‘Gabe you’re
so bloody crude, why do you have to be like that?’
‘I’ve
watched you masturbate Mia, it’s the same thing. Do it in front of me.’
‘No,’ I
exclaimed looking at him horrified.
‘Ok, I’ll
do it for you Miss Prudie Pants.’ Before I had time to react, he put one of his
hands between my legs and quickly inserted two fingers making me gasp.
‘GABE,’ I
snapped as I glared at him and slapped one of his shoulders hard, making my
palm sting.
‘What? Cleaning
can be fun too,’ he grinned at me.
‘Stop that
right
now, I’m still cross with you.’ I pushed my hands against his chest but even
holding me one armed, he was too strong for me. As he pushed his fingers
further inside me I glowered at him.
‘I can see you’re
cross baby, but an orgasm always makes you happy and relaxed. Stop fighting me
and I can help you out on both fronts.’ He caressed my insides with his fingers
and the combination of that and the warm water seeping up inside me made me
quiver.
‘Gabe stop,
please stop,’ I sighed. I wanted to stay angry with him, but he was turning me
on so much and he knew it.
‘Tell me to
quit Mia and I will,’ he smiled, making me even more annoyed with him.
‘I already
told you I wanted you to stop.’ I punched his shoulder instead, but he just
laughed.
‘You know
saying stop to me doesn’t mean you want me to. Tell me to quit baby, say those
words and you know I’ll stop immediately, I’ll know you really mean it, but I
don’t think you want me to stop do you?’ he asked, but I knew it was a
rhetorical question. ‘Come on baby, let me help you relax,’ he murmured as he
leaned in to nibble my neck. I caved, whimpering and tipped my head to the side
offering myself up to him. I gasped as he bit and sucked on it and felt myself
loosening up.
‘This isn’t
fair and you know it,’ I groaned as I gripped his shoulders. He stopped kissing
my neck and looked into my eyes as his fingers continued to work inside me. ‘I
told you I wanted you to stop Gabe.’ He started to withdraw them and I quickly
clenched my muscles around him.
‘Don’t lie
Mia. You constantly crave me, you need me inside you as much as I need to be in
there. So go on, tell me you quit, is that really what you want?’
‘No, but you’re
such a cocky bastard I
hate you
so much right now,’ I snapped. I grabbed
his head and pushed my lips onto his and forced my tongue into his mouth as I
started to ride his hand. I had to stop kissing him and pull my head back to
let out a cry as he hit my g-spot again and again.
‘That’s it
baby, give into it you know you want to. You need me and I plan to keep it that
way.’ He relaxed his grip around my waist and let me lean back further taking
my weight on his one arm. He bent forwards and kissed my breasts before he
started sucking my nipple.
‘O god, I’m
coming,’ I moaned and arched my back against his arm as I climaxed milking his
fingers for all they were worth. He continued to suck as my body stopped
shaking and just as I thought he was going to pull his fingers out, he started
again and pressed his thumb on my quivering clit. ‘Noooo, not again,’ I moaned.
‘I want you inside me.’
‘No,’ he
mumbled.
‘Why not?’
I panted as I clasped his head to my breast while I circled myself around his
invading digits. He pushed back against my hand to free himself.
‘You’re
still angry with me,’ he whispered in my ear. ‘You’re only giving into your
desperate need to come again, it’s not about me and I want it to be about me
when I fuck you later.’ I pulled him back onto my lips, kissing him frantically
as felt my climax start to build again and groaned loudly into his mouth. The
thought of having him inside me again was all I needed, as I hit the crest of
my orgasm I bit his lip viciously, taking out some of my anger towards him. I
sucked the blood that trickled out, before releasing his head and falling
forwards onto his chest and burying my face into his neck. ‘Fuck Mia that hurt,’
he muttered. He clutched me to him as I tried to calm down again.
‘You
deserved it. You make it sound like I’m some desperate orgasm junkie,’ I said
feeling hurt.
‘Mia,’ he
sighed. ‘Do you know how much it means to me to know that I affect you as badly
as you do me? There’s absolutely nothing wrong with that. You need me sexually
as much as I do you and I love that about you, I love that about
us
.’
‘It’s not
just about sex. You make out like I’m only after you for your dick,’ I
grumbled.
‘I know you
love me Mia, but you also love my cock just as much and trust me, I’m
really
happy about that.’
‘Yet you’re
still not going to fuck me now?’ I asked leaning back and looking at him.
‘No, because
you want sex to avoid dealing with our discussion and your anger. Right now
it’s all about sex and not about me. So I’m going to take you to my bed and
hold you tightly as you sleep it off. Hopefully you’ll wake up in a better mood
and we can order some food and watch our movies.’ He pulled his fingers out of
me and grabbed the soap and gently washed me as I closed my eyes and enjoyed
it. When he was done, he pulled me back closer to him and I felt his erection,
bobbing in the water, brush against my thigh.
‘You’re
hard,’ I whispered as I reached down to grip him, but he grabbed my hand.
‘No. Bed.’
He pushed me down the other end of the bath and jumped out as I sat looking at
him in disbelief as he wrapped a towel around himself and put out a hand and
pulled me up.
‘But you’re
hard, I need to make you come.’
‘I’m not
keeping score Mia, it’s not about I gave you one now it’s my turn. I’ll fuck
you again when it’s not just about what’s between my legs.’
He was
right, I was still wound up and angry with him and sex
was
a great
stress reliever. He wrapped the towel around me as I sighed and my shoulders
slumped in defeat. He gently rubbed me dry then threw the towel in the corner
along with his and led me back into his bedroom. We climbed into bed and he set
his alarm for six giving us a couple of hours to rest. He curled around me and
I closed my eyes, exhausted.
‘Gabe,’ I
whispered.
‘Yes?’
‘I didn’t
mean it when I said I hated you earlier, I’m really sorry.’
‘I know
baby.’
‘And it is
about you, if it was just about sex I could go get that anywhere, but I don’t
want to, I only want you.’
‘Thanks,
but you’re still angry with me and that’s not how I want you. Go to sleep,’ he
said as he kissed the top of my head.
I was in
the middle of a dream when I heard Gabe whispering and half opened my eyes to
see him get out of bed and walk to the bathroom on his phone. I was so tired I
closed them and was sure I heard him raising his voice with someone, but I was
dreaming again within minutes.
When I woke
up again I was alone in the bed. I looked at the clock and it was quarter to
six. I sat up and saw that he’d put one of my clean g-strings on the end of the
bed, a pair of black jogging bottoms and a red long sleeved t-shirt. The
joggers were way to big and even tying them I was tripping up again like last
time, so I left them off and just pulled on the t-shirt, which hung off me. I
went to the bathroom and brushed my teeth and gasped when I saw an enormous
bruise on the side of my neck. He’d given me a love bite. I groaned, I hated
them in visible places, I always thought how common girls looked with them
everywhere. As I walked back through to the bedroom, he was sitting on the bed
and had put on his grey joggers again and a black t-shirt.
‘How did
you sleep?’ he smiled.
‘Good until
I woke up and found you gone.’
‘I couldn’t
sleep so I went to my study to sort out the films. I heard you in the bathroom.’
‘Who were
you cross with?’
‘What?’
‘I heard
you whispering on the phone earlier and you went in the bathroom and raised
your voice. You sounded really cross.’
‘I didn’t
want to wake you up so I left the room. It was nothing.’
‘O god has
something happened with Lexi and Doug?’
‘No, Doug
text they’re fine.’
‘Gabe what’s
wrong you still look cross. Is it my fault?’
‘It’s not
you baby,’ he said shaking his head as he pushed a hand through his hair. ‘It
was Julie on the phone.’
‘Is she ok?’
‘Mia, I
know how I’d feel if Kai was still ringing you. I’m not sure we should discuss
this,’ he frowned.
‘You still
see each other at swimming Gabe, I’m not going to get all huffy and tell you
that you can’t see her or speak to her anymore. Don’t get me wrong I don’t love
the idea of her being around you so much, but if you’re still friends that’s ok.’
‘Thanks,’
he smiled, looking at me surprised. ‘But she wants more than friendship and
can’t seem to accept it’s over.’
‘You’ve got
to be really clear with her then, tell her that it’s friends and nothing more,
or she’ll just keep getting her hopes up.’
‘I have
been clear with her Mia, I told her it was never going to happen because I was
in love with you and she flipped out on me.’
‘O Gabe
what were you thinking?’
‘What?’ he said
looking surprised.
‘You said
you never told her that you loved her, after
nine
months together, then
you go and tell her you’re in love with a girl you’ve known for 5 minutes?
Someone you dumped her for?’
‘I thought
it would help her get over it,’ he said looking confused. I looked at him
amazed, could he really be that stupid when it came to women?
‘No, that
just made it a million times worse for her, just like you did letting Kai know
we’d had sex. You’ve basically just told her your relationship with her meant
nothing to you.’
‘She knew
that anyway,’ he shrugged.
‘O god Gabe
are you really that clueless? You were with her for nine months, even setting
aside the fact that
you
weren’t fully committed it will have meant
something to
her.
She’ll have seen your continued attachment to her as a
sign that you
were
committed or at least thinking about it becoming more
serious, why else would you stay? No woman wants to think it’s because she’s
just a regular hole to fill.’
‘You make
it sound like I abused her Mia,’ he snapped.
‘Mentally
you did Gabe, even if it was unintentional. You let her fall in love with you
and think that maybe you’d become more when you had no intention of letting her
in, just like I did with Kai. Take ownership of that and think about
apologising to her because she deserves it.’
‘You really
think she was in love with me?’ he asked in amazement.
‘Gabe of
course she was,’ I said softly. ‘You’re an easy guy to fall in love with
anyway, without the incredible sex or your dazzling good looks. She’ll have
been clinging to the hope that you’d eventually fall for her too. Why did you
shout at her?’
‘She wanted
to come here and talk and I told her she couldn’t. She went mad when she
realised you were at my house and I just lost my cool.’
‘Great, she’s
going to knife me isn’t she?’
‘It’s me she’s
mad at really Mia, not you, I guess I better think about apologising.’
‘Well I
feel sorry for her, I don’t know how I’d react if I ever lost you, I’d be so devastated.’
I went and sat in his lap and stroked his hair and kissed him.
‘I told you
baby I’m not going anywhere, you’re stuck with me for life.’
‘Even with me
making you eat junk food for dinner?’
‘Yes, but I’m
going to have to get up and have a work out tomorrow to make up for it.’
‘What about
swimming practice?’
‘What about
it?’
‘Gabe you
can’t miss it again, you’ve missed the last two weeks. Don’t think I didn’t
notice you and Doug skipped last weeks session on Sunday to spend it with Lexi
and I.’
‘I’m not
missing it this time, we’ve been given the day off as we did so well on Friday,
so you’re stuck with me for the whole day. I’d like to get some lengths in here
though if that’s ok?’
‘Of course
it is, I don’t want to get in your way.’
‘You’re
never in my way. Come on, we can go and settle in for the first film and then
we can order the food. Do you want any wine?’
‘No thank
you,’ I looked at him puzzled, I’d not expected him to encourage me drinking. ‘I
had enough to drink last night. Do you have any coke?’
‘Diet coke,’
he nodded.
‘I’ll have
juice then, I hate that diet shit,’ I grinned and he just shook his head in
despair.
We went
down to the kitchen and he grabbed a glass bottle of diet coke from the fridge
and poured me a tall glass of apple juice and gave me a small bar of galaxy and
laughed as I smiled at him.