Authors: Ava Walsh
David met her at the door, which was swarmed with people and bouncers trying to keep the crowds back. Heidi hadn’t had much time to change. She’d slipped out of her work clothes into a pair of jeans and the only clean blouse she had. She’d managed to smooth her frizz slightly, and her blonde curls tumbled down around her shoulders. David hugged her tightly, kissed her on the cheeks and then led her to the back towards Declan Xavier’s changing room.
“What’s this?” he asked, pointing to the plastic box in her hands.
“Cupcakes. As an apology for turning up this late.” Heidi smiled at her brother, who snatched the box out of her hands.
“I’ve been dying for some of your cupcakes. It’s been too long. You’re forgiven for the lateness.” David opened the box and picked out a cupcake to eat. The frosting smeared his lips as he wolfed it down, leading her through dark corridors at the same time.
Heidi could hear Declan on stage. His voice was unmistakable. She’d never met him in person, but his songs were everywhere nowadays, on the radio, on TV, on the internet. She couldn’t avoid them, even though she wasn’t much into music herself.
David shook hands with some people he crossed paths with, patted some on their backs and introduced Heidi to a few of them, until eventually they arrived at Declan’s door.
He pushed it open and then held it for Heidi to go in.
“I didn’t even know you were in town,” Heidi said, as she walked into the changing room. The outside noise died down when the door closed. It was just as she had imagined it, messy, luxurious and smelling of cigarette smoke.
“Sorry. I didn’t have time earlier to get in touch. Declan manages to keep me on my toes.” David opened up the cupcake box again. Heidi stood, a little awkward now, and looked around the room. There were three guitars leaning against the wall, all of them looked brand new and complicated.
“Have you ever watched Declan perform?” David asked, when he noticed Heidi looking at the guitars. She shook her head and smiled.
“He’s magic on stage. He has mad guitar skills and his voice is brilliant at the same time,” David said, polishing off another cupcake.
“So I hear,” Heidi agreed, and looked around the room some more.
“If you’d arrived sooner, we could have watched from the front row. Front row seats, sis! Now the show’s nearly over, unless Declan decides to do an encore.” David still had frosting around his mouth and Heidi laughed at the sight.
“Maybe next time,” she said, and indicated her lips with her fingers. David smiled and wiped his mouth.
“So how have you b…” he began, but was interrupted by the door of the changing room bursting open.
“The crowd is crazy out there. What a buzz!” Declan’s voice was as smooth as his singing voice. He had entered the room followed by a group of five other people, who stood at the door looking in. Heidi couldn’t be more surprised.
“Declan!” one of the girls called out, and he whipped around and smiled at her. “You promised that I could hang out here for a while,” she said, a naughty smile on her face. She was in a short, silver-sequined dress and her hair was arranged in carefully cultivated dreadlocks. Her makeup was dark, just like her hair, while her heels were too high for Heidi to ever consider wearing.
“Sure, babe. Come on in. Just close the door behind you,” Declan said, and turned to David. The girl waved her hand at the group of people who were still outside and closed the door.
“Who were they?” David asked, and Declan laughed.
“Just some people I’d called up on stage. Which reminds me, where were you?” Declan said, reaching for the box of cupcakes in David’s hands.
“I was meeting my sister. I thought there were still fifteen minutes left of the show,” David said, following the new girl with his eyes. He had a look of disapproval on his face that Heidi recognized. She could see that her brother wasn’t pleased by the girl’s presence.
Declan opened up the box, in the meantime, and popped one of the cupcakes into his mouth. He still hadn’t noticed Heidi, who was standing in the corner by a large mirror with light bulbs along its edges.
“Sister? Oh my fucking Lord! This is so good!” Declan was eating the cupcake and spoke with it in his mouth. His eyes rolled in his head as he lunged for another. David laughed.
“Yeah, my sister Heidi. She made those, by the way,” David said, taking a few steps towards her. Declan followed David with his eyes, until his gaze landed on Heidi and she felt her cheeks blush. What was wrong with her? Was she really being rendered starry-eyed by a rock star? They meant nothing to her.
“Hello there, David’s sister Heidi.” Declan had a smile on his face that dimpled his cheeks. His hair was dirty blonde and just about grazed his shoulders. It looked tousled and unkempt, adding to that rock star messy charm.
He walked past David towards Heidi and extended his hand. Heidi shook it, feeling nervous already. He had electric blue eyes that confidently focused on her. She wanted to look away, embarrassed.
“Declan. She’s my sister.” David cut into their handshake, which had lasted longer than Heidi was comfortable with.
“Yes, I know, David. I’m just shaking her hand. Your cupcakes are gorgeous. You must be a professional.” Declan was still staring at her, with that same smile on his face. Heidi licked her lips and shrugged her shoulders.
“Something like that, yeah,” she said and watched as the other girl came over to Declan and whispered something in his ear.
“Hello. We haven’t met.” David cut into that conversation as well, while the girl giggled and Declan slapped her ass loudly.
“This is…” Declan started, his voice dying out when he realized he didn’t know her name.
“Courtney,” the girl supplied, seemingly unfazed by Declan.
“We just met,” Declan added, and smiled at David.
“Hello, Courtney. It’s a pleasure to meet you, but I’m afraid you will have to leave.” David moved closer to them and started tugging Courtney’s arm away from where she had wrapped it around Declan.
“But Declan said I could stay.” Her voice was whiny and she pouted her plump, dark lips.
Heidi was beginning to grow uncomfortable. This couldn’t possibly be the real world! Did Courtney have no self-respect? Also, why was her brother interfering in Declan’s choices?
Declan still had a smile on his face, although he looked like he had seen this coming.
“Declan doesn’t know what’s good for him. C’mon now. You have to go.” David was trying to be as gentle with her as possible, but also firm. He was pulling her towards the door now while she continued to whine.
“But this isn’t fair. Declan promised I could stay. Declan!” She was kicking at David, who remained patient but opened the door. There were still people waiting outside, whom Declan turned to and waved at.
“Bye bye now,” David said, then pushed Courtney out and immediately shut the door. Heidi cringed and looked away. This was unbelievable.
Declan picked out another cupcake and threw himself on one of the leather couches in the room.
“Declan. Seriously! You know this shouldn’t be happening. How many times do I have to throw girls out of your room after a concert? We’re swarmed by media right now.” David crossed his arms and narrowed his eyes at his friend. Declan was licking the cupcake wrapping, unbothered by David’s reprimand.
“What is the point of all this, if I can’t do what I want?” he finally said, after he was done with the cupcake. Heidi tried to retreat further into the corner, already embarrassed by being a part of this.
“You won’t have all this if you’re not careful. The media is beginning to treat you like a lost cause now. Your fans are going to start detesting you too.” David was serious, he was glaring at Declan, while Declan turned his eyes on Heidi again.
“You can’t stop my blood from boiling at the sight of a pretty young thing, David.” Declan smiled at Heidi and she looked away again. She had never felt this intimidated by someone before. There was some devil-may-care attitude in his eyes that told Heidi that the man was capable of anything. He sat with his legs spread wide apart, his arm thrown lazily over the back of the couch. He was in a black leather jacket, a white t-shirt and tight jeans. For a rock star, he had the body of an athlete. Heidi couldn’t help but look.
“Just keep it in check, Declan. The press shouldn’t get hold of another story like Lisa,” David said. Declan turned from Heidi to throw his friend and manager a sour look.
“That wasn’t my fault. I didn’t know she was seventeen,” he said. David sighed.
“You should have known, Declan. If you weren’t drunk out of your senses, you would have known,” David added, shaking his head disapprovingly.
“How many times do I have to tell you? I asked her her age and she said she was twenty.” Declan sat up straight on his couch. “Show Heidi her photo. Ask her if that girl looks seventeen,” he continued, and both of them turned to Heidi.
“Don’t get her involved in this.” David shook his head and turned back to Declan.
“So what
are
you involved in Heidi?” Declan asked her, and David walked over to block the path of vision between the two of them. Heidi was blushing still. The tension and awkwardness in the room were palpable and too much for her to handle, especially after the day she had had.
“Declan, you need to get a grip on yourself. You need to get yourself a girlfriend.” David ignored Declan’s question to Heidi. This made Declan snort.
“Really? Tell me, which precious lady am I supposed to get into a relationship with?” he asked. David rolled his eyes.
“That’s what you need, though. A picture-perfect steady relationship with a charming, simple girl who will not attract any media dirt. That’s the best we can do to save your reputation,” David said, his voice becoming pleading. Declan shrugged his shoulders and continued to smile.
“You want me to pretend to be in love with some girl for the media? I don't care about my reputation.” Declan raised his legs onto the coffee table and crossed his feet. His arm dangled behind the couch. Heidi wished she could stealthily walk out of the room. David seemed to have forgotten she was even there.
“You can kiss your career goodbye, then. The media are sharks. They will destroy you if they smell more blood, Declan. If you want to keep doing this, you have to listen to me. At least for some time, until all this dies down.” David had moved closer to Declan, trying to talk some sense into him, but it was like trying to take candy away from a child. Declan just refused to see it as sensible.
“And where will we find this simple, charming girl who can pretend to be my girlfriend?” Declan asked, turning lazy, heavy eyes towards David now.
“I don’t know…I’ll think of something. Give me a few hours.” David was happy. It looked like he had been successful in changing Declan’s mind. This was actually going to work out!
“I’ll take her.” Declan turned a smiling face to Heidi and she froze. David slowly turned to look at his sister, who stood cowering in the corner. The last thing she wanted was to be a part of this rogue plan.
David turned back to Declan.
“Fuck off,” he said.
“What?” Declan smirked and David shook his head.
“I didn’t mean my sister. I said I’ll find someone for you.” David’s voice was raised while Declan continued to smirk. He reached for a guitar that was lying on the couch next to him and started strumming it.
“Isn’t this what you wanted?” He sang the words along with a made up tune, and Heidi could see David’s face turning red.
“Not my sister,” David hissed, and Declan strummed again.
“But she’s the one I want,” Declan sang again, and David ran his hands through his hair. Heidi could see the signs, her brother had always been short-tempered: he was about to scream.
“Declan…I…” David was struggling with his words, while Declan remained unperturbed. Before David could finish that sentence, Heidi spoke up.
“Shouldn’t both of you consult me first?” she said loudly, almost awkwardly. Declan’s strum on the guitar died as he looked up at her and David turned to her as well.
“Yes, Heidi, tell us what
you
want.” Declan planted the guitar between his legs and rested his chin on top of it.
“You don’t have to do this, Heidi. This is some sort of joke for him,” David said quickly, and turned around to his friend again.
“I’ll do it if it’s a job,” Heidi blurted out, before she could stop herself.
“There you go,” Declan said with a flourish, and sat back on the couch. David turned to her again.
“What are you talking about, Heidi? Don’t you have a job already?” David’s eyes were aghast. He couldn’t believe this was happening.
“Not anymore,” Heidi said.
“Well. It’s settled then,” Declan spoke up, and David threw him a threatening look.
“I can get you a different job if you want one, Heidi.” David turned to his sister with pleading eyes, and Heidi managed to smile at him.
“I want this one. It sounds easy enough, pretending to be his girlfriend.” She was nervous but tried to keep her voice as casual as possible. Her heart was beating out of her chest in the meantime. She had no idea what madness had overtaken her. At any other time, in any other place, she wouldn’t have even considered this.
“Declan Xavier is not easy,” David stated through gritted teeth.
“Oh, c’mon David. I’m easy enough. Ask any of the other girls,” he said with a laugh, seemingly pleased with his own joke. Heidi threw him an indulgent smile. The dimples on his cheeks had deepened, and his eyes glittered like gems in the darkness of the changing room.
“Heidi, you have no idea what you’re getting yourself into. This is serious business. The media can’t find out that this is just for show. You’ll have to keep up appearances 24/7.” David had walked over to her and was pleading with her again.
“I understand, David. It’ll be like any one of the other shitty jobs I’ve had in the past few years.” Heidi flicked some of the curls off her shoulder to her back.
“Are you calling me a shitty job?” Declan asked. He sounded annoyed, but that smile still remained on his face. David was right, this
was
some kind of a joke to him.
“The more important question,” Heidi said, ignoring Declan’s light-hearted probing, “is how much are you willing to pay me for this?” She walked past David to the center of the room. This gave her a good vantage point to look at both of the men. David was still in shock, his voice caught in his throat.
“How much do you want?” Declan asked.
“Enough to start my bakery business.” Heidi crossed her arms over her chest. She noticed how Declan’s eyes flitted over her ample breasts as they stretched the material of her blouse. He could look all he wanted, but this was going to be a job, strictly professional. Heidi had already made up her mind.
“Deal,” Declan said, in a more serious tone.
“Wait,” David screamed out, but Heidi whipped around to him and threw him a look that made him shut up.
“It’s my life, David. And I need the money. I can’t waste any more time doing shitty waitressing jobs. I need to start my business now. This works out well for all of us,” she said. She watched as David ran his hands through his hair again.
“You’re doing this just to piss me off.” He spoke in a low guttural voice to Declan, who laughed it off.
“You’re my best friend, David. Why would I want to piss you off?” Declan said, and jumped off the couch to grab Heidi by her waist. He pulled her close to him and she could feel her palms growing sweaty. The muscles on his arms moved, his lips looked delicious enough to eat and his droopy eyes were sexy…but Heidi pushed him away.
“That’s not how it’s going to work, Declan. You’re not paying me to sleep with you,” she said, and he slowly backed away. The smile on his face remained as his eyes bored into her face.
“Sorry. I forgot. My mistake.” Declan raised up his palms to face her by way of apology. David was standing behind them, gritting his teeth.
“This is not going to be fun for me. Not in the least,” David said, and Heidi couldn’t help but laugh.
“Relax, David. It’ll be fine. Why don’t you treat me like any other business employee and give me a task sheet?” She spoke to her brother sweetly, but David only rolled his eyes and looked away from her.
“First task is that you stay away from this guy. You’ll have to move into his house, but you’re getting the guest room.” David walked slowly over to the couch. He looked like a man who needed to sit down.
“Are you kidding me?” Declan spoke up. “The last thing we want is the staff in the house gossiping. We have to sell it to them too, remember? You never know who is on the payroll of some paparazzi or journalist.” Declan had a smirk on his face, even though he had managed to make his voice sound serious. Heidi sighed and looked at her brother.
“It’s true. Selling it to the staff is equally important,” David said, a look of apology on his face.
“Fine.” Heidi sighed. “I don’t mind sharing your room. Again, it’s just a job, isn’t it?” she said, turning to smile at Declan. Her first task was to set the right standards. Declan Xavier, as far as she could tell, was an overgrown child, a teenage boy at heart. What she needed to do was set down some rules that he should follow, if this plan was going to work out at all. “This also means that you’re not allowed to bring any girls over for this period of time. As long as I’m employed by you, anyway,” she added, and Declan raised his eyebrows.
“It’s only been a few minutes and you’re already possessive. Feisty, this one,” he said with a laugh, and David rolled his eyes.
“She’s right. We have to sell it to the staff, remember?” David said authoritatively, and Declan shook his head.
“So you’re saying I have to pledge to celibacy for God knows how many months? That is not going to work. I’m going to crack.” Declan’s smile had dropped. He genuinely looked worried. Was it that hard for Declan to keep it in his pants, for his own sake? Heidi looked away from him and to her brother, slightly irritated by Declan’s claimed lack of self-control.
“You’ll just have to do it, Declan. This is an act, but it has to be done to perfection. You can’t be cheating on your sweet, simple new girlfriend.” David stood up from his couch with a sigh and came over to Heidi to hold her by the shoulder.
“You see what I’m talking about?” he asked her, and Heidi nodded. She had to smile to make sure her brother’s fears were relieved. She didn’t want him to worry about her. She knew how to take care of herself.
“It’ll be fine, David. So when do we start?” she asked him, and it was Declan again who contributed.
“Now. The sooner the better. And when else will we get so much free publicity than at the end of a concert?” he said, and walked over to the door.
“Now?” Heidi couldn’t hide the shock from her voice. She wasn’t prepared. She wasn’t dressed. What was she supposed to say?
“Just come with me. I’ll be doing all the talking. You can just stand and smile and look pretty.” Declan held out his hand towards her. Heidi swung her head to look at David, who shrugged, as if to say,
this was your choice
.
“Alright,” Heidi said grudgingly, and reached for Declan’s hand. She felt an electric zap when their hands touched. It went down her spine, as much as she tried to ignore it.
“You coming, David?” Declan asked her brother. David shrugged again, his face downcast, but this was his job too. He had to stand by Declan.
Together the three of them left the room and started making their way towards the front of the stadium.
Heidi was overwhelmed. Cameras flashed in her face, people screamed, girls swooned and others tried to intercept them for an autograph from Declan.
He was an accommodating celebrity. He posed for photographs with his fans, signed posters and album covers. Heidi couldn’t help but admire him for his people skills. No wonder his fans loved him. He treated them with humility, like he was proud of them and grateful for their support. The whole time they made their way, Declan held on to Heidi’s hand. The photographers were going wild. Every time he stopped for a picture, he pulled her close to him and their arms grazed. She smiled for the camera, hoping that her nervousness wouldn’t quite be as visible in the pictures. He sometimes leaned in to whisper in her ear as the cameras flashed away. He usually said nothing more than, “This is going great,” or, “Well done,” but each time he pulled away from her Heidi remembered to smile, hoping they appeared to be a happy couple in love who were sharing a private joke.
“Declan, who’s this young lady?” One of the reporters stuck a mic in his face, while some others were recording them together. Heidi was already starting to feel faint. She was sure that the expressions on her face looked fake, but she had no other choice but to carry on.
“This is Heidi Scott. She’s my girlfriend,” Declan said. An immediate buzz spread around them. More people were throwing questions at them, most of which Heidi couldn’t even decipher. How could people be so interested in Declan’s personal life?
“How long have you been going out?” someone else yelled out.
“A few weeks. We just decided to move in together.” Declan had a winning smile on his face, and he leaned in suddenly to her and placed a warm, gentle kiss on her cheek. Heidi was blushing and she looked into one of the cameras as it flashed away at her. She was self-conscious and embarrassed, but at the same time, Declan’s hand in hers gave her some kind of rising confidence. This was a kind of fantasy that she was living. It was absolutely unreal.
She threw a look at David, who was helping Declan’s security guards to keep the crowds off him. She was grateful to have him as a brother and, as little as she trusted Declan, despite how strangely attracted to him she was, she was sure her brother would be there to look out for her if she needed him.