Reveal: A Contemporary Romance (Billionaire Rock Star Romance Book 2) (18 page)

Alexandra lifted her head and leaned back to look at Eva, slightly shocked by her best friend’s blunt choice of words. Dropping her face into her hands from embarrassment, she slowly accepted the accuracy of Eva’s assessment, even though she hated hearing it. Still she had to ask. “I’m not saying you’re wrong, Eva. I agree with you, but tell me something. Where exactly do you think Bash will fit in this picture? Should I work him in before or after the recording, the album release, or the scheduled tour? Should I ask him to give up his life to be with me?”

“You’re missing the point.”

“No, I think I see the point. Let’s face it. I’m not running this show. There is barely any room in Lexxi Rock’s life for Alexandra Storme, let alone Sebastian Sullivan. That’s not a choice—it’s reality. Maybe I did fight harder in the past for lesser men, but I’ve grown from fighting those losing battles. I’m learning from my mistakes.” She swallowed thickly. She was close to tears now, and blinked them back. “I don’t want to see him hurt. It doesn’t matter how I feel about him. I’d blame myself if my lifestyle burns him. He’s too good for that.”

Eva reached her arm around her and held her while she let the tears fall. “I’ll be damned. You’re in love with Bash. I’m being hard on you when you’re really trying to be noble. It’s commendable, honey, but you’re still wrong. Pushing him away so soon is the wrong move.”

“So what’s the right move, in your opinion?”

“Let it be. See where things go. Be open to whatever comes of it.”

“You won’t be singing that tune when Wilkes or some media shark shoves Bash into the limelight.”

“True, but here’s a thought. Do you know how many times I’ve had movie roles as an assassin? I can make Wilkes disappear for you and I’m almost positive I’d get away with it,” she joked.

Alexandra giggled, shaking her head fiercely as she swiped away the tears from her cheeks. Sniffling, she replied, “Have you seen American prisons? On the off chance you did get caught, it would be hell. That skunk Wilkes can live. I just want him to stay the hell away from me.”

A few Wilkes-bashing comments later, the driver cruised to a halt outside of Dad’s house. Streetlights illuminated the inky black night in the quiet, beautiful neighborhood. It was late evening, and she wondered if Bash was even around.

“Let’s make this quick, Eva. I don’t want to keep Dad up too late. Are you sure you don’t mind taking the file to him?”

“Positive.”

“Okay. Thanks so much. I have a radio station appearance early tomorrow morning, so I’m not sure it’s a good idea to stay over at Bash’s place. I need to get some sleep.”

“Sleep is the last thing you need right now, Lex, but whatever.”

Eva waited in the car while Alexandra went inside. Hurrying up to the second floor, she found the file and brought it back to the car. “Here it is. Tell Dad I’ll phone him soon, okay?”

“Will do, honey.”

Alexandra walked around to the driver to let him know she needed him to pick her up to take her to the radio show. He agreed, and left with Eva. She headed over to Bash’s front door and knocked, even though she still had a key. After several loud knocks and retrying the doorbell, he didn’t answer.

Crap. I wonder where he is?

She checked her bag for the spare key, slightly worried, and didn’t notice the sound of someone coming up the front porch steps behind her.

“I didn’t think I’d see you for a while,” Bash said to her, wrapping his arms around her waist as he moved in behind her.

Alexandra’s chest tightened. Her heart pounded as Sebastian’s cologne wafted into her nostrils, along with an indulgent mix of fantasies and memories. Turning to him, she reached her hand up around his neck. “I’ve missed you,” she said without thinking.

“Well that’s the sweetest thing you’ve said to me all day, Alexandra,” he whispered to her. He pressed a kiss on her neck as he ran his hands up and down her back, sending heat through the gauzy white blouse she was wearing. “What are you doing here? I thought you said you’d be busy the next little while.”

“I am. I wanted to come by since I saw you earlier, but things were crazy. Let’s go inside.”

“Sure.” Bash reached around her and opened the front door.

They stepped inside and she lifted up on her tiptoes to kiss his lips. Suddenly the events of the day didn’t matter as much anymore, not while his skin was on hers.

When they came up for air, Bash smiled. “Just what I needed, and right on time. So how did your day go?”

His attempt at small talk fell flat as their eyes met and sparks lit up between them all over again. Trying to steady her emotions and her need, she took a deep breath. Her desire was already sky high, but she sensed he had something on his mind. “It was as expected, more or less. How about you? You seemed so down earlier.”

He looked away for a moment. “Yeah. I got some not so great news from the specialist during my appointment at the clinic.”

“Oh?” She instinctively looked down at his injured knee, and back up at his face. “You should have phoned me. Do you want to talk about it?”

“Sure, but you look like you’ve been through the ringer too. Is everything okay?”

Alexandra let out a long breath. “I wouldn’t know where to start.”

“Well, I’m getting dinner ready. Why don’t you go change into something relaxing, and we can fill each other in?”

“Great idea. I’ll be right back.”

Alexandra headed upstairs to his room for the clothes she had left at his place after his surgery. Wilkes’ harsh cautionary message earlier came to mind, about Bash only being in it for the sex. It clearly wasn’t the case, yet she felt the need to defend the comment after the fact.

What the hell does Wilkes know, anyway?

After changing, taking off her makeup, and removing her wig—which was now a real pain to manage—Alexandra went back down to the kitchen.

“What’s on the menu, chef?” she asked as she walked in.

“Pan-seared white fish with vegetables. I’ll be eating super-lean for the next few months.”

“It sounds great.” She took a seat at the small eat-in kitchen table at one side of the large room. “So does this have to do with your news?”

He nodded. “Long story short, it’s going to be a long, difficult road ahead to get back to my job as a firefighter.”

“Sorry to hear that. What did they say?” He filled her in as he kept an eye on the fish and veggies. “Is there anything I can do to help?”

“I’m afraid I have to go it alone. For the next few months, I’ll need to eat, breathe and sleep physical therapy and preparation for my firefighter’s physical exam.”

“God, it sounds just like what my next few months will be like. Hard, grueling and not at all fun.”

“Is that what you were upset about when you got here?”

“That and then some.”

He turned to her for a moment. “It wasn’t about Wilkes?”

So, it’s true. Sebastian and Wilkes actually met.

Holy hell.

“He came by here, didn’t he?”

“Yes. He seemed like a really nice guy.”

“Really?”

“No,” he said, smiling. “Isn’t that what you’d want me to say?”

“Where would you get that idea?”

“Never mind. It was my attempt at humor. Wilkes is a jerk…the jerk who hurt you, and he’s way too slick for his own good. Did he find you? He seemed to be on a mission.”

She filled him in on everything, from Dad’s release, to the label’s new demands, to Wilkes’ stunt at the hotel.

“He’s persistent. I’ll give him that.” Looking at the food again, Bash turned off the stove top and covered each saucepan.

“So you’re not upset?”

“Why would I be upset?”

“For starters, we may be waking up tomorrow to coverage of his proposal and pictures of him down on one knee.”

“I barely watch the news. It doesn’t matter, unless you’re considering it.”

“Of course I’m not considering it. It’s over with Wilkes. He just hasn’t accepted it yet.”

“Then I’m not upset…Listen for a second. Let’s set aside the Wilkes topic for a second. Your label is going to make you really busy, right?”

“Yes.”

“Well, getting back to normal after the surgery will make me busy too. Maybe it’s a good thing.”

“How do you mean?”

“I’m going to be right here, Alexandra. I’m not going anywhere. So when you go back to Los Angeles, don’t worry about me. You can always fly in for a visit here and there.”

“What are you saying, Bash?”

Bash moved to her. Taking her hand, he pulled her to stand. She rushed into his arms. Bash wrapped his arms around her and pulled her tight into his chest.

“I’m saying, I really like spending time with you, and for the next little while, it won’t be possible, but that doesn’t mean we have to let things go.” He leaned forward and kissed her hair. “I’m saying I can wait. We can talk on the phone, and you can come see me whenever you get time. I think that’s the most either of us can expect, realistically.”

She did not want him to let go. Ever.

Alexandra nodded when Sebastian pulled out of the embrace, not really sure what to say as she looked up at him.

I think Sebastian Sullivan just admitted he may be in love with me.

This is too damn good to last.

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