Sword Art Online - Volume 1 - Aincrad (25 page)

I kept staring at her almost bare body as if my soul had left my body. If Asuna hadn’t covered herself with both arms and opened her mouth to speak, I would have kept standing like that even an hour later.

Asuna’s face was so red that I could tell even in the blue-tinted darkness of the room. She lowered her head and spoke:

“
K-Kirito, take your clothes off too
…
. It’s em, embarrassing for me to be like this by myself.
”
 

After hearing that, I finally realized the meaning behind Asuna’s actions.

In other words, she took what I said
—
that I wanted to spend the night with her, in a deeper sense than what I meant.

As soon as I understood that, I also fell into an endlessly deep panic. As a result, I committed the worst mistake in my whole life up until now.

“
Err
…
no, you see, I just thought…that it would be good, if we stayed to, together in a room tonight
…”
 

“
Eh
…
?
”
 

As I responded stupidly with my honest thoughts, it was Asuna who froze with her mouth wide open this time. Then, an expression of intense anger and embarrassment spread across her face.

“
You
…
you…
”
 

Her clenched right fist revealed an almost visible killing intent.

“
Idiot
—
!!
”
 

Asuna’s fist, which had accelerated to a speed that utilized all of her dexterity stats, was stopped just barely before striking my face by the Crime Prevention Code and released a loud noise and a spray of purple sparks instead.

“
A-Ahh
—
! Wait!! I’m sorry, I’m sorry! Cancel what I said!
”
 

I tried to explain while frantically waving my hands about to Asuna, who was about to throw her second punch without paying any attention to me.

“
I’m sorry, I was wrong!! Bu
…
but, anyway, can you
…
like
…
actually d-do it
…
? In SAO
…
?
”
 

Asuna dropped her attacking stance and was a bit taken aback, although still furious. Then she asked:

“
You, you mean you don’t know
…
?
”
 

“
No, I don’t
…”
 

Then, Asuna’s expression changed suddenly from one of anger to one of embarrassment, before she explained in a small voice:

“…
so
…
in the options menu, all the way on the bottom
…
there’s an option called «Ethic Code Off».
”
 

It was the first time I had ever heard of such a thing. I’m sure this wasn’t available during the beta test, nor was it mentioned in the manual. To think that this was another price that I had to pay for playing as a solo player and not having any interest except fighting.

But this information raised a new question that I couldn’t help but think about. Since I still hadn’t fully recovered my ability to think straight, I unintentionally said it out loud:

“…
have
…
have you ever done it before
…
?
”
 

Once again, Asuna’s iron fist erupted in sparks right before my face.

“O-Of course not, you idiot
—
!! I just heard about it from the other girls in the guild!!”

I hurried to kneel down on the ground before her and apologized endlessly. It took several minutes before I finally managed to calm her down.

A single candle atop of the table stayed burning, its thin rays of light made Asuna’s skin glow faintly as she slept in my arms. I ran a finger gently down her white back; the warm and smooth feeling that traveled up from my fingertips was absolutely intoxicating.

Asuna slowly opened her eyes and looked towards me. She blinked twice and then smiled.

“
Sorry. Did I wake you?
”
 

“
Yeah. I had a strange dream. One about the real world
…”
 

She continued to smile as she rubbed her face against my chest.

“
Within the dream, I had wondered if entering Aincrad and meeting you had all been a dream, and I was really afraid. It’s a relief…that it wasn’t all a dream.”

“
You’re a real strange one. Don’t you want to go back?
”
 

“
Of course I want to. I want to go back, but I don’t want everything that had happened here to disappear. Although…it took us a while…but these two years are precious to me. I’m sure of that now.
”
 

Asuna suddenly switched to a serious expression and grabbed my right hand, which I had placed on her shoulder, then brought it to her chest and hugged it tightly.

“
…I’m really sorry, Kirito. I should… I should have resolved it myself…
”
 

I breathed in and then exhaled deeply.

“
No…Cradil’s target, the person who made him that way was me. It was my fight.
”
 

I nodded slowly while looking into Asuna’s eyes.

Tears formed in her hazelnut eyes as Asuna silently pressed her lips against the hand she was holding. I could feel their soft movement.

“
I’ll also…bear it with you. Every burden that you have, I’ll carry them with you. I promise. I’ll definitely protect you from now on…
”
 

This was
—
 

The line that I couldn’t say even once up until now. Yet in this moment, my lips trembled, and I could hear the sounds unveiling themselves from my throat, from my very soul.

“
Me too.
”
 

A very thin voice reverberated across the air.

“
I’ll protect you too.
”
 

Although these were simple words, I had said them in such a pathetically quiet and unreliable manner. I smiled bitterly as I held up Asuna’s hand and said:

“
Asuna…you really are strong. You’re far stronger than me…”

After hearing that, Asuna blinked several times and then smiled.

“No, I’m not. I usually hid behind other people in the real world. Even this game wasn’t something that I bought.”

She laughed as if she had just thought of something.

“
It was something that my older brother bought, but he had to suddenly leave for business; so I got to play with it on the game’s opening day. He was really disappointed about that. He must be really angry now that I’ve occupied it for two years.
”
 

I thought that Asuna was even unluckier to have come here in his stead, but I just nodded.

“
…you’d better get back quickly and apologize.
”
 

“
Yeah… I’ll have to try harder…
”
 

But Asuna trailed off weakly as she said this, casting her eyes downward as if she was afraid of something and then moving her entire body closer to me.

“
Umm…Kirito, I know this is contradicting what I just said…but can we leave the front lines for a bit?
”
 

“
Hmm…?
”
 

“
I’m scared somehow
…
We finally managed to convey our feelings, so I feel like something bad will happen again if we go to the front lines straight away
…
Maybe I’m just a little tired.
”
 

I brushed Asuna’s hair back silently and nodded so meekly that I surprised even myself.

“
Yeah, you’re right… I’m, a bit tired too…
”
 

Even if the numbers didn’t change, the battles that we fought day after day accumulated plenty of fatigue that couldn’t be seen. That’s especially the case for situations as extreme as today’s. Even a strong bow will break if one pulled on it excessively. We definitely needed a break.

I felt the impulse that drove me to fight relentlessly drift further away. Right now, I only wanted to deepen the bond between the two of us.

I wrapped my arms around Asuna, then buried my face in her silky hair and spoke:

“On the northwestern part of the twenty-second floor, amongst the forests and lakes…there’s a small village. It’s a good place with no monsters. They sell a few cottages there. The two of us can move there together…and then… “

Asuna looked at me as I stopped talking.

“
Then…?
”
 

I managed to move my frozen tongue and kept talking.

“…let’s, let’s get married.”

The perfect smile that Asuna showed me that moment, I would never forget it for the rest of my life.

“
Okay…
”
 

She nodded slightly as a large teardrop ran down her red cheeks.

There were four types of relationships that two players could have within the SAO system.

First was two people who didn’t really know each other. The second was friends. People who had listed each other as friends could send short messages to each other no matter where they were. They could also search for each other’s locations by map.

The third was guild comrades. Apart from the above benefits, they also gained a slight increase in their stats when they partied with members of the same guild. However, they had to give up a bit of the Coll they earned as a sort of tax to the guild.

Up until now, Asuna and I were friends and members of the same guild, despite the fact that we were taking a break from the guild. But we had decided to enter the last type of relationship.

Marriage
—
although getting married was very simple. Once one person sent the proposal message and the other person accepted it, then they were married. But the difference between marriage and friends or guild members was incomparably different.

Marriage in SAO meant the sharing of all information and items. One could see the other’s stat window at will, and even their inventory windows had fused into one. In others words, it was entrusting one’s most important safety nets to their partners. In Aincrad, where betrayals and fraud were common, few went as far as marriage even amongst the closest couples. Of course, another important reason was because of the extremely unbalanced male-female ratio.

The twenty-second floor was one of the most sparsely populated areas in Aincrad. Since it was one of the lower floors, it was especially large; but most of it was taken up by the forests and the numerous lakes that were scattered around the area, therefore the living area was so small that it could be called a hamlet. Monsters seldom appeared on the field, and since the difficulty level of the labyrinth was exceptionally low, the level was cleared in three days and most players didn’t remember much of it.

Asuna and I decided to buy a small, round cottage within the woods on the twenty-second floor to live in. Even though it was small, it still cost a considerable amount of money to buy a house within SAO. Asuna offered to sell her house in Salemburg, but I was strongly against it, because selling such a perfectly furnished house would be far too regrettable. So in the end, we gathered all of our rare items and sold them with the help of Egil, which managed to provide just enough money to buy the house.

Although Egil said with a sad expression that we could use the second floor of his shop if we wanted, I thought that spending a newly-wed life within a merchant shop was far too tragic. Furthermore, I didn’t even want to imagine what would happen once the fact that the all-famous Asuna had gotten married became known. I thought that we should be able to spend our days peacefully on the sparsely populated twenty-second floor.

“
Uwa
—
what a beautiful view!
”
 

Asuna leaned forward, out of the window in our bedroom; although it was called the bedroom, there were only two rooms in the entire house.

The scenery outside really was breathtaking. This was near the edge of Aincrad, so one could see the glittering lakes, the green forest, and the wide-open skies all at once. Because we usually lived with a stone ceiling about one hundred meters above us, the open skies gave us an inexplicable feeling of freedom.

“
Just don’t fall off while you’re looking at the scenery.
”
 

I stopped organizing the household items and wrapped my arms around Asuna. This woman was now my wife
—
as I thought that, the warmth of bright sunlight in the winter, the marvelous feeling of wonder, as well as the surprise of how far we had gone all rushed me at once.

Until I became trapped in this game, I was just a kid who went to school and then back home without any goal in life. But now, the real world had become a faraway past.

If
—
if this game was cleared, we would be able to return to the real world…that was what all the players, including Asuna and I, wished for. But I couldn’t help feeling anxious whenever I thought about it. I unconsciously began to apply strength to my arms that were around Asuna.

“
It hurts, Kirito… Is something wrong…?
”
 

“
S-Sorry… Hey, Asuna…
”
 

For a moment I stopped talking, but I had to finish asking.

“
…our relationship, is it only in-game…? Is it going to disappear once we return to the other world
…
?
”
 

“
I’m going to be angry, Kirito.
”
 

Asuna turned around and looked at me with her eyes full of emotion.

“
Even if this was just a normal game rather than this strange situation, I still wouldn’t like another person so casually.
”