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Authors: Sophie Hannah

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Someone who, at the time, must have felt lucky.

Chapter 21

Saturday 24 July 2010

 

‘Do you have a job?’ DS Alison Laskey asks me, determinedly calm in the face of my agitation. She’s a slim, middle-aged woman with short, no-nonsense brown hair. She reminds me of a politician’s wife from about twenty years ago – dutiful and muted.

‘I have two jobs,’ I tell her. ‘My husband and I have our own company, and I also work for my parents.’ We’re in the same interview room that Kit and I were in on Tuesday, with the chicken-wire grid covering the window. ‘Look, what does this have to do with Ian Grint? All I want is—’

‘Imagine if you were on holiday – sunning yourself on a beach, say – and someone turned up at one of your workplaces asking for your mobile number. Would you want your mum and dad, or the people at your company, to hand over your number, so that the person could interrupt your holiday?’

‘I’m not
asking
for Ian Grint’s mobile number.’

‘You were when you first arrived,’ says DS Laskey.

‘I understand why you can’t give it to me. All I’m asking now is that
you
ring DC Grint and ask him to ring me. Or . . . meet me somewhere, so that I can talk to him. I need to talk to him. He can ring me at my hotel. I can be back there in—’

‘Connie, stop. Whether he’s interrupted by you or by me, it’s still an interruption, isn’t it?’ DS Laskey smiles. ‘And it’s his day off. And there’s no reason to disturb him. All police work is done on a team basis. You can talk to me about whatever’s bothering you. I’m familiar with your . . . situation already, so I know the background. I’ve read the statement you gave us.’

‘Was it you who decided there was no murder at 11 Bentley Grove? Was it your decision to just leave it, forget all about it?’

Laskey’s mouth twitches. ‘What was it that you wanted to tell Ian?’ she asks.

‘There
was
a murder,’ I tell her. ‘Come with me and I’ll show you.’

‘You’ll
show
me?’ Her eyebrows shoot up. ‘What will you show me, Connie? A dead woman lying in a pool of blood?’

‘Yes.’ What choice do I have but to brazen it out? Even if the dead woman isn’t there any more, the blood must be. Traces of it, at least. ‘Will you come with me?’ I ask.

‘I’ll be glad to,’ says Laskey, ‘but first I’d like you to tell me where we’ll be going, and why.’

‘What’s the point? You think I’m delusional – you’re not going to believe anything I say. Come with me and see for yourself, and then I’ll tell you – when you’ll have no choice but to take me seriously.’ I push back my chair, stand up. The keys I took from the mug on Selina Gane’s shelf hang heavy in my pocket.

‘Sit down,’ Laskey says. I hear the slump of weariness in her voice. ‘It’s Ian Grint’s day off today, not mine. I have work to do, in this building.’ She gestures around the room, as if I might be in some doubt as to what she means by ‘this building’. ‘I can’t abandon ship unless I’m convinced there’s a need. Like it or not, if you want me to accompany you somewhere, you’ll have to give me a full explanation now.’

And then you’ll decide I’m even crazier than you already think I am
.

I fall back into my chair. I might as well get on with it, if I have no choice. I turn my head so that I can’t see her, and start talking, imagining I’m addressing a more sympathetic listener: Sam, or Simon Waterhouse. I thought about contacting them instead of Grint, but what could they do? They’re miles away, in Spilling.

I tell Laskey everything. She must be wondering why my delivery is so slow and jerky. I can’t help it – the most important thing is to test every sentence before it leaves my mouth, check it for errors. My reasoning needs to convince her, or she won’t help me. A voice in my head, one I’m trying to ignore, whispers that it won’t work, however hard I try, and I’ll hate myself afterwards for this demeaning attempt to impress her.

When I finish, she looks at me for a long time without saying anything.

‘Will you come with me?’ I say.

She seems to be trying to make up her mind about something. ‘I’ll tell you what I’ll do. I’m going to have someone bring you a cup of tea and a sandwich, so that you can have a bit of a break, and then I’m going to come back and—’

‘I don’t need a break,’ I snap.

‘And then I’ll come back, and I’d like you to tell me that story – everything you’ve just told me – again.’

‘But that’s a waste of time! Why do you want to hear it again? Weren’t you listening?’

‘I listened very carefully indeed. I don’t think I’ve ever heard anything quite so . . . unusual. We police don’t hear that many unusual stories – far fewer than you might think. Normally the stories surrounding the crimes we deal with are very dull.’

I see what she’s driving at. ‘You think I invented the whole thing, don’t you? You want to hear the story again so that you can check I don’t slip up and change some of the details.’

‘Do you have an objection to telling me again?’ Laskey asks.

Yes. It’s a waste of time
. I force myself to subdue my anger. ‘No,’ I say, then can’t resist adding, ‘As long as you’re aware of the flaw in your logic.’

‘What’s that?’

‘If I tell you again and my story doesn’t change, you’re no further forward. I might be telling the truth, or I might be a liar with a brilliant memory.’

She smiles. ‘Whichever you are, you need something to eat. Your stomach’s been rumbling for the last fifteen minutes. Wait here.’

At the door, she stops, turns back. ‘Stealing a set of keys from someone’s house is a crime, by the way. If you’re planning on changing any part of your story, that’s the bit I’d start with.’ Still smiling, she leaves the room.

What does she mean? Is she suggesting I lie to avoid trouble? Or giving me notice that, after the food she’s forcing on me, I’m going to be arrested? It didn’t occur to me not to tell her that I took the keys from the mug in Selina Gane’s kitchen. How can she care about that, after what I’ve just told her?

Because she doesn’t believe you about the dead woman and never will. She probably doesn’t believe you about stealing the keys either, or she’d have arrested you already
.

I had to take those keys. Didn’t I? What if I’m wrong, and they don’t belong to Selina Gane’s American friend? What if the number on the label doesn’t mean what I think it means? Maybe it’s a different street. The label didn’t say Bentley Grove, or a name, just the house number.

No. You’re not wrong
.

When she talked about her American friend, Selina Gane looked straight at that mug. The keys are to the friend’s house – they must be. And the number with no street name, that has to mean Bentley Grove – you’d only do that with your own street.

And the houses on Bentley Grove are more or less identical. The lounges are more or less identical . . .

Suddenly, the thought of staying here a moment longer, to be patronised and subtly threatened, makes me feel ill. I don’t need this kind of help. I’ve got a better idea, one that doesn’t involve trying to ingratiate myself with Alison Laskey.

I grab my bag and make my way out of the building as quickly as I can, then walk until I come to a phone box. Pressing the buttons, I wonder if I will always remember Kit’s mobile number, even in ten or twenty years.

He answers on the second ring. ‘It’s me,’ I tell him.

‘Connie.’ He sounds pleased to hear from me. His voice is thick, swollen. Has he been crying? He never used to cry. Maybe he does it all the time, now that he’s got the knack. ‘Where are you?’

‘Where I am now is irrelevant. It’s where I’m going to be in twenty minutes that matters. I’m going to be at 11 Bentley Grove.’

‘What are you . . . ?’

‘You know where I mean, don’t you, Kit?’ I talk over him. ‘11 Bentley Grove, not Selina Gane’s house. That’s where I’m going to be.
Your
11 Bentley Grove.’

Silence from Kit.

‘I’ve got a set of keys in my hand,’ I tell him. ‘I’m looking at them now.’

I put the phone down, leave the booth, panic as I try to remember where I left my car. That’s right: the multi-storey car park next to the glass-fronted swimming pool with the tube-like slides.

I move as fast as I can, knowing that Kit, wherever he was when I spoke to him, will now be making his way to the house. I couldn’t explain to someone like Alison Laskey how I know this, but I do. When you’ve been with someone for as long as I’ve been with Kit, you can predict a lot of their behaviour.

I have to get there before he does. I need to let myself in and see it for myself, whatever it is. However bad it is.

What are you going to do when Kit turns up? Kill him? Say ‘I told you so’?

It doesn’t seem to matter what happens next. All that matters is what I’m doing now – trying to get to the house, so that I can put the key in the lock and turn it. See that it works. That’s all I want out of this: the relief of proving to myself, finally that I’m not mad or paranoid. I can’t think beyond that.

Every traffic light is on red. I ignore a few of them and drive straight through. Others I obey. There’s no system behind my actions; my driving’s worse than it’s ever been, all my decisions entirely random. Lots of disconnected thoughts flash in my mind: the blue and pink hourglass dress Kit bought me, Mum’s tapestry of Melrose Cottage on my bedroom wall at home, Alison Laskey’s worm-lipped smile, 11 Bentley Grove’s floorplan, Nulli’s certificate of incorporation in its smashed glass frame, iron railings, Pardoner Lane, the Beth Dutton Centre, the rotting cabbage Mum found in the cupboard under the stairs, the yellow key fob in my pocket, red feathers on the mug in Selina Gane’s kitchen, her map of Cambridgeshire with the empty crest.
Empty Crest Syndrome
, I think, and laugh out loud.

I pull up outside the house and look at the clock on the dashboard. The journey from the multi-storey car park to here took ten minutes. It felt more like ten hours.

The key works because I don’t waste time wondering if it will or won’t. Of course it works. That’s the part I forgot to mention to Alison Laskey: how absolutely certain I am that I’m right.

I push open the front door and walk in. The smell makes me gag: human waste. And something even worse underneath it, like an undertone.
Death
. I’ve never smelled it before, but I recognise it instantly.

This is
real
.

Something inside me is screaming that I should run, get out, as far away as I can. I see several things at once: the white button stuck to the top of the newel post, a telephone on a table in the hall, by the stairs, lots of blood-dotted papers scattered on the floor beneath the table, a pink denim jacket lying just inside the front door. I reach to pick it up, feel the pockets. One is empty. The other has two keys in it – one on a Lancing Damisz key-ring, the other with a paper tag attached to it, the sort you might stick on a gift. On the tag, someone has written ‘Selina, no. 11’.

My mind reels as I struggle to make sense of this. Then I see that there’s no mystery; it’s pitifully simple: you give someone your spare key, they give you theirs. If you lock yourself out, you’re covered.

Ring the police. Pick up the phone and ring 999
.

Focusing on every move my body makes, I put one foot in front of the other and start to walk across the hall, keeping my eyes fixed on the end point. Twelve steps to that phone, no more. I stop when I reach an open door, aware of something in my peripheral vision, something large and red. My head is too heavy to turn and my neck too stiff. Slowly, I realign my whole body so that I’m facing the lounge.

I’m looking at my sea of blood. Mine and Jackie Napier’s, I suppose I should say, since she and I were the only ones who saw it. It’s darker now, dry, like crusty paint. In the centre, there’s a woman lying on her front with her head to one side, facing away from me. The position of her head isn’t the only thing that’s different. Her hair is neater than in the photograph I saw on Roundthehouses. Almost too neat, as if someone has brushed it while she’s been lying there. And she isn’t wearing the green and lilac hourglass dress, she’s wearing a sleeveless pink top, a skirt with a white and pink print, pink lace-up pumps.
The pink jacket in the hall must be hers too
. Lying by her side, as if it dropped from her shoulder before she fell, is a colourful flower-print canvas handbag.

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