The Color of Hope (4 page)

Charley could feel her brows bunching into a frown. “But why? I don’t think I’ve ever heard your problem with it.”

“It’s simple, Charley.” Her grandfather sat back. “Calvary Church has existed for more than one hundred years as a bedrock of this town. Between your great-grandfather and me, there’s been a Calvary elder in this family for more than half a century, and we’ve worked hard to maintain the church’s integrity and position as a pillar in this community.” He leaned forward, clearly agitated. “Todd’s family has a long history with Calvary as well, and I can only presume he means well. But we didn’t bring him on board as pastor to take us down this road—and we won’t sit back and watch him do it.”

“But . . . you say that like it’s the wrong road.” Charley rarely challenged her grandfather, but she had to say it. “The goal is to bring the two churches together, to foster unity, right? And it’s only one Sunday a month. What could be wrong with that?”

“Charley, you’re naïve,” Skip said. “Pastor Todd and Pastor Travis grew up best friends in Hope Springs. They’ve been away for years, and now they’re trying to import their big-city ideas into our town. It’s clear to me the real goal is to somehow merge the two churches.”

Charley almost asked what could be wrong with
that
, but she heard her brother calling from upstairs.

“Hey, Charley, don’t leave without me!”

She looked at her mother. “Something wrong with Ben’s car?”

“Probably on empty,” Dottie said. “I told him I’m not giving him gas money. Still can’t believe he got himself fired because he couldn’t show up to work on time.”

“So now it’s my responsibility to shuttle him to football practice?”

Charley hadn’t minded playing chauffeur when she started at the high school two years ago. She’d hoped the short drive would help them reconnect now that she was back from college. Instead, time spent in the car—and crossing paths at school—let her know that her once fun-loving kid brother had developed a funky attitude about almost everything. The loss of their father surely played a part and made her sympathize—when she wasn’t about to throttle him. And he’d only gotten worse now that he’d turned eighteen, as if it gave him a license to do what he wanted.

“You only have to take me this morning.” Ben’s six-foot-three, two-hundred-plus pound frame entered the kitchen. “I’ll have gas money after that.”

Dottie looked at him. “From where?”

Ben got a glass of juice. “Don’t worry about it, Mom. You wouldn’t give it to me, so I asked someone else.”

“Who? Kelsey?” Dottie asked.

He chugged the juice, grabbed a protein bar, and headed for the door, eyeing Charley. “Ready?”

Charley’s gaze bounced from Ben to her mom, who was still awaiting an answer.

“Ben.” Grandpa Skip stood. “I’m seeing a lot of disrespect from you lately.”

Lately?

“Answer your mother’s question,” Grandpa Skip said.

Charley watched even more intently now. Her grandfather was tall and lean, his stature not very imposing. But he had a penetrating gaze that went well with the gravelly voice. The look alone was all the check she’d needed when she was young.

Ben sighed. “Yeah, it’s Kelsey.”

“You shouldn’t be taking advantage of her like that,” Dottie said. “She thinks you’re committed to her, and what’s going to happen if you break her heart? You know her mother and I are friends.”

“Mom. Seriously. Can we not do this right now? I have to go.”

Dottie sighed at him. “Fine. But we’ll pick it back up later.”

“The boycott as well,” Grandpa Skip said. “I want my family on board. This is an important juncture in the life of our church.”

“Oh, and, Charley, don’t forget to call Connor about that date on Saturday.”

“Connor Webber?” Grandpa Skip said. “Wonderful. That’s a great family. Excellent addition to our town.”

Charley sighed to herself. Were they really setting her up again, after Jake?

Ben looked puzzled as he and Charley left the house. “What boycott?”

Charley explained in the car.

Ben nodded easily. “Cool.”

“You’re just happy to get out of going to church.”

“Exactly.”

In five minutes they were at school, and Charley saw Kelsey waiting outside the building. Cute girl. Popular. One of their best volleyball players. She had everything going for her except, it seemed, common sense. She seemed to stay at Ben’s beck and call.

She met them at the car. “Hey, Coach.”

Charley got her athletic bag from the backseat. “Hey, Kels—Ben, really? Right out here in public?”

He had stepped out of the car, pulled Kelsey close, and kissed her.

Ben snickered. “What then? In private?” He tightened his arms around Kelsey. “Fine with me.”

Charley cut her eyes at him, starting for the entrance, then glanced back. “Anyone else here, Kelsey?”

“Just Sam,” she said. “Of course. Working on that serve.”

“And you encouraged her.” Charley paused. “Right?”

“Coach, seriously . . .” Kelsey gave her a look. “She can’t play.”

Charley knew that was the consensus among the girls in the clinic, especially those on the volleyball team. She had spied Sam’s interest in volleyball during gym class last spring and encouraged her to take the clinic. But though Sam had worked hard to learn the fundamentals, she wasn’t exactly a natural. Charley knew she couldn’t micromanage the girls’ interactions with one another, but something about Sam—her innocence, sweetness—made Charley want to rise up and defend her.

“I explained what this clinic was about from the beginning,” Charley said. “Not just developing skills, but developing—”

“Confidence.” Kelsey indulged her with a thin smile.

“The clinic ends tomorrow.” Charley started toward the building. “I’m sure it would mean a lot to Sam if you told her how much her serve has improved.”

Charley walked into the high school. In the echo of the empty halls, she could hear the faint sound of a ball being hit against the
wall. But her thoughts shifted for the moment from volleyball to the administrative offices her feet were moving toward. She opened the outer door and, seeing no one, made her way past the administrative assistant’s desk to the office of the assistant principal.

She peeked her head in and saw Marcus on the phone. He waved her in as he nodded at his caller. “Absolutely . . . No problem . . . That’s fine . . . Okay, but I’ve really got to—”

He raised his hands apologetically, and Charley took a seat across from him, letting him know it was fine. Her eyes grazed piles of paper on his desk, looking for a spot to land—but kept flickering past him instead. What
was
it about him? The smile? Seemed his facial muscles naturally formed one, a nice one, as he talked. And the straight teeth definitely enhanced the smile. Was she weird for finding straight teeth attractive?

She checked herself, moving her eyes around the room. He hadn’t put anything on the walls yet. No pictures on the desk. The view from his window was the parking lot. So . . . back to the piles of paper . . .
Maybe it’s his eyes
. . .

“Really sorry about that.” Marcus recradled the phone. “I know you don’t have much time. But let me start this off properly.” He stood, hand extended. “Good morning, Coach Willoughby.”

She stood as well, noting the formality. It was part of the culture at the school to be sure. But having interacted with him at school for almost two months, she found herself wondering what his less formal side was like.

“Good morning, Mr. Maxwell. And no problem.” She added as she sat, “But I can probably save some time if you’re about to ask me to reconsider and keep my position here.”

He had a curious look. “And if I am? What would you say?”

“I’d say, ‘Sorry, I’m still leaving.’”

“Okay. Well, that’s not my question . . . not exactly.” He paused. “I want to know if you’ll consider another position here.”

Now Charley was curious. “What position?”

“Head volleyball coach.”

“What?” She scooted forward. “Coach Nelson is leaving?”

“It happened quickly,” Marcus said. “You know her husband’s been out of work. He got a great offer from a Dallas company, and turns out Coach Nelson has friends who run a club volleyball team down there that makes it to nationals every year. She’s excited to coach for them.”

“And so . . . you’re asking
me
to take over as head coach? I’ve only had two years’ experience.”

“But you played Division I volleyball, you know this program, and you’re a natural instructor.” Marcus clasped his hands. “You also have a love for the sport, which is huge.”

How did he know all that about her?

He smiled. “And in case you’re wondering, it’s my job to know who’s got talent in the building. I’ve not only heard great things about you, I’ve watched you work with those girls this summer. The fact that you still wanted to do the clinic after you resigned at the end of the school year tells me you have a love.”

Charley sat back, letting out a sigh. “I can’t believe this.”

“Can’t believe what?”

She looked up, realizing she’d said it out loud. “It’s nothing. Just . . . hard sometimes, trying to figure out what God wants me to do.” Her gaze moved to the pile of papers again as she took all of this in.

“I’ve had some experience with that myself recently,” he said. “Can’t say I figured it all out, but I landed here in Hope Springs, so I hope I got that part right.” He shrugged a little. “What are you grappling with? That is, if you don’t mind sharing.”

“I don’t mind,” Charley said. “In a nutshell, I returned to Hope Springs after college only because of the guy I grew up dating. We got engaged, broke up this spring, and I figured now was my chance
to spread my wings and do something different. Might sound weird, but I want to be part of something God is doing. So I decided to give up my teaching job and look for a ministry position, or maybe something missions oriented.” She took a breath. “But I haven’t found anything. And with this offer, I’m confused again.”

Marcus nodded. “Mind if I ask a couple questions?”

“Shoot.”

“And we can be real about God and faith and all that?”

Charley smiled. “So . . . you’re a believer too?”

He opened a desk drawer and pulled out a thin, leatherbound Bible. “With all my heart.”

Her own skipped a little. Maybe
that’s
what it was about him. “Cool. And yes, we can be really real.”

“Okay then,” he said. “I’m assuming you were praying about what God wanted you to do?”

“Definitely.”

“And you felt strongly that He wanted you to quit this job?”

Charley thought about that. “I felt strongly that I wanted my life to take a different direction, to be more mindful of my purpose. I want to make a difference, you know?”

“Absolutely,” Marcus said. “That’s awesome. But what I’m trying to understand is, did God lay the ministry thing on your heart, or did you ‘figure’”—he smiled—“that was the best way to make a difference?”

The question struck her.

“And while you’re thinking about that,” he said, “could there have been a slight thought that it would be easier away from here, after the breakup?” He raised his hands partway, easy smile. “Just food for thought. You don’t have to answer.”

Charley gave a playful smirk. “Right. Just food for thought.”

Marcus was right, of course, about the breakup. She’d spent all those weekends in Charlotte because she hadn’t wanted to run into
Jake or his family. But the decision to move was something else. Or was it?

“Sounds like you’re saying I should stay.” Charley raised a wary brow. “But aren’t you a little biased, since you need a coaching spot filled?”

“Nope.” Marcus sat back. “Administrative hat is off. I’m talking to you solely as a brother in Christ. And I have no idea whether you should stay or go. I just don’t want you to think you have to work for a nonprofit ministry to be part of what God is doing. God is at work everywhere.” He gestured toward the door. “He’s at work in what you do with those girls, because He’s in
you
.” The smile returned. “But if you’re bent on getting out of Hope Springs, that’s another matter.”