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Authors: Margareta Osborn

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Hope's Road (21 page)

‘But how do I learn? My father wasn't ever one to me.'

Tammy planted a soft kiss on his mouth before getting into her vehicle. ‘Billy's a great kid, Trav. He'll teach you. Just open your mind and your heart.'

Her ute started rolling down his drive. A voice came calling to him on the slight breeze. ‘And just for the record, that was the best hot chocolate I've ever had!'

Chapter 32

‘Tammy? Tammy McCauley?' The words crackled down the phone line. ‘It's Alice Stringer from the Narree Gallery. You bought two prints off me a while ago?'

‘Oh, Alice. Yes. Hello.'

‘I was just calling as I finally might have my hands on the third print in the series.'

‘Really? Oh Alice, I'm not sure I can afford the third one at the moment. Something's come up.' Like her husband wanting to take her for half the farm, but Alice Stringer didn't need to know that.

‘Oh that's all right. It's not here yet anyway, and I'm sure we can come to some arrangement. I was actually ringing because I thought you might like to attend the official opening of my gallery next Friday evening. The creator of the series you bought has kindly agreed to be our feature artist on the night.'

‘That's wonderful for you, Alice! And yes, of course I'll come.'

‘And could I prevail on you to put your two prints on show too?' said Alice. ‘Just on loan mind you.'

‘Yes. Yes, of course.'

‘Lovely. Mention it to all your friends. I'm in need of lots of bodies to fill the room for the night.'

‘No worries. I'll tell anyone I see.'

Tammy hung up and looked through the lounge-room door at the two pictures on the wall. The sphinx-angel was still gliding the eddies in blissful contemplation. She wondered how that would feel.

The phone behind her rang again.

‘Good morning, Tammy. It's Hilary Stratton, your solicitor, speaking. I'm ringing with regards to the proposed property settlement with your husband.'

She should have let it go to message bank. ‘Yes, Hilary?'

‘As you instructed, I have discussed the realisation of all marital assets with your husband's solicitor. He has in turn advised me that both he and his client are very pleased with the outcome.'

‘Outcome? I didn't realise I'd made a decision!'

‘You have decided to put it on the market, haven't you? Quite frankly, Tammy, upon further review of your limited options, you have absolutely no recourse other than to sell your property, er . . . Montmorency Downs.'

‘None at all?'

‘None at all. Not unless you've dug up a treasure chest of money somewhere on your farm.' The woman laughed – an awful braying noise like a donkey. ‘As I said, both your husband and his solicitor were very pleased and hopefully we can do this in a hurry. You will, of course, receive the majority of the proceeds from the sale so if we move this along, you'll get paid out quickly. Like I said at our meeting, it's going to be a great outcome all round.'

Tammy sank to the floor. This was really happening. She was going to have to sell Montmorency.

‘I'll need you to make an appointment to come in and sign the agency agreement. How about tomorrow? I'm in town for a couple of days this time. We've got a run on divorces in the district,' said Hilary, laughing again.

Tammy couldn't believe the woman could be so insensitive. These were people's
lives
she was dealing with.

‘We'll need to get a vendor statement arranged, but I'll organise that. And the real-estate people will want to come out and take some photos, although apparently your husband has already provided a few. But first up we'll need your signature . . .'

Tammy tried to hold back the despair that was threatening to engulf her. ‘I'll be in town tomorrow, around lunchtime. I'll call in and sign the form.'

‘Great! I'll see you then. And Tammy?'

‘Yes?'

The solicitor's voice softened slightly. ‘It mightn't seem like it now, but this really is for the best. You should come out of this with enough money to start again.'

But she didn't want to ‘start again'. She was losing her family's heritage, her home, her life. Montmorency Downs was going on the market and there wasn't a damn thing she could do to stop it.

After Tammy had left, Trav had headed out to check the line of traps he'd set out at Grayden Horton's place. That had taken most of the afternoon and the sun was dipping down over the horizon before Trav finally made it back to Joe's. He was just in time to see the old man throw a gallon of diesel on a dozy fire contained in a metal drum.

The explosion buffeted the air on the hill with its sudden heat. A black and white dog shot off into the bush in fright.

Peals of laughter came from a deck chair set a safe distance from the flames. Billy was holding a plastic bag in one hand and a can of lemonade in the other and he was rocking the chair backwards and forwards with his boots. ‘Go, Joe!' he was yelling.

The old man had staggered back and was hastily dabbing a hanky on his eyebrows.

Trav jogged towards Joe. ‘You all right?'

The old bugger spun around to face him. One bushy grey eyebrow was still intact, wiry hairs spinning out in a myriad of directions. The other was, unfortunately, gone. Completely eradicated by the blast.

‘Bloody hell!'

‘Mmm . . . I was perhaps standing a little bit close,' said the old man, still dabbing his eye with the scrap of material.

‘Possibly. Do you need some water on that?'

‘No.'

‘You sure?'

‘Yes. I'm fine. Let's move on. Billy?'

The boy came running, then stopped. Shot a look at his father like he wasn't sure whether to say hello or not. Trav's heart twisted a bit. He wondered if he'd given the same look to his own father. But he wasn't his father and Billy wasn't Trav.

‘Hello, Billy.'

‘Hello, Dad.' A little smile erupted on his face. ‘We've got marshmallows.' He held up the plastic bag.

‘And lemonade?'

Billy's face fell, assuming his father disapproved and would take the can of fizzy drink off him.

‘Better go find yourself a stick,' said Trav, with a slight smile, ‘to toast the marshmallows over the fire. Is that what you were going to do, toast them?'

The boy nodded so hard he dropped the bag.

Trav leaned down and picked it up. What was it that Tammy said? ‘Do stuff with him, talk to him . . . just show him you love him . . .'

‘Find me a stick too, will you?'

‘And me!' said Joe.

‘Make sure it's a good one though,' said Trav, reaching out a hand to ruffle his son's hair. Billy moved into the caress like a cat. ‘Off you go. And grab me and Joe one of those cans of lemonade too.'

Both men stood with their backs to the flames as the child eagerly scampered up the slope towards the thicket of bush near the rear of the house. Obviously the spot to gather good toasting sticks.

‘He's a terrific kid, Hunter.'

‘I know.'

‘Do you?'

‘Not you too.'

‘What?'

‘I've already had your niece on my case about Billy this morning.'

Joe shot Trav a sneaky glance. ‘I'm guessing she wasn't only on your case?'

Trav looked startled.

‘I'm up early again these days and I beat you getting the fire going this morning. You haven't even got yours
started
yet
.
' The old bloke chuckled. ‘And my rifle-scope tells me things. Saw a red car arrive. How'd you go with the two women there together? A bit of skin and hair fly?'

Trav was silent for a moment, reliving the look on the young teacher's face when she saw there was someone in the bed beside him. ‘No. It was okay. Jacinta just called by with some news.'

Joe raised his remaining eyebrow in invitation.

‘Billy failed his hearing test at school. They're saying he might be deaf.'

‘Mmm . . . I wondered.'

Trav looked at the old man in surprise. ‘You think so too?'

‘Somethin's wrong. Makes sense it's his ears.' Joe heaved a big sigh. ‘When I was teachin' him to drive the tractor –'

‘You were
what
?'

‘Teachin' him to drive. Someone's gotta do it and you sure as hell weren't.'

‘He's only nine, Joe.'

‘Ten.'

Trav thought about that for a minute. Did he miss the kid's birthday? Shit.
No!
Hang on a minute . . . He gave him an Akubra. Trav heaved a sigh of relief.

‘How old were you when you learned to drive?' asked Joe.

‘About six or seven, I suppose. My brother, Danny, was older.'

‘Didn't know you had a brother,' said Joe with interest. ‘Where's he?'

‘Back home.' Trav didn't want to talk about Danny. ‘You were talking about Billy?'

Joe gave Trav a searching look. ‘Mmm . . . anyway, Billy couldn't hear my instructions. Caused a bit of bother, but we got there in the end, didn't we, Boots?' The collie had slunk back from the scrub to sit at his master's feet.

Trav glared down at the dog, thinking hard. Why did everyone have such a low opinion of his parenting skills? Probably because you don't have any,
his mind
whispered back.

‘Hunter?' said Joe, appearing pensive, which was most unlike him. ‘Can I talk to you straight?'

‘Nothing usually stops you,' said Trav.

‘As you know, I'm a loner – happy in my own company. I guess it comes from working for a lifetime in the bush. You're the same.'

Trav nodded.

‘I thought I'd lost my true love. Her name was Mae. I'm guessing by the fact you and Billy are by yourselves, you did too.'

Trav nodded again.

‘Well, life's got some surprise twists and turns and sometimes what we want and what is good for us are two different things.' The old man paused, then sighed and looked out across the fire drum, towards the mountains splayed in the late afternoon light. ‘We live on the edges, you and I, Hunter. And to a certain degree Billy and Tammy do too. We all ride the boundaries of life. We ain't real normal-like. But' – and Joe turned with his finger in the air – ‘and this is the key point I'd like to make. Between you and me there is one very important difference . . .'

Trav stood waiting, although he had a suspicion of what was about to come.

‘Nellie and me were never able to have children. You, Travis Hunter, have a son. A great kid who is crying out for your love.'

Trav went to speak, but the old man held up his hand. ‘I haven't finished. I know you're trying to do your best for that boy. Others mightn't see it, but I bloody well do. A single man on his own, working long hours away from home.' The old bloke stopped, grimaced and sucked in a gulp of air before going on. ‘But you need to do more. You have to be a proper father to him, otherwise he'll turn out just like you and me.'

‘And what exactly is that?' asked Hunter.

Old Joe looked him dead in the eye. ‘A lonely, old reprobate bushie who'll be a boundary rider as well.'

Chapter 33

The fire had died down to a stack of glowing coals. Trav could see them throbbing red through the holes in the 44-gallon drum. Someone had cut the name
McCauley
into the metal side of the makeshift heater and it was glowing a golden colour in the light from the fire.

He and Joe were sitting in companionable silence. The stars were gleaming up above their heads. There were so many swathed across the heavens.

‘So tell me about this brother of yours,' said Joe, disturbing the peace.

‘Not much to tell.'

‘You said he's at home. Where's that exactly?'

‘Cattle station, north of Yunta in South Australia.'

‘So why aren't you there too?'

‘He got it. I didn't. End of story.' Trav moved around in his chair, shifted his long legs. The boy asleep in the swag at his feet murmured, then flung an arm out to cuddle Boots, who was lying against him.

‘Do you talk to him?'

‘No, not much.'

The pair lapsed back into silence once more. In the soft breeze, tree branches laden with eucalyptus leaves whispered above their heads.

A high-pitched howl cut through the night air. A bloody wild dog. Probably the wild dog he was trying to trap.

‘Bit close,' said Joe. ‘You obviously didn't get him yesterday.'

Trav shook his head. ‘No, we didn't. I'll do a stake-out every second day for a while.'

Joe nodded slowly. ‘See any other signs of it?'

‘Only a few prints. And some hairs caught on the barbed wire of the fence. But I reckon it's having a ball eating all the calf shit once it's in the paddock. The dogs go mad over it because it's full of milk and cream.'

Joe nodded again just as another howl came from the bush nearby. Boots's ears flicked in his sleep.

Trav flung back his head and let out a howl of his own. His sleeping boy stirred but didn't wake. The kid must have been exhausted because Joe nearly fell off his chair in fright. ‘Fuck, mate, let me know before you're gunna do that again!'

Trav laughed, then sobered real quick as a responding howl came from the bush. ‘He thinks I'm another dog.'

‘I don't see why. Sounded more like one of them bloody chipmunks on Billy's DVD.'

‘What DVD?'

‘The one Tammy gave him for his birthday.'

Trav had never seen it. ‘Right. Yes, of course.'

‘You don't know what I'm talkin' about, do you?'

‘Nope. Got no idea.'

‘You've really got to start taking notice of that boy, Hunter. Before it's too late.'

Trav looked down at the child curled up in the green canvas swag. Such an innocent little kid, lying there with his skinny arm flung across an old dog. Billy had done nothing wrong – he'd just been born to a woman who couldn't love enough and a cynical man who'd once loved too much.

‘Yeah, I'm hearing you. Loud and clear.'

‘What did Tammy say to you about it?'

‘About Billy?'

The old man nodded.

‘She said much the same. Told me to just try being a real dad.'

‘Yeah well, she knows a thing or two about being neglected.'

‘Neglected? Tammy? She had two loving grandparents.' After her revelations yesterday maybe it hadn't been a perfect relationship with her grandmother, but it didn't sound like she'd been disregarded.

Beside him Joe's face shut down, like he was regretting he'd said too much.

What the hell was the old man on about? ‘C'mon, Joe. Spill your guts. What makes you think Tammy was neglected?'

Joe sat silent, poking the ground with the stick he'd used to toast his marshmallows.

‘Joe?' What could be so bad that he felt he needed to hide it?

The old man looked up but his eyes were glazed like he hadn't taken in his question. ‘Mae was her grandmother,' he said in a remote voice.

‘I know. What happened to her parents?' asked Trav again, but more quietly this time.

Joe's eyes were still unfocused, his mouth a grim slash, as if he was looking back in time and not liking what he saw. ‘Didn't ever find out who the father was, but the girl got pregnant just out of school. An end-of-year party to celebrate entering the real world. What an entry that was, a belly full of arms and legs.' Old Joe grimaced again. ‘She was a pretty girl too, just like Mae. Big brown eyes, long dark hair. Natalie was her name. Anyway, she stayed with her parents, had the baby, was going to go on to university and do nursing, they said.' Then Joe lapsed back into silence.

‘And? Where is she?' said Trav, thinking of Katrina. Another runaway he'd bet.

‘In row number 24B, third from the left.'

‘Row what?'

The old man glanced across at him. ‘She's in the cemetery. She died. Went down to the Narree River to have a midnight swim with some friends just before heading off to Melbourne. Mae was going to have the baby during the week, and Natalie was going to come home on weekends. Or so the stock agent told Nellie.' Joe seemed to take a deep breath. ‘The river had been in flood that year. Lots of snags around. The girl dived in, didn't come back up. It was night time, no one could find her. That was it. Gone.'

A chill crept up Trav's backbone.

‘They dragged the river, but nuthin'. Found her body a week or two later, somewhere down near where the Narree meets the Gippsland Lakes. Anyhow, Tom and Mae took on the baby and brought her up. And they tried. Well, I guess they did. But they were getting on themselves and grieving. The child ran wild. I used to see her through me scope – she was a real feral bit of gear. But she seems to have made it through all right.'

‘Your brother and his wife must have been devastated by it all,' said Trav, thinking of how he'd feel if Billy died. Probably beyond grief. ‘Then to have to bring up another baby. Shit. What a big ask. It's hard enough when you're my age.'

Joe stared into the night sky. ‘I guess so. To be honest . . .' He turned and looked Trav straight in the eye. ‘I really wouldn't know. Never spoke to them.'

Trav digested this for a moment then asked quietly, ‘So if you never talked, how did you know all this?'

‘Nellie. She'd find out things in town and then there was the stock agent. He was always up for a yarn after Nellie plied him with her cakes. He told her lots of stuff that was going on down the bottom of the hill.' Joe suddenly seemed defensive. ‘I told you, I was a loner. Don't know how Nellie put up with me really.' Boots, sensing his master was upset, gently slid from under Billy's arm and came to sit at Joe's side. Right where he could reach his soft ears without bending too far down.

‘You mustn't have been too bad, Joe. For an old reprobate bushie, that is,' said Trav, with a gentle half-smile.

‘Yeah, well. She was a good woman and I didn't deserve her but she stuck with me. Didn't realise what I had until she was gone.'

‘Yeah, tell me about it,' said Trav thinking of Katrina.

Both men stared into the fire as they thought about what they'd loved and lost. Hot burning coals shifted as a log dropped lower into the drum.

‘Tammy took me on a tour of Montmorency the other day,' Joe cleared his throat, ‘to have look around.'

Travis stared at the old man, shock written all over his face.

‘What's wrong with that?' said Joe, sounding indignant. ‘Hadn't seen the place for a while.'

‘And?' Travis raised an eyebrow.

‘She's doing a good enough job.'

‘Good enough, hey? You tell her that?'

‘Nope.'

‘Probably would've meant a lot if you had,' Travis observed.

‘She don't need no opinions of mine. And what's more, don't you go saying that I've been talking about her. It's not like me to open me trap and I don't want her thinkin' I make a habit of what's her business to be coming from me.' The old man cast Trav an evil look. ‘Or I'll come and do somethin' drastic to you.'

‘Like what?'

‘I'll tell Mizz Greenaway you've got a different woman in bed every week.'

‘I don't think that'll matter too much, Joe. I'm thinking Miss Jacinta's already gone off me.'

‘Really? Things go that well with my niece?'

‘Yep.' Trav felt a twist in his gut. He swallowed the hard lump of apprehension that had become lodged in his throat. ‘She's a great girl. I need to get this dog that's causing her so much grief.'

‘That's a pretty good description of Shon Murphy.'

Trav laughed softly. ‘You know what I mean.'

‘Yep,' said Joe, ‘I sure do. You can have a go at
both
the domestic and feral dogs if you like.'

‘Dad?' mumbled Billy, opening his eyes. ‘Is it home time?'

‘Yeah, mate,' said Trav, leaning down to drag the boy from his cosy hole in the canvas. The child came out of the swag all limbs and Trav slung him over his shoulder. ‘I'll put you in the ute. Hang on tight.' And the little boy did, his arms sneaking hesitantly around his father's neck.

‘And another thing,' called Joe, slowly staggering to his feet.

The old man grabbed a log from a stack he had beside the fire and threw it into the drum. More bright sparks flew through the air around him, some whizzing up into the night sky. Then Joe looked at the father with his boy clinging tight to his back like a koala. Waiting.

‘You should talk to your brother. Forever is a long time to live with regret.'

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