Immortally Embraced (15 page)

My palms began to sweat. “What about the other floors?”

He looked as uneasy as I felt. “We’ll have to play it by ear.”

He stopped in front of an unmarked gray door at the end of the hall. “Do you have a flashlight?”

I patted down my pants and jacket. “I think I dropped it.”

Marc cursed under his breath. “Mine’s gone, too.” He propped the door open, and I entered before him. Narrow industrial stairs circled up into the abyss.

The door closed behind us, leaving us in pitch blackness.

“At least we’ll know if someone’s coming,” he said, voice low.

“But you know where we are.” I felt for the metal banister, desperate for a little good news.

“Yes.”

We wound our way up in the darkness. One floor. Two.

Shouts echoed from another space. They were muffled, yet eerily close.

Marc exhaled, warming my neck. “They’re sending troops down the other staircase.”

And suddenly, the acuteness of our situation hit me once more. “They could have just as easily used this one.”

“We had a fifty–fifty shot.”

If they’d taken this one, we’d be dead. I tightened my grip on the banister and forced myself upward.

I was scared and tired. My body still ached from the fall down the vent, and I was starting to get out of breath from the stairs.

His hand closed over mine on the banister. “I never should have gotten you into this.”

“Don’t start,” I said, pulling my hand from under his. I didn’t need regrets. Not about this anyway.

We strained to see any light or movement above us, although I had no idea how we’d hide if a door suddenly opened or a lantern flipped on.

I might have been able to pass for a visiting doctor at the start of the night, but not after a trip through the vent, or after Dr. Keller’s smash-’em-up at the lab. I probably looked more like a berserker than a scientist.

“Stop,” Marc said.

We’d reached a landing. My hand closed around a smooth, cool door handle. No way would I open it without having some idea what was on the other side, but nevertheless I clung to it. It was as if I needed to know there was a way out of this.

Of course, even if we did make it back to solid ground, they still had a bioweapon that could wipe out the human race.

I remembered the prophecy.
The peacekeeper will find love as a hideous new weapon is born.

Marc rested a hand on my back. “There are going to be guards along the main hallway. We can’t risk it. When I open the door, I’m going to make an immediate left into the clinic. Follow me.”

He opened the door slowly and I squinted against the bright light pouring in. Dirt smeared Marc’s cheeks and neck, and his hair spiked in all directions.

“Are we clear?” I asked.

He had his eyes on the hallway. “For now.”

“Then here.” I reached up to smooth his hair back.

With the corner of my sleeve, I wiped the dirt from his face. He closed his eyes as I brought the cloth to his chin and rubbed at the indent below his cheek.

I remembered how he’d groaned and shook as he took me this afternoon. That would be the final time I’d make love to him. This could be the last time I touched him at all.

My heart squeezed. I wasn’t ready for that.

What began as a defensive measure turned into a surprisingly intimate gesture.

“You want to fit in,” I said, my cheeks coloring. His uniform still looked good. More than good, in fact.

He looked at me for a long moment. There was so much we would never be able to say. “Petra—” he began, his voice raw with emotion.

“Yes,” I stilled, ready to be open to him, needing to hear what he had to say.

He paused, considered. And the moment was gone. “Keep your head down,” he told me.

“I will,” I said, sad, disappointed, and—I was ashamed to admit—relieved.

We exited into what could almost pass for a hospital hallway. With Marc in the lead, we hung a sharp left and passed through a set of double doors.

A nurse at the check-in desk stood. “Dr. Belanger, thank the gods.” From her pointed ears and silvery complexion, I could tell she was more than half fae. “We have a situation.”

She scooted out from behind our desk and followed us as Marc headed into some sort of underground ER. “There was a mining explosion on the front lines,” she said, chart in hand, “twenty-five casualties. Four immortal. Twenty-one mortal. They breathed in what we believe to be a toxic dust.”

It was like flipping a switch. I immediately channeled my fear and slammed into clinical mode.

“Let me see,” I said, grabbing for the chart.

“Who is this?” She yanked it back, as if she were noticing me for the first time.

“Kate Gordon,” I said quickly.

“Visiting from HQ,” Marc added.

“Sorry, Kate,” she said, the smooth skin between her eyebrows puckering as she took in my disheveled state. “This is classified. You’ll have to go back top.”

“Right.” Back top.

“Where you just were,” Marc added.

I had to admit the proposition was attractive.

“Security,” the nurse called. I reached for my gun and saw Marc do the same as two elite guard troops rushed us.

They wore the scythe insignia of Cronus the Titan. These were high-level guards, not lab lackeys. I wondered just what they were doing in a secret underground clinic.

“Escort her out,” the nurse ordered.

“Wait. I’d like to confer with Dr. Gordon on this.” Marc reached into a med cart and pulled on a pair of gloves. “Where are we on those patients?”

“The mortals are dead. The immortals are in surgery.”

He slowly removed the gloves. “So you don’t need me immediately.”

She flipped her blond hair from her shoulder. “I’d like to go over their charts,” she said defensively.

He tossed the gloves into the trash, not at all amused. “I intend to do just that. But first, I’ll escort my colleague out.”

The nurse frowned. “Just don’t escort her back to the woods,” she said under her breath.

“What?” I asked as Marc led me farther down the hallway. It looked like any other ER, except for the guards posted outside each room. And the two following us.

“The woods are a local hookup spot,” Marc gritted out.

Ah, so it seemed the nurse mistook my messy appearance.

“That was certainly in poor taste,” I said, loud enough for the guards to hear.

I much preferred Marc’s bed.

We hit the guard station outside the clinic. We were almost out. Which was usually when all hell broke loose.

Four guards blocked the double doors. Two manned the desk. Our escorts stopped behind us as we approached what looked like an airport metal detector.

“You first,” the guard at the other side said to me.

Great.

I didn’t know what they were testing for. Weapons? Had one. Toxic chemicals? Take your pick. Illegal items? I had a map of the armies tucked into my boot.

The vast desert night was just outside. I braced myself and stepped across the threshold.

An alarm blared.

Fuck.

“Stop.” The guard drew his sword.

I yanked Marius’s gun from my pocket, fell to my knees, and fired.

A blinding light shot out of the gun. The guard in front of me fell, along with the four behind him.

The energy aftershock knocked me to the ground. Marc dove next to me as I rolled and fired behind us.

The second shock hit, this one worse than the last as the energy bounced back at us. I buried my head against my shoulder, tasting metal and smoke.

“What the hell is that?” Marc barked, staring at Marius’s funny little spiderweb gun.

“You got me.” We both scrambled to stand.

We passed the six unconscious guards before Marc opened the sliding steel door that led out into the cemetery. “Go.”

“Wait,” I said as the frigid desert air whipped inside. “You’re not coming?”

He glanced back into the compound. “I can’t.”

“Do not start this sacrificial shit on me.” His life might not mean anything to him, but it did to me. “I’m tired of it.”

His green eyes bored into me. “Petra, I’m compromised.”

He was right. Numbness gripped me. “I should have taken out the security cameras.”

His jaw was tight. “This is the old army,” he said, resigned, “they don’t have any. But they know I was with you.” He gripped me by the shoulders, willed me to focus. “You’re going to have to shoot me.”

“What?” He was crazy. “I have no idea what this thing does.” Marius had said it was a disruptor, but I didn’t know if it left people wounded or dead or worse.

“Hurry,” he said, not giving me an inch. “The guards are starting to come around.”

That was actually good. I didn’t want this weapon to kill, not if I was going to shoot Marc. I clutched the disruptor, unsure. “The guards are demi-gods.” What if they could survive and Marc couldn’t? Even if I shot him in the leg, he’d get the full burst of energy.

“Petra.” His face was grave. “I’m dead if you don’t do this.”

I didn’t know if I could do it. I’d thought he was dead for the last ten years. It had nearly killed me and I hadn’t even been the one to pull the trigger.

My mind raced, desperate for a different way out of this. “They don’t know that you know that I’m a spy.”

“This is the old army,” he said, resigned, “they’d kill me just to be sure.”

Tears sprang to my eyes. “I’m so sorry I got you into this.” I should have known I’d trigger an alarm. I should have insisted we find a different way out.

“Don’t start,” he said, mimicking my tone from the stairwell. He grew serious. “I’m glad I got to see you,” he said, touching the back of my neck, “I’m glad I got to be with you, even if I should have just let you go.”

He kissed me. It was hard and desperate and full of the things we had never said. That we’d never have a chance to share.

I clung to him, not wanting this. Damn it. I didn’t want to face this.

He stepped away, looking more handsome and strong and determined than I’d ever seen him before. “Do it.”

It was wrong. I was so sick of him being the one to take the fall.

I drew back as far as I dared, to the edge of the doors, until I stepped out to where the path outside met the coarse dirt of the cemetery.

Marc’s eyes never left me. “Now, Petra.”

I pulled the trigger.

The blast of light hit him straight in the chest. Horrified, I watched him topple forward and fall to the floor.

chapter thirteen

Marius’s gun felt hot in my hand. I’d shot him. I’d shot Marc. I’d never forgive myself if I killed him.

Run.

I stood. The electric aftershocks clung to my arms.

Run.

I couldn’t move. Every medical instinct I had screamed
Stay, help, see if he’s breathing for fuck’s sake
.

But even as I stared at his crumpled body, willing with every fiber of my being for him to cough, twitch, blink, I knew I had to go. Marc needed me to be the security risk, the bad guy—the one who got away.

“Good-bye,” I whispered, turning and fleeing into the cemetery. The night was cold and unforgiving. My breath hitched as I stumbled among the graves, crouching low, tears blurring my vision.

I’d never intended for things to get this out of hand.

I tripped, sending up a plume of desert rock and slamming my elbow into a headstone. I welcomed the pain. I’d earned it. And on some level, I felt I deserved it.

A scraggly forest stood at the edge of the cemetery. It would offer cover to stop, to think, to grieve.

Throat burning, I’d almost reached the shelter of the woods when Oghul stepped out from behind a dead palm tree. “You!” He held a torch and wore his trademark frown.

Dread seized me. He was either going to be my savior or—if he knew what I’d done—my executor. I didn’t know what I was going to tell him.

Oghul doused his torch in the sandy soil.

I glanced behind me and saw troops swarming the hangar. At least they’d call the medics.

If Marc is still alive.

A cold wind whipped through the cemetery, rattling the dead trees. The berserker loomed, menacing in the dark, the beads in his hair clacking together, the whites of his eyes glowing red. “Where is Dr. Belanger?”

A new kind of fear lanced through me, and I felt my throat go dry. I wasn’t up for any big misunderstandings with a brute who could rip me in half. My finger danced on the trigger of the gun.

“Marc stayed behind to help me escape,” I said, voice shaking only slightly. It was the truth. As much as I was willing to give.

I could tell Oghul didn’t believe me, not fully at least. He shifted from side to side like an angry bear.

“He’s with them,” I said, looking for any sign of Marc. They’d positioned troops outside the lab and were sliding the heavy doors closed. “They don’t know he helped me.”

Oghul growled low in his throat. “Then we will leave now.”

“I need my—”

He handed me my pack.

“Right.” I slung it over my shoulder and stuffed the gun back into my pants.

“That gun would not have worked on me,” Oghul said, setting off through the tangled underbrush.

I followed, wading through knee-high debris. There were dried palm fronds, twigs, even a few petrified coconuts.

“The woods” felt more like a giant, dried-out hedge. You’d have to be desperate to even think of getting frisky out here. The branches dug into my pants and scratched at my arms.

The night was cold, the full moon shining bright.

“I wasn’t going to shoot you,” I said to Oghul’s back.

He grunted. “Not with an energy disruptor.” He shoved a neck-high branch out of the way and let it rocket straight back at me.

I caught it, but not before it stung my hand pretty good. “What does a disruptor do?”

“It makes me angry.”

I fought the urge to kick him in the back of the shin.

“To regular humans. What does it do?” I needed to know. Desperately. “It won’t kill them,” I asked, digging at the strap on my shoulder, “will it?”

Oghul didn’t even bother to turn around. “I do not know.”

My stomach churned with guilt and regret and a dozen other emotions I hadn’t even had time to process yet. I had to talk to Marius. He’d given me this stupid thing. He had to know what it did.