Authors: John Donohue
his way through his victims. He reared back to get more force
into one of his knee attacks, and I used the gap as well as his
momentum to turn him, pushing with the force of his windup.
It was enough to create the opening I sought, and I slipped
around behind his back.
I circled his waist with my legs and managed to get him in a
choke hold. It was a variant of
hadaka-jime
: nothing fancy, but
effective. You put your left forearm across the victim’s throat,
push the head forward with the right arm, and pull back with
the left. El Carnicero knew he was in trouble; he bucked and
slammed me into the arroyo floor, trying to break the hold.
I wasn’t letting go. He pounded me back onto the rocks and
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my breath left me, returning only in a feeble, ragged flow. He
sensed that he had hurt me, and writhed to escape the hold,
swinging back with furious elbow jabs. But he didn’t know
enough to drop his jaw down to blunt the choke. If I could
hold on long enough…
My ears were ringing and I was totally focused on the goal
of choking him to death. But, for a moment, the outside world
broke in and I sensed that the firefight above us was slackening.
Time was short.
I finally got it right. He arched his back in panic. I heard
the juttering breath just before he blacked out. His body went
limp.
Finish it.
I knew how: a slight readjustment of the arms to
align force on the vertebrae, set up the angles, then a quick,
hard jerk.
Yamashita would do it.
After all, he had shown me the
technique.
But I’m not Yamashita.
I couldn’t bring myself to do it.
Maybe it was foolish, but I couldn’t do it, not like this. Not
with him unconscious and at my mercy.
I lay there for a minute, sensing new voices and sounds. The
shooting had grown sporadic. I needed to get my brain work-
ing again, get working on a plan.
What now?
Then someone tossed a flash-bang grenade in the ditch with
us and the world was filled with a roaring flash, a paralyzing
wave of light and noise designed to overload the neural circuits.
I was laying there stunned, mouth open, gaping at the dark-
ening sky, when a figure loomed over me. His skin was dark
and weathered, the corners of his eyes crinkled with lines from
years in the sun. He was wearing desert fatigues and pointing a
CAR-15 in my direction.
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He looked at the two of us. “You a bad guy or a good guy?”
he asked. His English had the unique inflection of a Native
American.
I had to swallow a few times. “Good guy,” I croaked.
He nodded, rolled El Carnicero off me and extended a
hand. Behind him, other men looking much like he did were
checking out the bodies of the gang members in the arroyo.
He hauled me to my feet. I was a bit shaky and my thighs
burned. I bent over, hands on my knees and gagged. I spit into
the dust. The man waited patiently until I had straightened
up. He gestured at the unconscious gang leader on the ground.
“Him?”
“Bad guy.”
He turned from me for a moment to scan the clearing. He
had a radio handset clipped to his harness and he spoke into it.
It gabbled back and he nodded.
“That your friend upslope with the sniper rifle?”
Steve.
I had completely forgotten him. I nodded.
“He’s OK,” he told me. “One of my men is bringing him
down.”
A lean, younger man walked toward us along the rim of the
arroyo. He was dressed in the same desert wear as the others,
but was no Indian. He stopped and looked down at us.
“Who are you?” he demanded.
“Burke,” I stammered.
He nodded as if mentally ticking a point off some list. Then
he grunted, shifting mental gears. “Jackson, can you have your
people work the perimeter in case some of these characters got
away into the bush? Use the night vision gear.”
The Indian named Jackson shrugged. “Won’t help much in
cutting sign. But it’s sandy enough here. Should be no problem.”
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“Night’s coming on. Watch for rattlers.”
Jackson bridled at that. “We know our job, and we know
our land.”
The man above us pursed his lips for a minute then nod-
ded. “Point taken,” he said, and then asked who was lying at
our feet. When I told him, he gave a low whistle.
“El Carnicero. The Butcher, huh? So how’d he end up like
this?”
“I choked him out,” I said.
“You tussled with this guy?” the man asked.
“He has it in for me,” I explained. It was simplistic and
lame, but only too true.
“Yeah, but you…” I was obviously not looking too impres-
sive. Then he continued. “Well, it’s a shame you didn’t kill him.
Guy like this has got a long rap sheet and plenty of wants and
warrants. He’ll do time, for sure, but it’s not gonna faze him,
ya know? He’ll run the gang from inside, recruit some new
members…” He snorted in amusement. “Get some new tats,
build on his legend.” He squinted down at me. “I wouldn’t
want to be someone he had it in for, though.” His voice had a
thoughtful tone.
A voice called and he turned toward the sound, waved, and
then looked down at us from his place on the lip of the arroyo.
“Jackson, why don’t you take Dr. Burke here over to the other
side of the clearing? We got a medic who can clean him up and
check for wounds.” I realized that blood was caking in my left
eye, pulling the lid down, and gluing it shut. “Then get your
men out along the perimeter to look for strays. We need to
police the area and arrange for a dust-off. We don’t want our
guest here wandering around—one more loose end, ya know?”
He winked at me as we climbed up and moved past him.
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“What about him?” Jackson said, gesturing at El Carnicero.
“I got it,” the young man said.
“What’s that mean? You want him secured or what?”
The lean face clouded. “Jackson, you people are here in a
support capacity. I’m calling the shots. Just get the men out
into the brush like I told you.”
I could sense the older man’s resentment swirl up for a
moment. The he took a breath, sighed, and shrugged his shoul-
ders. “Come on,” he said, “let’s get you cleaned up.”
There were men in desert camo everywhere checking the
bodies that were humped in random spots around the clearing.
Voices crackled over radios. A medic had set up near the adobe
building and was swabbing a wound on a man who leaned,
grimacing, against the wall.
But my thoughts were still in the arroyo. “What’s going
on?” I hissed to Jackson.
Jackson held my upper arm and propelled me forward. His
grip was gentle, but it was firm. “Not your worry. Not mine
either.”
“Whattaya mean? The Butcher— we’ve got to make sure
that he doesn’t get away.” I turned, arching my neck to try to
see what was happening. But Jackson prevented me from get-
ting a good look.
“You just keep moving, mister,” he advised. “Nothing you
want to see back there.” His voice sounded sad and resigned,
but calm.
The desert was hushed with the arrival of twilight, a quiet
pause before the true dark arrived. It was a false tranquility; in
the desert, darkness and danger were linked together. Night-
time was when the predators ruled.
The sound of the muffled shot from the arroyo, the metallic
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clink of an automatic pistol’s slide was unmistakable. After a
few seconds, the lean man strode past us, holstering his pistol
and giving orders. The man named Jackson set his face like
stone and propelled me away.
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Departures
The hangar was a vast cavern. Helicopters slumbered in the
shadows like immense prehistoric insects. They had dumped us
here after the dust off. Steve Hasegawa and I sat in a small, par-
titioned office with metal chairs and too much paperwork on
the desk. There was a small lamp that gave little real light but
seemed to feed the shadows. We slumped in the chairs while
Jackson’s men and the other team bustled around in the dim
hangar.
“Well,” Steve told me quietly, “that was something.”
“You ever see anything like it?”
He thought for a moment, reliving memories. “Not
stateside.”
“Me neither. Who are these guys?”
Steve got up and peered out a window into the hangar
proper, cautiously moving the blinds with his fingers to spy on
the goings on.
“The guys who picked me up on the hill are part of some
all-Indian team of trackers—Jackson’s team. They work for the
Border Patrol on smuggling interdiction.”
“What about the other guys?”
He sat back down, closing his eyes, and rubbing his face with
both hands. “I don’t know who they are. But I know the type.
Jackson’s guys are trackers. These other people are hunters.”
“What’s the difference?” I said.
He took his hands away from his face and looked at me
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like I was a simpleton. “Trackers follow things. Hunters follow
things to kill them.”
In the stillness of that room, I could once again hear the
muffled report of the shot and the clank of the pistol receiver as
the lean man had finished El Carnicero in that arroyo.
We both sat in silence for a time.
“Did you ever actually get a shot off with that rifle?” I asked.
“No,” he said, shaking his head.
“Are you sorry you didn’t?”
“Me? No. I figured I was there for insurance…”
I nodded. “That part at least worked out. When you lit
them up with the laser, it gave me a little more time to negoti-
ate. I was worried that they were going to dispense with all
small talk and just shoot me.”
“As it turns out, there was lots of shooting anyway, Burke.”
I said nothing, and Steve continued. “Those Indians snuck
up on me pretty good, I gotta give ‘em that.”
“The red man is notoriously stealthy,” I said. For a moment,
I got a mental image of my brother Micky and Art. It was the
kind of comment either one might make. I wondered what
it would be like with them when I returned. I hadn’t actually
pulled the trigger on the weapon that killed El Carnicero, but
we were all complicit.
Steve broke in on my thoughts. “I think the politically cor-
rect phrase is Native American. They got the drop on me good
and ghosted me down the hill just as hell broke loose.”
The door opened and the lean man with the pistol entered.
He grimaced at the cluttered desk and slapped a new folder on
the pile of papers that was already there. He leaned one hip
against the desktop, crossed his arms, and stared at us.
“Gentlemen,” he said without preamble, “you managed,
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through ways that we need not detail, to get yourself into the
middle of a classified operation that was targeting some high-
profile border smugglers. How you are still alive is anyone’s
guess, and your good fortune.”
“I can explain,” I began.
The man shook his head. “Dr. Burke, when I said that we
need not go into any detail on your involvement, I mean that
we don’t need to go into any detail.” The words were spat out
with emphasis. “Am I clear? It is buried so deep that, officially,
it doesn’t even exist.”
He addressed Steve Hasegawa. “I ran a check on you. You
were in the 75th. You know the drill.”
Steve nodded. His voice sounded tired. “We were never
there.”
“What about Daley?” I asked. I had glimpsed him in the
gloom of the site of the desert shoot-out, so I knew he had sur-
vived. But he hadn’t been in the chopper with us.
“Dr. Burke,” the lean man said, “Daley is another detail we
don’t need to discuss. His involvement is completely off the
record.”
I looked from one man to the other. “So,” I said cautiously,
“we’re off the hook?”
The lean man removed some documents from his folder.
“The Patriot Act outlines any number of situations where citi-
zens are compelled, under force of law, to maintain absolute
silence about anything they may or may not have seen in the
course of classified security operations, foreign…” he paused
for emphasis, “… or domestic.
“I’ll need each of you to sign this acknowledgment form,
binding you not to reveal any of the events you witnessed, under
pain of prosecution.” He clicked a pen. We signed. When it was
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over he looked us up and down.
“Hasegawa, there’s a ride waiting to take you home. Burke,
you’re going to be escorted to the civilian side of the airport
and put on the next available flight to New York.” He put this
folder under his arm, gave us one last look, and disappeared
into the hangar.