Firefly Summer (47 page)

Kate swallowed and gave him a smile.

They didn’t say any more because there wasn’t any need.

Dara got a postcard from Kerry O’Neill from the town near his school.

‘We are here for half a day, they took us to see a castle on a river. The river is brown and muddy, I think it’s nothing compared to the Fern. Glad to hear your mother is coming home soon. Hope to see you all in Mountfern during the Christmas holidays. Kind wishes to all, Kerry.’

Dara hugged it to her and knew every word, not only every word but how every letter of each word was formed.

‘Just tell me straight out, Maggie, no dithering, did Kitty get a card from Kerry O’Neill too? Just a yes or a no would do.’

‘No. There was no card from Kerry for Kitty. I can tell you that.’

Maggie spoke firmly. Because what she said was true. There had been no postcard for her sister. But Kitty had been looking very cheerful, and there were letters from time to time, which were not discussed. And they did have a postmark of the county where Kerry’s school was. But it would be foolish to enter into that kind of speculation. Maggie never wanted to draw things on them. And she had been asked specifically about postcards, nothing else.

Maggie was glad when Dara took her arm. It would have been stupid to upset Dara over something that might not even be true. Kitty could have been getting letters from anyone.

‘I hope Mrs Ryan will like the way I run things,’ Mary Donnelly said doubtfully.

‘Why wouldn’t she?’ John was unused to Mary in an insecure role.

‘She’s the mistress of this house, it will be hard for her coming back after five months and seeing another woman in her place.’

‘But hasn’t she told you over and over how delighted she is with you, and all you’ve done for us?’ John was bewildered. Mary had been a visitor several times to Kate in the hospital. They had got on very well.

‘But her coming home, and to that grand room, it will be hard for her not being in total charge again. If you’d like me to go I’d quite understand.’

‘Mary, we’d die if you went.’ John was alarmed. ‘You couldn’t go, not now that she’s coming back at last. Please don’t think of leaving. Is it that you think she’d be giving you orders? Because Kate’s not like that. She’ll be only too glad for things to go on the way they are. You’ll be happy here. Please don’t go.’

‘I’m very happy here, Mr Ryan. It’s very nice, it’s the first place I ever thought of as home, and it’s a place where people don’t make your life a torture for you.’

‘But who would make your life a torture for you? Ever?’

‘My mother did, my colleagues at the school. The other women round where I lived.’

John was at a loss for words.

‘Well,’ he said eventually, aware that it wasn’t enough.

‘So what I say is that Mrs Kate Ryan, if she had to be married and evidently she had, could have done far worse for herself with the husband and three sons that she found.’

John knew he would never hear such praise again.

‘Thank you,’ he said very seriously. ‘I hope we will always be able to have your trust, my sons and I.’

Fergus had found Mary a surprising ally when he was trying to teach John to drive. She had urged the two of them to go out as often as possible, saying that she could well keep an eye on the bar. It never occurred to her that Fergus might have any work to do himself, so she was always putting forward unlikely hours like 11 a.m. as good for a quick lesson.

As it happened the little girl Deirdre he had got for the office was every bit as reliable as Kate said she would be. She was always able to tell a caller that Mr Slattery had gone out on urgent business with a client, and she would take all the details. Somehow, like her father, she gave off a look of utter secrecy. You felt that she would survive well under torture, rather than reveal the most trivial of business.

And she wasn’t telling lies, she explained to Fergus. After all, Mr Ryan was a client, and teaching him to drive was important business.

It took twenty lessons, and then John felt confident enough to drive all on his own into the hospital. This too was a secret and a surprise for Kate. Several times he nearly blurted it out, and Rachel Fine nearly let it slip as well.

Then together Fergus and John went to Jack Coyne and put it to him squarely: he was to supply the soundest second-hand car in the world. Not just the country, but the world.

It was to be ready and roadworthy and shining clean on the morning of Friday 22 November, for that was the day it would be driven into the town by John Ryan and he was going to pick up his wife and bring her home to Mountfern.

They all wanted to go, all the children. John said there would be no room in the car. But they wanted to see her face when she saw him driving, that was part of the fun.

Very well, they went with Paudie Doyle as usual, they drove in convoy. Fergus first with Sheila Whelan, then John in the Vauxhall, and then the four Ryan children speechless with excitement in Paudie Doyle’s Austin.

There were a lot of tears in the hospital, and Geraldine the nurse said she would miss Kate more than any other patient.

People in wheelchairs came out to say goodbye, and in her own wheelchair she went to say a word to people who weren’t even able to move.

She said she’d be in and out of the hospital for treatment.

All the time she thought she was going to be in Paudie Doyle’s Austin.

‘Where will all the children fit?’ she asked Rachel.

‘Hush, wait, wait.’

Kate knew something was up but she could never have believed anything as splendid as the sight of her husband drawing up in the big black Vauxhall.

Both her hands went up to her mouth as she saw him at the wheel. ‘Glory be to God, he’ll kill himself,’ she said, and then they all cheered.

John Ryan got out with a flourish. ‘Here’s your coach, Katy Ryan, and your coachman come to take you home and anywhere in the world you want to go.’

In a blur she saw the children’s faces in front of her. The twins were struggling with what looked like a banner and Kate saw it had a welcome-home message on it. Eddie and Declan looked faintly mutinous as if they had wanted to
share in the banner but had not been allowed to have any part of it.

John had learned to drive, this was their car, he kept saying it. In the confusion it was hard to take in, they had a family car now. The children were racing round it in excitement, Rachel Fine was trying to line them up so that she could take a picture.

John had learned how to drive a car! They could maybe go off for a day without having to ask Jack Coyne or Fergus or Paudie Doyle.
How
had he learned to do that? Were there any more surprises, and could she cope with them?

‘I’m only crying because I’m so happy,’ she said into Declan’s tousled head. He had run to throw his arms around her when he saw the tears.

‘
I
wanted to have a welcome home,’ he snuffled.

‘But you have a welcome home for me,’ she protested. ‘Isn’t all this lovely? It’s the best welcome I could have.’

‘I wanted to put
my
name,’ he said, fists digging into his eyes still. ‘They wouldn’t let me’ – a hate-filled glance at the twins.

‘But you can do your own when we get back, when we’re back in Mountfern. Tell Declan, Eddie, am I really going back or is it a dream?’

Eddie took it on himself to explain the realities of the situation. ‘It’s real enough,’ he said grudgingly, pleased to have been singled out to define things.

Kate put her hands out to the twins and their banner. ‘Let you both hold it high up there so that Rachel can get it into the picture,’ she said.

Her eyes told the twins that the banner was something that had touched her so much she hardly dared speak. She
sat with her hands holding theirs tightly as the picture was taken.

And then they moved her to the car. She was near to hysteria as they lifted her into the front seat.

‘Don’t tell me you can really drive this, John Ryan,’ she gasped. And then out through the window to the nurses: ‘Listen, don’t give my room away, I’ll be back with more injuries in half an hour.’

But the pride as she sat beside her husband in their own car was shining out like a beacon.

The entourage would follow them, Fergus with Sheila as his passenger, Rachel in her own car, and the Ryan children travelling for the last time in Paudie Doyle’s car.

A rug had been placed over Kate’s knees, and she sat straight and proud like a queen in the front of the secondhand Vauxhall that Jack Coyne had found as the bargain of the century.

When Rachel turned aside so that nobody would see her brushing away the tears, she saw that the nice nurse and the lawyer were doing the very same thing, wiping their eyes at the sight of so much delight.

Mountfern never forgot the day that Kate Ryan came home from hospital. Years later they could remember every detail of that evening.

It had been arranged that the bar remain open as usual, with Mary Donnelly serving. Sheila Whelan was brought in as well in case there would be extra people there pretending to be having a drink but in reality waiting to see the return of the invalid.

There was a great cry that they were coming when the
car was reported to have come in view of the Rosemarie hair salon, and Rita Walsh was out waving from the salon doorstep. Loretto Quinn ran up from her shop, and Brian Doyle ran over the bridge to be there too.

The procession went through the bar, where old men got off stools and shook hands, unable to say the words. They were relieved she was back, and stricken to see her still so pale and sitting awkwardly in a wheelchair.

Carrie was excited, in a new navy dress with a white collar, and she ran in and out of the kitchen a dozen times asking Mary when would she serve the tea. A dozen times Mary replied that she should ask Mrs Ryan.

But Kate was beyond listening to any subtleties like this. There was so much to admire.

Why had nobody told her that the whole place had been repainted? And the steps, all those steps – one down here and one up there – had gone. That must have been huge work, levelling everything.

It
was
a big undertaking, John Ryan agreed, as if he had done it himself. All they had done was stand back and use the back doors while Patrick’s men were withdrawn from work on the hotel to do a job on it.

Then there was the room. Kate couldn’t believe it. Walls of light green, huge glass doors framed by green flowery curtains. The big bed was white, with a green and white cover. All around the room there was a broad white shelf like a counter, almost. The wheelchair would fit under it, and there were magazines, sewing things, books, files laid out at intervals to suggest activities for Kate. One section of the shelf was a dressing table. It had a mirror and lights around it like a film star would have in a dressing room.

The bathroom was huge. Rachel called it the dressing
room. It had huge presses for Kate’s clothes, on rails that could be lowered so that she could reach them and choose what to wear. There were drawers that moved in and out silently, effortlessly. Not like the drawers that stuck and had to be pushed and pulled. The bath had a seat, and a shower, the lavatory had rails. But it wasn’t like the hospital bathroom, all white and clinical. It was soft green colours, with big fluffy green towels and bath salts in a big green glass jar.

In her life Kate had never seen anything so elegant. And it was hers. It wasn’t something she was looking idly at in a magazine.

They crowded round, Fergus and Brian Doyle, Rachel and Loretto, John in the middle and the children on the edges pushing in and out to see her face.

And that’s how they all remembered it because that was when the news came in from the bar where the wireless was on. The news that President Kennedy had been shot in Dallas.

They all went slowly towards the bar to wait for more news. The phone kept ringing, people wanted to tell other people. There was television up in the Grange and some of those with cars said they would drive there and see if they could find out any more. Anything was better than not knowing what had happened to him – the president who had waved at them all in Dublin only five months ago.