How to Marry a Highlander (3 page)

Her cheeks felt like flame, which was dispiriting; when she blushed her hair looked glaringly orange in contrast. And this was not the romantic setting in which she had long imagined they would again encounter each other—another ballroom glittering with candlelight, or a rose-trellised garden path in the moonlight, or even a field of waving heather aglow in sunshine. Instead now she stood in a dingy little flat three stories above what looked suspiciously like a gin house.

But desperate times called for desperate measures. She gripped the rim of her bonnet before her and tried to still her nerves.

The sister that had gone to fetch him reappeared in the doorway and smiled. “Here he is, then, miss.”

A heavy tread sounded on the squeaking floorboards. Teresa’s breaths fled.

Then he was standing not two yards away, filling the doorway, and . . .

she . . .

was . . .

speechless.

Even if words had occurred to her, she could not have uttered a sound. Both her tongue and wits had gone on holiday to the colonies.

No wonder she had dreamed
.

From his square jaw to the massive breadth of his shoulders to his dark hair tied in a queue, he was everything she had ever imagined a man should be. Aside from the neat whiskers skirting his mouth that looked positively barbaric and thrillingly virile, he was exactly as she remembered him. In seeing him now, indeed, she realized that she had not forgotten a single detail of him from that night in the ballroom.

But more than his eyes and muscles and all those other manly bits of him drew her. Much more. The very fibers of her body seemed to
recognize
him, as though she already knew how it felt for him to take her hand. Just as on that night eighteen months ago, now an invisible wind pressed at her back, urging her to move toward him, like a magnet drawn to a metal object. As though they were meant to be touching.

Despite the momentous tumult within her, however, Teresa could see quite clearly in his intensely blue eyes a stark lack of any recognition whatsoever.

“W
eel?” The single word was a booming accusation. “Who be ye, lass, and what do ye be wanting from me?”

It occurred to Teresa at this moment that she could either be thoroughly devastated by this unanticipated scenario and subsequently flee in utter shame, or she could continue as planned.

An image came to her: herself kneeling at the Reverend Elijah Waldon’s feet, offering his slippers while he sat in his favorite chair before the fire reading from Butler’s collected sermons.

She gripped her bonnet tighter.

“How do you do, my lord? I am Teresa Finch-Freeworth of Brennon Manor at Harrows Court Crossing in Cheshire.” She curtseyed upon legs that felt like pork aspic.

His brow creased. “And?”

“And . . .” It was proving difficult to breathe. “I have come here to offer to you my hand in marriage.”

Silence.

Complete stillness from the man and seven women staring at her.

A book slipped from a sister’s hand and clunked to the floor. “Pardon,” the sister mumbled.

“Why, Duncan, ye old trickster,” another sister exclaimed. “Ye’ve gone an found yerself an heiress to surprise us!”

He swung his head to her. “I’ve no—”

“I’m not an heiress.” It was only the second truth Teresa had spoken in a weeklong spree of creative inventions. She’d told her parents that Diantha had invited her to town for a visit. She’d told Diantha and Tobias that she needed new gowns and that Mama had sent her to London on a shopping lark for both of them. And she’d told Annie she was escaping Mr. Waldon, which actually was the truth.

She stepped forward, her heartbeats atrociously uneven. All eyes turned to her, including his, beautiful and so blue—like the most vibrant autumn sky—that it was difficult to think.

“I will have a marriage portion,” she said. “But while it is not shabby, it is not by any means a fortune.”

“How much is it?” a sister demanded.

“Sorcha!”

“Dinna be missish, Elspeth. If our brither’s set to wed her, we should all ken hou much money she’ll bring to the family. We’ve anly got one chance at this.” Sorcha’s black hair was pinned tight to her head. Of the seven plain gowns in the room, hers was the plainest.

“Well.” Teresa bit her lip. “I don’t know exactly how much it is. I only know that my mother, who spends far beyond her allowance every quarter, seems satisfied with the amount. So, I—”

He took a step toward her, effectively closing her throat with lock and key.

“I’m no set to wed anybody, Sorcha.” He looked directly at Teresa. “As this lass knows.” He tilted his head. “Dinna ye, miss?”

He was so large, his shoulders and arms straining at the fabric of his rather shabby coat and the muscles in his thighs defined in trousers that had probably seen too many seasons.

She was staring at his legs. Her gaze snapped up.

Her breath caught somewhere in the region of her ankles. The slightest crease had appeared in his right cheek.

“You are not set to wed me, of course,” she managed. “But I hope you will consider it.”

A gasp sounded from a sister of no more than seventeen. “Are ye a doxy then, miss?”

“Effie, hold yer tongue,” Sorcha said.

“Dinna ye remember? Mither was always going on an on about Father’s doxies an hou they always wanted him to keep them like little goodwifies in their own houses an such.” Effie brushed a lock of curly hair from her eyes to peer more closely at Teresa. “Mebbe our brither’s more like Father than we kent. Are ye our brither’s doxy, miss?”

“No!” she exclaimed at the same moment the earl said, “
No
.”

She looked at him hopefully. Hidden within his scowl, a grin seemed to lurk. But she was certainly imagining that. A gentleman would not find such a thing amusing.

“She’s a leddy, Effie,” the sister who’d dropped the book said.

“Hou do ye ken that, Abigail?” Effie challenged.

“She’s no wearing perfume, powder, or baubles,” Abigail said with great sense, Teresa thought.

“Una,” the earl said, “take yer sisters to the park.”

The one that had fetched him, who was about Teresa’s age with eyes like her brother’s, moved toward the door.

“But I want to stay an see what he says,” Effie complained.

“Me too.” This one was near enough in appearance to be Effie’s twin but smiling with an open friendliness at Teresa.

“Duncan—”

“Go, Sorcha. All o’ ye. Go.” He waved them toward the door.

“Come on nou. Ye heard our brither.” Una lifted a brow at the earl. He shook his head almost imperceptibly and returned his attention to Teresa.

Taking up threadbare cloaks and dart-mended shawls, each sister gave Teresa a curious perusal and headed out the door. Then she was alone with the man she had been dreaming of kissing her and touching her for eighteen months. But now that he stood before her, big and muscular and handsome and studying her intently, he was again abruptly a real man and not only a distant fantasy.

“What do ye have in mind, lass?”

She didn’t know what she had expected him to say, but this wasn’t it.

“I—” She cleared her throat. “I told you.” Her palms were so wet that her bonnet was slipping from her fingers. “I have marriage in mind.” And kisses. And touches of the most intimate sort.

He lifted a hand to his chin and his fingertips scratched the whiskers skirting his mouth. “Yer an odd one to be sure, lass.”

“I am not a lass. I am a lady.”

He swept her figure briefly. She wore her green and ivory pinstriped muslin with the lace collar and tiny sleeves to draw out her mossy eyes and show off her arms. She had even artfully draped a delicate shawl of cream fringe over her elbows. Earlier when she departed Diantha’s house claiming she was going to the shops she’d felt perfectly fetching.

Lord Eads did not appear impressed.

“Aye.” He nodded. “I’ll no doubt yer a gentleman’s daughter.”

“You needn’t doubt anything I say,” which was certainly a first for her with anybody and felt very odd indeed. “I am whom I have said and I wish only what I have indicated.”

“Anly, hm?” His eyes narrowed. “Lass, a leddy that walks into a stranger’s flat an—”

“You are not a stranger. Not—that is—a complete stranger.”

He tilted his head.

“You saw me at Lady Beaufetheringstone’s ball a year and a half ago.” Fire erupted in her cheeks. “You stared at me. And I . . .” She couldn’t breathe. “I stared at you.”

“Did ye, then?”

“I did. You don’t remember it?”

His brow cut down and he searched her face. Her heart pattered.

He shook his head. Her pattering heart plummeted.

He stepped toward her. Up close he towered. Then he did what she’d been dreaming about for months: He touched her. Fingertips beneath her chin, he tilted up her face and his gorgeous eyes studied her. His touch was strong and firm and he smelled of exotic spices that made her feel heady and so good that her eyelids became heavy and her breaths deepened.

“But yer a bonnie thing,” he murmured.

“I’m glad you think so. I know this is all rather untoward. But . . . will you marry me?”

“I’ll no marry ye, lass. But I thank ye for the offer.”

She swallowed, but her throat was still arched and it was a rocky business. “Why not? Do you intend to wed a noblewoman, or perhaps an heiress?”

He released her. “I dinna intend to wed anybody.”

“Because you have already been married?”

His brow dipped again but he did not respond.

“I suppose with seven sisters to see wed you’ve no time for yourself until that is accomplished. Is that the reason you have no plans to wed?”

Now he didn’t look amused. “The reason’s ma own.”

“What if I help you to find husbands for them?” Her mind sped. “If I find husbands here in London for each of them, will you marry me?”

He shook his head. “Yer mad.”

“In fact I am quite sane. I am merely proposing to you a wager. I thought gentlemen understood that sort of thing.”

A slight smile creased his cheek at the edge of the whiskers. “No that sort o’ wager.”

“Well if one can wager on carriage races and elections, I don’t see why one cannot wager on this too. Will you accept my terms?”

“No.”

Teresa’s fingers were no longer damp and her heart beat hard. She had come too far and dreamed for too long
and she was too desperate
to easily admit defeat. “What if I found one husband? For one of your sisters?”

Amusement sparkled in his eyes. It made her belly tingle with that wonderful warmth she usually only felt when she was thinking about the stories Annie told her.

“Nou, why would I accept those terms when I wouldna accept better?”

“Hm. Right.” She chewed her lip. His gaze slipped down to her mouth. It was the first time he had looked away from her eyes except that perfunctory perusal of her whole person. No man had ever looked at her lips like this, like he was considering them and he liked what he saw. Her breasts, yes. Her lips, never.

Her thoughts got muddled. She could not seem to come up with words.

Ever so slowly his chest rose in a heavy breath, then fell. He did not remove his attention from her mouth.

“Do you want to kiss me?” she whispered.

His gaze trailed up to her eyes. “’Tis a wonder I’ve no yet thrown ye outta ma house.”

“Your so-called house is unfit for an earl and his seven sisters,” she said unsteadily. “You will never find respectable husbands for them if you have no place for suitors to come calling.”

“Nou ye be insulting ma house an ma hospitality,” he said without any rancor whatsoever. “What’ll come next from that pretty mouth, I wonder?”

“That I think you really do want to kiss me. And I would very much like you to. You may, you know. Kiss me. Now.” She was trembling quite fiercely, but it wasn’t to be helped.
She was living her dream
.

He closed the space between them until his broad chest was scant inches from her breasts, and he bent his head. Her eyelids fluttered to half-mast. He would kiss her and her legs were so wobbly she would crumble in a heap at his feet.

“Ye’d best be going nou, Miss Teresa Finch-Freeworth o’ Brennon Manor at Harrows Court Crossing in Cheshire.”

Good gracious, he’d been paying attention. He said her name with such lush Highland music that the wobbliness spread from her knees to every one of her joints. “I haven’t done anything like this before,” she said. “But it’s you.”

“Aye?”

“And I think . . . I know . . . That is . . .”

His whiskers were dark and scant and framed the most perfect lips she had ever seen.

“What have ye heard o’ me, lass?”

“Nothing.”
Not true
.

“Do ye ken I’ve no money? That the coffers be dry? Ye’d get nothing from me were I to take ye on, no even a solid roof over yer head.”

“I don’t know what you mean by ‘taking me on.’”

“Ye’ve run away from home?”

“No. That is, not precisely. I came here to—” She stepped back from him. “You think I have run away from home to become an actress or some other sort of low female and am throwing myself upon you in the hopes that you will become my protector. Like your sister, Effie, said. Don’t you?”

He lifted a single expressive brow.

“I am not,” she said. “I have the most respectable of intentions toward you. And myself.”

“I dinna suppose yer father knows o’ this.”

“My parents do not know I am here. Naturally,” she added. “They would think this as preposterous as you clearly do.”

“Mebbe because it is.” Then he touched her again, but this time not on her face. He skimmed his knuckles across her shoulder and followed the action with his gaze. A perfectly delicious little shiver wiggled through her.

“What are you doing?” she whispered.

“Lass, do ye ken what a man thinks when a leddy visits him at his home?”

That she was yearning for more touches like that one? “You mean the home he shares with his seven sisters?”