Authors: Mark Dawson
“Now, John,” she said, gesturing towards the sofa. “Sit. I prepare food and tea.”
Milton sat and watched as she went about her business. He had known Anya Dostovalov for almost a decade and she had been an asset of British intelligence for far longer than that. Her role had always been as a ‘cut-out.’ She would stand between a spy and his or her source so that, were her role to be uncovered, she would only be able to identify the sender and the recipient of information. She acted as insulation for the network that MI6 had built, protecting its agents from exposure. The role was critically important and exposed her to considerable risk; once Milton had grown to know and respect her he was loathe to put her in harm’s way. Her response had always been to politely yet firmly brush his concerns away. She had been doing this for years, she would say. She knew what she was doing.
First, she brought over a teapot, a samovar filled with hot water and two cups, and prepared the tea. She had brewed it strong and poured small shots into the cups, topping them up with boiling water from the samovar. Milton sipped his, the taste sharp and bitter and not particularly pleasant to his palate, but the warmth was welcome in his belly. Anya Dostovalov took her own tea to the kitchen and worked with quick and silent efficiency, emptying out the contents of the tiny fridge and assembling a small buffet for them both: slivers of fish and hunks of pork, pieces of bitter Russian chocolate, a collection of warm blinis, sour cream, the sweet cheese that the Russians fried in little rolls and saucers of jam that Milton knew you were supposed to eat with the tea. When she was finished she brought it over on a wooden tray and set it down on the low coffee table.
“You still remember how to find shop,” she said as she sat down.
“Of course. I’m not likely to forget, am I?”
“You were not followed?”
“Please,” he smiled. “You know me better than that.”
“I am sorry, Vanya,” she said. “I have reason to be careful.”
“How do you mean?”
“The… how do you say? The climate is difficult. Everyone knew KGB was bad but SVR is just the same.” She smiled. “And I am too old for gulag.”
“You’re not old, Mamotchka.”
“Bless you, Vanya, but I am seventy-three. Old woman now.”
“There’s no need to worry. I was followed but I lost them on the Metro. They don’t know where I am.”
He sipped the fragrant tea, feeling its warmth in his belly. She waited patiently as he finished the cup and then poured him another.
“So, dear one. What has happened to you?”
He told her. He told her about the assignment in the French Alps and the two Iraqi scientists that he had assassinated and about the little boy who had hidden in the footwell of the car that he had sprayed with bullets, and about the
gendarme
who had been unlucky enough to have been in the wrong place at the wrong time. He told her how he had lost himself in the boy’s brown eyes and how he had seen an unbroken line that connected all his victims all the way back to another little boy he had seen in the desert years ago. He told her how he had decided there and then that he couldn’t justify his life’s work any longer, that he had been haunted by the ghosts of the men and women he had dispatched, how they had stormed his dreams so that he had only been able to escape them by drinking so much that he obliterated all sense of his self. He told her about what had happened in East London, how he had ruined the lives of the people he had been trying to help, about how he had fled to South America and worked his way north, trying to do the right thing where he could, but moving on before he could become settled, before he could make attachments that he knew he would eventually have to break. He told her about Cuidad Juárez and Santa Muerta, about how the Group had located him and how he had escaped. He told her about San Francisco and all the dead girls and, as he did, he saw, again, that whatever he did and wherever he went, he could not escape Death. It followed in his wake, dogged and relentless and impossible to shake.
“Guilt always comes to men in your work,” she said when he was finished.
“I lasted longer than most.”
“Perhaps.”
“I’m not sure what that says about me.”
She smiled, a sad smile. “You are good man, Vanya.”
“I’m not going back.”
“You would not have that option even if you did. I am told Control is furious.”
“I’m sure he is. I put a bullet into the knee of the man he sent after me.”
“Yes, Number Twelve. His new little pet. I heard.”
“You still have your ears open?”
“I hear most things eventually. You know me.”
“That’s what I was hoping. I need your help. Information.”
“Whatever I can do.”
He finished his last mouthful of blini and put the plate down on the table.
“Do you know a colonel Shcherbatov?”
A wry half-smile. “Pascha? I do. A little.”
“I’m meeting him tomorrow.”
“For what?”
“I’m not sure. What do you know?”
“I know that he is secretive man. He has been intelligence officer for many years. Trained with the 401st KGB School in Okhta, near St. Petersburg. Leningrad, as then, and worked for Second Chief Directorate on counterintelligence and then First Chief Directorate. He monitored foreigners in Leningrad and was sent to East Germany before Wall came down. He came back to Moscow, survived coup and was given senior role in new KGB. He has been there ever since.”
“Anything else?”
“He is old-fashioned. Traditional. Still views West as enemy. He is not popular among his comrades. His views are unpopular. Government wants good relations with west. Money from oil is worth more than principles. Pascha Shcherbatov does not share this view—old Cold Warrior. I hear suggestion that Kremlin would not be upset if he were to retire.”
“Then why didn’t they get rid of him?”
“A man like Pascha learn many secrets, Vanya. He work in intelligence for many years. Do not think his attention has always been focussed across Russia’s borders. He is not kind of man who makes fuss of himself but apparatchiks are not stupid. They know not to be afraid of barking dog. Pascha is silent dog. You should be afraid of silent dog. Do you understand what I mean, Vanya?”
“Yes.”
“Do you know what he wants?”
“No,” he said. “I have no idea.”
“Treat him very carefully, Vanya. He is dangerous. Not to be trusted. Whatever he wants from you, it will not be good.”
MILTON SLEPT at the apartment that night, setting an alarm for four in the morning. He rose quietly from the couch in the hope that he might not disturb Anya Dostovalov but she was already awake and, upon hearing that he had risen too, she bustled into the front room and made busy preparing breakfast. She prepared large mugs of Sbiten, the honey beverage laced with cloves, cinnamon and ginger, and gave one to him. She made fresh blinis and served them with sour cream. Milton didn’t know when he would be eating again and so he had five of them, washing them down with another mug of Sbiten. He hugged her before opening the door, telling her that he would see her again soon even as he knew that was unlikely, unlatched the door and stepped out into the hallway beyond.
The snow had fallen heavily overnight and walking had become even more difficult. There were huge mounds of wind blown snow across the sidewalk and, where it had been cleared away, hidden expanses of black ice. The municipal workers were out even at this early hour, preparing the city for the day ahead. They were dressed in orange overalls with thick parka jackets over the top and drove prehistoric trucks, shovelling snow into piles and treating patches of ice with caustic chemicals that dissolved it with a worrying hiss and fizz. In the street outside the supermarket they had piled all the snow on one side, burying the cars that had been foolishly left there. They hacked at the thickest patches of ice with pickaxes and shovels with an abominable screeching that reminded Milton of nails being dragged down a blackboard. He had to wait fifteen minutes for a taxi; the cold quickly robbed him of the warmth he had managed to absorb from the apartment’s baking central heating and he was shivering when he finally slipped into the back seat and asked to be taken to the Ritz-Carlton.
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HE OPENED HIS door quietly and slipped inside. It was just past six. He had taken off his coat and shirt and was about to run the bath when there was a knocking at the door. It was Anna. She must have been awake, listening for his return. She stood at the threshold, her arms crossed beneath her breasts. Her eyes fell to the scars on Milton’s naked chest, switching back promptly as she noticed he was smiling with amusement at her.
“Where were you last night, Mr. Milton?”
“I went out.”
“Where did you go?”
“Sightseeing.”
“All night?”
“Lots of sights to see,” he said.
She frowned at him disapprovingly. “It does you no favours to play games with us. And it does your friend no favours.”
“I’m not playing games. I’m here, aren’t I? I’m ready to see the colonel.”
“Yes,” she said. “We are leaving immediately.”
“Where is he?”
“Not in Moscow.”
“Where?”
She did not answer. “We have a long trip ahead of us. Four hundred kilometres, Mr. Milton.”
“In this snow?”
“It should take us eight hours.”
MILTON SWAPPED his bath for a shower, dressed warmly, and met Anna in the lobby. There was a car waiting outside for them. It was a top-of-the-line Range Rover Sport, a big and powerful four wheel drive with snow chains fastened around all four tyres. It was black and the windows were tinted. Anna led the way to it and opened the rear door.
Milton got inside and saw that they had been provided with a driver, too. The man was dressed in an anonymous suit and his blond hair had been shaved to a short, prickly fuzz. He was an intelligence operative, he guessed, one seconded from the Spetsnaz if his guess was right. He was big, several inches taller than Milton and fifty pounds heavier. He would be armed, and tough, and a passable match for him if things took a turn for the worse. Milton looked into his face in the rearview mirror as he slid into the seat, the man’s eyes cold and impassive as he glared back at him.
“Who’s the gorilla?” he asked Anna, his eyes still fixed on the man’s.
“His name is Vladimir,” she said as she slid alongside. “He’ll be driving us.”
“Just driving?”
“Don’t worry, Mr. Milton. You’re under the protection of the Russian government now.”
“That fills me with confidence.”
“Please, relax. We have a long drive.”
“So you said. Are you going to tell me where?”
“There is a place called Pylos. North east from here. The colonel is staying at his dacha. We will visit him there.”
“Why all the way there? You don’t have a safe house in Moscow?”
“Of course we do,” she said irritably. “But, no matter how careful we are, there will always be prying eyes in the city. The colonel is a private man. Pylos is remote. A place where Muscovites go for their summer holidays. It will be deserted in this weather. There is one way in and one way out and we will be watching both. Easier for us to ensure that your meeting is not noted. That is in both our best interests, is it not?”
Milton said nothing.
The driver put the Range Rover into gear and slid into the traffic. They headed to the north.
There were new high-rise apartment buildings on the edge of Moscow, coloured beige and cream and not as ugly as the old Soviet ones, with patches of snow-covered lawn between them. They drove on, passing out of the suburbs and into the countryside beyond, the road occasionally taking them through cute Russian idylls of sloping wooden houses and little orchards alongside and behind them. The houses all had ornamental window frames, rickety fences and rusty roofs, and sometimes the snow receded just a little to reveal a hint of the landscape that hibernated beneath it: a grove of silver birch trees, stretches of water choked by mirror smooth ice, tethered goats, wild deer and elk foraging for greenery amid the freezing grip of winter. The towns and villages were beautiful and ugly in equal measure, with fly-tipped trash left to rot on the outskirts: bits of old machinery covered over by the snow, discarded white goods, empty vodka bottles scattered across deep drifts. Milton remembered Russia well enough, and knew that the snow was covering a multitude of sins. It masked all the scars and blemishes and lies that collected beneath. It was an apt metaphor for a great country that had fallen into disrepute.
They followed the E115 north, passing through Khotovo, Pereslavl-Zalessky and Rostov. Milton watched the scenery passing by the window and thought about Pope and what the Russians wanted from him. Whoever he was, Shcherbatov was obviously a man not to be taken lightly. Mamotchka was a tough old coot; she had seen plenty of the KGB’s hardcases and blowhards, watched them rail against the unstoppable tide of capitalism, and she had outlasted them all. Her years had given her a breezy confidence and yet Milton had not missed the frown she wore throughout their discussion last night. Colonel Shcherbatov was different.
Anna was next to him. “Are you going to tell me anything about your boss?”
“It would be better if you met him with an open mind.”
“Why? Does he have a reputation?”
“Judge him for yourself.”
The driver glanced up at him in the mirror.
“What do you think, Vladimir?”
“Colonel Shcherbatov is patriot and hero,” he said in heavily accented Russian.
“I think I’ll be the judge of that.”
“You remember.”
“Vladimir,” Anna chided. “Please. Concentrate on the road.”
They stopped for diesel after six hours. The station was on the outskirts of Yaroslavl, three hundred kilometres from Moscow, and Milton got out to stretch his legs. The cold grew more severe the further north they travelled and here, on the station forecourt, it took just a few minutes to spear into the marrow of his bones. Anna came out and stood beside him, their clouded breath merging together and their shadows thrown long by the afternoon sun. They were enclosed by forest, the branches of the trees sagging with the great weight of the snow. Milton looked at the woman through the corner of his eye. She said nothing, as she had said nothing all the way throughout the drive, but now it seemed almost a companionable silence, as if a friendship might be possible between them if the circumstances were different. He had been in the same business as her, after all. Same coin, different sides.