Master Class: An Alpha Billionaire Romance (+ Bonus Book 'Silent Daughter 1') (5 page)

T
he clouds
literally explode above us as we turn around to head for a coffee place off campus that I suggested. It all happens within seconds. Sunshine is replaced by an eerie darkness and the wind increases, turning from a light breeze to violent gusts across the campus.

Mr. Portland is walking next to me, his eyes going back and forth between the busy heaven and the area ahead of us.

"Is it far?" He asks.

"No," I reply. I'm clutching the satchel against my side, trying to keep up with his long stride and fast pace as he quickens his steps. "It's just a five minute walk."

"Even that might be too much," he presumes.

The weather gods prove him right. The moment he finishes his sentence, the clouds unleash a heavy rainfall upon us. There's no harbinger, no light drizzle that announces heavier rain to come, it just starts pouring down in torrents from one moment to the next.

"Fuck!" I hear him yelling through the heavy rain. Loud thunder accompanies his curse, startling me as I feel Mr. Portland's hand on my back. He starts running and pushes me along with him. His hand leaves my back a few moments later, and I watch in surprise when I see him take off his jacket while running. It's a futile attempt, but he throws it over my head, trying to protect me from the rain. I'm soaked already, but my heart skips due to this intimate gesture.

He steers me to the other direction, his firm upper body pushing against my side as he forces me to turn right.

"That's not the way to the-"

"We're not going to the Café!" He interrupts me. "Run!"

I realize that we're heading back to the building we just came from, evading students and teachers left and right as they flee from the sudden storm. Everybody is so occupied with the weather, that they don't pay any attention to us. Thank God. With how popular Mr. Portland is among my female classmates, I bet I'm risking a lot of hateful stares with the way I'm tucked beneath his jacket, his insanely muscular chest still bumping into me with every step while we're running next to each other.

My cheeks are burning with heat, despite the cool breeze the thunder storm brought along. I find myself a little disappointed when we reach the entrance of the Economics building and he instantly puts some distance between us, removing his protective arms from me, but not his jacket.

The entrance area is filled with students, most of them just as soaked as we are. Mr. Portland is standing next to me in a light blue shirt that is sticking to his undoubtedly toned chest and arms. He lifts his hand to ruffle his wet hair and move the dripping strands from his face, a gesture that looks forbiddingly sexy on a man like him.

He catches me staring at him, and I instinctively duck beneath his jacket as his eyes lock on me. His scent, masculine and woodsy, is radiating from his jacket and it is intoxicating. I want to close my eyes and inhale it more thoroughly, but of course, I do nothing of the sort.

"You're soaked," he states, ignoring the fact that he's completely drenched himself. "Let's get you into something dry."

He says that as if it's the most natural thing to say. As if he has to take care of me like a father. Or a boyfriend.

I want to clarify what he's talking about, but he doesn't wait for any kind of reply from my side. He just turns around and walks down the hall, clearly expecting that I will follow him without further questions.

So I do.

I try to ignore the looks I'm getting left and right, walking through a crowd that contains many of my fellow students who are very familiar with the jacket that is wrapped around my shoulders.
Yes, this is weird to me, too.

Mr. Portland strides down the hall in hasty steps, not checking once if I'm following him or not. I hasten my pace in an attempt to catch up with him.

"I'm okay, I don't have any-"

"You're soaked," he repeats without looking at me. "And the way your blouse has taken the rain is not appropriate for running around campus."

"What do you you-" I stop as I look down on myself. My white and thin summer blouse is drenched and has turned into a see through nothing due to the heavy rain.

Oh God, he can totally see my bra!

I quickly close his jacket around myself, turning crimson red in the process and falling behind a few steps so that I'm not walking directly next to him. Now, instead, I'm confronted with the view of his ripped back hugged by an equally wet and see through shirt.

"Where are we going?" I ask, even though the direction he's taking should be pretty obvious.

"My office," he says.

My heart literally skips a beat at the thought of being alone with him. What the hell is wrong with my head right now? How did I end up here? All I wanted to do was to face him, because of that unnecessary blame game during class. I was furious, humiliated.

But I was also angry at myself for acting the way I did after his first lecture. I found myself flicking through his book again and again during the past week, reading passages I had read before I met the man behind them and was now seeing them in a different light. Every time Celia caught me with his book in my hands, she made sure to make fun of me, adding silly wooing sounds to her amusement.

The fact that she was not altogether wrong about her assumptions made it all the worse for me. I can't deny that Mr. Portland fascinates me in a way that's caught me off guard. It would have been so much easier to elevate myself above the swooning fangirls if he were the arrogant beguiler I assumed he would be.

But instead, he has me unraveled like no one ever has before. I feel weak beneath his eyes, but feel a strangely encouraging strength at the same time. He intimidates me, makes nervous, angry, and still curious.

My mind and body are actors in a bewildering play, and he is the puppet master.

I keep my distance when he unlocks his office door and steps inside, waiting for me to follow. Our eyes meet for a split second, as if we're assuring each other that we're well aware of what's happening right now.

There's absolutely no reason for me to be here. There's no reason that I should follow him to his office to change into something dry. It's not like I'll catch a deadly cold within the few minutes it would take me to wait for the rain to stop and walk back to my dorm. We both know that this is just an excuse to be alone.

Or am I imagining things?

Maybe he really is worried about my health. But what could I even change into? I have no other clothes with me and he certainly doesn't have a stack of women's clothing stored in his office.

Or so I hope.

He closes the door as soon as I step inside, and while I remain in the middle of the room with nowhere to go, he whirls around to a dark wooden cabinet and opens it, the door blocking my view as he starts rummaging around in it.

The office is small and rather empty. All of the furniture displays the same dark wood as the cabinet. There's a heavy and comically large desk that takes up almost one third of the room, a comfortable looking black leather office chair, and a book case next to the cabinet. Unlike I've seen in many other faculty offices, this bookcase is almost empty, only stocked with a handful of books and - to my surprise - a bottle of expensive looking Whiskey with two glasses next to it.

"Here," he says, closing the cabinet door and handing me a soft looking sweater.

I stare blankly at his outstretched hand.

"Take it," he urges, coming closer. "You'll catch a cold if you don't change."

I look up at him. "I can't-"

"You will," he interrupts. He furls his eyebrows.

I reluctantly let go of the jacket that is still hanging over my shoulders and reach for the sweater he's offering me. It feels softer than anything I've ever worn before. The dark gray fabric feels so insanely luxurious in my hands that I have to suppress the urge to press it against my cheek to test its touch.

"Let me take that," Mr. Portland says, lifting his jacket from my shoulder.

Knowing how see-through my white blouse has become, I feel painfully exposed and awkwardly try to cover myself by crossing my arms in front of my chest while still holding the sweater.

Mr. Portland puts the drenched jacket over the backrest of his office chair and turns around to me.

"What are you waiting for?" He asks.

"I.... err, I'll be right back," I utter, making an effort to turn around and walk toward the door.

"You can change here," he says, chuckling. "I won't look."

Heat rushes up to my cheeks with such force that I'm sure he must see me glowing like a red beacon.

"Unless you want me to," he adds, now casting me a dark grin.

I huff with indignation. "Excuse me?"

Mr. Portland is standing about four feet away from me, his back facing the window. For some reason, the blinds are pulled down so that no one can look inside, as if he anticipated this weird little getaway with me.

I put my satchel on the ground next to me and step forward to the desk, placing the sweater on top of it so that my hands are free. Contrary to what I expected, he does not turn around when I'm about to unbutton my blouse. Instead, he locks me down with his gaze, not scanning my exposed upper body but contenting himself with my face. The green of his eyes is such a surprise in contrast with his black hair and dark complexion. It gives him a mysterious look, adding to his enigmatic demeanor.

"I didn't say I want you to look," I say. My voice is oddly soft, so girlish and humble. I never hear myself speak like this.

"I think you did," he says, enlightening a fire behind my chest that feels hot enough to dry that damn blouse right away.

What the hell is he saying? What is this? Is he flirting with me? He can't be serious.

"But I'll leave you to it anyway," he adds, turning his back to me. "Hurry."

"Thanks," I whisper helplessly.

I quickly get out of my drenched blouse and place it next to the sweater on the large and empty desk. For a moment, I consider taking off my bra as well, because it's equally soaked. but the thought of my boobs touching his sweater is too much for me to handle.

I pull the sweater over my head, suppressing a sigh of ecstasy as the soft, warm, fabric slides over my skin. It feels like a enveloping hug.

And it smells like him.

Just as I am about to announce that I'm done and decent, he turns back to me, nodding toward the cabinet.

"I think there's a hanger in there," he says. "You can put your blouse on it so it can dry."

I nod and walk over to the cabinet, opening the door that he was rummaging behind before. Just like the rest of his office, the cabinet is almost empty. All I find is more sweaters, a few pens and notebooks, bags of instant coffee and two hangers that appear misplaced in this storage cupboard.

I use one of them to hang my blouse and turn around to ask him where I should place it - only to find him standing in front of me with his shirt unbuttoned and about to take it off.

Another rush of blazing embarrassment streams through me, and I hardly manage to free my eyes from his ripped torso before I whirl around to turn my back to him.

"I'm sorry!" I yelp. "I didn't know you were-"

I hear him chuckle behind my back and take off his wet shirt. Two commanding steps announce him approaching behind me, while I turn into a pillar of salt. I don't even flinch when I can feel him breathing down my neck and his right arm reaches into the cabinet, passing my side closely, but without actually touching any part of me. I can feel the warmth of his masculine body wrapping me like the sweater he gave me.

He grabs another hanger from the cabinet and uses it for his own shirt, completely ignoring my discomfort.

"You can hang it here," he says from somewhere behind me.

He didn't take a sweater for himself, so he must still be half naked. If I turn around now, I'll be confronted with those insane abs again. I will stare, I know I will. I've never seen a man this ripped in my life before. For real, I mean. Pictures, yes. But standing face to face with a body like his has a stronger effect than I could ever imagine.

"Turn around," he orders. "Don't make such a fuss."

The impatient and pervasive tone of his voice causes me to lose my stiffness and turn around in an instant. Of course, my eyes travel down his exposed torso right away, vanquishing one tan hill after another before they leisurely slide along the low v-lines above his pelvis.

I've heard girls calling men 'delicious' and visa-versa and always thought that only a very shallow person would come up with an description as such.

Call me shallow, then.

Mr. Portland notices my gaze, standing tall and strong in front of me while I consume him with my eyes. He likes me looking at him. Of course he does. Maintaining a body like this must be a shitload of work, hours of training, most likely hitting the gym every single day. If he puts this much effort in his looks, it's understandable that he wants to be seen, especially by women.

But why by his student?

"Give me that," he says, stretching his right hand out for the hanger with my damp blouse.

I give it to him and watch as he turns around and hangs it on a little hook on top of the bookcase, next to his own shirt.

"You should put on a sweater," I say, finally diverting my eyes from his gorgeous physique. "You'll catch a cold."

I try to sound sassy, but my voice doesn't cooperate. Instead my words come out weak and hoarse, breaking at the last word, so that I can't even be sure that he heard me correctly.

He casts me an impish smile as he walks past me, his hand softly touching my shoulder as he beckons me to move aside and make room for him to grab another sweater from the cabinet behind me.

The urge to lean forward and lick along his perfectly smooth skin is crushing. This man is the epitome of sexy, and he knows it.

S
eeing
her like this is driving me mad. Her soaked blouse emphasizing every little detail of her fragile physique, her hair hanging in wet strands down her face while she tries to maintain composure. Other girls would be complaining, cursing about their makeup and hair being ruined or just unloading a bundle of irrational hateful slurs toward the heavens.

But she hardly acknowledges the rain and the fact that she is completely drenched. She was shivering before I made her change into one of my cashmere sweaters, but she didn't complain that she was freezing or say anything about her physical discomfort at all.

Her strangely dark blue eyes look up at me, filled with questions I won't answer. She knows just as well as I do that there is no reason for us to be here. I'm sure she's living in one of the nearby dorms and it wouldn't have killed her to run over there and change into something of her own, postponing our little chat to another time.

But I didn't want that. This thunderstorm is playing right into my hand, providing an excuse for us to escape to my office instead of a public place. It's dangerous, especially since I haven't locked the door, because I don't want to scare her away with misplaced assumptions. But seeing her wrapped in my sweater now just accelerates the need I have for her to be mine. Her good girl nature, that tense pose she takes every time something unexpected or agitating happens - it lights me on fire like nobody's business. She's made for me. Breaking her into a shivering mess beneath my touch will give me endless satisfaction. I know it.

She doesn't, yet.

I bet she'll tense up when faced with unparalleled pleasure, too. I can't wait to witness her lose that tension orgasm by orgasm.

My cock is twitching against its cage, eager to torment her with bliss. Not yet, I have to remind myself. She might not even let you in. She might not let me do what I want to do to her, despite the look she displayed as she gave my body a once-over with her hungry eyes. She may be mesmerized by the body I have created, they all are. But not all of them are ready to receive what my body has to offer.

"Coffee?" I ask after pulling a sweater over the parts of me she was indulging in a moment before. "I can make you one here, while you warm up."

"One of those instant coffees?" She asks, casting a look over to the cabinet. "Are they any good?"

Now that we're both decent again, she found her way back to her usual snappy self.

I raise an eyebrow at her. "If it's good enough for me, it'll be good enough for you."

She shrugs, trying to look nonchalant, when we both know she isn't. "Alright."

I have a giant thermos bottle conveniently placed next to the cabinet that is always filled with boiling hot water. It's one of the very few assignments I've given my assistant so far. Now that the semester has begun, there's very little for a teaching assistant to do outside of preparing lectures or grading papers, and I have even less for him to do seeing as how I don’t need him to do either. Luckily, it causes him to take his water duty all the more seriously.

"Sit down," I tell her while preparing our coffees.

She obeys immediately, no backtalk, no questions. I place one of the hot cups in front of her and take the other with me as I sit down in the office chair opposite her. The sweater hangs lose around her narrow shoulders, making her look smaller than she is. She reaches for the coffee cup with both hands, the long sleeves protecting her palms as she carefully picks up the cup and lifts it up to her lips.

"So you said there was something that caught your interest," I resume our previous conversation from before we were interrupted by that godsend of a thunderstorm.

She gingerly blows on the surface of the coffee and casts me a quizzical look.

"My book," I clarify. "You said you read it and that there was something particularly interesting to you."

She suggests a nod and sips on her coffee.

"I don't want to be obnoxious or intrusive," she says, clearing her throat.

"You already were," I reply. "Obnoxious, that is."

Her eyebrows furl with anger. "And I apologized for that."

I nod. "Not in a very elegant way, but yes, you did."

She puts the cup back on the table and leans back, crossing her arms in front of her chest as if to protect herself from my potential fury.

"Well, to me it seems that you spend a lot of time talking about failure and justifying your own incapacity," she says. "The book isn't really a memoir, but more of a self-marketing tool to convince the world that - despite your many shortcomings when it comes to education - you're quite a stunner."

"Wow," I retort, chuckling. "Good job not being obnoxious, Miss Harlington."

She gulps and lowers her eyes down into her lap. Her lashes are fluttering like trapped butterflies again. What an endearing way for her to react when she is nervous.

"I'm sorry," she says. "I really hate beating around the bush."

"That's okay," I declare. "It's a refreshing change."

I don't even have to lie to her. Despite the way her eyes consumed me a few minutes earlier, despite the obvious effect I have on her, she still doesn't turn into a gushy admirer, but sticks to an uncomfortable truth. It shouldn't surprise me with a girl like her, but I've never seen this particular feature run free in such an unfettered manner.

"It makes me wonder," she continues. "What's the purpose of the book?"

She lifts her eyes, now latching on to mine with an intense gaze of curiosity.

"Why did you write it?" She adds to her previous question. "Did you even write it yourself?"

I smile at her, incapable of ignoring the satisfaction it gives me to see her wrapped in my clothes. She looks like she's already mine, and I haven't even touched her yet.

Her question is justified. I've been asked before, mainly by journalists, and for them I had a ready-made answer that was only partly true.

"The truth is," I say. "I was idealistic, maybe I still am. I took an unusual road to get to where I am now - and I thought my learning experience could be useful for others out there."

That is the partial truth I kept telling journalists. I never called myself idealistic to them directly, but I made my point clear about wanting to share my knowledge about what I learned going the route I did.

However, I don't believe that anyone will listen. They never do. People have their own idea of what will work in this world and what won't - and there is a widespread consensus that education is the key to anything worth striving for. While that may not be entirely wrong, I find myself arguing for an alternative.

"Really? That's it?" Miss Harlington asks, raising her eyebrows in disbelief. "You did it for the same reason you're teaching here? Because you think you have something to give?"

She doesn't adopt the same arrogant tone I heard the first time she talked to me after class, but the implication of what she's saying is more or less the same. She doubts my ability to teach someone like her anything, just because I'm lacking a degree and thus haven't earned her respect.

Miss Harlington, like many others, lives in a small and simple world - and couldn't be more wrong, especially in regard to what I could teach her.

"I have many things to give, Miss Harlington," I say, deliberately speaking in a soft and seductive voice. My eyes search for hers, locking her in place. When I see her shoulders tensing up, inching toward her ears, I know that my attempt at touching her was successful. She is like a cute little puppy raising its ears for attention.

"Like I said, I still think that-"

"Let me ask you a question," I interrupt her. I lean forward, placing my elbows on the desk that separates us."I'm sure you have a goal in life? Someone you're aiming for, something you want to achieve? Something that caused you to end up here, at an Ivy League school with, I assume, consistently good grades?"

She stares at me, her eyes like drops of blue ink on a light sheet of paper. The rain messed with the little amount of makeup she put on this morning. I'm surprised to see her dark lashes painted at all, but the black mascara is striking now that it has started to dissolve around her eyes. She'd look like this after a good cry, too.

Or after a thorough spanking followed by mind-numbing orgasms.

"Well, yes," she says. "I think I could be a good scholar. Once I'm done with my master's degree, I'll go for a PhD, like my sister."

"Your sister has a PhD?" I genuinely want to know.

She shakes her head. "Not yet, but she's working on it. At this university, actually."

I chuckle, adding a snide undertone when I say: "Your parents must be so proud."

Miss Harlington takes another sip of her coffee and shrugs her shoulders. "I don't know. They 're both professors themselves, they probably expected no less from us."

"No less," I repeat. "Anything else would be less?"

She lowers the cup of coffee and looks at me, eyes wide in surprise. "Yes, of course."

"See," I point out. "And that's where you are wrong. Where your whole family is wrong."

I expect some kind of reaction from her. Indignation, backtalk, outrage. But she just sits there and looks at me, her shoulders tense, her beautiful eyes wide open, her imaginary puppy ears upright with attention. She looks at me as if I just expressed something she has been assuming for years, but never dared to say out loud.

"When I asked you what your goal in life was, you didn't tell me what you want to do, you just told me what you are going to do," I add. "You said you think you might be a good scholar, just like the rest of your family, and you told me what you're going to do next, but you never said that this is what you want to do."

Again, she doesn't say anything. Instead, she starts chewing on her lip, just like she did earlier. Topped with anew fluttering of her black lashes she really looks like a trapped butterfly altogether. Hauntingly beautiful and so fucking vulnerable.

"You're thinking in steps - in your case, degrees," I continue. "You're completing one level after another, a life of graduations and certificates. To me it sounds as if going to school is an end in itself for you, and not a means to an end."

"Becoming a professor is a goal," she interjects. "An end."

"Yes, sure," I say. "So that is what you want? you want to become a professor?"

She continues to chew on her lower lip, so much so that I'm starting to worry she might hurt herself.

"It's not that easy," she mutters. "I mean, getting a tenure-track position is very, very hard. They're so competitive. If I don't get one as soon as possible after completing the PhD, it'll be close to impossible and I'm left with nothing."

"But is it what you
want
?" I ask her.

She shrugs. "Maybe. Why not?"

I shake my head. "It cannot surprise you that this doesn't sound convincing at all to me."

"I don't know," she adds, surprisingly loud. Her eyes wander back to her lap, lashes fluttering as she watches her fingers, playing with the black ceramic ring. "I never really thought about it."

I watch her as she nervously plays with her fingers, her shoulders lowering in defeat and the fluttering of her eyelashes accompanying her active mind working through a sea of thoughts.

This is a first. I've had confrontations similar to this one, but I never saw anyone crack as quickly as she just did. I almost feel bad for causing this commotion.

"You never dared to look at the options that lie behind the label of less," I formulate. "Because who really wants to be less, am I right?"

She lifts her eyes up to mine, her face is shrouded by an unreadable expression. "I guess so."

"It takes a strong person to confidently stand above such nonsense," I say, reaching for my own cup of coffee.

"Such as you?" She asks, casting me a condescending look.

I nod. "Exactly."

"Success made you arrogant," she states. "It's not a very attractive quality."

I smile at her, unfazed.

"People now come to me for advice," I say. "I've been successful at what I do, because I have a passion for it. I found a path that is different, and probably more difficult, than the ordinary route - and I made it mine. I own this success. I think I have every right to be proud of it."

"Pride is not the same as arrogance," she inserts.

"They're practically twins."

I lean back in my chair, my eyes never leaving hers.

"Do you know what an Angel investor is?"

She shakes her head no.

"People like me," I explain. "People with assets and a good comprehension of the market. Young start-ups not only ask for my advice, the ask for my money, too. We're called Angels, because we serve as a guarantee in making dreams come true."

She furls her eyebrows. "Why are you telling me this?"

"I'm telling you, because this is the part of my success that I enjoy the most," I explain. "I failed, again and again. I failed at things that didn't matter in the end, but I also failed in things that mattered. And now I've become someone who can help others through those inevitable failures along the way. Because I know what I'm doing - and because I have money."

"Mhm," she mumbles, showing no sign of admiration.

"I could help you, too," I say, trying to make things a little clearer for her. "But I'd have to know what it is you want to achieve."

"Why do you think that I need your help?" She wants to know.

"I think you do."

Our eyes lock onto each other for a few moments, before she breaks away to finish her coffee.

"Why do you care?" She asks, her eyes low on the table between us.

"Because I do," I say, watching her fingers trail around the empty cup of coffee. Her hands are so petite and delicate, they almost look like they belong to a child and not a graduate student, a grown woman.

The thought of seeing them wrapped around my hard cock sends painful shivers through my core. The conversation took a different path than I had anticipated. The way she's feeling now, contemplative and diffident, doesn't allow for approaches of a physical nature. I'm sure I could get her back there by getting rid of my sweater, but I don't want to do this to her right now. She needs this, she needs to think about these things.