Enright Family Collection (131 page)

“Delia Enright ...” He got up from his seat to approach the table.

“Young man,” Charity grabbed his sleeve as he passed her, “Edna did not get her cake.”

“I’ll get her a piece,” he patted her shoulder gently. To the perky young aide, he said, “Are you talking about
Delia
Enright?”

“Right. Mrs. Enright. She said that she talked to some specialist in New York who told her that lots of times, even though Alzheimer’s patients lose the ability to read themselves, they enjoy being read to. So she comes in—usually on Wednesday afternoon around two—and reads. Everyone looks forward to her visits.”

“Does my mother know who she is?”

“You mean, does she know that Mrs. Enright is a famous writer? I don’t think any of them realize that. She’s just the book lady to them.” The nurse went on. “She’s been real nice. She brings in autographed copies of her books for the staff. I figured you knew. I mean, we all figured she must be a relative or something, since she arranged for Mrs. Bishop’s private night nurse and ...”

“What?” The word exploded from between his lips.

“Well, you know, Dr. Bradshaw said that pretty soon Mrs. Bishop would be needing someone to stay with her at night, ’cause she had been sleepwalking again, so Mrs. Enright told us to arrange for someone to come in every night at seven and stay until change of shift at seven the next morning. She said to get the best person available and to have her start right
away.” The nurse looked confused. “Didn’t you know?”

“No,” he said quietly. “No, I didn’t know.”

Beyond the window, the river ran high and muddy and swift after the night’s storm. From over toward Salisbury lightning cracked the sky in two. The clouds seemed lower, the mist thicker, the air heavier. Another storm was brewing, and Matt felt it both within and without. He thought it would be best to leave before either storm could break.

Matt left a gentle kiss on his unsuspecting mother’s cheek and left the room, back to the hall, through the lobby to the front door and beyond, where big splats of rain were beginning to fall hard on the concrete steps and thunder began it’s rumble from somewhere down the road. That the weather matched his mood was not lost on him. He unlocked the truck and hopped in, and without his customary greeting to Artie, drove off, hoping to sort through it all between now and Wednesday, when he’d be back for the story hour. He and Delia Enright had things to talk about.

As if he hadn’t had enough on his mind, Matt would take one more hit that Sunday afternoon.

He’d arrived home a little before one, with enough time to take a shower and change before driving over to Doc Espey’s. He stood beneath the blast of a relentless stream of hot water, hoping to burn out the chill and clear his head. He’d been caught off guard by the sight of Ally’s birthday cake on his mother’s lap, caught even more so by the news that Delia had arranged for a night nurse to watch over his mother.
He was torn between gratitude for her kindness and anger over her presumption. Generally confused, he thought this was not the time to call Laura and try to discuss the situation. He was afraid of what he’d say.

And besides, he’d be spending the next few hours with Doc Espey, and didn’t want to spoil it by getting into a yelling match with Laura, and that’s just what would happen if he confronted her right then. He needed time to mull it over, time to sort it all out. Better to set it aside, and see what was on Doc Espey’s mind.

In retrospect, a shouting match with Laura might have been easier to take than Matt’s meeting with his old friend.

“Matthew,” Doc Espey had said when he entered the room, “come and sit. No, not that chair.” He pointed to one closer by. “Come sit by me.”

Matt sat where he was told.

“Turn that light on, son,” the old vet instructed. “It’s so dark in here, what with this storm. Would you like anything? Tea? Coffee? Eva is in the kitchen ...”

“No, I’m fine, thank you.” Matt’s eyes narrowed. There was the slightest air of unfamiliar formality that caused a faint tickle of suspicion to run up his spine.

“Out to see your mother today, were you?”

“Yes.”

“Is she any better?”

“No. No, she’s not.” Matt leaned back in the chair and said, “I think we’re at the point where we’re just beginning to understand that, with Alzheimer’s, you don’t get better. You only get worse.”

“I’m sorry, my boy. I really am so sorry. It isn’t easy watching someone that we love grow old.” Espey shook his head slowly. “And it’s not easy to accept certain things about ourselves as we get older, Matt. It’s not easy, growing old.”

Matt watched the old man’s face, and his chest constricted. Something was about to be said that he wasn’t going to like, any more than he liked finding out that Delia Enright had taken it upon herself to hire a nurse to care for his mother.

“The rain. The cold. The dampness.” Doc leaned back in his chair. “All of it takes its toll, you know. When you get to be my age ...” He waved his hand vaguely, and appeared to be struggling with his words.

The old doctor met Matt’s eyes, and he smiled. “You know,” he said, “I’m trying to look for an easy way to say this, but I can’t. So you’ll just have to forgive my bluntness, Matthew. I’ve decided to move to Arizona to be closer to my sister. Eva and I will be leaving June first.”

Surrounded by the silence that followed in the wake of his announcement, the old man watched the face of the younger as the words sank in.

“You’re leaving ...”

“Yes, son. It’s time,” Espey said quietly.

Matt stood and paced, wound tightly as an old watch, his mind reeling.

“Have you changed your mind about Shawsburg? You know that my first choice would be to turn my practice over to you.”

“Thank you, Doc. I appreciate that. I like Shawsburg,
and I’ve really enjoyed working here. I’m grateful for the opportunity, but it’s always been my dream to open a clinic at Pumpkin Hill.”

“I know that, Matt, but I wanted to give you the choice, in the event that you’d changed your mind.”

“Thank you, but no,” Matt said quietly, “I haven’t changed my mind.”

“I had a feeling that you’d say that,” Espey nodded slowly. No surprises here. “I have had an offer from Greg Dannon to buy the practice.”

“Then, by all means, you should sell it to him. Greg’s a good vet. He’ll serve the community well.”

“That’s what I thought.”

“How soon ...” Matt could barely get the words out.

“Well, he said he’d send one of his assistants out to take over as soon as we signed the deal and he could get some equipment ordered.”

“What equipment could he possibly need?” Matt frowned. “There’s nothing here that’s more than two years old, and everything is state of the art.”

“I’m selling him the building and the practice, but not my equipment.” Espey leaned forward. “The equipment goes with you, to Pumpkin Hill.”

“That’s very kind of you,” Matt said softly. “But I’m afraid I’m just not in a position to buy the equipment any more than I could afford to buy the practice.”

Matt thought of the many thousands of dollars the vet had spent on the latest X ray equipment, CAT scans and lab and surgical equipment. It would take Matt years to be able to afford such tools. His heart sank. He’d have to go work with another vet for a while.
He’d been saving money, but he was far from being able to afford to open a clinic of his own.

“The best I can afford right now might be a few of the examining tables,” Matt tried to force a smile.

“Matt, I’m not offering to sell you the equipment,” Espey told him gently. “I’m giving it to you.”

“Doc, you don’t just give away thousands of dollars’ worth of equipment...”

“I replaced everything over the past few years with the thought that one day you’d take it with you when you left.”

“Doc, I couldn’t accept it ...”

“Oh, but I’m not giving you a choice, son. It’s what I planned all along. Think of it as my last gift to you, Matt.”

Matt raised his eyebrows. “Doc, you’ve given me so much over the years. There’s no need for you to give me anything more.”

“I appreciate that you feel that way. I do. But this isn’t negotiable. All of the equipment, all of the supplies, will be loaded on a truck and delivered to your farm. It’s already been arranged.”

For the second time that day, Matt was caught up by emotions that conflicted and collided.

“I don’t know what to say,” he whispered.

“There’s nothing you need to say.”

Eva appeared in the doorway with two cups of tea.

“Ah, you’re just in time, my sweet,” Espey beamed. “Matt and I could use a little refreshment.”

“Will you stay for dinner, Matt?” She asked as she placed his cup before him.

“Yes, of course he’ll stay,” the old vet answered for the younger one. “We have a few more details to
discuss, and I want him to read the results of the research project that Denton faxed down from the University of Pennsylvania yesterday. Did I show you my new fax machine, Matthew? It works on my computer, look here ...”

Later, his head still reeling, Matt drove over rain soaked streets to his little rented house at the edge of Shawsburg. He parked in the driveway and unlocked the front door with little thought to his actions. He fed the dog, then slipping the leash onto Artie’s collar, went back out the same way he’d come in.

Over the past few hours, the temperature had risen and the rain had settled to a steady, fine drizzle. Fog was growing from the warming pavement like mushrooms in a dank cellar. Matt walked past the closed and shuttered shops, past the library and the fire house, past the town’s one funeral home and the community swim club, which wouldn’t open for another month. Few cars passed and no one else, it seemed, had ventured out on such a night. The fog grew along with the silence, and soon the only sounds Matt heard were his own footsteps and the scraping of Artie’s claws on the sidewalk. He lost track of how long he had walked, and where. It was almost midnight by the time he arrived back at his own front door, his thoughts no less jumbled than when he’d set out.

The red light on his answering machine flashed once, twice, three times. His beeper hadn’t gone off, so he knew there were no animal emergencies. So, he felt he could ignore his machine. He walked past it into the kitchen and turned on the light. There was no one he felt like talking to, no one whose voice he
wanted to hear. His nerves were stretched to their limit and his emotions had been beaten raw.

He took a beer from the refrigerator and went back into the living room and turned on the television. Sorting through his stack of Sherlock Holmes videos, he found the one that matched his mood.

The Hound of the Baskervilles.

He slid the tape into the VCR and settled back, hoping to lose his inner turmoil somewhere amidst the mists that drifted across the moors surrounding Baskerville Hall.

chapter fifteen

After Sunday’s storms, Monday’s warmer temperatures and sunny skies were welcomed. By Tuesday afternoon, the mercury in the thermometer that was nailed to the side wall of the farmhouse had risen all the way to seventy-eight degrees. It was spring and it was warm, and Georgia’s thoughts had turned to planting. A trip into Tanner’s for pig chow had resulted in her purchase of several flats of cool weather vegetables: three kinds of lettuce, some spinach and some Swiss chard. First, she thought as she unloaded the plastic trays from the back of the Jeep, she would have to decide where to plant them, then take an hour or so to do the actual planting. For years she’d watched old Tom Larson, who often helped her mother with the gardening back in Westville, and he’d always made it look so easy.

Inspecting each of Hope’s old garden locations, Georgia decided that the best place for the vegetable garden might be the larger garden behind the barn where it was sunny all day. Now all she had to do was
turn the soil over, and she could stick the little plants right into the ground. She grabbed a shovel from the wall inside the barn. Matt had said he’d help, but, she knew, after the way he took off the other day, best not to count on
him.
She’d start today, and she’d do it herself. How hard could it be to plant a few flats of vegetables?

Once she had chopped up the soil and tucked in her new plants, she mused as she walked to the field behind the barn, she could just throw seeds in for the other vegetables she wanted to grow. Pleased with the thought of having several months of eggplant parmigiana and zucchini bread made from her own crops, she began to whistle.

She stood at the edge of last year’s garden, envisioning the yield come July and August. Mentally, she placed her selections in neat rows. Zucchini there, broccoli there, maybe some cantaloupe here. Green beans and sugar snap peas ... pole or bush? And she could put in several rows of carrots and lots of tomatoes, there was so much room.
Acres
of room. Today she would dig it all up. Tonight she would sketch out where she would plant everything. Tomorrow she would put the new plants in the ground and go back to Tanner’s to buy seeds for everything else.

Optimistically, she broke ground for the little trench she’d use as the border for her garden.

“Marigolds,” Georgia said aloud to Spam. “I read in one of Hope’s journals that if you plant lots of marigolds around the perimeter of your garden, they will keep out deer and rabbits. I think I’ll plant marigolds in this little trench.” She paused and looked down at the pig that was now rolling in the
dirt she had loosened. “Unfortunately, I’m not sure how effective they are on pigs.”

This will be so much fun, she was thinking at three in the afternoon.

By three thirty-five, she recognized the task for what it was.

Backbreaking.

Georgia slammed the tip of the shovel into the ground and leaned upon it’s handle.

“Spam, I love you for the porcine cutie that you are, but right now I’d have to admit that I’d be tempted to trade you for the first mule that came strolling by.” She momentarily went cross-eyed watching a line of sweat roll down her nose. “Oh, my kingdom for a tractor!”