Authors: Greg Keyes
“There was no battle,” the queen said. “They marched and they died, their flesh stripped from their bones, their bones burned into dust. And yet they marched on.”
“They never saw their enemy? There was never a foe to lift arms against?”
The queen shook her head. “They marched and they died,” she repeated. “Because they knew they must. Because the only other choice was to live as slaves.”
Neil stared out at the darkening plain, a strange tickle of awe working in him.
“Every footstep on that plain must fall on the remains of those warriors.”
The queen nodded.
“It is a terrible story,” Neil offered. “Warriors should die in battle.”
“Warriors should die in bed,” the queen countered, her voice suddenly edged with anger. “Didn't you hear me? Ten thousand ghosts are bound in the soil of Mey Ghorn. Ten thousand brothers and sisters, the fathers and mothers of Hansa, Crotheny, Saltmark, Tero Gallé, Virgenya—every nation of Everon has bones in this dirt. They were noble, and they were proud, and their only real weapon was the hope that their sons and daughters would see a better day, know a better world.
“And see what we have done with it. What do we fight about now? Fishing disputes. Trade tariffs. Bickering over borders. Our whole race has become petty and vicious. We fight for nothing.” She waved her hand to encompass the land around. “We denigrate their memory. How ashamed they must be of us.”
Neil stood silent for a few moments, until the queen turned to face him.
“Sir Neil?” she said softly. “You have something to say?”
He kept his gaze on hers, on those eyes so like her daughter's.
“I know little of trade tariffs or politics,” he admitted. “I know little of the deep histories.”
“But you know something,” she said.
“I knew my grandfather, Dovel MeqFinden. He was a good man. He made little ships of wood for me when I was a boy, and he trooped across the rocky fields of Skern with me on his shoulders. He showed me the sea, and told me of the beautiful Fier de Meur and the terrible draugs who dwell in its depths.”
“Go on.”
“Skern is a small place, Majesty. You may not know that in those days our overlord was a duke from Hansa, and it had been thus for six generations. Our own language was forbidden us, and one half of our crops and cattle were forfeit to that man and his house. When that brought us to starvation, we must needs borrow from the duke, and to pay him back we must go into his service. We are a proud people, Majesty, but not so proud as to let our children starve.”
“Your grandfather?”
“A plague came and killed the most of his cattle, and he could not pay what he had borrowed. He was forced to work in the stables of our lord, the duke. One day a daughter of that lord sat a horse too wild for her. My grandfather warned her against it, but she ignored him. She was thrown.”
“She was killed?”
“She was not. Ten men were present to bear witness. My grandfather reached her and pulled her from beneath the hooves of the horse, taking a hard blow. He saved her life. But in so doing, he touched her, the great lady of a Hanzish house. For that he was hanged.”
Sympathy softened the queen's face. “I'm sorry,” she said.
Neil shrugged. “It is one story of many,” he said. “Many times we tried to rise against our Hanzish masters. Always we failed, until the day Fail de Liery came over the sea with his boats and brought us arms, and fought beside us, and drove the duke and all of his men back to their homeland. Perhaps Liery fought for Skern due to some petty dispute—I do not know. I only know that now my people can feed and clothe themselves and are not hanged for speaking their native tongue. I know we can live now like men and not like Hanzish lapdogs. This is a small thing, perhaps, compared to what happened on this plain. But in my heart, Majesty, I know tyranny did not end with the Skasloi, and the fight for what is right did not end with the men who marched across Mey Ghorn. I know my opinion lacks education—” He felt suddenly as if he had said far too much. Who was he to contradict the queen?
“No,” she said, a small smile brightening her face. “The only thing your opinion lacks is the jaded view from the towers of the highborn. Thank the saints for you, Neil MeqVren. You put me in my place.”
“Majesty, I never meant to—”
“Hush. I'm done brooding, thanks to you. Let's speak of this no more, but go down and make merry. It's the eve of Fiussanal, you know.”
Memory flashed, of a blue dress and a face glancing up at him, and eagerness and trepidation exchanged blows on the battlefield of his heart.
But when they reached the horz, Fastia was nowhere to be seen.
Night gentled upon the fortress, and by the toll of the eighth bell the preparations for Fiussanal were done and even the excited Elseny was quiet in her chambers awaiting sleep.
Sleep eluded Neil, however. The memory of Fastia by moonlight haunted him, but something besides that nagged him. Perhaps it was the queen's talk of the host of ancient dead around Cal Azroth that drew him back outside, to the rampart of the tower in which she had her apartments. From there he would notice any who might come and go into the royal residence, and so prosecute his duty. But he could also gaze over the haunted, moonlit plain, studying it for any wisps of mist or light that might remark some sign of ghosts.
After the tenth bell tolled, his eyelids were finally drooping and the moon was setting on the horizon. Neil was considering a return to his quarters when, with a faint thrill, at the corner of his eye he detected motion.
Staring straight on, he saw nothing at first, but from the periphery of his vision he made out several figures moving swiftly toward the castle.
He did not think they were ghosts.
He descended the tower as far as the battlements, hoping for a better view and to alert the watch. What he had seen could have been anything—a pack of wild dogs, a Sefry
band, messengers from the court—but his watchword was suspicion.
He saw no better from the battlements, but in the courtyard below them he noticed something that raised his hackles. Two human figures lay there unmoving. The moon was not yet risen, so he couldn't make out who they were, but the positions in which they lay made him doubt they were merely asleep from too much drink.
He hesitated only long enough to wonder if he should put on the rest of his armor. He wore his leather gambeson and a light chain hauberk, and donning the plate would take far too long. Grimly, heart pounding, he started toward the stair, keeping his steps light.
Down in the courtyard, he found his worst fears realized; the massive double gate stood open, and he could see stars beyond. Now, too, he could see the insignia of the Royal Footguard on the fallen men, and the pools of blood that pronounced them dead.
A man he hadn't seen from above lay crumpled against the base of the stairs. He was still alive, though his breath wheezed strangely. Neil approached carefully, gaze sweeping the compound. To the right of the open gate stood a second portal, still closed, beyond which lay the causeway leading to the garrison. To his left was the queen's tower. When he detected no one, and no movement in either direction, he turned his attention to the injured man.
With a start, he saw it was Sir James Cathmayl. His throat was cut, and he was trying futilely to stop the flow of his life's blood with his own two hands. His eyes fastened on Neil, and he tried to say something. No sound emerged, only more blood, but the downed knight gestured at something behind Neil, and his dying eyes glittered bright warning.
Neil flung himself to the right, and steel smote the cobbles where he'd knelt. He turned and brought Crow to guard.
A man stood there, a fully armored knight. “Death has found you,” the knight told him.
“Death has found me many times,” Neil replied. “I've always sent her away hungry.” Then, raising his voice, he
shouted, “Alarm! The gate is breached, and enemies are within!”
The knight laughed and stepped closer, but didn't raise his weapon, and with a thrill of astonishment, Neil saw it was Vargus Farre.
“Traitor,” Neil rasped, leaping forward, scything Crow in a hard blow down.
The knight merely retreated, now bringing his weapon to guard.
“Don't you feel it, Sir Knight?” Vargus asked. There was something wrong with his accent, with the way he spoke, and despite the fact that the man wore Sir Vargus' face, Neil suddenly doubted it was really the man he knew at all.
“Don't you?” Sir Vargus repeated. “Death arriving in you?”
“What is this, Sir Vargus, or whatever you be? For whom have you opened the gate?”
“You'll feel it soon.”
And suddenly, Neil did. Something struck him like flame between the eyes, but a flame that ate out from within. He heard a voice that wasn't his, inside his ears, felt a will not his own scratching within his skull. With a shriek he fell to his knees, Crow clattering beside him.
The knight who could not be Sir Vargus laughed again, and something behind Neil's lips bubbled a sardonic reply.
“WELL, THAT WAS RATHER DULL,” Anne muttered, lighting a taper to illuminate the tower room she shared with Austra.
“Really?” Austra said, her voice somehow faraway sounding. “I found it entertaining enough.”
“I would go so far as to call it quaint,” Anne replied.
“Quaint,” Austra repeated, nodding. She went to the window and looked out at the night. Anne sighed and began changing out of her dress.
“It was nice to wear a gown again, at least,” she said, “even one in such questionable taste.” She held the empty dress up before her, then, shrugging, folded it carefully. She pulled her coarse sleeping shift over her head.
“It's back to lessons tomorrow,” she said, trying to distract herself from the lingering disappointment that Cazio hadn't been Roderick, and the uneasy feelings the shameless Vitellian had stirred in her. “We're learning the uses of alvwort, I hear, which I'm much looking forward to.”
“Uh-huh,” Austra murmured.
Anne turned a suspicious glance on her friend.
“We're also having a lesson on changing babies into puppies, and the reverse.”
“Good,” Austra said, nodding. “That will be interesting.”
“Saints, what's wrong with you?” Anne demanded of her friend. “You aren't even listening to me.”
Austra turned guiltily from the window.
“Nothing,” she said. “Nothing's wrong. I'm just sleepy.”
“You don't
look
sleepy. You look positively excitable.”
“Well, I'm not,” Austra insisted. “I'm sleepy.”
“Yes? Then what's got you so interested outside?”
“Nothing. It's just pretty, tonight.”
“There's no moon. You can't see anything.”
“I can see plenty,”Austra replied. “Maybe I'll see Roderick riding up.”
“Austra Laesdauter, are you making fun of me?”
“No, I'm not. I hope for your sake he does come. You still love him, don't you?”
“Yes.”
“And this what's-his-name—”
“Cazio?”
“Yes, that's it. How did you meet him? You said you would tell me.”
Anne considered that. “This is one of
those
secrets, Austra,” she said finally. “One of our sacred ones.”
Austra placed her hand on her heart. “By Genya Dare, I'll keep this secret.”
Anne explained how she'd found her way out of the cave and met Cazio, still leaving out any mention of the mysterious woman and her newfound senses. She felt ashamed for that, but something still warned her it was prudent.
“So you see,” Anne concluded, “whatever impression Cazio made tonight, at heart he is an ill-mannered rogue.”
“A handsome one, though,” Austra said.
Anne opened her mouth, closed it, and then laughed. “You're
taken
with him,” she said.
“What?”Austra's face scrunched in dismay. “No, I'm not.”
Anne folded her arms and looked skeptically down one shoulder. “You stayed behind me a bit,” she said. “What happened? What did he say to you?”
Austra blushed deeply enough that it was visible even by candlelight. “It's as you say,” she said, looking toward the corner of the room as if she had lost something there. “He is an errant rogue.”
“Austra, tell me what happened.”
“You'll be angry,” Austra said.
“
I'll be angry only if you keep so secretive and phayshot. Tell me!”
“Well—he gave me a bit of a kiss, I think.”
“You think?” Anne asked. “What do you mean, you
think
? He either kissed you or he didn't.”
“He kissed me then,” Austra said, a bit defiantly.
“You
are
taken with him,” Anne accused again.
“I don't even know him.”
“The fickleness of the man!” Anne exploded. “First he's doting on me, then twelve heartbeats later he's slavering over you. What could you see in such a faithless heart?”
“Nothing!” Austra said. “Only …”
“Only what?”
“Well, it was nice. The kiss. He kisses well.”
“I wouldn't know how he kisses. I wouldn't want to.”
“You shouldn't. You have Roderick for that. Anyway, I'm sure neither of us will ever see Casnar da Chiovattio again.”