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Authors: Anne McCaffrey
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A Meeting of Minds
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URIGAE WAS
a blaze at zenith, to Damia's left, glinting off her tiny personal capsule. Capella's light, from the right nadir, was a pulsing blue-white. Starlight from the Milky Way bathed her, too, but the only sound was her even breathing as she allowed her mind to open fully to the mindless, echo-freedom of deep space.
It was as if she could feel the separate cerebral muscles relaxing, expanding, just as her tall slender body went gradually limp. But it was primarily the mental relief that Damia sought so far away from her control Tower at the Federated Telepath and Teleport installation on Aurigae. It was the utter peace of deep space she required as anodyne to the constant demands of her position as Psionic Prime, responsible for the flow of commerce and communication in this Sector of Federated Worlds, the Nine-Star League. She was young, true, barely twenty; but age is relative, particularly when the need is great, and her mental talents were unusually mature. Furthermore, she was of the Raven Clan, born into a tremendously talented family, carefully indoctrinated and trained to assume an executive role as the influence of Federated Worlds expanded into new star systems, needing more Prime Talents.
Occasionally, even her young mind felt the strain and required respite from the insistent murmur of broadcasting thoughts that beat, beat, beat against hers: little minds which could not conceive the forces that Damia, Aurigan Prime, could marshall in gestalt with the mighty dynamos of the Tower.
With a flick of a finger, Damia screened out the overbrilliant starlight and opened her eyes. The softened stargleams, points of gem fire in the black of space, winked and pulsed at her. Idly she identified the familiar patterns they made, these silent friends. Somehow the petty grievances that built up inside her were gently dispersed as the overwhelming impersonality of cold nothingness brought them into proper perspective.
She could even forget her present preoccupation for a moment: forget how lonely she was; how she envied her brother, Larak, his loving, lovely wife and their new son; envied her mother the company of her husband and children; envied her Afra's . . .
Afra! What right had he to interfere, to reprimand her! His words still seared. “You've been getting an almighty huge vicarious charge out of peeking in on Larak and Jenna. Scared Jenna out of her wits, lurking in her mind while she was in labor! You leave them both alone!”
She was forced to admit herself at fault. But how had Afra known? Unless Larak had told him. She sighed. Yes, Larak would have known she was eavesdropping. Though he was the only T-3 among her brothers and sisters, he had always been extremely sensitive to her mind touch. And she and Larak could always overwhelm any combination of the others, even if Jeran, Cera, and Ezro, all T-1s, teamed up against them. Somehow, she switched mental gears, doubling the capability of other minds within her focus.
But it had humiliated her to be reamed by Afra. Well, better by that yellow-eyed, green-skinned T-4 Capellan than her father, acting in his capacity as Earth Prime. She rather hoped that her father had not learned of her breach of T- etiquette.
Odd, though, she hadn't heard as much as a whisper from Afra since then. It must be over seven months. He had listened in as she'd apologized to both Jenna and Larak, and then silence. He couldn't be
that
angry with her.
Damia diverted her thoughts away from Afra, and went through the ritual of muscular relaxation, of mental wipeout. She must be back in the Tower very soon. In a way, the fact that she could handle Prime duties with no higher ratings than a T-6 to assist had certain disadvantages. The Tower staff could handle only routine, planetary traffic, but she had to be on hand for all interstellar telepathic and teleportation commerce.
It would be wonderful to have a T-3 with her: someone who could understand. Not some
one
 . . . be honest with yourself out here in space, Damia. Some
man
. Only men shy away from you as if you'd developed Lynx-sun cancers. And the only other unmarried Prime was her own brother, Jeran. Come to think about Jeran, the smug tone in his recent mind-touches as they exchanged cargoes and messages between Deneb and Auriga undoubtedly meant that he had found a likely mate, too.
It was no consolation to Damia that her mother had known and warned her of this intense, feminine loneliness. But Jeff Raven had appeared to breach the Rowan's tower and the Rowan had at least had Afra's company . . .
Afra! Why did her mind keep returning to
him?
Damia realized that she was grinding her teeth. She forced herself through the rituals again, sternly making specific thought dissipate until her mind drifted. And, in the course of that aimless drifting, an aura impinged on her roving consciousness. Startledâfor nothing could be coming in from that far quarter of spaceâshe tightened her mind into a seeking channel.
An aura. A mere wisp of the presence of something. Something . . . alien!
Alien! Damia recomposed herself. She disciplined her mind to a pure, clear, uncluttered shaft. She touched the aura. Recognition of her touch, retreat, return.
The aura was undeniably alien, but so faint that she would have doubted its existence except that her finely trained mind was not given to error.
An exultation as hot as lust caused her blood to pound in her ears. She was not wrong. The trace was there.
Taking a deep breath, she directed an arrow-fine mental shout across the light-years, nadirward, to the Earth Prime FT & T Tower, high above the Grand Canyon.
Alien spacecraft approaching our galaxy intercepting at Auriga
, she informed Jeff Raven.
Damia
, control,
damn it, girl
. Control, Jeff replied, keeping his own mental roar within tolerable bounds.
Sorry,
Damia amended briefly without real contrition. Her father was capable of deflecting her most powerful thrust.
You are on a tight focus, I trust, with news like this?
he asked in an official tone.
Of course, I am. But my first duty is to report to Earth Prime, isn't it
?
Don't come over sweet innocence on me, missy. Now, give your full report
.
Can't give a full one. The alien aura is barely detectible, four light-years galactic north-northeast, Sector 2. I arrowed in once I heard the trace and it responded.
It respondedâ
The aura.
You reported a spacecraft.
Father, how else could anything cross the intergalactic sea?
My dear child, in our galaxy, we have encountered many odd life forms that did not require light or oxygen to exist.
I say, spacecraft. I touched it
.
Damia?
and Jeff's tone was suspicious.
Where are you?
I was only resting,
she temporized, suddenly aware that she was doing something not quite circumspect.
Resting is permitted. But how far are you from the Tower?
Jeff insisted.
A light-year.
With only a T-6 Station as control? Supposing, daughter, something happened to you? Supposing that alien aura decided to home in on you . . .
Oh, Dad, if I can't read more than an aura of Them, and they haven't changed position or rate since I informed you, they sure as hell don't pose any threat to me.
She carefully suppressed a giggle at her father's exasperation. She very seldom got the better of either her father or Afraâshe erased that name and went onâbut it didn't keep her from trying.
All right, missy, show me,
Jeff demanded, still severe.
She allowed him to join her mind completely as she led him out beyond the blaze of stars. She led him directly to the alien trace. The aura was palpable but so far away that only the extraordinary perception of two powerful minds could sense it.
I caught anticipation, curiosity,
Jeff told his daughter thoughtfully as he withdrew from the tight focus.
And caution, too. Whatever it is, is approaching our galaxy.
I shall maintain a watch,
Damia volunteered, unable to conceal her intense excitement at this momentous event.
Not at any time personally endangering yourself, Prime,
Jeff abjured her, coloring the official concern with personal.
No, of course not. But I'd like to borrow Larak to maintain an augmented watch.
Larak's training T-3s to augment old Guzman on Altair. The old man sleeps most of the time but he's the only Prime we have for that Sector until Ezro's older,
Jeff replied.
I'll send you Afra. He'd be better anyhow.
Because Afra has already touched those aliens you and mother routed above Deneb twenty-odd years ago?
Damia laughed, covering up her reaction to Afra's coming with a jab at her father's recall.
Jeff chuckled amiably, giving her credit for a deep perception.
Well, I'd rather wait until Larak's free. I can just hear mother screaming at being deprived of Afra.
Damia,
Jeff's tone crackled with disapproval.
That is an irrational, childish and insulting remark. Repair your attitude.
His tone altered.
If you hadn't, at one time or another, intimidated every T-2, -3 and -4 in the Federated Worlds, I could send someone elseâ
And matchmake into the bargain?
She tinged her thoughts with derision, and then advised smugly,
Your dynastic plans will bear better fruit with Jeran. Only don't let him settle for anything less than a T-4.
That was score two for her, she decided as she felt her father's startled pause.
You haven't been eavesdropping again, have you, Damia?
She parried that surprise with a quick,
After Afra reamed me for that with Larak? Not bloody likely.
Oh, it was he who stopped you? Your mother thought it was Isthia.
The trouble with telepaths is sometimes they think
too
much,
she remarked acidly, infuriated afresh to realize that her mother, also, knew of that incident.
Damia!
Jeff's tone was unusually severe.
Your mother is the only person in the galaxy who has any inkling of your problems . . .
Then why did she hand me over to Isthia to raise?
Damia flashed back without thinking.
Because, my darling daughter, you were without doubt the most infuriating, incalcitrant, unmanageable four-year-old. Your mother was too ill with her pregnancy to keep track of you blithely teleporting all over the system. I sent you away, not your mother. It was not her decision and she resisted it every step of the way. I've told you that before. But you two are so bloody much alike . . .
Damia snorted. She was not the least bit like her mother. There was absolutely no resemblance between them. She was Jeff's daughter from her slender height to her black hair and vivid blue eyes. Ezro, yes, and Larak, too, took after the Rowan. But not she. Of course, Damia had to admit, her mother had an exceedingly strong and diverse psionic talent or she wouldn't be Callisto Prime, but Damia was just as strong, and she had the added advantage of that catalystic ability as well.
Well,
Jeff was saying in a milder tone,
you'll see it one day, my dear, and I, for one, shall be immensely relieved. Your mother and I love you very much and we're damned proud of the way you've taken over your official responsibilities on Auriga. Professionally I have no quarrel with you.
Damia basked in her father's praise. He didn't give it lightly.
If you were only able to relate more to the people around you,
he continued, spoiling the compliment, then added briskly,
I'll send Afra on directest. I can trust his impartiality
, and to Damia's amazement, her father chuckled.
She stabbed at his mind to find the basis for the amusement, but met a blankness as her father had turned his mind to some other problem.
“Impartiality? Afra?” The sound of her own voice in the little personal capsule startled her.
What on earth was that supposed to mean? Why would Afra's impartiality be trustedâabove hersâin identifying or evaluating an alien aura?
But Afra was to come to Auriga.
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After he had broken contact with Damia, Jeff did not immediately turn to other problems. He mulled over the subtler aspects of that vivid contact with his daughter. Damia's mind was as brilliant as Iota Aurigae, and about as stable as any active star's surface. He had caught the edges of her skillfully shielded reactions to several of his references. He was reassured to note growing evidence of emotional maturity, except where her mother and Afra were concerned.
Damia had unwittingly suppressed what Jeff recalled most vividly about the day he had sent her away to Isthia on Betelgeuse for fostering. It had been Afra the four-year-old Damia had clung to, cried for, not her mother. Jeff sighed. The decision to send Damia to Isthia had been one of the hardest he had ever had to make, personally and professionally. But Rowan had been extremely ill during her pregnancy with Larak, and Damia, coming early into her extraordinary mental powers, had made life pure hell for everyone in the Raven household: teleporting herselfâand anything her fancies seized uponâindiscriminately around the system. Only Afra had any control over her, and he had had to be at Callisto Tower.
Under Isthia's calm, unruffled discipline, Damia had learned to control her waywardness. She became sincerely fond of Isthia. Strange that it was the Rowan whom Damia still blamed for that separation.
Rowan
, Jeff called out to Callisto Tower, and sensed that his wife was resting as the interchanges on Callisto's cargo decks filled from Earthside.
Her mind touched his gladly, with a delight that belied the fact they had breakfasted together a few hours earlier.