The Black Fox A Novel Of The Seventies (7 page)

The small thick postern door pumped into place behind him. He breathed with relief the damp cold air smelling only of wet grass and fallen leaves. The latter were now so thick on this path that ran under the lime-tree grove that the old Close gardener had not been able to keep up with their descent and the walker's feet threshed through their drifts.

"As is the race of leaves, so is the race of men." he quoted. "Yes," he self-commented, "perhaps, after all, when the Hebrew Canon will have shrunk to the inner shelves of the depositories of dead languages and the files of archeologists, and these great crumbling arches, that the worship of that odd assortment of books helped erect, shall have fallen in ruin, and canons and archdeacons been long gone, Homer and his story of man, budding and falling incessantly from the dark Tree of Life, will remain. And Homer's deeper, darker faith, of a Blind Fate? I wonder," said the Canon.

He hesitated for a moment in his hall—for as far as that had his habit-trained steps taken him while his mind floated back along the dark river of Time. "I wonder!" Then with that sigh which is released as life turns away from thought, he went in to tea with his sister.

6

THE ARCHDEACON WAS TO HAVE GONE FOR HIS FIRST VISITATION round the diocese when the two weeks were up. It was important that he should. The diocese was a small one and so one archdeacon was enough, but he needed to keep busy to complete his rounds. But he did not go. Neither, however, had the Canon to keep up his courtesy choir attendance. Archdeacon Simpkins went neither on visitation nor to choir but to bed and on doctor's orders.

Laetitia Throcton gave her brother his tea and this information, when he came in after Evensong on the thirteenth day and before he could ask her, as he was meaning to do so, whether the Archdeacon's absence from the afternoon service meant that he had been called away to start his new rounds a day before that appointed. Laetitia, of course, heard Close news earlier than he. His inaccessibility warned gossip-loaded minds that this was no nest for their egg of information. His sister was no more anxious to be kept up to date: but the mere fact that she was reserved in her case meant that the silence exposed her to such deposits when the gusto of her brother's egotism blew way the alighting rumour.

"The Doctor," she began in the conventionally cheering tone with which medical information is generally dispensed, "declared that it was nothing serious. ... A stitch in time. . . . prevention the truest therapy. . . . Just one of those little troubles that yield best to care and rational foresight. . . . Quite likely the symptom of a general condition. . . . Indeed quite possibly the end-process of some all-over, . . ."

"That surely wasn't his word, my dear, if you wish to employ oratio recta" "Could it have been syndrome?"

"No. Oh I do now remember—some disturbance of the circulatory system provoked, just possibly, by fatigue, nervous in nature. Rest indicated. Travel contra-indicated."

The Canon showed his sister that comment, too, was contra-indicated. Indeed in silence he took his tea and then himself off to his study. His sister listened to his retreating steps. Then bent and took Tissaphernes on her lap. The cat responded with obvious pleasure.

"I suppose that's why we old maids keep pets." She counter-pointed the purring. "If you try to please them they are nearly always pleased and when so don't mind showing it. How complex are our refractions. If Charles were a wild animal he'd be pleased that the score is being adjusted now. If he was a tamed animal he'd be sorry now that one of his group is lamed. As it is? Perhaps he's sorry that he's sorry~3f"even pleased that he's displeased. And they call women baffling! Oh, why are we so complex and always tangling and matting everything!"

The cat on her lap began to groom itself contentedly. Its self-assured ignorance soothed her. She settled down to enjoy her limited content. "Sufficient unto the day"? Might one then not add, sufficient unto the place, this quiet place by the fire? A knock at the door did then disturb her growing calm. The interruption was too apt.

"Mrs. Simpkins, Ma'am, and are you At Home?" The maid looked quite neutral.

It would have been quite safe to say the magic word "Out" that would banish not only the maid but the caller. And "Out" when you were really ensconced by your own warm fire in precious solitude did not involve a fib. It was the acknowledged courtesy way of saying without hurting feelings, "Need we meet today?" She had indeed almost said No when the thought of her brother checked her. His aloofness—it had not made him less immune—rather more. The further he retired the more he was vexed by possible intrusions. If she herself wanted to have calm simplicity why not produce it herself. You either raised the crop yourself or went without. Besides, Mrs. Simpkins might be worried and this was not the time to be distant with her.

"Please ask her to come in, and bring another cup."

She had been right. Archdeacon Simpkins, as the Close was fond of commenting, owed everything to his energy. The "recessive" phrase to this "dominant" was, of course, that he owed nothing to "breeding." And to breeding, the Close held, with considerable truth, that the rest of the Cathedral dignitaries owed considerably more than to brains. Further, Archdeacon Simpkins, when he had chosen a helpmeet, himself chose, or was chosen not by breeding but by energy. The dress of the day suited Mrs. Simpkins' She bustled. But today the vigour had largely gone out of her fuss. Nevertheless she kept up, for the initial courtesy exchanges, the required comments on general events. Had Miss Throcton seen the opera troupe that had been performing at the city's small theatre? Yes, she herself had gone to Figaro. The music and acting carried you along, didn't it? One does not need to know actually what the words mean, does one? "Indeed I sometimes think foreign languages were invented for opera. Such tongues, so unlike our English, were obviously just made for singing when what you say doesn't really matter. It's all sentiment and no real sense, isn't it?"

Miss Throcton smiled at the philological theory. She could now surely inquire.

"I hope the Archdeacon is feeling better?"

"Oh, well that would be a little sudden wouldn't it? The Doctor thinks it may have been coming on for some time, you know?"

"Sometimes, however, when such things come out, the worst is really over—in jaundice, for example?"

"Yes, yes, you're right and jaundice is a horrible upset, isn't it?" Mrs. Simpkins paused. "Jaundice, the old wives used to say, is caused by jealousy. . . ." She hesitated again. "But Wilkins— I mean Mr. Simpkins—was never a jealous character. . . ."

Miss Throcton could not check her mind's noting, "Surely no grounds?" Then her thought glanced again, "Can she be suggesting that someone else's jealousy has 'wished' on her husband his attack?" She felt inclined to titter and so turned the topic slightly by remarking aloud how fortunate they all were in having a Doctor so up to date and free of any ancient medical dogmas. "Tradition is needed in the Church but not in the hospital." But the attempt to shepherd the conversation onto the comparatively safe ground of physiology failed. The slight coolness that she had felt, she was now sure was growing.

"I am glad that you feel that in these times we should be very firm about our Faith." Laetitia Throcton felt that the "you" was meant to except "him who is not in this room but in this house." She was annoyed with herself to find that she was getting annoyed and then smiled in a nettled way to find her mind up to those complex refractions and counter-reflections that so disturbed her in her brother.

Her guest obviously could not follow these ramifications. But she sensed well enough that she was vexing her hostess and thus

was added another in that long series of inferior feelings toward this lady who was very clearly one. Ever uncertain of her own status and now tired and filled with deep anxiety, she could only then rise stiffly.

The other rose quickly enough to convey a certain relief. Even the real cordiality with which she tried to let things part on a note of amiability, did not carry over. Her "You will let me know how things go, won't you?" was met with "The Archdeacon really doesn't like any indisposition he has talked atout. He is so singularly free of such weaknesses—in a spot where ill health seems all too common."

The maid had answered the hell to show Mrs. Simpkins out. They shook hands, hut Mrs, Simpkins as she smiled and bobbed to the other remarked to herself with no wish to censor her reverie, "She thinks herself so well bred that we have to come to report to her instead of her calling to enquire."

On the floor above Canon Throcton had been at work arranging some references for his promised essay on Arabian Religious Travellers, He had often found that so doing would set his pen running. Now it might also set his mind afloat from this dank Close—well had the Bishop christened it a sink—out over the Hindu Kush, the Altai, the Kuenlun and others of those fabulous frontier ranges that these indefatigable footmen had stepped up and over and beyond. He had climbed among the Alps fairly often as a younger man and had found that the poet who was contented with his Sabine Farm was mistaken in one of his most quoted psychological remarks. Changing your sky—at least if you did it in the right way—vertically—you can quite often change your self, or at least your mood. "Of course, it's all a matter of oxygen," he remarked in his usual soliloquy whisper. "In this place there isn't real air but something that wants to change into water but hasn't either the weight or the clarity to do so."

He picked up another section of index cards. "For people whose one Faith was One God and one far more inaccessible than the summit of Everest, these thirteenth century tourists, one must own, did quite a lot of shrine-grubbing. I suppose they had to believe that holiness was an atmosphere rather than an attitude. Our muscular Christianity could beat them there, if we weren't so damned narrow." The word of final sentence slipped out, driven by some expletive force. And, as that worn epithet still had at that date and on such lips some tang of its former sulfuric awfulness, for a moment he checked. 'Well anyhow." he appended as an apology to any unseen listener, "there's no 'Upper atmosphere' in this worn socket of religion—only the mustiness of a book given over to silver-fish, or a tree eaten out with dry-rot. Even this house, in spite of Laetitia's constantly directed massage of polishing, has mould in its bones,"

He shrugged his shoulders, as if with his own shoulder-blades to chafe his spine: then sniffed the air. Was the fire smoking? No: and the smell wasn't ordinary smoke but smoke more like the cheap incense of a Roman Catholic chapel—smoke, fume, with an undertow of some ammoniacal flavour. How typical was incense of that corrupt religion—the blend of mental fog, cheap emotionalism and the rank sudor of the unwashed ignorant masses.

He got up and raised the window. Yes, it had turned mild. The room was too hot and the air had become stagnant. Perhaps the fire had smoked a little. Mary, when she laid it in the morning, to save herself trouble may have put a little paraffin on it, though she had been told repeatedly not to do so—it was dangerous, might set the house on fire. Perhaps part of her forbidden oblation was only now vaporizing. He stood at the open window using his lungs more than his eyes.

However, as he gazed idly on the narrow empty road that separated the line of the Canon's residences from the broad lawn

that spread right across the West Front of the Cathedral, his eye was caught by one small moving object. A large cat—too low-slung for a dog surely—was slinking along near the curb— "seeking whom he may devour." He could just pick out the prowler as it appeared a faint black blur wherever the light of some window made a pale band across the little road.

His lungs full of air, at least cold if not clear, he felt cooler and pulling down the sash, went back to his seat. "Seeking whom he may devour?" What was the quotation? Who devoured? Oh, the Devil, of course. Well an Everestine God no doubt existed. But the Devil? Yes, he certainly was a projection of the very unhygienic horror, hate and holiness of that queer mixture the medieval mind—and the latter fought the former with septic holy water and fusty incense. Well, scholarship is our weapon. If we can keep the Tractarians at bay—and they fear history as the Devil is supposed to hate holy water—in another twenty years just the weight of evidence will have carried us to a lighter, cleaner religion.

It was his turn next morning, when coming in from a short walk in the midget city, to run into the Doctor. Dr. Wilkes, like most small-town physicians, was not unwilling to be seen at talk with one of the persons of importance.

"Our new Archdeacon," the Doctor began at once, "well, weVe seen that kind of attack before. D'you know, Mr. Canon, that quite often when a man comes into new office—even when admirably suited for it . . ."—and he glanced for a moment to see by this sounding whether he had sufficient depth of water to sail nearer the rocks—"even when particularly suited"—and he saw it was safe to smile, at least with one's eyes, before passing on—"often, far more often than a layman, if I may use such a term, would suspect, shows what I might call rightful diffidence, especially...,"

There was, no doubt, a question in his voice, a request whether

he might go still a little further. It was clear that the face he was watching refused the concession, and the diagnostician wisely retreated to the obvious, "... especially when the recipient of new responsibilities may have been a little tired before entering upon them."

Dr. Wilkes might not know very much more about that mysterious bag, the body, than was known by what he called "his friends of the Cloth." but his profession had taught him more than the clergy seemed to wish to know about the human character that hovers and forms over the humours of that uneasy still. Of economic necessity his chief study (all the more sedulous because largely unconscious) was to acquire that nice judgment which ruled when blunt truth could be borne; or there was prescribed the prevarication that brought temporary relief to the patient and the fee to the physician. Dr. Wilkes was an honest man. He was trusted, and he was not mistrustful of others, still less suspicious. But his profession had taught a heart that liked men and a mind that cared for their bodies. How sadly little they could stand the truth about themselves and therefore how mercifully slight were the certainties of medical knowledge. To state the case as it seems to you, the doctor, who knows that death is always at the door and today may have decided to cross the threshold, is not really to state it to the patient. You have come from a death-bed and are going to another. You have the death-certificate book in your bag with a blank form ready, sooner or later for every one of your patients. But the immediate patient lying before you in his bed, he sees you as Health Incarnate come to put him on his legs. And it is just as likely as not that he will get a reprieve this time. Further, if you can encourage him enough, it is more likely to come than not. After all it is always the vis medicatrix naturae (not medicf) that won the battle and postponed the ultimate defeat. But the medicus had to know how to put into the right, believable words the par-

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