Everwild (9 page)

Nick looked around him; twisted gun barrels and unrecognizable pieces of tortured metal littered the deadspot— and beyond the deadspot even more destroyed weaponry was sinking into the ground of the living world.

“Look whatcha done! Look whatcha done! It's all gone!”

Nick had no sympathy, and stormed up to him. “What kind of idiot keeps a collection of live ammunition and armed bombs?”

“I ain't no idjit,” screamed the Ripper. “You're the idjit! I got nuthin' now, thanks to you!”

And that's when Nick realized something.

In truth he had realized it before, only it hadn't fully registered. It was there in the Ripper's eyes, in the shape
of the face, and in the lilt of the voice. Nick reached for the Ripper's Confederate cap, trying to pull it off, but of course it didn't come. Just like Nick's own tie, it was a permanent part of the Ripper.

“Get yer hands off!” Zach the Ripper said, slapping Nick's hand away.

But Nick knew this was no “Zach” at all.

“You're a girl!”

The Ripper's eyes narrowed, boldly staring right at him. “You got a problem with that?”

It was not uncommon once war was declared between the North and South for boys to lie about their age so they could serve. Nor was it uncommon for battle-ambitious girls to cut their hair and lie about their gender. Few got away with it, though.

Fourteen year-old Zinnia Kitner was one of those few.

Named after her mother's favorite flower, she had always hated her name—hated the fact that so many Southern girls of their day were named for such passive things as flowers: Violet. Rose. Magnolia. She shortened it to Zin, and allowed only her father to call her Zinnia.

She was not a girl of privilege—no Southern belle. She knew little of fancy things and delicate education. In fact, she had no schooling, and hated the prissy girls of the South's high society. She had no love of slavery, either, but she
did
love her father and brothers who all hated the North.

Then the South seceded from the Union, and war was declared. With her mother long dead, she knew she would be the only Kitner left at home; a Confederate War orphan left in the care of weepy neighbor women who wrung their
hands raw in vain attempts to worry their men home.

Zinnia would have none of that. So she cut her hair, and practiced jutting her jaw and shifting her stance so she would look more like her brothers and less like herself. She became Zachariah Kitner. Then, through a combination of the exhaustion and nearsightedness of her recruitment and training officers, she somehow passed for male.

Little did she know she would be stuck passing for a boy for a very, very long time.

She was killed in her first battle, as so many inexperienced soldiers were. A single cannon blast. It was mercifully quick and painless. Zin's trip down the tunnel into the light
should
have been quick and simple; however, halfway there, she was struck by the sudden realization that her father and brothers would have no idea what had happened to her. There are few things that can cause a person to resist the gravity of the light. Thinking about one's self can't do it, because self-centered thoughts are weak when compared to the call of eternity. Thinking of others, however, can be a very powerful thing indeed, and can give a strong-willed person the strength to resist just about anything.

Zin knew what the light was. She knew she had died, and knew there was nothing she could do about that. Going straight into that light would be the easiest thing to do. But she couldn't stop thinking about her family, tormented by her mysterious absence.

And so she stopped falling forward, and found herself lingering at the threshold between the here and hereafter. Then she did something of such incredible audacity, the very universe was both insulted and impressed at the same time.

Zinnia Kitner reached
into
the light, grabbed the tiniest bit of it in her fist, and pulled her hand back again, taking a fraction of the light with her. Then she turned and ran from the light, thus entering Everlost.

What she didn't know was that taking a bit of eternity in her hand would give her a very special power.

Like most Afterlights, the details of her life on earth became hazy, but she did remember the war. For more than a hundred and fifty years she served her part. Collecting weapons gave her a sense of purpose—and woe be to any Afterlight who tried to tell her the war was over—for then what purpose would her existence serve? In spite of her uniform, she never forgot that she was a girl, for she never had a desire to be a boy, only to be treated as one. She still cursed the fact that the hat would not come off and that her hair would not grow—and she hated that they called her “Zach the Ripper.” Like the uniform, however, it served a purpose for her, so she lived with it.

That is, until the day the Chocolate Ogre came and stripped everything away.

Zinnia fell to her knees in mourning. There was nothing left, nothing at all. All those years of collecting, and now what was there for her? Kudzu nuzzled up to her, trying to comfort her, but she would not be comforted.

“You've ruined everything… .” She would have reached into the fudge-faced kid right then, and ripped him good, if she thought she'd get anything more than chocolate.

Nick chose to keep his distance. He knew any chance for an easy alliance with the Ripper was gone … but that didn't mean there couldn't be a reluctant alliance, if he played this right.

“Come on,” he said to Johnnie-O, loudly enough for the Ripper to hear. “We came here for nothing. She couldn't be any use in the war.”

“That's right,” snapped the Ripper. “Get lost!”

Nick turned to go then did a little mental countdown.
One … two … three …

“What war?” asked the Ripper.

Nick grinned—it was like waiting for thunder after lightning. He turned back to her and looked her over, shaking his head. “Not the one
you're
fighting.”

The Ripper looked away, her face betraying an odd mixture of shame and fury. There was a definite sense of craziness in her, but perhaps that could be dealt with. Perhaps it could be refined and directed.

Johnnie-O pulled Nick aside, and spoke to him quietly. “I got this really bad feeling about her,” Johnnie-O whispered.

“That's just because she ripped you.”

“What if she does it again?”

“I'll make sure she won't.”

All the while, Zin kept watching them, trying to hear what they were whispering about.

Nick went back over to her. “After careful consideration,” Nick said, “we've decided you're army material.”

She looked at Nick warily. “What's my rank?”

“Private first class, in charge of tactical field operations.” Nick had made it up on the spot, of course, but it sounded sufficiently impressive to make her consider it.

“Do I get to rip weapons?”

“You'll rip what your superior officers tell you to rip, or
you can go back up in that spaceship and launch yourself into orbit for all I care.”

The Ripper scowled at him, but her scowl faded. She turned and looked up at the shuttle. “I tried that once, but it didn't work,” she said. “I think they launch it from somewhere else. Someplace that ain't in Everlost yet.”

She considered the massive ship for a moment more, then turned back to Nick. “So do I gots to call you ‘sir'?”

“Yes,” Nick said, figuring it might help keep her in line. “As I am your general, you will address me as sir. This is Mr. Johnnie-O. He's a sir too.”

“I'm Zinnia,” said the Ripper, “but people call me Zin.”

Johnnie-O folded his arms. “I won't shake her hand.”

Zin curled her lip in disgust. “I wouldn't shake your hand anyway. Your hands are ugly.”

In response Johnnie-O made two even uglier fists.

Nick got between them before it could escalate. “Your first order is to rip something for us.”

“She already did rip something,” said Johnnie-O. Disgusted, he put his hand to his head, maybe to make sure that his brain was still there.

“I mean something from the
living
world,” Nick said.

Zin chuckled. “I thought you'd ask me to do sumpin' hard.”

She looked around, then saw a tattered tissue tumbling in the living-world wind. Casually she reached out with her right hand. With a faint shimmering of light, her hand poked a hole into the living world, she grabbed the tissue in midair, and pulled it back through the hole into Everlost. The portal into the living world closed almost instantly.

“Whoa,” said Johnnie-O. “Abra-freaking-cadabra!”

She handed the tissue to Nick. “There,” she said. “Maybe you can use it to wipe off all that chocolate ailing your face.” Then she added, “Sir.”

Nick looked at the tissue in his hand, thinking it would take a lot more than a tattered Kleenex to get rid of his particular skin condition. “I'm impressed.”

“So you gonna tell me about your war?”

Nick considered how to answer her. “What do you know about Mary, the Sky Witch?”

Zin looked at Nick, then to Johnnie-O, then back to Nick again. “Who?” She looked to Kudzu, as if the dog might know the answer, but Kudzu just wagged his tail.

Nick sighed, pretending to be exasperated, but in truth he was relieved that she had never heard of Mary. It would make educating Zin the Ripper easier.

“Let's go,” Nick said. “I'll tell you all about Mary on the way.”

Just then, Johnnie-O finally touched his lip and said, “Hey, where's my Camel? What happened to my Camel?”

“What's he talkin' about? I don't see no stinkin' camel.”

“My cig, you half-wit tomboy freak!”

Nick ignored their bickering, turning to take one last look at the
Challenger
. Without the rickety scaffold, there was nothing at all to mask the bald-faced fact that the shuttle was fixed in midair, resting on the invisible memory of its launchpad. Memory in Everlost was a far greater force than gravity. It could hold a thousand-ton spacecraft in the air, and could slowly turn a kid to chocolate.

“What'll I do without my Camel?” whined Johnnie-O.

“Maybe Zin can rip you a nicotine patch,” said Nick. He had already begun to consider quite a few other things Zin might do with her powers as well—but they were things he wasn't ready to share with anyone—at least not yet.

“I wouldn't rip you the time of day,” Zin said to Johnnie-O, and added “sir,” as snidely as she could.

“Prob'ly because you can't tell time,” Johnnie-O spat back.

Nick tried to keep his laughter to himself. Clearly Johnnie-O and Zin were a match made in heaven, so he let them squawk freely at each another as they set off, leaving behind the great spacecraft that stood in patient anticipation, forever pointing toward the stars.

The living world was habit-forming to a skinjacker. There was no question about that. Allie tried to limit her skinjacking to the times she absolutely had to, but she only had so much self-control. The pull of the living world was hard to resist, and got harder each time she jumped into a fleshie.

The girl she now skinjacked was about her age, maybe a year older, with drab clothes, tight shoes, bad teeth, and acne. She was not someone you'd particularly notice if she suddenly became possessed by a different girl.

Allie had skinjacked her in a music store, and now stood a block away at a newsstand, on the small main street of Abingdon, Virginia. Allie's purpose was research. With all the time that had passed since she had left the living world, she had lost track of things. Who had won the last two World Series? What was the state of global warming? What movies had she missed and what bands were at the top of the charts? This was the reason for today's skinjacking. That's what she told Mikey. That's what she told herself.

So she stood at the newsstand, scouring various
newspapers and magazines, but as she did, she found herself completely uninterested in news of the living world. What interested her more were all the things she could feel in this borrowed body. The consciousness of the girl who owned it had been easily pushed down into mental steerage, leaving Allie to luxuriate in her senses. An unexpected heat wave had rolled into Western Virginia, and the humidity that might have been oppressive to the living, was wonderful to Allie. Feeling the warmth, feeling herself sweat, feeling uncomfortable in a very human way—these were just a few of the many things that Everlost denied her.

And hunger! Allie had no idea how long it had been since this girl had eaten, but she was certainly hungry—her stomach was even growling. She caught the dizzying, yeasty aroma of a bakery a few doors down. A bell jingled as a customer opened the door, and the smell became so intense for a moment, it could have lifted Allie off her feet. She didn't dare go in; how completely wrong would that be to indulge in cookies and pastries? For all she knew the girl was diabetic or had a deathly allergy to nuts. She had to remind herself that skinjacking was a privilege, not a right.

“Are you buying that magazine, miss?” asked the newsstand clerk, “or are you just going to read them all for free?”