Read The Devil's Diadem Online
Authors: Sara Douglass
Evelyn was at my back, undoing the girdle she had so carefully stitched. She slid it from my hips, then I stepped closer to Pengraic and held out the girdle to him.
He took it, stepping close so that he could wrap the central and most exquisitely bejewelled portion of the girdle about my waist, handing the ends to Evelyn. She crossed them over behind my back at my waist, clipping them together, then handing the ends back to the earl. He draped them low on my belly, loosely knotting the ends of the girdle so that it sat snugly.
‘It is beautiful,’ I said.
‘For what you did for my children,’ he said, very low.
My eyes flew to his. Others may have heard what he said, but they would not have known the significance.
I collected myself and turned slightly to Evelyn. She handed me my gift to the earl, wrapped in fine lawn. I handed it to him.
‘My gift to you, my lord,’ I said as I dipped in courtesy.
He looked surprised, but pleased, and his mouth curved in a smile as he unwrapped it.
He stared at the gift, then his smile widened slightly and he looked at me with what might have been some real warmth in his eyes.
‘It is lovely, Maeb. Thank you.’
I smiled in sheer relief that at least he had not hated it.
‘What is it?’ Henry said, stepping close.
‘It is a belt purse,’ said Pengraic, holding it out so those near him could see. ‘Exquisitely worked.’
The belt purse was of plain leather, but I had stitched a cover for it. For the background stitching it had a dark forest, much like that depicted on the walls of the castle chapel, while in the centre and foreground was a depiction of Pengraic Castle. Above the battlements I had stitched a fanciful sun and moon.
‘If the sun and moon ever come that close to this castle’s battlements,’ said Henry, ‘then I would think it a most unhappy event.’
‘Indeed,’ Pengraic muttered, then he stepped forward and kissed me.
It was not a deep kiss, but it
was
the first time he had kissed me and I was more than a little startled by its warmth, for I think I had only ever imagined a cold, hard kiss from the man. Maybe he meant it to convey his thanks for the purse.
‘It is a most exquisite design,’ he said, ‘and I thank you most deeply for it, and for the thought behind it.’
My heart still raced, but now with relief that my gift had gone down well.
‘Well,’ Henry said, ‘they are now betrothed, the gifts given and received. Surely we should drink to their health, and then proceed down to the great hall for our entertainment and feasting?’
D
espite Prince Henry’s obvious desire for haste, we tarried in the solar for an hour or two more, drinking spiced wine and exchanging pleasant conversation. I admit I downed the first cup of wine a little too quickly, but it did relax me and I was careful with later cups.
Summersete cornered Pengraic and kept him in low, serious conversation. Prince Henry stayed by my side, exchanging inconsequential words as, one by one, the other men within the chamber came up to greet the prince and to wish me well.
Eventually, the prince managed to steer me into a clear space where we might not be overheard easily.
‘A meteoric rise, mistress,’ he said, his affable manner sliding away. His eyes had lost their warmth, and with that I thought he had lost all in him of his father.
‘It was not of my doing, my lord.’
‘I had not known, when I arrived here this morning, that I would be asked to witness Pengraic’s hasty new marriage. I was an admirer of Lady Adelie and sorrowed to hear of her death when Stephen’s message arrived at court.’
‘I also admired her, my lord.’
‘My father mentioned you, before I left Oxeneford.’
‘He did?’ Already on my guard because of the prince’s cooling manner and his questions, his words now confused me.
‘He told me to watch for Lady Adelie’s attending woman, Maeb. He said you were very beautiful. He was not wrong.’ The prince glanced about to ensure we were not being observed, then he slid a finger of his right hand under my girdle, against the soft mound of my belly.
Maybe he
was
his father’s son, after all.
‘I had thought to dally with Lady Adelie’s beautiful attending woman, but alas, I cannot see now how that might be without creating further crisis in the realm.’
‘Then by all means, let us avert the crisis,’ I said, drawing back so his finger slipped away from my girdle. I felt sullied and wished he were not here.
‘Your presence has quite startled me, my lord,’ I said, ‘for I had heard no rumour of your arrival.’
Instantly I regretted the last. Maybe Pengraic had known Henry and Summersete were on their way, but did not judge me of enough consequence to be informed.
‘We had thought to surprise Pengraic,’ he said. ‘But your betrothed husband is a difficult man to unsettle.’
He thought this might be news to me? ‘Why the need to unsettle him?’
‘Lord God, woman, you need some tuition in the skills of courtly conversation. Such direct questioning.’
‘
She
has the skill to unsettle
you
, it seems,’ Pengraic said, coming up behind us.
Again, there he was, having obviously heard much of our conversation.
I hoped he had not seen the finger under the girdle.
Pengraic took the empty cup from my fingers, handed it to a servant, then took my elbow.
‘It is time for us to descend,’ he said, ‘and feast.’
Confined by the dimensions of the keep, the great hall of Pengraic was somewhat smaller than the one at Rosseley, but it was still impressive. It had two fireplaces: one at the southern end of the hall, one in the eastern wall, and both were chimneyed to keep the air clear. At the northern end of the hall stood the dais holding the lord’s table; there were several braziers set behind the table to keep those at the high table warm.
The floor was of stone, its surface smooth and neatly joined. Hangings covered the northern, eastern and western walls, the subject matter reminding me again of the paintings in the chapel. Heraldic pennants and lamps hung from the panelled ceiling and torches lined the spaces between the hangings.
As at Rosseley, two long tables ran down from the high table. Most of the diners were already here, enough to fill both tables, but yet sparse enough in number that there was ample space between each diner. The plague’s shadow still hung over life at Pengraic.
Despite the shadow, there was a minstrel playing, and servants to carry ewers of wine and platters of food.
The music ceased and all stood as we entered.
I was reminded starkly of the feast at Rosseley when Edmond had attended. Then I’d been a naïve girl from the country, watching with wide eyes as the king and nobles processed up the hall.
I was little changed from that person, although life and death had marked me in the meantime. Yet now I was among the great nobles who strode up the centre of the hall, if not yet one of them, and eyes followed me, watchful, wondering, calculating.
It was unsettling. It would have been unsettling enough with Pengraic, but I was not walking with Pengraic.
As senior woman present (or close enough to my marriage to be so thought) I accompanied Prince Henry, the senior nobleman. We led the procession into the hall, slowly walking up the centre of the hall to the high table. To either side people bowed, their heads low as we passed.
I was very tense. Not so much because I had at my side a prince, but because of what that prince had revealed of himself. No wonder Pengraic did not like him.
I would need to watch my tongue tonight, and I hoped that the prince would be a few places from me.
It was not to be. As host, Pengraic sat at the centre of the table facing into the hall, myself on his right and Prince Henry on my right, so that I was positioned between the two men. Summersete sat on Pengraic’s left, d’Avranches beyond him and Owain (his place at the table surprised me) sat on Prince Henry’s right.
Servants hastened to offer us bowls of water to wash our hands and then towels to dry them. The wine servitors then filled our cups, and Henry led the hall in a toast to Pengraic’s and my betrothal. He managed it courteously enough, and once the cheers and good wishes and the
drinkhails
! had died down, servants set fine plate and platters of food before us.
Pengraic filled my plate for me, taking the choicest of morsels to set before me and, as Saint-Valery had so many months previously, took care to keep the lip of my wine cup clean by wiping it with his napkin every so often. He offered me salt from the ornate silver salt cellar, and I nodded my thanks as he tipped it from his knife to my plate.
Every time a new course was served, the servants waiting behind us leaned in to clean the table, straighten the table cloths as much as they could, and gave us fresh napkins and plates or trenchers, whatever the course demanded.
It was all very formal, and very courteous, and I made sure to only sip at my wine and nibble at the food, keeping my responses to either Pengraic or Henry as brief as possible. Every so often I looked to Evelyn for reassurance. She sat a little way down the table on my right, and each time she caught my glance her way she smiled and gave me a small nod.
I slowly relaxed.
For a time the conversation was convivial and courteous. Most of the men concentrated on their eating, only asking polite queries of others as they ate and drank. The minstrel strolled about the centre of the hall, singing songs of nobility and adventure and, each time he came nearer me, foolish romantic ballads that had me blushing — more from the attention than the words.
Time passed. I relaxed more and, even though I had but sipped at the wine, I’d had enough to start to think that I may have been mistaken in forming a poor initial opinion of Henry.
Eventually the men sat back, their appetites sated. Pengraic gestured for the man serving the wine to step forth and refill all the cups.
‘My lord prince,’ I said to Henry, who was leaning back slightly in his chair and looking sleepy with wine, ‘what brings you to Pengraic? On my oath, I did not expect to meet with one of Edmond’s sons when I stepped into the solar this afternoon!’
Henry gave a little shrug of his shoulders. ‘Summersete and I were riding on my father’s business to the Bishop of Hereford, when, in Monemude, we fell to thinking we must make sure that Pengraic was still well. We had heard the plague was here and that Lady Adelie had died, and we were concerned.’
‘Your concern, as always, does me great honour,’ Pengraic said in a voice that indicated Henry’s concern did everything but.
‘It was truly a terrible time, my lord,’ I said to Henry. ‘The death …’
‘All of your children dead, I hear,’ Henry said, speaking over me to the earl. ‘Even those not at Pengraic. No wonder you are so anxious to get yourself a new heir. Losing … what was it … five sons if we count the one dead with Adelie? Such bad luck.’
The hairs were rising on the back of my neck. There was an under-conversation going on here. I could sense it, but could not understand what it might be.
‘From five heirs to none in the space of a few weeks,’ Summersete added from the other side of Pengraic. ‘The lordship of Pengraic itself hangs by the thread of a single heartbeat.’
Suddenly I realised the true purpose of this conversation, and of Henry and Summersete’s visit. Pengraic was a very wealthy man, controlling vast estates, here in the Marches as well as elsewhere in England. It was not just that he was a powerful nobleman, but a powerful
Marcher
Lord, almost independent of the king, controlling his own lands as if he were their king — Edmond had little power over Pengraic’s lands and wealth. It was possible, then, that Henry and Summersete had detoured to Pengraic to see what Pengraic was doing.
Or, more probably, to seize the castle and perhaps the Marcher Lordship if Pengraic had perished in the plague, too.
So much power to be seized had Pengraic been dead. The lordship could have been anyone’s. Henry’s most like, if it had reverted to the Crown.
By God, they, and perhaps even Edmond, must be whetting their lips with anticipation knowing all of Pengraic’s heirs were dead!
What disappointment Henry and Summersete must have felt, then, to see Pengraic striding about so obviously well.
I wondered what they thought of this marriage. The matter of who I was, a low-ranked woman who formerly had been grateful for her modest place in the household, was of little concern. What must be of concern was that Pengraic appeared to be set on the business of acquiring a new heir as soon as possible.
Henry had been watching my face. ‘Ah, mistress, you have just realised how important your womb is. By Jesu, all you are, truly, is a womb with limbs and a pretty face attached. No wonder the gift of the girdle, given it frames your womb perfectly. Its filling is all Pengraic cares for.
When
did you say the marriage was to be, Pengraic?’
It was a hateful little speech and I was mortified by it, not in the least because I suspected it held more than a grain of truth. Wasn’t that what Pengraic himself had said?
You owe me a family, and you shall deliver me a new one.
‘Edmond wants you back at court, Pengraic,’ Summersete said. ‘You left Elesberie without his permission in order to return here. Now might be politic to regain your king’s favour. Marriage and bedding can wait.’
Everything about the entire night had changed. By now I was staring down at my lap (and trying not to notice that the way the girdle was tied did, as Henry had said, frame my womb perfectly). The noise of music and conversation and dogs barking from the body of the hall was strangely muted, as if it were miles away. There was only Prince Henry, Summersete, Pengraic and myself, enclosed in a sphere of hostility.
For better or worse, Saint-Valery had said, my position within the Pengraic household would draw me into the dealings of court. Now, on the eve of marriage to Pengraic, I was at the heart of it, and wishing I was anywhere but here.