Authors: Lisa Gardner
“You’re taking care of a child you don’t even like,” Candi said bluntly.
“I’m taking care of my responsibilities.”
“He’s lost.”
“He ran away.”
“Or is kidnapped.”
Laura snorted. “Honest to God, not the devil himself could make that boy do something he didn’t want to do.”
“Then why are you raising him?”
“Because my husband asked me to.”
“And you always do what your husband wants?”
Laura exhaled sharply. For the first time since Candi had arrived, the woman appeared angry. “You people,” she said suddenly. “You keep coming here, searching, searching, searching. I’ve never seen so many people look so hard for something that’s right in front of their faces. Come here!”
Laura marched into the family room. Candi followed in her wake. The woman jerked down a photo album, flipped it open, then stabbed at a photo with her finger.
“That help you any?”
Candi could barely believe what she was seeing. “No way.”
“Yes way.”
“But . . .”
“Big men don’t always start out as big men.” Laura gazed down at the photo. She looked like she could use a cigarette again. “He honestly loves that boy,” she murmured. “Stupid son of a bitch.”
40
Wednesday, 12:02 p.m. PST
F
IFTY-EIGHT MINUTES BEFORE DEADLINE,
Kimberly and Shelly screeched into the parking lot of the local credit union. Shelly dashed inside, flashed her badge, signed two forms in triplicate, then dumped seven thousand dollars in cash into a brand-new Wal-Mart duffel bag.
The manager stared at her, dumbfounded.
Shelly yelled, “Thanks” over her shoulder and bolted for the door. Abrupt about-face, grabbed two lollipops from the bowl next to the teller, then ran once more.
Back in the SUV, she jerked the vehicle into drive and pulled onto the road. Kimberly watched the rearview mirrors. One car behind them, then another, then the white surveillance van. Entourage was complete.
Shelly passed over a grape lollipop. Kimberly welcomed the sugar rush while cracking open the Tillamook County map.
“Okay, looks like we have five more miles, then we’ll come to an access road on the left. Leads out to the cliff and boom, we got a lighthouse.”
Kimberly folded up the map and went to work on the money. Mac had secured the original twenty thousand, dutifully recording each serial number as provided by the bank. Of course, there hadn’t been time to record the new deposit, not for the bank or for the officers. Instead, Kimberly mixed in the new twenties with the previously recorded bills. If the subject went to pull out a wad of cash, chances were at least some of the documented bills would wind up in circulation, helping them beat a path to the kidnapper’s door.
For the record, twenty thousand dollars in small bills was a fairly impressive sight. Broad. Tall. Heavy. The front cab of the SUV filled with the smell of printer’s ink. Kimberly ruffled the stacks with her thumb. They felt cold and silky to the touch.
“Time?” Shelly asked tersely.
“Forty-eight minutes till deadline.”
Shelly grunted. “We can do it. Ten-minute drive, five-minute walk, then we’re there.”
“Assume another ten minutes to find the precise spot for depositing the money . . .”
“We still have twenty-three minutes to spare.”
“I want to watch,” Kimberly said abruptly. “You don’t have to if you don’t want to. Might even be better if it’s only one of us. But I want to find a hidey-hole. There’s gotta be someplace I can take up position.”
“You don’t trust him?”
“Not for a minute.”
“Of course, he might be watching,” Shelly mused. “He’s had more time to set this up. For all we know, he’s in place and if he sees you staying behind . . .”
Kimberly scowled, chewed on the inside of her cheek. “I’ll think of something. There’s always something.”
Radio crackled to life. Dispatch came on, requesting Sheriff Atkins. With a frown, Shelly answered the call.
Neither of them was quite prepared for the news they heard next. Reports of an unidentified female body, located on Hal Jenkins’s farm. Signs of blood in the man’s vehicle. Immediate request for the ME’s office.
Kimberly grabbed the dash. She didn’t know why. To support herself as the world took an unexpected turn? To brace herself for the news she’d always feared to hear? To simply hold on to something, because this couldn’t be happening? Not after how hard they had tried and all the steps they were taking. And dear God, hadn’t her father had enough bad luck in his life? Couldn’t he catch a break, just this once?
“We have to go back,” she whispered.
“No.”
“But my father . . .”
“Wouldn’t want us to jump to any assumptions.”
“Oh, for heaven’s sakes, you’re the one who arranged the search of Jenkins’s property. You’re the one who suspected he might be involved!”
“I’m also the one who interviewed Hal at five p.m. yesterday. Around the same time Dougie Jones went missing.”
“Maybe he’s working with an accomplice.”
“Hal?” Shelly snorted. “He’s too greedy to share.”
“But if he didn’t do the kidnapping . . . He just randomly killed a woman around the same time two people were already missing?”
The expression on Shelly’s face grew sad. “I don’t think it was random.”
And then, Kimberly got it, too. “Detective Grove,” she whispered.
“He already knew about the ransom. Imagine him showing up at Wal-Mart, seeing a lone female officer, duffel bag slung over her shoulder. That kind of opportunity . . .”
“Ah, Jesus.” Kimberly turned toward the window. She stared at the passing miles of gray asphalt, the impenetrable mist of rain. “You know what’s worse than thinking Rainie is dead?” she asked brusquely.
“What?”
“Thinking it might be a fellow officer and feeling grateful.”
“Well, we’re going to have plenty of time to put bad news into perspective.”
“Why?”
“We just passed our access road—it’s closed.”
Shelly hurtled them into a U-turn, tires squealing on wet pavement. An oncoming car blared its horn. Kimberly had a glimpse of wide, panicked eyes. Then the vehicle rushed past as Shelly cranked their SUV around in the dirt. Minutes later, they were parked in front of a narrow asphalt road, barred shut by a heavy metal gate. The orange construction sign read:
Closed for Repairs, September 1– December 15.
“Think the Parks Department could’ve mentioned this by phone,” Shelly muttered tightly.
She slid out of the SUV and rattled the gate. The padlock held, and there wasn’t enough room to go around. A hundred yards back, Mac and Deputy Mitchell pulled over in the white surveillance van, waiting to see what they would do.
“Looks like three miles,” Kimberly reported, eyeing the map.
“We can’t drive,” Shelly declared.
“And we don’t have time to walk.”
Which left only one option. Kimberly slid out of the van, hefting the duffel bag around her shoulders like a backpack. She staggered briefly under the weight of twenty grand, then found her footing.
“I got the first mile,” she said.
They slid around the steel gate and started to run.
Wednesday, 12:15 p.m. PST
C
ANDI CALLED THE COMMAND CENTER
. With no one else around, Quincy answered the phone.
“You’re never gonna believe this,” Candi said.
“Try me.”
“Stanley Carpenter is Dougie’s biological father.”
Quincy paused. “You win.”
“I got the wife talking. According to Laura, she and Stanley have known each other since they were kids and are a genuine love match. No abuse, just the normal, run-of-the-mill marital discord. He doesn’t like her smoking. She’s a bit peeved to learn he cheated on her with a high school girl.”
“Dougie’s mother.” Quincy’s eyes grew wide. And all of a sudden, he could see the possibilities. “Who knew?”
“Well, Laura found out about it, obviously, though apparently not until after Dougie’s mother died. According to her, Stanley brought home Dougie’s picture, saying he wanted to adopt this boy, and Laura knew immediately. She showed me Stanley’s second-grade photo—honest to God, Dougie could be his twin.”
“Obviously Stanley’s growth spurt was late in life,” Quincy said drolly.
“Apparently. Naturally, Laura wasn’t so thrilled to learn that her husband had impregnated someone else. According to her, however, what really had her steamed was that Stanley hadn’t faced up to his responsibilities. If he’d fathered the child, then of course they would take care of him. To hear her talk, she was simply angry he hadn’t told her sooner.”
“How very enlightened of her.”
“Not that she’s a big fan of Dougie’s. Frankly, she thinks the boy is trouble with a capital T. But she swears neither she nor Stanley have ever raised a hand to him. In fact, Stanley is positively guilt-stricken over everything Dougie’s been through and desperate to make amends.”
“What a noble guy.”
“Laura believes he may have supported Dougie financially.”
“Willingly or unwillingly?” Quincy murmured.
“That we may never know. But after Laura learned of Dougie’s existence, she went through the checkbooks. The year Dougie was born, a lot of cash withdrawals were made. Always small amounts, so she didn’t think much of it at the time. But lots of transactions. She figures Stanley’s been withdrawing an extra two grand a year, without explanation.”
“
Is
withdrawing two thousand a year? Dougie’s mother died three years ago.”
“Yeah, that’s what I thought. Laura didn’t have an answer. Maybe he’s been paying the foster families or supplying presents on the side. You’d think Laura could just ask about it, but then again, you can’t always talk to your love match.”
“Dougie has been in the foster system for three years,” Quincy considered out loud. “If Stanley is still paying money, then somebody has to be keeping him informed. Which means . . .”
“Someone else had to know of his interest in Dougie.”
“Which presumably means that person knows Stanley is the father.” Quincy sighed heavily. He could see only one explanation: “I believe Peggy Ann Boyd has been holding out on us.”
“Peggy Ann Boyd?”
“Dougie’s social worker. Who knew his mother, Gaby, and has taken a great deal of personal interest in his case.”
There was a moment of silence. “Call me cynical,” Candi said slowly.
“But what if the money wasn’t for Dougie?” Quincy provided. “What if it was for Peggy Ann? I believe I’m just as cynical as you.”
“Two thousand dollars would sure buy a lot of personal interest. And it’s a fairly cheap price to pay for a whole town not to learn that you—the respected football coach—had gotten an underage girl pregnant.”
Quincy continued that line of thinking: “The system has lasted for seven years. But now some things have changed. One, Stanley is trying to actually take care of his son, straining his marriage and no doubt his sanity. Two, Dougie has accused Stanley of abuse, inviting in an outside investigator.”
“She found out,” Candi said quietly. “Oh my God, Rainie figured out that Stanley is Dougie’s biological father. Did she mention anything to you?”
“No, but she wouldn’t. It would’ve violated the laws of confidentiality.” Quincy’s mind was already racing ahead. “But she might’ve spoken to Stanley. Or followed up directly with Peggy Ann.”
“Now they have a liability—someone knows. And it’s not just one career, it’s two. Stanley’s name will get dragged through the mud; Peggy Ann is guilty of corruption. They’re both on the hook.”
“On the other hand,” Quincy said quietly, “if something happened to Rainie . . .”
“Her husband, a former FBI profiler, would no doubt tear the town apart looking for answers,” Candi said bluntly. Then filled in the rest of the pieces: “So they gave you one: a stranger, kidnapping people for money. And they inverted things. Rainie isn’t kidnapped because of Dougie—Dougie is kidnapped because of Rainie.”
“Tying up two loose ends. The incorrigible boy who is proof of the liaison, and the court-appointed representative who made the connection.” Quincy closed his eyes, not liking what he was thinking, but thinking it nonetheless. “It would fill in the blanks. Why Rainie was kidnapped. How the subject knows so much about her. The persistent attempt to mislead us by stating the kidnapper isn’t local, doesn’t know Rainie, just wants money. It’s all part of a carefully crafted scenario, engineered to keep me—and everyone else—in the dark.”
Quincy glanced at his watch. Forty minutes until one o’clock. “We need to speak to Stanley Carpenter.”
“He’s not at home. Laura claims he’s still looking for Dougie in the woods. For the record, however, his truck’s not in the driveway. I looked on my way out.”
“We’ll pull Stanley’s records from the DMV, get an APB out on his license plate. That ought to round him up.”
“Hot damn!” Candi said, and Quincy could hear the sound of her hand slapping the steering wheel. “Now we’re cooking with gas. Okay, I’m coming in.”
“No you’re not.”
“I’m not?”
“Forty minutes isn’t long enough to locate a truck in all of Tillamook County. If Stanley isn’t available, then we’re going straight to Peggy Ann. Unless, of course, you really want to wait quietly next to the phone.”
“Not in a million years.”
Quincy pawed through his notes, rattled off an address.
“Ten minutes,” he said. “I’ll meet you there.”
41
Wednesday, 12:03 p.m. PST
R
AINIE COULDN
’
T FIND
D
OUGIE.
She waded frantically into the cold, dark waters, calling his name, churning the depths with her arms. She shivered uncontrollably, shorn wet hair plastered to her skull, T-shirt glued to her body.
“Dougie! Dougie, Dougie, Dougie!”
Her leg bumped something hard. She dove down, discovered the leg of the workbench. She was moving in the wrong direction. He’d been to the left of the bottom of the stairs. At least that’s what she’d thought. It was hard to get her bearings down in the endless dark.
She heard a gasp, a gurgle. Dougie burst up from the water, gasping for air.
“No, no, no!” he cried, then sank down again.
“Dammit!”
She pushed off from the workbench, water now so deep it was easier to swim. She felt a hand flail against her hip. She dove down, looped her bound arms around the boy’s waist, and dragged him to the surface.
“Let me go! I don’t want to live! I don’t want to live!” Dougie pushed against her shoulders, flailing at her head, scratching her face.
Rainie let him go. Then she drew back her hands, knotted them into a fist, and slugged Dougie across the jaw. The boy went limp. She dragged his unconscious form over to the steps.
She had to climb up seven steps to get out of the steadily growing flood. Then she collapsed next to Dougie, coughing uncontrollably, while chills raced up and down her body.
Her temples screamed with pain. She wanted to clutch her head, beat it against the wooden step. Instead, she staggered to the side of the stairs and vomited violently.
Her left leg wouldn’t stop shaking. Red-hot bolts of pain ebbed and flowed. Her leg shook against the steps. She kicked Dougie twice, not meaning to, and his eyes opened.
He looked at her, realized she had dragged him from the water, and scowled.
Rainie took a deep breath. “Dougie Jones,” she told him with all the force she could muster, “I have been angry at you, and I have been frustrated with you, but never, ever have I been disappointed in you! You weak, cowardly little boy, don’t you ever do that again! You hear me? Never!”
Dougie remained staring at her, jaw set stubbornly. “I got out of bed,” he said suddenly. “My mommy told me not to. But I got up. I undid all the locks, I opened the front door, which is a Very Bad Thing. ‘Dougie,’ my mommy said, ‘you can’t keep disappearing outside. Someone’s going to get hurt.’ But I did it. And she died. Now you’re trying to be like my mommy and you’re going to die, too.”
“Oh, Dougie. You did not kill your mother.”
“Yes, I did. I opened the front door. I did a Very Bad Thing. I killed her.” Dougie’s lower lip had started to tremble. His shoulders hunched, his chin folding into his chest, as if, by sheer force of will, he could cease to exist.
Rainie couldn’t help herself; she reached out her hands. But at first contact, Dougie flinched.
“You didn’t kill your mother, Dougie,” she stated firmly. “She went to get milk, which is what mothers do. And you woke up and went looking for her. Sometimes that’s what four-year-olds do. But what killed your mother that night was a drunk driver. He hit her shortly after she left the apartment complex, before she ever knew you had gotten out of bed. It wasn’t your fault. It wasn’t her fault. It was simply a tragedy. I know, sweetheart, I’ve read the police report.”
“I left the room.”
“She didn’t know, honey. She was still walking to the grocery store.”
“I did a Very Bad Thing.”
“But that’s not what hurt your mommy, sweetheart. It was a drunk driver who killed your mother. Not you, Dougie. Someone else.”
A long pause. “Someone else?”
“Yes, Dougie. Someone else.”
“Rainie,” Dougie said quietly, “I want my mommy back.” Then Dougie started to cry.
This time, Rainie curled her arms around him. She pulled his wet, trembling form onto her lap. Dougie sobbed harder, face buried into the crook of her shoulder. He cried angrily. He cried noisily. He cried himself into a series of small, pathetic hiccups that hurt more than real tears.
“Shhhh, Dougie. Shhhh, it’s going to be all right. Everything’s going to be all right.”
But she knew she lied as soon as she said the words. For the water was already at their feet, and they had only seven more steps on the staircase to go.
Wednesday, 12:18 p.m. PST
W
HEN THE WORST OF
D
OUGIE
’
S SOBBING
had stopped, Rainie very carefully pulled away. Her hands were still bound; any chance of cutting the plastic ties had probably disappeared with the glass shard somewhere in the dark churning water. She didn’t worry about that anymore.
“Dougie,” she said firmly. “We’re going to get out of here.”
The boy sniffled, wiped his nose with the back of his hand, while staring at her uncertainly.
“You remember the light above the door? The one where you broke the bulb?”
“Yeah.”
“We’re going to put you on my shoulders again, except this time, you’re going to tear down the grille surrounding the light.”
“It’s metal.”
“Yes, but you’re strong and you can do this. Then we’re going to take that grille and use it to break the basement windows.”
“They’re too high.”
“Not anymore, Dougie. We can swim right over.”
The boy turned, seeming to notice for the first time the steady advance of water, now licking at their toes. “It must take a long time to drown,” he said with a frown. “Water is more complicated than fire.”
“Trust me, honey, if we do things my way, we’re never going to have to find out.”
Rainie had him climb on her shoulders. It was just as awkward as last time, but in the good-news department, if she dropped him, he’d simply splash into the growing lake. And with both hands free, the boy could get a good grip on the grille.
Unfortunately, the metal refused to budge.
Dougie tried wrenching it three or four times. Then Rainie’s leg spasmed and they both went into the water. Dougie emerged gasping and shaking his head. Beside him, Rainie grabbed the railing to keep herself afloat while her hips jerked spasmodically. She felt like a wooden doll being controlled by a very bad puppeteer.
And then, out of nowhere, she thought of Quincy. She wondered what he was doing right now. She wondered what he was feeling. She wondered if she would ever see him again.
Dying wasn’t the ultimate cruelty; she understood that now. It was all the unfinished business a person’s death left behind. A mother died, and her son spent the rest of his life thinking it was his fault. A wife died, and her husband spent the end of his days never knowing how much she loved him, that she was sorry that her weakness hurt herself, but even sorrier for how much it hurt him.
Dying made a person realize how much she had squandered her life. Unfortunately, that knowledge was too little too late.
Rainie crawled her way back up the stairs. The water had advanced another three inches. They had six stairs left. Dougie sat at the very top, regarding her with solemn eyes.
“Rainie, I’m scared.”
And she lost it for a moment. She rushed the stairs, threw herself madly against the top door. The solid wood frame sent her reeling back down into the water, which felt warm and comforting given her sodden state. She tried one more time, really got her shoulder into it. She thought she heard something crack as she connected. Not the door, however, but her ribs.
She careened back into the water, gritting her teeth so that she wouldn’t scare Dougie by howling with rage. She didn’t want to die like this. Trapped like an animal in a pitch-black cellar, waiting for the water to close over her head. She wanted to run, wanted to fight. Wanted to lash out at the world because that’s what she did best.
It wasn’t fair, it wasn’t fair, it wasn’t fair. Goddammit, it just wasn’t fair!
She ducked beneath the water. Swam to the right, swam to the left. Her bound hands moved in front of her, searching hopelessly for some mythical weapon that would magically appear.
But as always, the basement remained empty. The man had planned ahead.
She surfaced under the windows, the water high enough now so that she could reach them easily while treading water with her legs. She examined the thick glass, the metal edges around the high, narrow frames. The calking was old, peeling. Ironically enough, when the water got high enough, the windows would leak. Not enough to help them, of course.
She started to go to work on the edges, simply to have something to do. She heard a splash. Dougie swam over to join her.
“Do you have anything in your pockets, Dougie?”
“N-n-no,” the boy said through chattering teeth.
She patted briefly at her own, though she knew nothing was there. Her legs were starting to tire. She could feel the cold now, too. Her movements were growing more sluggish, a longer lag time occurring between her brain thinking and her muscles responding.
She returned to the staircase. Crawled up to the top step. Collapsed, coughing, her head against the door. Dougie climbed up beside her. He curled up against her back and the weight of his trust goaded her back into action.
So the metal grille was out. Breaking the windows was out. Smashing down the door was out. What did that leave them with?
Dougie wore jeans, sneakers, and a sweatshirt. She had on nearly the same—jeans, T-shirt, sneakers, bra, and panties. Was there something they could do with shoelaces? What about the underwire from her bra? Finally she had a thought:
“Dougie, are you wearing a belt?”
The boy lifted up his sweatshirt, looked down. “Yep.”
“All right, buddy. We got one chance left at this.”
Wednesday, 12:23 p.m. PST
K
INCAID HAD TO PARK
a quarter mile down the road from Hal Jenkins’s farm. The line of vehicles was so long—county investigators, crime scene technicians, the ME’s office, the sheriff’s department—he was amazed he’d gotten that close.
Word had already leaked out. A young officer, probably from the county, was directing traffic as news vans descended like locusts, cutting one another off and blocking law enforcement vehicles while they fought for the best view. Kincaid had to bleep his sirens numerous times, then finally went with the old-fashioned approach of leaning on the horn. He was tempted to throw the finger, but didn’t want to have that particular clip airing at eleven.
Finally parked, he trudged up the narrow road, passing a double-wide that had seen better days. A tall, gangly boy stood out in the yard, chain-smoking as he looked toward the activity. His gaze flickered toward Kincaid as the detective walked past. Neither of them said a word.
A light mist still blanketed the county. The wet road unrolled before Kincaid like a shiny black ribbon, disappearing behind soaring fir trees. He couldn’t see the mountains on the horizon. Instead, the world had become a small gray space, where headlights seemed to appear out of nowhere, only to disappear back into the gloom.
Kincaid missed his wife. He missed his boy. Hell, he missed his dog.
And he was very sorry for what he was probably going to have to do next.
Arriving at Jenkins’s farm, he checked in with the officer standing outside the crime scene tape, formally adding his name to the murder log. Looking over the officer’s shoulder, he could see the list of investigators was long and only going to grow longer.
“Any news yet?” he asked the man.
The deputy just shrugged. “I’ve been standing here for the past twenty minutes. Haven’t heard a thing.”
Kincaid thanked him, then ducked beneath the tape.
Once on the grounds, the level of activity was astonishing. He saw three technicians meticulously piecing their way through a pile of rubbish, checking each discarded refrigerator and rusted-out stove. Four more investigators worked a trail of auto parts, cast-off engines, and metal shells of abandoned cars. Officers were crawling inside the home, outside the home, swarming the various outbuildings. It would take days to work a scene this involved. It would take months to have any definitive answers.
The DA appeared from around the back of the house. He spotted Kincaid and came over.
“Hoped it would end better,” Tom Perkins said by way of greeting. They shook hands.
“You have an ID?”
“Still working. ME just arrived, so we’re getting serious now. Come on. I’ll give you the grand tour.”
Kincaid followed Perkins around the house, past a fenced-in corral that was a sea of muck, into a fair-sized barn with a rusted metal roof that appeared to be sliding to the right. In its heyday, the barn had probably served as milking parlor for twenty or thirty head. Jenkins, however, had obviously never kept it up. Grain bins held nothing but mold. Milking equipment dangled uselessly, emitting a sour, fermented smell. Kincaid already had a handkerchief over his nose, and that was before he ever made it to the back.
There, six people, three of them in hazmat gear, were kneeling around a ten-foot-high pile of hay and cow shit. The smell nearly knocked Kincaid back a step. Not decay, but manure.
“Body was found in a pile of waste,” the DA reported. “Not a bad strategy. Would’ve thrown off the heat sensors, and probably the search dogs. He didn’t get it quite covered enough, though. One of the initial officers noticed something white, and on closer investigation, realized it was a hand.”
“Any idea of how long?”
“We don’t know anything, other than the fingers clearly appear female.”
“Rings?” Kincaid asked sharply.
“Not that we’ve seen.”
They made it to the clustered group. Very carefully, one technician was working manure off the pile, depositing small shovelfuls onto a blue tarp. A second person dusted each body part as it emerged. They were being meticulous, preserving as much evidence as possible.
It took fifteen minutes to find a face.
Even knowing what was coming, it hit Kincaid harder than he thought it would.
“Alane Grove,” he whispered. “OSP.”