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Time ground to a halt, and all she could see was his disapproval boring into her as he slowly—agonizingly slowly—covered the distance between them and came to a halt in front of her chair.

It can't be
.

For the briefest second, something flared in his eyes as they fastened on hers. A spark of heat, of desire, or maybe it was longing. She would never know, because just as soon as it appeared, it was gone. Replaced by armor as impenetrable as the chest plate she had once teased him into removing. She swallowed.

"Miss Herelius, my name is Colton Lonetree. I'm a lawyer."

Colton.
Looking up, filled with turmoil and confusion, she saw the answering knowledge in his eyes. Eyes that had once looked out at her from behind a black painted mask.

Oh, God.
Could it really be?

"I'm also the—"

"Warrior!" she whispered tremulously.

Chapter Four

The silence in the room was palpable. Rini could feel the others holding their breath.

Colton Lonetree straightened, a vein pulsing in his temple, his expression held carefully neutral. But he couldn't hide the hint of raw vulnerability in his eyes. "Yes. It was me."

Without thinking, she pushed awkwardly to her feet, lifting her hand to his face. With unsteady fingertips, she traced his jaw and up his cheek, stroking over his cheekbone. When she reached his brow, his eyelids drifted closed.

Suddenly, they jerked open. He took a step back and regarded her coolly, all the defenselessness that had been there a moment before, gone.

Her fingers, suspended in midair, curled into her palm as hurt coiled in her breast. Her eyes narrowed. "Yeah? Prove it."

Bob Henderson's head turned, revealing his astonished and puzzled expression. Rini crossed her arms and stuck her hands under them. She was in no mood to explain why she didn't know who the father of her own baby was, or what he looked like.

"Please leave us," Lonetree quietly ordered, and before she could take a breath, the room had cleared, leaving them squared off, face-to-face.

She swallowed heavily, but stood her ground. "Well?"

"Prove it? I can do that. In a couple of different ways."

"Such as?"

"We could do a paternity test. Or I could give you a detailed account of what we did in that lodge"—he jammed his hands in his pockets—"starting with the 'armor' I had on."

She felt her gaze falter and a deep heat creep into her cheeks.

"And your charming suggestion about what to do—"

"Stop!" She buried her face in her hands. "Please. No more! I believe you." Her shoulders slumped.

"You never doubted it."

She lowered her hands. "No." She looked Cole in the eye. "What do you want?"

"My child."

The two words slammed into her solar plexus, nearly knocking the wind from her lungs. She stared at him in horror, struggling to gain purchase on a wisp of breath.

"No!" The panic inside gripped her heart like a steel claw. "That's impossible! I'm not giving up my baby!"

Lonetree looked down his long, regal nose at her, his black eyes glittering with scorn. "But that's just what you are doing, Ms. Herelius. Giving away your baby. Otherwise what would you be doing here, in the office of an adoption attorney who specializes in Indian children?"

The yellow pages had come back to haunt her in ways she'd never dreamed. "You don't understand—"

"No,
you
don't understand. I'm hereby serving you with notice of intention to block the adoption and sue for custody of my child, after it is born, according to the statutes of the Indian Child Welfare Act." His stony gaze slid down her body until it lingered on her swollen belly. "You don't want it. I do. End of story."

The muscles in her womb contracted around the baby and her hands came up to rest protectively on top of it. "But I do want it! It was just…"

His narrow-eyed gaze drilled into her. "Just what? Bad timing? Inconvenient?"

"Oh, for crying out loud, you don't—"

"Or perhaps it's the wrong color?"

The man was a lunatic. "Don't be ridiculous." How could she convince him—

"I'm glad to hear that. But frankly, Ms. Herelius, I have a hard time imagining any reason good enough for abandoning your own child."

His words pierced her soul like a poisoned arrow. Wasn't that exactly what she had been telling herself all these long months, no thanks to him? With a strangled gasp she fell back into her chair. "You pompous jerk! I am
not
abandoning my child!"

Lonetree's condemning gaze fastened on her. "What would you call it, then?"

What was wrong with this horrible man? Why wouldn't he believe her? She had to make him see…

She wiped her eyes and took a calming breath. Falling apart would not help her or the baby. She mentally kneaded her despair into anger. "I'll say it one more time. This is
my
baby, and I have no intention of giving it to you or anyone else. Now, if you'll excuse me…"

Rini rose with as much dignity as she could muster. She couldn't stay in this room another second. If she did, she knew she'd either break down completely or kill somebody. And she was pretty sure it wouldn't be herself.

Lonetree stood rigid before her, fists clenched. She could feel his gaze burning holes in her as she brushed by him. "You're telling me you're keeping it?"

"I'm not telling you anything."

A peculiar look swept over his face, as if he'd just eaten something that didn't agree with him. "It's money, isn't it? I'm a successful lawyer so you figured you could—"

She nearly knocked him over when she spun on him. "Mr. Lonetree,
my baby's not for sale."

He scowled furiously. "You know that's not what I meant!"

"Do I? If you'll recall, it was you who contacted me!" Fury arced between them like lightning. "I'm leaving now. I have an anatomy test to study for."

"You can't just walk out. I have rights! I'm the baby's father."

"Are you sure about that?" she spat out.

Stalking out, she smacked the conference room door closed before he had recovered the ability to speak.
Thank God.
Dragging a trembling hand over her eyes, she leaned against the reception desk to gather her wits.

Once again, she was stunned by the unfairness of life. She couldn't believe that control over her own decisions seemed about to be snatched away from her, yet again. By a man who, in one thoughtless night, had changed the course of her whole life. A man who now came brazenly back into it, making outrageous demands about rights.

Well, what about
her
rights?

She heaved a sigh. Was it something in her karma, or what?

Lord, give her strength.

She would fight him. Until her dying breath. He
wasn't
getting her baby.

* * *

Speechless, Cole stared at the door through which Rini had disappeared. He quickly opened it and glanced at his cousin Tanya, who looked up from shuffling papers at Janey's desk.

"What happened?" she asked.

"Hell if I know." He pulled in a breath and tried to ignore the odd feeling that had gathered in the pit of his stomach. He didn't like it one bit and fought like hell against it, but there it was anyway, gnawing at his gut.

Was he wrong?

He strode out of the office in time to see Rini vanish through the front door. "Rini! Miss Herelius!" He sprinted after her and grabbed her arm when she showed no sign of slowing. "Please wait!"

She yanked away from his grip and brushed at the place his hand had touched. "What is it now? Haven't you done enough for one lifetime?"

"I'm sorry." He said it without thinking.
No, he wasn't sorry
. He had no reason to apologize for anything. This was all
her
doing, not his. He shouldn't feel sorry.

So why could he still feel that gnawing pain in his gut?

"I'm sorry I doubted your honor for a moment in there."

 She turned on a toe and started for the elevator. "Forget it."

Cole hurried after her. "Miss Herelius, Rini, there are still some things we need to discuss."

She stabbed the down button and glared at him, eyes full of fire. "It's Miss Herelius to you, Counselor. And I have no desire to discuss anything." She turned her back on him.

He grappled momentarily with a memory of her standing just that way, wearing a flowery sundress, breathlessly awaiting his next move. "Miss Herelius, I—

He wanted so much to hate her.
Did
hate her. And yet...why, when she'd recognized him just now and reached out to touch his cheek, had he wanted to tug her hand to his lips, to pull her to him and bury his face in her hair? To tell her how hurt he'd been when she'd left him like that? Tell her she still haunted his dreams at night?

He was scared as hell of the answer.

"Miss Herelius, I'd like to know what I can do to help you with this."

She speared the elevator button again. "You can drop dead."

A smile played at the corners of his mouth. "Let's assume I'm not willing to go that far. Do you need money? For your medical expenses," he added quickly, "and what have you. Insurance can't be covering everything."

"I don't have insurance, but you can be damned sure I wouldn't accept one single penny from you even if I had to have the baby by myself in a cave!"

He winced. The elevator doors swept open and she shot in, punching buttons frantically to make the door close before he could follow.

He stepped in after her. "No insurance? Are you getting prenatal care?"

He could see her jaw clench when she faced him. "Yes, I am," she said through gritted teeth. "Now, please stop following me. I have nothing more to say to you."

"What about hospital expenses? Are you preregistered anywhere?"

Her eyes squeezed shut and she let out a breath before she answered. "Yes. At UCLA."

The elevator stopped at the ground floor and she flew out, leaving him stroking his jaw contemplatively, grateful that she'd given him one small morsel of information.

But he needed more. Much more.

Maybe he'd just give UCLA a call.

* * *

"If I weren't the nonviolent type," Tanya said as she eased into the passenger seat of Cole's convertible after the meeting, "I'd try smacking some sense into that thick head of yours."

"Nice."

"What the hell did you think you were doing in there, anyway?" She snapped her seat belt on.

"I'm sure I don't know what you mean." Cole jammed the Z into gear and rolled out of the parking lot. "None of your business, anyhow."

"Anytime I bring the Center into things, it is my business. What did you hope to accomplish by coming on like some kind of heartless monster?"

He'd made the mistake of detailing what had happened after she'd left the room. He should have known better.

Horns blared when he whipped a left turn across traffic. "Couldn't help it. I took one look at her and my insides just turned into a nest of vipers. I am so angry with her for all this. For the way she disappeared. For what she might be doing to my baby." He raked a hand over his hair.
Hell, for what she was doing to his sleep
. "But I have to stay cool and professional."

"Cold and ruthless, I'd say."

"It's the only way I'll get through this, T."

"Well, I don't like it." Tanya huffed out a breath. "Though, I guess I understand. But what if it's true that she's not giving up the baby? Couldn't you just talk things over? And why involve the ICWA before you're sure of her plans?"

"I'd think that would be apparent. I don't trust her. Not for a hot minute."

Tanya met his gaze when he was forced to stop at a red light. "I'm questioning your motives, Cole. I see better solutions to this thing."

"Oh?" He couldn't wait to hear this. "My cousin Tanya, the relentless pursuer of Indian children's rights, suddenly has a change of philosophy?"

"No. But I'm wondering if this is about you wanting your baby, or if it's about that huge chip on your shoulder."

Instant fury shot through his veins. "Tanya…" He tried to warn her off with his tone. "You're treading on thin ice."

"Well, call me reckless, but I've got to say it. Cole, it's me,
nuyukssum—
my
cousin. Remember? I was there when you first came out to Rincon Rez fourteen years ago looking for your birth family. It hasn't escaped my attention that in all that time you've never attempted to speak to your real mother, even though she certainly wants to. I also happen to know that the line next to 'father' on your birth certificate is blank. But Cole, doing this won't make up for past hurts. You don't have to prove anything to anyone. There are other ways to handle this."