placed McKie's toolkit on the table in front of Jedrik.
“It wasn't very difficult,” he said.
McKie stared at the kit in shock. It lay open with all of its contents displayed in perfect order.
Jedrik gestured the youth to the seat opposite her. She reached for a raygen.
McKie could no longer contain himself.
“Careful! That's dangerous!”
“Be still, McKie. You know nothing of danger.”
She removed the raygen, examined it, replaced it neatly, looked at the young man.
“All right, Stiggy. Tell me.”
The youth began removing the items from the toolkit one by one, handling each with a knowledgeable correctness, speaking rapidly.
McKie tried hard to follow the conversation, but it was in a code he could not understand. The expressions on their faces were eloquent enough, however. They were elated. Whatever Stiggy was saying about the dangerous toys in McKie's toolkit, his revelations profited both of them.
The uncertainties which had begun during McKie's ride with Bahrank reached a new intensity. The feeling had built up in him like a sickness: disquiet stomach, pains in his chest, and, lastly, an ache across his forehead. He'd wondered for a time if he might be the victim of some new disease native to Dosadi. It could not be the planet's food because he'd eaten nothing yet. The realization came over him as he watched Jedrik and Stiggy that his reactions were his own reasoning system trying to reject something, some assumption or set of assumptions which he'd accepted without question. He tried to empty his mind, not asking any questions in particular. Let come into his awareness what may. It would all have a fresh appraisal.
Dosadi requires you to be coldly brutal in all of your decisions. No exceptions.
Well ⦠he'd let go of the toolkit in the belief that someone would die trying to open it. But he'd issued a warning. That warning could've helped them. Probably did.
I must become exactly like them or I cannot surviveâlet alone succeed.
At last, McKie felt Aritch's fear of Dosadi, understood the Gowachin desperation. What a terrible training ground for the recognition and use of power!
Jedrik and Stiggy finished their conversation over the
toolkit. Stiggy closed the kit, arose with it in one hand, speaking at last in words McKie understood.
“Yes, we must lose no time.”
Stiggy left with the kit.
Jedrik faced McKie. The toolkit and its contents had helped answer the most obvious question about McKie and his kind. The people beyond the God Wall were the degenerate descendants of those who'd invented such devices. It was the only workable explanation. She felt almost sorry for this poor fool. But that was not a permissible emotion. He must be made to understand that he had no choice but to obey her.
“Now, McKie, you will answer all of my questions.”
“Yes.”
It was utter submission and she knew it.
“When you've satisfied me in all matters,” she said, “then we'll eat and I'll take you to a place where you'll be reasonably safe.”
The Family/Clan/Factions of the Rim are still responding to their defeat in the mass attempt on our defenses of last Decamo. They appear severely chastened Small police actions are all that we need anticipate over the next planning period. Further, our operatives in the Rim find no current difficulties in steering the F/C/F toward a natural and acceptable cultural rejection of economic developments which might lead them to improved food production.
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âFrom a Dosadi Bureau of Control document
A
n angry Broey, full out and uninhibited anger, was something to see and quite a number of his Gowachin aides had seen this emotional display during the night. It was now barely dawn. Broey had not slept in two days; but the fourth group of his aides stood before him in the sanctum to receive the full spate of his displeasure. The word had already gone out through their ranks and they, like the others, did not try to hide their fear or their anxious eagerness to restore themselves in Broey's good graces.
Broey stood near the end of the long table where, earlier, he had met with Gar and Tria. The only visible sign of his long sleepless hours was a slight pitting of the fatty nodes between his ventricles. His eyes were as sharp as ever and his voice had lost none if its bite.
“What I'd like explained is how this could happen without a word of warning. And it's not just that we failed to detect this, but that we continued to grind out complacent reports, reports which went exactly contrary to what actually was happening.”
The aides massed at the other end of the table, all standing, all fidgeting, were not assuaged by Broey's use of “we.” They heard him clearly. He was saying: “You! You! You!”
“I will be satisfied by nothing less than an informant,” Broey said. “I want a Human informant, either from Chu or from the Rim. I don't care how you get this informant. We must find that store of city food. We must find where they have started their blasphemous Rim city.”
One of his aides, a slender young Gowachin in the front rank, ventured a cautious question which had been repeated several times by other chastened aides during the night.
“If we move too strongly against Humans in the Warrens, won't that feed the unrest that ⦔
“We'll have more riots, more turning of Gowachin against Human and Human against Gowachin,” Broey agreed. “That's a consequence we are prepared to accept”
This time they understood that Broey used the royal “we.” Broey would accept the consequences. Some of his aides, however, were not ready to accept a war between the species within the city's walls. One of the aides farther back in the ranks raised an arm.
“Perhaps we should use only Human troops in the Warrens. If we ⦔
“Who would that fool?” Broey demanded. “We have taken the proper steps to maintain our hold on Chu. You have one task and one task only: find that store of food and those hidden factories. Unless we find them we're finished. Now, get out of here. I don't want to see any of you until you can report success!”
They filed out silently.
Broey stood looking down at the blank screen of his communicator. Alone at last, he allowed his shoulders to slump, breathed heavily through both mouth and ventricles.
What a mess! What a terrible mess.
He knew in his node of nodes that he was behaving precisely as Jedrik wanted him to behave. She had left him no alternatives. He could only admire her handling of the situation while he waited for the opening which he knew must
come. But what a magnificent intellect operated in that Human head. And a female at that! Gowachin females never developed such qualities. Only on the Rim were Gowachin females used as other than breeders. Human females, on the other hand, never ceased to amaze him. This Jedrik possessed real leadership qualities. Whether she was the one to take over the Electorship remained to be seen.
Broey found himself recalling those first moments of terrible awareness in the Graluz. Yes, this was the way of the world. If one chose the survivors by other than a terrible testing process, all would die. It would be the end of both species. At least, it would be the end of them on Dosadi and only Dosadi mattered.
He felt bereft, though. He felt betrayed by his God. Why had God failed to warn him? And when questioned, how could God respond that only evil could penetrate the mind of a fanatic? Wasn't God omnipotent? Could any awareness be closed to God? How could God be
God
then?
I am your God!
He could never forget that voiceless voice reverberating in his head.
Was that a lie?
The idea that they were puppets of a false god was not a new one. But if this were the case, then the other uses of those like Pcharky eluded him. What was the purpose of being a Gowachin in Human form or vice versa if not to elude the God of the Veil? Quite obviously, Jedrik operated on such a premise. What other motive could she have than to prolong her own life? As the City was to the Rim, so was the power to elude the God (false God or true) to those of the City. No other assumption fitted a Dosadi justification.
We are plagued by a corrupt polity which promotes unlawfull and/or immoral behavior. Public interest has no practical significance in everyday behavior among the ruling factions. The real problems of our world are not being confronted by those in power. In the guise of public service, they use whatever comes to hand for personal gain. They are insane with and for power.
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âFrom a clandestine document circulated on Dosadi
I
t was dark when a disguised Jedrik and undisguised McKie emerged onto the streets. She led them down narrow passages, her mind full of things McKie had revealed. Jedrik wore a blonde wig and puff-out disguise which made her appear heavy and hunched.
As they passed an open courtyard, McKie heard music. He almost stumbled. The music came from a small orchestraâdelicate tympany, soft strings, and a rich chorus of wind instruments. He did not recognize the melody, but it moved him more deeply than any other music of his experience. It was as though the music were played only for him. Aritch and company had said nothing about such magnificent music here.
People still thronged the streets in numbers which astonished him. But now they appeared to pay him little notice.
Jedrik kept part of her attention on McKie, noting the fools with their musical dalliance, noting how few people there were on the streetsâlittle more than her own patrols in this quarter. She'd expected that, but the actuality held an eerie mood in the dim and scattered illumination from lighted corners.
She had debated providing McKie with a crude disguise,
but he obviously didn't have the cunning to carry off the double deception she required. She'd begun to sense a real intelligence in him, though. McKie was an enigma. Why had he never encountered the opportunities to sharpen that intelligence? Sensing the sharpness in him, she could not put off the thought that she had missed something vital in his accounts of that social entity which he called the ConSentiency. Whether this failure came from actual concealment by McKie or through his inadequacies, she was not yet willing to judge. The enigma set her on edge. And the mood in the streets did nothing to ease her emotions. She was glad when they crossed the line into the area completely controlled by her own personal cell.
The bait having been trailed through the streets by one who would appear a tame underling, Jedrik allowed herself a slight relaxation. Broey would have learned by this time about the killing of Tria's double agent. He would react to that and to the new bait. It was almost time for phase two of her design for Broey.
McKie followed her without question, acutely aware of every strange glance cast their way. He was emptied of all resistance, knowing he could not survive if he failed to follow Jedrik through the smelly, repellent darkness of her streets.
The food from the restaurant sat heavily in his stomach. It had been tasty: a stew of odd shapes full of shredded greenery, and steaming hot. But he could not shake the realization that his stew had been compounded of someone's garbage.
Jedrik had left him very little. She hadn't learned of the Taprisiot, or the bead in his stomach which probably would not link him to the powers of the ConSentiency if he died. She had not learned of the standard BuSab implantation devices which amplified his senses. And, oddly, she had not explored many of his revelations about BuSab. She'd seemed much more interested in the money hidden about his person and had taken possession of all of it. She'd examined the currency carefully.
“This is real.”
He wasn't sure, but he thought she'd been surprised.
“This was given to you
before
you were sent to Dosadi?”
“Yes.”
She was a while absorbing the implications, but appeared satisfied. She'd given him a few small currency tokens from her own pockets.
“Nobody'll bother you for these. If you need anything, ask. We may be able to gratify some of your needs.”
It was still dark, lighted only by illumination at corners, when they came to the address Jedrik sought. Grey light suffused the street. A young Human male of about ten squatted with his back against the stone wall at the building's corner. As Jedrik and McKie approached, he sprang up, alert. He nodded once to Jedrik.
She did not acknowledge, but by some hidden signal the boy knew she had received his message. He relaxed once more against the wall.
When McKie looked back a few paces beyond where the boy had signaled, he was gone. No sound, no signâjust gone.
Jedrik stopped at a shadowed entryway. It was barred by an openwork metal gate flanked by two armed guards. The guards opened the gate without words. Beyond the gate there was a large, covered courtyard illuminated by glowing tubes on right and left. Three of its sides were piled to the courtyard cover with boxes of various sizesâsome taller than a Human and narrow, others short and fat. Set into the stacks as though part of the courtyard's walls was one narrow passage leading to a metal door opposite the gateway.
McKie touched Jedrik's arm.
“What's in the boxes?”
“Weapons.” She spoke as though to a cretin.
The metal door was opened from within. Jedrik led McKie into a large room at least two stories tall. The door clanged shut behind them. McKie sensed several Humans along the courtyard wall on both sides of him, but his attention had been captured by something else.
Dominating the room was a gigantic cage suspended from the ceiling. Its bars sparkled and shimmered with hidden energies.
A single Gowachin male sat cross-legged in a hammock at the cage's center. McKie had seldom seen a ConSentient Gowachin that aged. His nose crest was fringed by flaking yellow crusts. Heavy wrinkles wormed their way beneath watery eyes beginning to glaze with the degeneration which often blinded Gowachin who lived too long away from water. His body had a slack appearance, with loose muscles and pitted indentations along the nodes between his ventricles. The hammock suspended him off the cage floor and that floor shimmered with volatile energies.
Jedrik paused, divided her attention between McKie and the old Gowachin. She seemed to expect a particular reaction from McKie, but he wasn't certain she found what she sought.
McKie stood a moment in silent examination of the Gowachin. Prisoner? What was the significance of that cage and its shimmering energies? Presently, he glanced around the room, recording the space. Six armed Human males flanked the door through which he and Jedrik had entered. A remarkable assortment of objects crammed the room's walls, some with purpose unknown to him but many recognizable as weapons: spears and swords, flame-throwers, garish armor, bombs, pellet projectors â¦
Jedrik moved a pace closer to the cage. The occupant stared back at her with faint interest. She cleared her throat.
“Greetings, Pcharky. I have found my key to the God Wall.”
The old Gowachin remained silent, but McKie thought he saw a sparkle of interest in the glazed eyes.
Jedrik shook her head slowly from side to side, then: “I have a new datum, Pcharky. The Veil of Heaven was created by creatures called Calebans. They appear to us as suns.”
Pcharky's glance flickered to McKie, back to Jedrik. The Gowachin knew the source of her new datum.
McKie renewed his speculations about the old Gowachin. That cage must be a prison, its walls enforced by dangerous energies. Bahrank had spoken of conflict between the species. Humans controlled this room. Why did they imprison a Gowachin? Or ⦠was this caged Gowachin, this Pcharky, another
agent from Tandaloor? With a tightening of his throat, McKie wondered if his own fate might be to live out his days in such a cage.
Pcharky grunted, then:
“The God Wall is like this cage but more powerful.”
His voice was a husky croaking, the words clear Galach with an obvious Tandaloor accent. McKie, his fears reinforced, glanced at Jedrik, found her studying him. She spoke.
“Pcharky has been with us for a long time, very long. There's no telling how many people he has helped to escape from Dosadi. Soon, I may persuade him to be of service to me.”
McKie found himself shocked to silence by the possibilities glimpsed through her words. Was Dosadi in fact an investigation of the Caleban mystery? Was that the secret Aritch's people concealed here? McKie stared at the shimmering bars of Pcharky's cage. Like the God Wall? But the God Wall was enforced by a Caleban.
Once more, Jedrik looked at the caged Gowachin.
“A sun confines enormous energies, Pcharky. Are your energies inadequate?”
But Pcharky's attention was on McKie. The old voice croaked.
“Human, tell me: Did you come here willingly?”
“Don't answer him,” Jedrik snapped.
Pcharky closed his eyes. Interview ended.
Jedrik, accepting this, whirled and strode to the left around the cage.
“Come along, McKie.” She didn't look back, but continued speaking. “Does it interest you that Pcharky designed his own cage?”
“He designed it? Is it a prison?”
“Yes.”
“If he designed it ⦠how does it hold him?”
“He knew he'd have to serve my purposes if he were to remain alive.”
She had come to another door which opened onto a narrow stairway. It climbed to the left around the cage room. They
emerged into a long hallway lined with narrow doors dimly lighted by tiny overhead bulbs. Jedrik opened one of these doors and led the way into a carpeted room about four meters wide and six long. Dark wood panels reached from floor to waist level, shelves loaded with books above. McKie peered closely: books ⦠actual paper books. He tried to recall where he'd ever before seen such a collection of primitive ⦠But, of course, these were not primitive. These were one of Dosadi's strange recapitulations.
Jedrik had removed her wig, stopped midway in the room to turn and face McKie.
“This is my room. Toilet there.” She pointed to an opening between shelves. “That window ⦔ Again, she pointed, this time to an opening opposite the toilet door. “ ⦠is one-way to admit light, and it's our best. As Dosadi measures such things, this is a relatively secure place.”
He swept his gaze around the room.
Her room?
McKie was struck by the amount of living space, a mark of power on Dosadi; the absence of people in the hall. By the standards of this planet, Jedrik's room, this building, represented a citadel of power.
Jedrik spoke, an odd note of nervousness in voice and manner.
“Until recently, I also had other quarters: a prestigious apartment on the slopes of the Council Hills. I was considered a climber with excellent prospects, my own skitter and driver. I had access to all but the highest codes in the master banks, and that's a powerful tool for those who can use it. Now ⦔ She gestured. “ ⦠this is what I have chosen. I must eat swill with the lowest. No males of rank will pay the slightest attention to me. Broey thinks I'm cowering somewhere, a pallet in the Warrens. But I have this ⦔ Again, that sweeping gesture. “ ⦠and this.” One finger tapped her head. “I need nothing more to bring those Council Hills crashing down.”
She stared into McKie's eyes.
He found himself believing her.
She was not through speaking.
“You're definitely male Human, McKie.”
He didn't know what to make of that, but her air of braggadocio fascinated him.
“How did you lose that other ⦔
“I didn't lose it. I threw it away. I no longer needed it. I've made things move faster than our precious Elector, or even your people, can anticipate. Broey thinks to wait for an opening against me?” She shook her head.
Captivated, McKie watched her cross to the window, open a ventilator above it. She kicked a wooden knob below the adjoining bookshelves, pulled out a section of paneling which trailed a double bed. Standing across the bed from McKie, she began to undress. She dropped the wig to the floor, slipped off the coveralls, peeled the bulging inner disguise from her flesh. Her skin was pale cream.
“McKie, I am your teacher.”
He remained silent. She was long waisted, slim, and graceful. The creamy skin was marked by two faint scars to the left of the pubic wedge.
“Take off your clothes,” she said.
He swallowed.
She shook her head.
“McKie, McKie, to survive here you must become Dosadi. You don't have much time. Get your clothes off.”
Not knowing what to expect, McKie obeyed.
She watched him carefully.
“Your skin is lighter than I expected where the sun has not darkened you. We will bleach the skin of your face and hands tomorrow.”
McKie looked at his hands, at the sharp line where his cuffs had protected his arms. Dark skin. He recalled Bahrank talking of dark skin and a place called Pylash Gate. To mask the unusual shyness he felt, he looked at Jedrik, asked about Pylash Gate.