“Not hunters?” Kethry said, puzzled, as they took their packs and followed their guide into the nearest house. “Out here in the middle of nowhere? What on earth do youâ”
The answer to her question was self-evident as soon as the old man opened the door. The house was a single enormous room, combining sleeping, living and working space. It was the working space that occupied the lion's share of the dwelling. In one corner stood a huge sink and pump, several wooden boxes of clay, and a potter's wheel. Various ceramic items were ranged on two long wooden tables in the center of the room according to what stage they were in, from first drying to final glazing. The back wall was entirely brick, with several iron doors in it. It radiated heat even at this distance; it had to be a kiln of some sort, Kethry reckoned. Most of the windows were covered with oiled parchment, but there was a single glass window in the wall opposite; directly beneath that was a smaller workbench with pots and brushes, and a half-painted vase. The rest of the living arrangements were scattered haphazardly about, wherever there was room for them.
It was, to Kethry's mind, stiflingly warm, but Tarma immediately threw off her coat with a sigh of pure bliss.
“Put yer bedrolls wherever, ladies,” the old man said. “There's porridge as supper.”
Kethry rummaged out a packet of some of their dried fruit and tossed it to the oldster, who caught it deftly, grinned his thanks, and added it to the pot just inside one of those iron doors.
“Directly supper's finished, we'll be gettin' visitors,” their host told them, as they found places to spread their bedrolls on the clay-stained, rough board floor. “I be Egon Potter; rest of the folks out here be kin or craft-kin.”
Kethry's curiosity had turned her attention to the half-finished pottery. It was more than simple pots and bowls, she realized as soon as she had a good look at it. It was really exquisite work, the equal or superior of anything she'd ever seen for sale in Mournedealth.
“Whyâ” she began.
“âare we way out here, back of the end of the world?” Egon interrupted her. “The clay, lady. No match for it anywhere else. Got three kinds of clay right here; got fuel for the kilns; got all winter tâwork on the fancy stuff an' all summer t' trade. What else we need?”
Tarma laughed. “Not a damned thing else, Guildmaster.” At his raised eyebrow and quirky, half-toothless grin she laughed again. “I've always wondered where the best of the Wrightguild porcelain and stoneware came fromâit certainly wasn't being made in Kataâshin'aâin. You think I can't recognize the work of the Master when I see it?”
“Then there be more about you than shows on th' surface, swordlady. But you tol' me that, didn' ye?”
“Oh, aye, that I did.” They matched grins in some kind of wordless exchange that baffled Kethry, then the Shinâa'in edged her way past the crowded worktable to the oldster's side. “Here. Let me give you a hand with that porridge.”
As darkness fell, Kethry came to appreciate old Egon's craftsmanship even more, for he lit oil lamps around the room with shades of porcelain so thin that the light glowed through it easily. And when the first of the lamps was alight, the rest of the inhabitants of the little settlement began to arrive.
They crowded about the newcomers, treating them with friendly reserve, asking questions, but free enough with their own answers. Fairly soon everyone had found space on the hearth, and Kethry was able to examine them at her leisure. They seemed amiable enough. None of the women seemed to be in
any
distress. In fact, it didn't look to Kethry as if there were anything at all wrong hereâand this despite Need's unvarying pressure on the back of her mind.
Finally, while Tarma entertained the company with some Shinâa'in tale or other, the sorceress edged over to where old Egon was sitting alone a little off to one side.
He nodded to her, but waited for her to speak. She cleared her throat a little, then said, trying not to sound awkward, “Egon, is everyone in your settlement here?”
He seemed surprised by her question. “Oh, aye; all but the little ones. Wellâbarring one.”
This sounded a little more promising. “One?” she prompted.
His eyes went wary. “Wellâshe bain't a guilds-man. Stranger. Settled here, oh, three or four winters ago. She don't have much t' do with us, we don't have much t' do with her. Unchancy sort.” Egon blinked, slowly. “Trades with us, betimes. I think she be grubbin' about in the ruins, yonder. Bits of metal she trades, old stuff, gone t' powder mostly, but good for makin' glazes.”
Something about this “stranger” evidently made Egon more than a little uneasy. Kethry could read that in his shuttered expression, and the careful choice he made of his words.
“Are the ruins forbidden, or something?” she asked, trying to pinpoint his uneasiness.
“Forbidden?” He flashed her a startled glance, and chuckled. “Great Kernos, no! It's justâshe seems witchy, like, but she ain't never
done
nothin' witchy.” He gave her a sidelong glance, as if gauging her response to that. “It's like she was looking for something out there and mad as hops âcause she ain't finding it. 'Cept lately she been acting like she had. Her nameâsâ”
The door opened, and a bundled figure half-stepped, and was half-windblown, into the circle of light. She blinked for a moment, her eyes sunken into pale, pudgy cheeks, her flabby arms hugging her fur cloak tightly about her.
She'd put on so much weight since Kethry had last seen her that at first she didn't recognize her former schoolmate.
Thenâ“Mara?” she said into the silence the woman's abrupt arrival had imposed on the group.
The woman whirled; peered past the heads of those nearest her at Kethry. Her mouth worked soundlessly for a moment; one plump, pasty hand flew to her throatâthen she turned and bolted back the way she had come in a clumsy run.
The door slammed behind her. The rest of those gathered sat in embarrassed silence.
Finally Egon self-consciously cleared his throat. “ âTis a bit late, and we all have work, come the morning light. . . .”
His kin and fellow guildsmen were not slow at taking the hint. Before too very long the house was silent, and empty of all but Egon and the two women.
There seemed no way to break that silence, and after a few halfhearted attempts at conversation, Egon excused himself and went to bed.
Kethry took a long while falling asleep, and not because of the unfamiliar surroundings. Mara Yveda was the last person she expected to see out here.
I wondered where she went, after she'd disappeared from White Winds. Poor Mara. She was so certain that we were hiding something from her
â
thatcontrol of magic was just a matter of knowing the right words, having the right talisman....
I'll never forget the night she ran off. Right after she stole Master Loren's staffâthen found out the only thing that was unusual about it was that it was cut to exactly the right height to most comfortably help him with his lame leg.
She broke it in two when it
wouldn't
magic
anything
up for her. And
then
â
she
ran
away.
She would never believe that power
isn't a
matter
of “magic,”
it's
a
matter of discipline....
She's the one that's in trouble. She's found something, I know she has, and she's gotten into trouble over it. What's more, Egon knows it, too.
So what do I do about it?
She fell asleep finally, without being able to come to any conclusion.
Â
Kethry watched her partner dress the next morning, still in a decidedly unsettled state of mind.
“Swordlady,” Egon said hesitantly, as Tarma prepared to set off at dawn to make good her side of the bargain, “there's something I need to tell you. About the game.”
Tarma didn't even stop lacing up her boots. “Go ahead,” she said. “I'm listening.”
“There's a bear about.”
Now
she left her lacing, to raise her head and stare at him. “A what? Are you sure? Thatâthat
â
s hardly usual.”
“Aye,” the old man replied, shifting from one foot to the other. “But we've seen it about, not more than a day or two ago.”
Tarma took a moment to secure the lacings, and straightened up, her face dead sober. “Do you have any notion what that means, that there's a bear, awake and walking this deep into winter?”
Egon shook his head.
“That is a very sick bear, Egon. Either it didn't eat enough to keep it going through winter-sleep, or something woke it far too early, and only illness can do that. In either case, its body is trying to make it go down for sleeping, and it's going completely against those instincts. It's going to die, Egonâbut before it does, it'll be half mad with starvation. It could be very dangerous to you and yours.”
The old man shook his head. “It's left us alone; we're minded to leave it alone. Don't kill it, sword lady. Leave it bide. Deer, boar, even a mess of rabbit or birdâjustânot the bear.”
Tarma checked the condition of every arrow in her quiver before attaching it to her belt. Then she looked at Egon and frowned. “You're not doing that beast any favor, old man.”
Egon's face set stubbornly. “Not the bear.”
She shrugged. “On your head. By the time it's trouble, we'll be gone past calling us back.” She half-turned to face her partner. “I should be back by afternoon. One more night here, then we'll be off in the morning, if that's all right with you.”
Kethry smiled. “Who am I to complain about another night under shelter? Good hunting.”
“Thanks, Greeneyes.” The Shinâa'in slipped out the door, leaving Kethry and the Guildmaster alone, sitting across the worktable from one another. The silence between them deepened and grew heavier by the minute. The sorceress stared at her hands, trying to decide what to sayâand whether now was the right time to say it.
Finally, when Kethry couldn't stand it any longer, she opened her mouth.
“About that bearâ” she began.
Egon spoke at exactly the same moment. “Lady, be youâ
”
They looked at each other and laughed shakily. Kethry nodded, gesturing to Egon that he should speak first.
“Lady, I wasn't sure, you wearin' steel and all, but then seemed you know Maraâbe you witchy? A sorceress, belike?”
“Yes,” Kethry said slowly, wondering if he was going to be angry at the idea of having sheltered a mage without knowing it. There were some who would be. Mages were not universally welcomed.
“Thank the God,” Egon breathed ferventlyâ
Oh, terrific. He isn't going to throw me out, but
â
“It's that Mara, lady. I tol' you she been pokin' about in them ruins? Seemed like maybe she found somethinâ. Them ruins, there's stories that the people there was witchy, too. Shape-changers.” Egon swallowed.
“
Weâwe think maybe Mara found something of theirs.”
Kethry put fact on top of surmise, and made a guess. “You think Mara's the bear.”
He looked relieved, and nodded. “Aye. Exactly that. We figure maybe she found some kind of witchy thing of theirs, what let her shape-change, too. Now she's strange, but she bain't
bad,
or bain't been before. But she's got stranger since we started seein' the bear. There be bear tracks about her houseâshe
says
âtis 'cause the bear comes to her feedinâ, that it's harmless if it's left beâbut we don' think so. SoâI dunno lady, I dunno what t' ask, like.”
“You want to know if she's dangerous?” Kethry asked. She got up from her seat and began pacing, her hands clasped behind her. “Yes, dammit, she's dangerous all right. The more so because I don't think she ever really listened to a single word anyone ever told her at mage-school. Do you know why most mages
don't
shapechange? Why they use illusions instead?”
Egon shook his head dumbly, his wrinkled face twisted into a knot of concern.
“Because when you shapechange, you
become
the thing you've changed to. You're subject to its instincts,
its
limitations.
Including the fact that there's not enough room in a beast's head for a human mind.
That usually doesn't matter, much. Not so long as you don't spend more than an hour or two as a beast. You don't lose much of your humanity, and you can
probably
get it back when you revert. But it's not guaranteed that you will, and the stronger the animal's instincts, the more of yourself you'll lose.”
“She been spendin' whole days as bear, we think. She don' come t' door when a body calls till after sundown,” Egon whispered hoarsely.
“And at a time of the year when bear instincts are strongest.” Kethry twisted the Shinâa'in oath-ring on her left hand. “No wonder she put on weight. Bears go into a feeding frenzy in the fallâand she
can't
have gained as much as a bear needs to winter-sleep. No wonder she looked like hell.
”
Abruptly she stopped pacing, and went to her bedroll, picking up the sword-belt that held Need and strapping the blade over her breeches and tunic.
“Lady? What be youâ
”
“Oh, don't worry, Egon.” Kethry turned to smile at him wanly. “I'm not going to use this on her.”
For one thing, I don't think it would let me.
“I'm going to go talk to her,” the sorceress continued. “Maybe, just maybe, I can help her.”