House of Shadows (18 page)

I felt along his body for breaks, and though he winced when I touched his side there didn't seem to be anything worse than bruising. ‘I'm no nurse,' I said, ‘but I did a first-aid course and I think you are going to be all right, but I can ring for an ambulance just in case.'

‘No need, my dear Riana. I feel quite all right – just a bit shaken, that's all. I wish I could just find the fool who pushed me.'

Some of the guests helped me to lift Colonel Fred to his feet, and though he was pale and a little trembly he seemed pretty sound on his feet.

‘I could do with a large brandy, my dear.' He hobbled into the sitting room and slumped into an old leather chair. I brought him a brandy, and he drank it with relish before holding out his glass for a refill.

‘Here, colonel, have the bottle at your side.' I turned to the others. ‘Go back to bed, if you wish. It's only just dawn.'

There was a chorus of protest, and I looked at Mrs Ward. ‘In that case, we'll do breakfast now. Anyone wishing to stay for lunch, it's on me.'

Mrs Ward stepped forward. ‘But if any of you good folk want to stay an extra night you'll have to pay up, because I'll need more groceries and such to feed you.'

Mrs Ward had said what I was too embarrassed to say, and I nodded my agreement.

Everyone wanted to stay, and Mrs Ward put a large bowl in the centre of the hall table. ‘For the takings.'

Her explanation was unnecessary. The guests were already dipping into wallets and purses with an eagerness that delighted me.

Later, when my visitors had gone to bathe and dress and prepare for a good cooked breakfast, I sat with the colonel. He was still in his striped pyjamas and dressing gown, and his hand holding the glass to his lips still trembled, but the colour was coming back into his face.

‘I'm going to arrange a bed for you in my back room,' I said. ‘I don't want you climbing stairs today. Mrs Ward can bring down your things from your room.'

‘That might be a good idea, Riana. I'm a bit sore, I must admit. Who,' he asked, ‘would want to harm me?' He was puzzled, and so was I. ‘I'm just an old retired soldier that's all,' he said, and I looked at him, really looked for the first time. His moustache and eyebrows were tinged with grey and so was his hair, but he wasn't really so old – perhaps sixty or so. If he wasn't so stooped, and if he were to wear glasses instead of an old-fashioned monocle, he would look much younger.

‘You're not old.' I smiled at him.

He winked at me and then took out his pipe, which added to his elderly image. ‘Compared to you, I'm geriatric, Riana. You are just a young bud of a girl, so take a tip from me: life isn't all about business and making a “go” of things – important as those things are at your age – it's also about the heart and about love. Which reminds me! Where is that charming American pilot these days? I rather thought he was keen on you.'

‘Away on duty, I suppose.' I didn't know why I felt the need to lie to the colonel, but the story of Tom going into the river and wanting to disappear was something I had to respect, even though I didn't understand it.

‘He hasn't met with some sort of accident, has he? You look anxious, my dear.'

I hesitated a moment. ‘I'd rather not talk about Tom, if you don't mind.' I suppose my tone was cold, discouraging any further questions, because the colonel puffed on his pipe for a moment without answering.

‘I wonder if we'll see any ghosts tonight, my dear.' He broke the silence, and I felt relieved. I hoped I hadn't offended him, but being a paying guest didn't allow someone the privilege of enquiring into my private life.

‘Perhaps.' I didn't commit myself. Ghosts were touchy beings, if they existed at all.

Breakfast was a noisy, cheerful affair. It seemed that everyone had forgotten Colonel Fred's accident. But I hadn't. I looked around the assorted guests: Mr Bravage, young William, Colin, Mrs Timpson Smith with her neatly-cut hair and rather thin, rouged face. Plump Betty, her cheerful smile making her beautiful, and all the others who as yet were not personalities to me. None of them had any reason to hurt the colonel that I knew of. He must have slipped, missed his step. He liked his drink, and who was to say he hadn't had plenty of that when he went up the stairs?

That evening I had a call from Mr Readings. He wanted to come to Aberglasney to talk to me about another exhibition. I tried to put him off, explaining I had guests, but he was persistent. ‘I haven't anything even started yet,' I said at last. ‘I've been off my painting for a few weeks.'

‘Even more reason for me to talk to you,' he said. ‘Oh, and I'll be bringing my lady friend with me, so make it a nice double room, will you?'

I found Mrs Ward reading a postcard in the kitchen. She had a sour look on her face, and when I sat down beside her at the well-scrubbed table, she slid the card over to me. ‘From our Rosie,' she said bluntly. ‘She's safe and well and so is the baby, and she's living with some man in Ireland.' The anger in her voice was tempered with pain, and I felt like putting my hand over hers to comfort her, but she wasn't the type for sentimental gestures.

‘Well, that's a relief,' I said. ‘At least she's all right – not murdered, as we all thought.'

‘She's without shame, that girl.' Mrs Ward had tears in her voice, though her face was cold and stony. ‘I brought her up to be a good girl, but she wouldn't learn from the mistakes I made, would she? She had to go and mess up her life – and the child's too.'

‘Don't be too hard on Rosie. She's very young.' I tried to sound soothing.

Mrs Ward replied at once. ‘She's no younger than you, Miss Riana, and look at you – making a business for yourself, as well as being a fine painter. I don't see
you
running off to bed any man who comes along and offers.'

I felt the colour bloom in my cheeks. ‘No one's offered, Mrs Ward.' I made an effort to smile, but she wasn't amused.

‘You are far too respectful of yourself to go to bed with a man without a ring on your finger.'

‘Anyway –' I changed the subject – ‘we have two more guests coming, so will you make up a double room when you have time, Mrs Ward?'

‘Aye, I'll do that after supper. We're having lamb stew and fresh cheese and for the main meal beef and vegetables. I thought we'd finish up with steamed pudding and custard.'

‘I don't know how you do it.' I really admired her; no one could coax the local shops into generosity like Mrs Ward.

She lifted her chin in the air and went stiff with pride. ‘The villagers know which side their bread is buttered,' she said. ‘We are good customers, so it pays to keep the folks at Aberglasney well supplied.' She allowed herself a tiny smile. ‘And, of course, the Americans created a lot of trade as well, and it has dawned on the shopkeepers that now the air force men have all gone back to America they need our custom.'

‘Thank goodness for your contacts.' My words were heartfelt. In these days of austerity after the war I was lucky to get ordinary supplies, let alone extras.

Mr Readings and his lady arrived just as Mrs Ward was serving supper. With the good news about Rosie, I'd finally managed to hire the services of a village girl to help. She had the strange name of Treasure, and she really was one to me. According to Mrs Ward the girl was slow but was willing – and, as Mrs Ward put it, ‘she'll train, given time'.

‘My dear Riana.' Mr Readings kissed me on the cheek, and his lady friend did a little curtsey.

‘I hope you'll call me Diane,' she said gently. She had a Welsh accent, and I was amazed by the coincidence when she told me she had been brought up close to Aberglasney, though this was the first time she'd been back in years. She was a sweet lady and very refined, but I knew she took Mr Readings to her bed whenever she had the chance.

As usual there was a great deal of chatter at the supper table, high voices and jolly laughter – that was, until the wonderful electric lights I'd installed in the ground-floor rooms went out. I could hear a small scream from plump Betty.

‘Everyone stay calm,' I announced in my best authoritative voice. ‘We have oil lamps and candles, so no one panic.'

Between us, Mrs Ward and I soon had the dining room lit again. Treasure, meanwhile, stood helpless with fright, her eyes wide. ‘Is it the ghosts of the five maids playing tricks on us?' She was quaking with fear.

‘I do hope so, dear girl,' Colonel Fred said heartily. ‘That's what we are all here for, after all.'

‘Don't be silly, girl,' Mrs Ward reprimanded. ‘Ghosts, indeed. It's all a load of rubbish.'

‘Keep your voice down, Mrs Ward,' I said. ‘Don't let my guests hear you saying such things. We don't want to put them off, do we?'

‘But you don't believe in such things, do you?' Mrs Ward eyed me with her usual common-sense expression.

I shrugged. ‘Who knows? My guests believe it, and that's why they come to ghost-haunting weekends, so we don't bite the hand that feeds us, do we?'

Mrs Ward nodded sagely. ‘Well, I will say I've never been in a house with such strange happenings before.' She spoke loudly so that the guests would hear. ‘Shall I serve the pudding now, Miss Riana?'

The sombre mood was dispelled a little as large helpings of steamed syrup pudding were served with rich egg-filled custard. Wine glasses were filled, and soon the business of the failed lights was forgotten and the laughter and sound of voices raised in enjoyment could be heard once more.

Later, as Treasure carried heavy tray-loads of dishes through to the kitchen, the lights came back on and Mr Readings took me to one side.

‘Don't worry about paintings until you are ready, my sweet little Riana.' He was a little carried away with the wine. ‘Waiting only makes my customers more eager to own one of your precious works.'

Diane came anxiously to Mr Readings' side. ‘I don't want to trouble you, dear, but I've a little headache coming on. Do you mind if I go to bed?'

‘Of course not, my dear Diane.' Mr Readings turned back to me. ‘I would very much like you to think of the next exhibition, however. Perhaps a little more “free” this time, with the ghosts – and the buildings or staircase or whatever – done in an impressionist style.'

Diane was pulling at Mr Readings' sleeve. ‘I am a little nervous about going to bed alone. Will you come along with me?'

‘Please do go to bed, Mr Readings,' I urged. ‘It's been a long drive from London, and I promise to think over what you have said.'

To my relief, he kissed me goodnight on my cheek, and arm in arm the couple went upstairs. I wished all my guests were such early birds, but Colonel Fred was only just setting up his ghost-hunting equipment, while plump Betty was hovering nervously at the foot of the stairs, clinging to the arm of young William.

That night nothing happened, except that I started on a new painting – perhaps inspired by Mr Readings' words or by the need to make some money. The painting was adequate, but had no soul, and I left it half finished and went off to bed. The guests were still making merry downstairs in the sitting room, but I was used to their noise by now and managed to ignore it.

I woke as dawn was creeping into the room and got up quickly and went to the gallery. At once I could see what was wrong with the painting. I squeezed out some fresh oils and – still in my nightgown – began to paint almost in a frenzy of enthusiasm; some might call it inspiration, but paint I did until my eyes began to close again in weariness.

I tiptoed back to my bedroom and fell asleep again, feeling relaxed and content with what I'd achieved.

TWENTY-THREE

I
was wakened in the late morning by the appearance of a man at the side of my bed. I opened my mouth to scream and a hand was placed against my lips, a gentle hand. It was Tom.

I held out my arms to him, and he held me close. I could feel the hardness of his body against mine and had the almost uncontrollable desire to pull him under the sheets with me. He released me and sat on the bed, and I felt a sinking feeling of disappointment. I never knew if Tom wanted me in a special way, or just as a friend. ‘Thank God you're safe,' I said. ‘What's going on?'

‘I can't tell you right now, hon. It's a military thing.'

‘Rubbish!' There was anger in my voice. ‘Why would the military need to try to steal my business from me? To threaten my life and yours? Tell me the truth. I'm not a child.'

‘Our lives are linked,' Tom said. ‘Whoever is after some information guesses that you know what I know.'

‘And what do you know?'

‘If I told you, you'd be in as much danger as I am.'

‘I
am
in as much danger as you are,' I pointed out. ‘From the time I arrived here, someone has tried to harm me. At first I thought the attacks had something to do with Aberglasney, but they have everything to do with you and your military secrets.'

‘The two are inextricably linked. Don't you understand?'

‘For heaven's sake, Tom, stop talking in riddles. Of course I don't understand.'

‘Perhaps that's just as well. You can't tell what you don't know.'

‘I wouldn't tell if I did know anything,' I protested.

‘Ever had a root canal without anaesthetic?' Tom's voice was wry.

‘You mean I could be tortured?' The thought made me wince. ‘But the war is over, Tom, and so is all that kind of thing.'

‘Maybe.'

I sat up, hugging the sheets and blankets around my shoulders. ‘Anyway, why are you here? What's happened? By the way, you smell like you've been sleeping on a rubbish tip!'

‘I'm not surprised I smell. I've been hidden on the island, remember?'

‘I don't remember much of anything, except that I called and called for you and got no answer. You could have been drowned or captured or anything!'