Mail Order Bride for Two [Badlands 1] (Siren Publishing Menage Amour) (7 page)

Clarissa turned her head and glanced into his eyes. “No. You didn’t. I just meant that once I discovered that Clyde was unavailable to marry, I was a little desperate. I had no money and no family. The employment I left before coming here became intolerable and I knew I couldn’t return and expect to find a job. Not after what happened…” Clarissa trailed off not wanting to explain the circumstances of her last employment calamity.

“Why not? After
what
happened?”

Clarissa sighed and wished she hadn’t opened her big mouth. “I’d rather not say.”

“Don’t you trust me?”

“It isn’t that. I
do
trust you. Both of you.”

“Then what is it?”

“I don’t want you to think less of me.” Clarissa toyed with the hair on his chest wishing this conversation would change topics.

“I would never think less of you.”

“You might.”

“Did you kill someone?”

“No!” Her quick strident answer came easily. “Of course not.”

“Then everything else is up for negotiation of understanding. Try me, sweetheart. I swear you can confide anything to Logan or me. Let’s not start our life out with secrets.”

Clarissa bit her lower lip. He was right. Harboring secrets was no way to begin a new life. She wanted to believe that she’d been innocent of what had transpired, but doubts as to her culpability nagged at her even now.

Derek grabbed the cake of soap and rubbed it between his large calloused palms very slowly as if to give her time to unburden her soul.

“I was caught in a compromising situation by my former employer.”

The soap rubbing stopped. He didn’t say anything for several moments. “I don’t mean to make light of your secret, but it couldn’t have been too compromising.”

“What makes you say that?”

His warm gaze slid to hers. “Because I took your virginity.”

Narrowing her eyes, Clarissa pondered his response. “Well, impropriety covers much more than that.”

“Not in my mind.”

She pushed away from him. “Would you have been angry if I hadn’t been a virgin?” Wide eyed and staring at his uncomfortable expression, Clarissa had a whole new concern.

“No! Not angry. Not disappointed either. I only would have been livid if another man had forced himself on you.”

“Truly?”

“Of course, sweetheart. I don’t believe any woman should have to suffer the attentions of a man if she doesn’t want him.” He reached out and settled her against his body again. She didn’t resist.

“Most men don’t feel the same way that you do.” Clarissa nestled her cheek against his chest and sighed in contentment.

He shrugged. “I’m progressive.”

Clarissa pondered this for a few moments.

“Did a man in your past try something you didn’t want?”

“Perhaps.”

“Want me to go shoot him?”

“No. I never want to think about him again. I don’t even want to bring the memory to my new life.”

“Understandable. I agree you should leave the past in the past. However, from now on if a man ever mistreats you, I expect you to tell Logan or me about it so that we can deal with the situation accordingly. We want to keep you safe.”

She nodded. “All right. You won’t shoot anyone, will you?”

“I can’t rightly say, sweetheart. Depends on the circumstances.”

Her response was to keep her face as expressionless as possible and utter a small sigh. Unsure how she felt about someone being shot for aggravating her. She allowed the fantasy of Derek and Logan shooting Bernard Pearson and his friend Andrew to swirl around in her head for a moment. They had done more than aggravate her, they’d ruined her life.
 

“Are you sure you don’t have any regrets?”

“About you and Logan? No.”

Derek put the cake of soap back on the table next to the end of the tub, rinsed his hands off and brushed a thin lock of hair off of her face with his wet fingers. “Then why the sigh?”

She smiled. “I worry that this is a dream. I’ll wake up and find out you two aren’t real and that I’m not really married and about to start a new life.”

A grin peeked out between his beautiful lips. “I hope you still feel that way once we get back to our ranch. It isn’t fancy, but it’s home.”

“I’ve seen fancy. I’m not impressed.”

Derek opened his mouth to say something else, but closed it when the door to the bathing room opened.
     

* * * *

Logan strolled back in to the room carrying two new buckets of hot steaming water. His long underwear barely clung to his hips. One false move or trip and they’d be down around his ankles. But then he was about to take them off anyway.

“I arranged another hour alone. Make room for me in there and I’ll warm us all up.”

Derek scooted his hips back all the way against the end of the tub. He then raised his knees out of the water and shifted Clarissa between his legs to allow Logan to warm the water.

He poured one bucket in the opposite end of where they sat, shucked his drawers and climbed in to sit in the warmer end of the tub. “Whooee! The water is hot where I’m sitting. Want to come and join me, honey?”

Clarissa climbed onto her knees, left Derek’s arms and moved closer to face Logan. She lowered her face very close to his. Her hands rested on either side of his shoulders at the tub’s edge. The tips of her breasts caressed his chest in a most arousing way. His cock thickened in readiness to fuck yet again as she gave him a sexy, winsome smile. She lowered her mouth to his and kissed him with a passion that came as a surprise. He cupped her face in his hands and parted her lips with his tongue for a more seductive kiss.

 
Derek cleared his throat. “I love the view. Mind if I play?”

Clarissa didn’t stop kissing him. She merely thrust her hips backward at Derek.

“I’ll have to kiss this fine ass and then perhaps penetrate it with a couple of my fingers.”

Logan broke the kiss. “I’ll be occupied with her mouth. Have fun.”

Clarissa’s eyelids dropped half-way giving her a sultry look and making Logan’s cock swell to full size. She certainly made loving her very easy.

* * * *

Clarissa felt Derek’s mouth kiss and lick each of her ass cheeks repeatedly. His fingers dipped between her legs to gather the cream forming from the delicious kiss with Logan. One of Logan’s hands reached out to tease her nipples. She couldn’t help the moan, which resonated from her throat.

Derek slathered her juices across her rosette then worked two fingers into her puckered hole. This time she wasn’t surprised. This time she relished the feel of his fingers widening her there. This time she started imagining his cock replacing his fingers.

The kiss with Logan intensified as Derek worked yet another finger between her ass cheeks. When he began moving those fingers in and out of her derriere hole, more fluid gushed from between her lower lips.

Her clitoris twitched with sudden need. Licentious thoughts ran through her mind with each push of Derek’s fingers deeper into her ass.

Her tongue tangled with Logan and the very thought of both men thrusting their cocks into her body became a desire she wanted to fulfill.

Clarissa withdrew from Logan and stared deeply into his eyes. “I think I’m ready.”

His quick grin made her heart melt just a little more. “Ready for what, honey?”

“For both of you at the same time.”

Derek’s fingers paused in her ass as if he hadn’t quite heard her correctly. Understanding of what she was asking for registered on Logan’s face in the most scorching gaze he’d ever sent her way. He wanted it. She’d be willing to bet a large sum that Derek did as well.

Neither man said anything.

“Please. I want to try it just once. I want to know what it feels like with both of you filling me.”

Logan didn’t remove his mesmerizing gaze from her eyes. “What do you think, Derek? Is she ready for both of us?”

“Maybe. If we use some salve to help ease a way inside back here.”

Clarissa’s heart sped up at the silent victory she envisioned. “Got any salve handy?”

“Yes. I have a tin in my pants pocket.”

Clarissa gave Logan her most seductive smile. “So you were planning ahead?” She shifted her gaze over one shoulder and winked at Derek.

“I’m just always prepared, sweetheart.”

“Get your tin of salve. I want to be loved by both of you at the same time.”

Chapter 8

Derek splashed the surface of the water as he reached for his discarded pants and the tin of salve therein.

Logan kissed her again and also rose up to rest on his knees.

“Derek will enter between your ass cheeks first then I’ll put my cock into your sweet wet pussy. Does that make you wet below, honey?”

She nodded as a sharp ripple of arousal ran through her body.

Derek’s fingers brushed the salve between her cheeks and into her tight rosette. He pushed the center of her back until she bent forward with her ass in the air. Soon the large head of his shaft attempted to enter the tight little pucker hiding dark forbidden pleasure.

Bent over as she was, her mouth ended up only inches from Logan’s hard cock. She leaned forward and took him into her mouth. His reaction was enjoyable to listen to.

“Hellfire and damnation, honey. That feels better than anything I’ve ever felt before.

“Is she sucking your cock?”

“Oh god! Like she was born to do it.”

Derek chuckled. “She was, but only for us.”

He pushed his cock slowly into her ass inch by maddening inch. The feeling was slightly uncomfortable at first, but the erotic nature of the act disguised anything but the illicit excitement pounding in her heart at the mere thought of what he was doing.

He didn’t hurry. He took his time pushing in. Filling her up. Captivating her with a dark burning pleasure she’d never dreamed possible before now.
 

Once fully embedded, Derek slipped his arm around her waist and pulled her off of Logan’s cock.

Derek kissed the back of her neck. “You okay, sweetheart?”

“Yes. I feel very full.”

“You’re about to get even more filled up. Are you ready for my big cock to slide into your wet pussy?”

“Yes.”

“Say it, honey. I want to hear those words cross your lips.”

She paused only a moment. “I’m ready for your…big cock to slide into my wet pussy.” Saying the words made heat come to her cheeks and a low ripe feeling of lust uncoiled in her belly. Derek’s cock was in her ass and Logan was about to fill her pussy. If her heart beat any faster it would likely explode.

Logan grinned and kissed her lips quick and hard. “Good. Music to my ears.”

He grabbed his shaft one-handed and directed it into her wet slit. He rubbed her clitoris a couple of times first before his wide cock entered her pussy slowly one inch at a time until she was so full of cock she thought she might burst in half.