Take What You Want (26 page)

“
Christ
have mercy,” Alex sighed. “Chase, please. Give me a
minute or I'm gonna come.”

Chase released Alex, loving
the popping sound that came with it. “Don't you want to come?”

Alex
nodded. “Of course, but not like this.”

Chase held Alex's gaze. He
saw the need flashing in his eyes, recognized the desire imprinted in
Alex's body language, growing more pronounced with every nerve ending
Chase aroused. There was no doubt Alex desperately wanted this
release; needed it like he might die without it. Chase crawled up
over Alex and rubbed his lips to Alex's.

“
How
do you wanna come?” Chase whispered against Alex's half open
mouth. He swiveled his hips over Alex and their cocks rolled
together. Alex's breath caught in his throat, making a strangled
moan of pleasure. His neck tipped back into the pillows; his hands
fanned over Chase's chest.

“
With
you inside me,” Alex said.

“
You
want me to fuck you?” Chase asked and smiled.

Alex lifted his head and
took Chase's mouth, nipping at his lips. “Please, Chase.
That's what I want. Top me. Now. Or I'm gonna shoot all over
myself.”

“
Condoms?”
Chase asked.

“
Top
drawer. Nightstand,” Alex said. “Grab the lube, too.”

Chase reached for the
nightstand beside the bed and opened the drawer. He found the
supplies and came back to Alex in the center of the bed. “You
sure about this?” Chase asked.

“
I
was
sure
five minutes after we met,” Alex said.

Chase turned onto his back
and tore open the condom packet, then rolled it over his erection.
Alex silently watched. When Chase finished, Alex pulled him back to
his side.

“
You
and Danni ever do anal?”

“
Yeah.
Every once in a while,” Chase said.

“
Then,
you know what to do.”

Chase looked at Alex,
suddenly unsure of himself. “What do you mean?”

“
Use
your fingers first,” Alex said. “Stretch me.”

Chase
took the tube of lubricant and coated his fingers, then pressed his
lips to Alex's hip bone and started kissing and sucking the skin. He
stopped long enough to move between Alex's legs, then began kissing
his way to Alex's inner thigh.

Alex
drew his legs up closer to his butt and opened them for Chase. Chase
worked his mouth toward Alex's balls, then went lower. His tongue
found the indent first, laying several swirling licks to the
sensitive skin, then he eased one lubricated finger inside, stopping
at the tight ring of muscle. He paused until he felt Alex relax,
then he pushed his finger deeper. On the withdraw, he added a second
finger and slowly began working them in and out of Alex over and over
until Alex groaned loudly.

“
Chase,
baby, don't make me wait anymore. Now. Please.”

Chase coated the condom with
more lube and crawled up over Alex; settling between his thighs.

“
You
want me like this – face to face?” Chase asked.

Alex
nodded and cupped Chase's face in his hands, kissing him deeply.
Chase finally broke the kiss; his lungs in serious need of air. He
pressed his hands on the backs of Alex's thighs and leaned forward,
rolling Alex and slightly lifting him. The movement put Alex's hips
in a better position; exposing his hole to Chase for easier
penetration. Chase gripped at Alex's knees and spread his legs
wider, drew his own hips back until the tip of his cock felt Alex's
puckered opening, then he started pressing inside. The broad head of
his cock slipped in and Chase paused, waiting for Alex to open for
him.

He
tried to relate this to his experiences with Danni, but this was Alex
beneath him now. There were no soft feminine curves or breasts, just
taut planes of muscle and an overly-aroused cock and balls straining
for release. The mere thought he was easing inside Alex flamed his
need and his cock thickened more. He held Alex's gaze; saw the
desire smoldering there and his heart fluttered.

“
Take
me,” Alex whispered.

Chase
glanced down to where their bodies were joined and fed Alex another
inch of his cock. Seeing his cock slowly disappearing inside Alex
damn near made him come from the sight of it. He let go of Alex's
legs and dropped down onto his forearms; pushing deeper. The tight
heat surrounding his cock and Alex's cock pulsing between them was
too much. Alex moaned loudly and Chase swore the sensations searing
his nerve endings were going to consume him and turn him to ash.

“
All
the way in,” Alex said, bathing Chase's face with hot breaths.
His hands caressed Chase's back, then dropped down onto his ass
cheeks and pulled, wanting a tighter connection.

“
I'll
come if I move,” Chase panted. “Give me a minute.”

Alex removed his hands from
Chase's ass and cupped his face; rubbing his thumbs over Chase's
lips. “You like it?” Alex asked.

“
So,
tight,” Chase whispered, “And, hot. Jesus … I am
so close.”

Chase
slid the rest of himself inside; his body now flush with Alex's.
Chase drew in a long breath, then pulled his cock nearly out, before
thrusting forward and both of them groaned. Chase thrust again and
watched Alex bite his bottom lip and his eyes drift closed.

“
Look
at me,” Chase said. “I need to see you.”

A second later, the
sea-green of Alex's eyes grabbed a hold of Chase and there it was
again; the emotional connection between them going far deeper than
the physical. The intimacy of that moment so pure and powerful,
Chase wondered if he'd survive. His breath caught in his throat at
the sudden rush of realization. This wasn't fucking; it was making
love, and judging by the look on Alex's face, he knew it, too.

Chase
snapped his hips forward again and Alex wrapped his legs around
Chase's ass and gave himself over to everything Chase was giving to
him.

“
Holy
… shit,” Alex sighed.

“
You
okay?” Chase asked, nuzzling his face into the bend of Alex's
neck.

“
I'm
full – so full of you, the stretch is unbelievable,” Alex
said. “No more gentle. I need it hard and fast. Think you
handle that?”

Chase
sucked on Alex's neck, then bit the skin; timing the bite with the
first deep thrust of his cock inside Alex.

“
Oh,
god, yes!” Alex screamed. “More – just like that.”

Alex
unwrapped his ankles at Chase's back and dropped his feet to the
mattress. Chase withdrew until the head of his cock was all that
remained inside and slammed forward; his hips slapping against Alex,
again and again. Alex dug his heels into the bed, lifting to receive
each thrust. He clung to Chase's broad shoulders, his fingers
digging into the flesh.

Chase
moaned his approval. He loved the desperation in Alex's touch, loved
the tight hold Alex had on his cock, loved the sweat collecting
between them making them slide together, the musky scents and the
grunts of pleasure. It was intoxicating and heady and Chase wanted
to drown in it.

“
So,
fucking good,” Alex panted. “I won't last long.”

“
No
way I will, either. You're too tight,” Chase said, sucking on
the front of Alex's throat; hoping to mark him. The thought he might
made his cock swell another painful degree. He changed the angle and
thrust into Alex again.

“
Christ!
Right there, right there,” Alex said. “Don't you dare
stop!”

Chase
pitched his hips forward, using sharp, deep thrusts; focused on the
spot he knew pushed Alex over the edge every time he touched it with
his finger. This would be the first time he rubbed Alex's gland
using his cock. Judging from the response he was getting from Alex,
Chase knew this felt a lot better than his fingers.

Alex
arched on the bed, pushing himself back against Chase; meeting each
thrust, and his climax started; sweeping over him with a force he
wasn't ready for. His cock pulsed between them, as he shot off a
continuous flood of his seed all over Chase and himself. A low growl
escaped his throat; a rumble of sound that expressed the intensity of
his orgasm.

The
constricting grip Alex's ass had on Chase's cock made it difficult to
move inside him. The pitch of heat and feeling Alex release between
them made Chase moan loudly. One more thrust and he crashed,
allowing the orgasm to pull him right over the edge. The pleasure
was so blinding, rolling over him like waves; one after the other,
until he wasn't sure he could take any more sensation.

Chase
was pretty sure he'd stopped breathing. He collapsed onto Alex, both
of them shivering through the many aftershocks that rocked them.
Chase lay there; his cheek resting on the side of Alex's head, each
breathing hard trying to recover their senses. Alex tenderly stroked
at Chase's back, then turned his head slightly to press a kiss to
Chase's temple.

“
You
okay?” Alex asked in a breathy voice.

Chase considered the
question. Physically, he felt fine, but the intimacy he had just
shared with Alex made him feel very different on the inside. His
heart felt full; his whole body felt full of something that felt a
lot like love. He squeezed his eyes closed as that thought
registered in his brain. It wasn't smart of him to allow this thing
with Alex to turn into something none of them wanted or had planned.
Being with Alex was supposed to be an opportunity for him to explore
his sexuality and nothing more. No emotions. No attachments. No
strings. Although those terms were never verbalized between him and
Alex, Chase had understood it needed to be that way for all three of
them to survive.

Too
late for that, shithead.

Chase pulled out of Alex and
rolled off the bed.

“
Where
you running off to?” Alex asked.

“
Bathroom,”
Chase said. “I'll come back with a towel and clean you up.”

Chase entered the master
bathroom. The shine of the glossy white tiles stung his eyes when he
turned on the light. He pulled off the used condom and tossed it
into the trash, then sat down on the edge of the Jacuzzi tub. He
bent forward and rested his forearms on his thighs. He needed a few
minutes to absorb what had just happened with Alex. The mixture of
emotions roiling through him were almost overwhelming; euphoric bliss
blended with the agony of loss for what his actions would likely
cause him to lose.

Danni.

How could he explain this to
her, Chase thought? And, what the fuck would he do if he had to
chose between them? The same questions continued to haunt him every
day now, and the answers were no closer.

“
What's
going on?” Alex asked, using a gentle tone. He leaned naked
against the door frame.

Christ!
The guy is fucking beautiful,
Chase
thought. His eyes slowly canvassed every glorious inch of Alex's
tanned body. Chase swallowed hard and opened his mouth to speak but
nothing came to him.

Alex pushed off the door
frame and walked to Chase, then knelt down in front of him. He
tentatively placed his hands on Chase's knees, then tipped his head
to try and make eye contact with Chase. “Talk to me. Please.
Tell me what's going through your head.”

Chase rubbed at his face and
sighed loudly. “Danni”

“
You're
feeling guilty about what we did because of Danni?” Alex asked.

Chase nodded. “I
can't help myself,” he said. “This wasn't part of the
plan.”

“
What
plan?” Alex asked.

“
She
wanted me to experiment,” Chase said. “I hadn't planned
on the rest of it.”

“
The
rest of what, Chase?”