The Chatter of the Maidens (30 page)

Meriel and Jerome were looking at her in silence, clearly waiting for her to say something. Bringing herself back to the present moment – which was quite difficult – she said briskly, ‘Now you must both get some rest. You have had an anxious time, these many days and weeks. You must put it all behind you, and think about the future.’

In a hollow voice, Jerome said, ‘I cannot, Abbess. I have to go back to Denney and—’

But she was already shaking her head, smiling as she did so. ‘No, Jerome. You do not. Bastian was not searching for you to drag you back to Denney. He needed to find you to tell you that you are free.’

‘Free?’ Jerome and Meriel spoke in chorus.

‘Yes. You had taken no official vows, so there was no need for you to ask for release from them.’

‘But I had my hair cropped!’ Jerome cried. ‘And I’d grown a beard! I only shaved it off to marry Meriel!’

Ah, but he’s so young! Helewise thought, her heart melting. ‘Those things are but the outer signs,’ she said gently. ‘They do not alone make a man a monk.’

‘Thank the Lord!’ Meriel said fervently.

Jerome turned to her and, with a whoop of delight, took his wife in his arms.

Thinking it was time to leave them alone, Helewise slipped away.

The Abbey was host to its young guests for almost a fortnight. During this time Alba was buried, and the first desperate grief of her shocked youngest sister began to abate.

Berthe spent much time with Josse. He did not turn the conversation round to Alba, and Berthe rarely mentioned her; for much of the time, they spoke of everyday matters. The weather. The burgeoning spring. The work Berthe was doing in the infirmary.

But once, the girl said, ‘Is it for the best, Sir Josse, that she died?’

His mind flying across several possible answers, eventually he just said, ‘Aye, child.’

She nodded. As if his word were all she had lacked, straightaway she seemed to be calmer.

And she never spoke of her dead sister again.

Bastian, too, stayed on for a while.

He had asked the Abbess to show him where Brother Bartholomew was buried, which she did. They had put him in the little area, beneath three of the Vale’s chestnut trees, that was reserved for pilgrims who died while at Hawkenlye. The graves there were plain and simple, but the grass was kept clipped and sometimes the monks planted flowers.

She stood by his side as he prayed.

‘I had thought to take him home to Denney,’ Bastian said as they walked back up to the Abbey. ‘But I think now that I will not.’

‘The decision is, of course, yours,’ she murmured.

Bastian was silent for a moment, as if hunting for the right words. Then: ‘He is very peaceful where he is, Abbess.’

More peaceful than he would be buried at Denney? he wondered.

But she did not ask.

Before Meriel and Jerome left Hawkenlye, taking the fast-recovering Berthe with them, Helewise asked the two of them to come to see her.

They stood before her in her room. They were, she noted, holding hands.

It was now ten days since Alba’s death, and the Abbey was still alive with a constant buzz of excited talk. It was understandable, Helewise realised, and probably inevitable.

Still, the sooner they could get back to normal, the better. And a good first step would be to see these two, and the little sister, on their way.

‘Thank you for coming to see me,’ she said, smiling at Meriel and then at Jerome.

‘The thanks are ours,’ Meriel said. ‘I don’t know how we’d have got through this terrible time without you, Abbess.’

‘It is my nuns you must thank,’ she said gently. ‘They have been praying for the three of you. And, with them, prayer also has a practical side – it was a stroke of genius on Sister Euphemia’s part, to ask Berthe to help her with the two new babies in the maternity room.’

‘I don’t suppose for a moment that she really needed Berthe’s help,’ Jerome said.

‘Neither do I,’ Helewise agreed. ‘How do you think she is? Berthe, I mean?’

Meriel gazed at her for a moment before replying. ‘She truly is beginning to get over it, I believe,’ she said. ‘It was a frightful shock to see Alba fall. It will recur in her dreams for a while, I dare say.’

‘Yes, I expect it will,’ Helewise agreed.

‘But she is beginning to see that there was really no escape for Alba,’ Meriel went on. ‘Even if you had refused to let Bastian take her back to Denney to answer for the murder of poor Felix – and there was no reason why you
should
refuse, Abbess, we quite understand that – then it was really only postponing the inevitable. Sooner or later, Alba would have had to face up to judgement for her sins.’ She paused. Then: ‘Is it fairly certain that she killed the monk in the Vale, too?’

‘We think so, Meriel, although with both victim and probable murderer dead, there is no way we can be certain. But it seems likely. We surmise that Alba went to the Vale to check that there was nobody there who might have recognised Berthe. And, of course, she found exactly what she was dreading she’d find. Somehow she must have lured him outside, then killed him with his own staff.’

‘She’d have recognised a Denney Templar all right,’ Jerome said grimly. ‘She used to go and spy on their comings and goings – she was obsessed with them. We never knew why.’

Helewise said quietly, ‘I believe I do.’ Then she told them what Alba had said about her parentage.

Meriel was aghast. ‘Did you believe her, Abbess?’

Helewise sighed. ‘My reason tells me I should not,’ she said, ‘since I knew perfectly well that poor Alba was a liar. But somehow that makes no difference – I
did
believe her, yes.’

‘Her father was a Templar!’ Jerome breathed. ‘No wonder my uncle Bastian was so keen to get her back to Denney. He must have been terrified she’d tell someone!’

Helewise looked at him. ‘Your uncle was only doing his duty,’ she said. ‘He was quite right in wanting to have Alba put on trial for Felix’s murder. And as for the other business, he may not even know about the rumour regarding the identity of Alba’s father. The warrior knights are, I am quite sure, very discreet.’

Jerome grinned briefly. ‘That they are. I’ve lived around the Templars for much of my life, and I’ve never heard so much as a whisper of gossip about babies fathered by illustrious monks.’

‘And I do not believe it will benefit anybody if such gossip begins now,’ Helewise said firmly, looking searchingly at each of the young people. ‘Alba is dead, and beyond our help. Even if the truth about her could be uncovered, it would do her no good. And it might do the Denney Templars a great deal of harm.’

‘If one of them really did beget Alba, then don’t they deserve having harm done to them?’ Meriel said.

But Jerome put his arm round her, hugging her to him. ‘The harm would affect all of them,’ he said softly. ‘And the majority do not deserve it.’

Helewise smiled at him. I couldn’t have put it better myself, she thought. ‘Brother Bastian is leaving today,’ she said. ‘I am sure he would want to say goodbye to you both, and to wish you luck.’

‘There’s no need for farewells,’ Jerome said. ‘We’ll be going back to Denney, too, and there’s no reason why we shouldn’t ride with him. He’s been very good to me.’ He gave Meriel a swift glance. ‘And he’s promised to help us if we decide to settle back near Denney.’

‘And will you?’ Helewise asked.

Jerome was still looking at Meriel, apparently waiting for her to answer. ‘No,’ she said. ‘We don’t think so. Too many memories.’

‘I understand,’ Helewise said. ‘What
will
you do?’

‘Jerome has some money, left with the monks in trust for him by his father,’ the girl went on. ‘That’s why we have to go to Denney, to arrange about the legacy. We think we’ll use it to set up home somewhere around here. We can both work – Jerome was taught lots of skills by the monks, and I can help him. We won’t have much, but we’ll manage. We’ll have each other. And Berthe can live with us, at first.’

‘At first?’

‘Abbess Helewise, she wants to be a nurse. She loves working in the infirmary, and she’d like best of all to become a nursing lay nun, if you’ll have her.’

‘Gladly,’ Helewise said warmly. ‘But let’s wait a while till she’s older. She might change her mind.’

‘She won’t,’ Meriel said with a smile.

Helewise went to the gates to see the three of them, Meriel, Jerome and Berthe, on their way. Brother Bastian was waiting for them, and beside him stood Josse.

She went over to the two men. Josse gave her a smile; Bastian performed his deep bow.

‘Abbess, I like your friend Sir Josse d’Acquin,’ Bastian said as she approached. ‘He is a sound man.’ He gave Josse a hearty thump on his arm; fortunately, it was the left one.

‘Indeed he is,’ Helewise agreed.

‘I am full of admiration for your skill in deduction,’ Bastian continued. ‘You make a good team.’

‘The Abbess is the brains, I am merely the brawn,’ Josse said modestly. ‘On this occasion, I fear she has had to be both brains
and
brawn.’

‘You were sick, Sir Josse,’ she said. ‘But even from your infirmary bed, you were invaluable.’

Brother Bastian gave a short laugh. ‘If ever I have an insoluble problem at Denney, I may send for you,’ he said. Glancing at Meriel, Jerome and Berthe, and seeing that they were ready, he swung into the saddle and beckoned to the other three. ‘Farewell!’

Helewise and Josse stood watching until the four riders were out of sight. Then, turning to go back inside the Abbey gates, Helewise remarked, ‘He said, if
I
have an insoluble problem. As if he were of some importance at Denney.’

Josse chuckled. ‘Well deduced, Abbess Helewise,’ he said, copying Bastian’s tone. ‘Our friend Brother Bastian is actually
Master
Bastian. He’s in charge at Denney.’

With his wounded arm fully mended and memories of the disturbing presence of Alba and her sisters quickly receding into the past, there was no excuse for Josse to stay at Hawkenlye. He wanted to get home, back to New Winnowlands; Will would have managed in his absence, he knew that, but he missed his home.

Before saying adieu to the Abbess, he went to find Sister Euphemia. Steering her outside into the sunshine for a brief moment, he handed her a purse of coins. ‘That is for you to use as you see fit, Sister. It comes with my eternal thanks for saving my arm and probably my life.’

She looked at him. ‘I thank you, Sir Josse. I will put your coins to good use, you have my word.’

‘I know that.’

‘As to saving your life . . .’ She paused, eyeing him. He had the impression she was deciding whether or not to reveal something to him.

‘Go on, Sister, you can tell me!’ he said with a laugh. ‘Whatever it is can’t affect me now. Even if you say you almost gave me up for lost, it’s over now. And here I am, still alive!’

‘It’s not that, not exactly.’ Again she hesitated. Then she said, ‘The wound was not healing. In fact, the infection was getting worse, and everything that I tried seemed to make no difference. Then Sister Tiphaine came up with something, and it worked.’

‘So I must thank Sister Tiphaine as well,’ he said quietly. ‘Which indeed I shall do.’

But Sister Euphemia clearly hadn’t finished. ‘Sir Josse, whatever it was – and
I’ve
certainly never seen the like before – she got it from the forest.’

Her eyes fixed to him, she repeated, ‘The
forest
.’

And then he understood.

He found Sister Tiphaine in her herb garden.

‘She told you, then,’ she said, hardly looking up from her weeding.

‘She did.’

‘I’ve nothing much to add,’ Sister Tiphaine said, sitting back on her heels. ‘It wasn’t Joanna herself that I saw, it was Lora.’

‘Lora?’

‘One of their elders. Much respected, wise, very skilled in the healing arts. And all the others arts,’ she added under her breath. ‘Anyhow, it seems Lora’s taken a shine to her. To Joanna. Because of old loyalties, so she says. Don’t worry about the lassie, she’s doing all right.’

‘But – does she—’

‘No more!’ Sister Tiphaine put up a mud-stained hand. ‘I can’t tell you any more, Sir Knight, because I don’t know any more. That was the message, and you’re lucky to get even that. They don’t like to communicate with Outworlders, them Forest Folk.’

I know, Josse thought. But his heart was singing.

‘Thank you, Sister.’ He bent down and planted a kiss on her cheek. She gave him a surprised smile, then returned to her weeding.

He had obtained the Abbess’s permission to send Brother Saul over to New Winnowlands to fetch his horse. As soon as Horace had been rested and watered, Josse set out for home.

‘Take care of yourself,’ the Abbess said as she saw him off. ‘Come and see us soon.’

‘I will,’ he promised.

‘Which are you answering?’ she asked with a laugh.

‘Both,’ he replied.

Then, with a wave, he kicked Horace into a canter and set off for home.

On a dull evening a few weeks later, Helewise slipped out of the Abbey and went into the forest.

She could not rationalise what she was doing. She felt restless, uneasy, and had done so on and off since Alba had died. It ought to have got better as time passed, but it had not.

And, thought the Abbess, I believe I know why.

What she was about to do would, or so she fervently hoped, put an end to her strange feelings once and for all.

She had been informed that Jerome and Meriel were now actually making plans to come back to the area. Which meant that, even though it was unlikely that Helewise and her nuns would see very much of them, one or two visits were not only likely but highly probable.

So this one thing that remained to be done must be done now.