Read Of Marriageable Age Online
Authors: Sharon Maas
While he was treating her Nat had the feeling that something was worrying Gauri Ma, so he said to her, 'Ma, you have still another problem? How is your husband?'
'Oh, no,
tamby,
I am extremely fortunate, Lord Shiva is most kind to my husband and myself, yet still . . .'
Nat probed some more and then Gauri Ma poured out her story: the other lepers, ever since the day that Doctor had treated her husband, had taken an intensive dislike to the couple and refused to allow them to share their common lodgings, which was an old ruined hut not far from the temple, where till now they had all gathered at night after the temple closed its gates. There had never been any problem, apart from the usual squabbles, but now they had all ganged up and pushed Gauri Ma and her husband away, and they had not yet found another place to stay, so they were sleeping on the corners of streets, but the people in the houses would kick them or hit them with brooms or throw water on them and make them move on, because it was inauspicious to have a leper sleeping outside your door.
That evening Nat spoke to his father. Doctor decided to buy a small plot of land between their village and Town, and to build a hut on it for Gauri Ma and her husband to live in. True, they would have to walk somewhat to get to the temple to beg each day, and back home in the evening, but nobody could ever chase them away, for the property would be Doctor's. And this is what they did. Two days later the hut was standing and Gauri Ma and her husband moved in.
Nat removed Gauri Ma's bandages and found the wound perfectly healed. People heard of this. Soon it became known that Nat had a Golden Hand for healing. Nat had recently been helping his father more and more in the surgery, but now the villagers liked Nat to touch them, or to give them their medicines, to place his hand on the heads of their babies, because they noticed that when he did so, wounds healed faster and infections disappeared sooner, and that Nat brought luck.
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CHAPTER SIXTEEN
SAROJ
Georgetown, 1964
B
ABA HAD ONLY
two interests in life: Indian culture and his family. It was his sacred duty to protect them both. He was the custodian of all that was high and noble and pure, ordained, by the Higher, to contain and to preserve them from evil. Both were under siege. Modern society was evil. It could not be allowed to infiltrate the stronghold of culture, or his family
It was imperative to marry off his daughters well. It is the sacred duty of every Hindu father, and Deodat took this duty seriously. He had succeeded — more or less. He had had to compromise, it is true, for there were not enough Brahmins to go round in the colony, and hardly a pedigree was pure. He had done the best he could within this limitation, and God would forgive him the rest. But preserving a family and a culture from evil was an uphill struggle and took a toll on his soul.
By the time Saroj was thirteen Baba was like the dried-out skeleton of a tree on a dark winter's day. He had forgotten how to smile, and how to laugh. He stalked round the house like a dark shadow shrouded in white, looking for transgressions, punishing the wrongdoer, and falling back into that cold dormancy.
His children dared not giggle or play in his presence. Every afternoon a pall, a grey sadness like mist would fall over the house when he walked in the door. In all their doings they'd listen for his car, scuttle at his coming when the downstairs door opened, like young puppies running from the whip of a cruel master, tails between their legs. He would disappear into his office adjoining the living room and all would be still for the rest of the day, for they dared not utter a squeak, and they dared not leave the house. There was something almost reptilian about the way he would slink around the house, leaving his study silently to check on them, then slink back to his work. Saroj might sit in the gallery, sunk in a library book — reading was her only solace, her only refuge, and she devoured books like a hungry dog gulps down fresh meat — and feel his cold eyes resting on her. She would wait, eyes fixed on a single word, convinced of her knowledge of being watched, and then look up to meet that insidious stare. Their eyes would lock across the room; Baba would nod, satisfied, and slink away.
The Ghosh boy wasn't perfect, but he was the best Baba could do, and he was as pleased as he could be within the narrow mental space he had allotted to pleasure. Now that his family was taken care of it was time to devote himself to the greater cause, the insulation of Indian — Hindu — culture.
Here, too, as in the case of his daughter's marriage, Baba had been forced to compromise. On first arriving in British Guiana, Baba had been aghast to find that caste differentiations did not exist in the Indian diaspora. Indians had been thrown together for generations, had survived and flourished as one distinct group, holding together for strength and companionship. There were Hindu Indians and Muslim Indians, even a few Christian Indians, but Indians were Indians and none were low and none were high.
He had been loudspoken in his objections, and eager to bring about those reforms which would restore his people to their origins — in other words, reinstate a caste system. But that was impossible. Hindus had been mixing castes for generations — he might as well try to unscramble an egg. Acceptance of the odious circumstances and compromise was forced upon him; it was either that, or return to India. His great-uncles had deceived him in several matters in calling him here, but in one thing they were right: here he could be a big fish in a small pond, and his influence within that pond could be enormous. He chose to stay. And having made that decision, he saw new possibilities. He could make his own rules; his own reforms.
Caste distinguishes between the pure and the impure, the sublime and the base, and only when the low exists can the high know itself as high. Very well then. High and low would exist again, and he, Deodat Roy, would model this new society according to his own insights and dictates. In India trouble was brewing between Hindus and Muslims, but to reject Muslims would be self-destructive, for Muslims were needed for the vote which would place Indians, all Indians, at the top. It was quite clear who had to be below.
After all, there were Africans.
It was Baba who first coined the slogan
Aphan Jhat,
Vote For Your Own; it was Baba who went among the Indians preaching separate development. It was Baba who brought about those first successes at the polls: the winning of the 1957 election and the 1961 election, merely because an Indian ran against an African and Indians outnumbered Africans.
Baba was becoming a big fish. He had found a new breed of pariahs — Africans. Africans were the natural opposite of Indians — according to Baba. Indians represented spirit sublime, the summit of human evolution. Africans were at the nether end of that evolution. And they played right into his hands.
For Africans flatly refused to accept Indian leadership. Over the years their rebellion and insurrection swelled and finally erupted. For Baba it was soon clear: Africans were not only the natural opposite, they were also
the enemy
. Africans were resentful of Indian prosperity, progress and political leadership. Africans would bring down the legally elected Indian leader, and if they couldn't do it by legal means then it would be illegal, by violence. Africans were setting fire to Indian businesses; Africans were striking, rioting and looting.
And Baba's good friend and supposed ally Cheddi Jagan wasn't any help.
'Cheddi can't control those Africans!' raged Baba. 'The differences are inherent! Africans and Indians can never work together, never live together! He's selling the rights of the Indians,' said Baba to everyone who would listen, first within the family, later to close Indian acquaintances.
'Africans lack the qualities to build a nation,' he said 'They should either go back to Africa or be quiet and take the Indian lead! Where are all the great ancient cultures? In the East! India! Arabia! China! Not in Africa! That's a historical fact!'
Baba broadcast these words for the whole Indian world to hear, words others didn't even dare to think; and didn't care whom he offended. Baba wanted to introduce a sort of caste system in the colony. Caste, said Baba, was a natural fact of life.
'Some races are born with a higher spirit, born to lead, others are born low, capable of menial tasks!' shouted Baba at weddings and wakes and birthday parties. 'God has ordained that Africans should be society's feet! Just as a human body has a head and feet, so the body of society has a head and feet! The feet are just as important as the head! Without the feet the head is useless! Without the head the feet are useless! Indians are the natural head of this society, Africans the feet! But the feet should not try to be the head!'
Baba had the instinct not to say these things in public, at least not yet, but he practised his speeches on his family. Many an evening they sat around the dining table, eyes fixed on him, petrified into silence while he hammered on the table. Three children and a silent little lady were not much of an audience, but these were just trial runs: Baba knew that one day he'd have other, more worthy listeners. Occasionally, about once a month, he brought one of the uncles home from work, a few willingly, others obviously unwillingly, squirming in their seats in embarrassment.
O
UTSIDE THE
R
OY HOME
, the world was exploding with violence. Baba's call of
Aphan Jhat
had borne fruit; Indians, being in the majority, had again won an election. Africans voted African and lost. Both sides plunged into a hell-pit of mutual hate. Trade unionists and the sugar-workers shook their fists in rage, politicians screamed at each other in Parliament, and the sabre-rattling on both sides of the racial divide led to an eighty-day general strike which crippled the country and brought it to a virtual standstill.
Indians began to fear for their lives.
In the year 1964, the year Saroj turned thirteen, the year the plans were laid for her marriage to the Ghosh boy, the year of her own private coming-of-age, the violence came to a head.
Early that year, an Indian woman called Koswilla was run over by a tractor at Leonora estate; her body was cut into two. The tractor was driven by an African, who was charged with the death of the woman, but acquitted by an African jury at the Assizes. Indians seethed. Africans laughed.
The home of an Indian in Third Alley was set on fire, turning the whole street into a flaming inferno. African gangs roamed about setting more fires, looting businesses and terrorising the Indians as they tried to escape. They beat the men on the streets, tore away the clothes of women and girls and raped them in public.
In November of that year an African gang grabbed an eighteen-year old Indian girl on her way home from a political meeting. They threw her to the ground and stripped off her clothes. Two mounted policemen, Africans, looked on in interest, doing nothing.
Indians feared to go out onto the street. They were attacked, robbed, mutilated, killed, raped by Africans, and even in their homes they were not safe. All this was just fuel on the fire of Baba's rage. He hired two watchmen to protect his house, one by day and one by night. He promised to put up a fire escape around the house.
Georgetown burned. And Africans, said Baba, had made this hell.
The British government sent in the navy.
I
N
D
ECEMBER
1964 new elections were held under proportional representation. Though the Indian leader, Cheddi Jagan, received the most votes he lost the election to a coalition government. Forbes Burnham, an African, took up the reins of government. It was a slap in Baba's face. He railed against the British government and the CIA, both of whom, he shouted, had plotted to bring down the Indian leader, suspecting him of Communism.
No-one was surprised when Baba left Jagan's PPP in disgust and announced the forming of the All-Indian Party for Progress, under his own leadership. Immediately all the Roys joined, for after all, which businessman, Indian or not, wants to join a Communist party, even one led by an Indian? So Baba's AIPP was a collecting bowl for those wealthier Indians disillusioned with Jagan's Marxist politics, but willing, if necessary, to form a coalition government with Jagan to keep Indians in power. Jagan could concentrate on the masses, the Indian sugar workers and rice farmers, keep them happy with his Marxist slogans. The elite — Hindus and Muslims alike of high standing — should follow Baba.
Baba rented a two-storey wooden house in Regent Street as AIPP Party headquarters, moving his own office out of his home and into the new house. From that time on home became a quieter place, a haven, even. When Baba discovered political action his interest in his children's doings receded. By now they knew the rules, and knew they were inviolable. They were well trained.
When Baba caught Trixie with her polluted black fingers on Indrani's sari, a millennium of cultural prejudice combined with his own private cauldron of smouldering white rage — personal, private rage — exploded against Saroj. For she had violated the most sacred rule of all. She had allied herself to the Enemy. She had brought the Enemy into his home.
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CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
SAVITRI
Madras, 1923
'
N
ONSENSE
, Celia, they're only children, for heaven's sake!'
The Admiral could not bear interruptions. He drummed the desk with his fingers in impatience and willed his wife to return to her household duties. He was one chapter before the greatest battle of his life and the urge to get on with it — to write, day and night, pausing only for necessities like eating, sleeping, urinating, and Thursday evenings — drove him to marathon sessions fortified by endless cups of tea, hastily swallowed in the reading pauses during which he reviewed the last few pages belched out by his typewriter, pencilled in corrections, arrows, exclamation and question marks. Progress was slow. The Admiral insisted on rewriting, correcting and retyping each and every page to perfection before he could progress to the next; and he insisted on detail. His right hand lay atrophied and useless on his knee. He had the use of only one hand, his left, and had to pick out each key carefully with one finger. In six years he had written almost four hundred single-spaced pages in this way, stoically ploughing through battle after battle, and now the end was in sight.