Enright Family Collection (13 page)

India wandered through the front room into the area where the steps descended in a wide spiral from the top of the tower. She had expected to feel…
something
, something of Ry standing here, in the place where he had fallen, but all she felt was sad. Almost without thinking, she began the long ascent to the top, taking each step slowly, as if inexorably tired. From the windows on either side she could see the whitecaps out on the bay as she climbed upward, upward, the stale, hot, dusty air wrapping around her head like a helmet, her feet and legs beginning to feel as if they were wrapped in lead weights by the time she reached the top. She opened the door to the platform that stood at the very top of the lighthouse and stepped out, eager for fresh air and relief from the stifling atmosphere.

India leaned on the railing and took in the welcome sight of the bay and filled her lungs with the pungent scent of salt and seaweed, of sand and decomposing sea creatures. From one vantage, she could see clear across the bay to Lewes, Delaware; from another, she could see Cape May, New Jersey. From yet another, she could see several small islands that appeared to be comprised totally of sea grass; and by looking back toward the beach, she could see the beginnings of the salt marshes. She leaned back against the railing and tilted her head back, a strong sea breeze whipping her hair around like a scarf, wrapping it around her face. Eyes closed, she could hear him. When Ry and she were kids they would sneak forbidden trips to the top of the rickety steps, to lean on the unstable railing and look out at an endless vista.

“Indy, if you lean back and close your eyes, you can kiss
the sky,”
Ry had told her.

The railings were new, installed by Ry last spring. India leaned back and closed her eyes, trying to bring back that feeling of power, of being mighty enough to embrace the clouds.

And she would swear until her dying moment that she had, on that day, kissed the sky. And there, with none but the gulls to hear her, she cried for her brother who had given her so much, who had taught her to believe in a world where wishes came true and the rainbow’s end was no farther away than the nearest wishing star.

India was eleven when she found out that there were some things in life that could not be wished away; that, try as she might that summer, things would never be the same for her again. But Ry had tried to help her believe, and for his sake, she had pretended to, because it had seemed so important to him to make things right for her, to take away the evil that had come so close and bring back her innocence. Somehow she had known, even then, that some things, once lost, could never be wished back.

The discordant hum of a boat’s motor, loud and nearby, drew her back to the present, to reality. Off to her left a Bayrider was slowing down, riding the wake it had created. A skier dropped off the side of the boat, holding on to the towline and floating his skis ahead of himself. The boat maneuvered, slowly straightening the towline until it held taut like a yellow pencil line across the water. The skier held fast, securing first one ski, then the other. With a wave of his hand, he signaled the driver of the boat that he was ready. The engine whined, louder, then louder still, as the boat picked up speed and took off across the bay. India watched until the skier was but a speck bobbing on the waves.

Just another early autumn day.

As India turned toward the steps, her eyes fell on the cabin across the inlet, and she stood for a very long minute, staring at the small house.

She
was
in the neighborhood. She
should stop
in. If for no other reason than to let Nick know that she was home for a few days and maybe see how he was doing with that list they’d talked about.

After all, they were friends, weren’t they?

Chapter 8

From halfway across the inlet, India could hear the music floating from the cabin. The Temptations. “Just My Imagination.”

Shades of Ry Devlin. Enright was a Motown fan.

She let the tide roll her gently to the floating dock. India grinned as she stepped out of the rowboat and onto the new floating boardwalk that rode atop the water, rising and falling with the bay. Must be another of his mother’s little “improvements.”

India tied up the boat and started up a wide set of steps that in turn led to a deck. By the time she got to the top, he was leaning over the deck railing, sipping from a red mug and watching her with a smile that grew wider with every step she took. The smile, and the welcome it held, were genuine, she knew, and just for her. The thought warmed her. Maybe a bit too much, it occurred to her as she crossed the deck, wondering idly if the sound that suddenly filled her head was her own heart beating in her ears or the flapping of the wings of the dozen or so Canadian geese that were just at that moment taking off from the marsh behind the cabin.

“Hi,” she called up to him.

“Hi,” he called back.

“I was just in the neighborhood …” Lame, Devlin. You sound
lame.

“And I’m delighted you stopped by.” He offered her a well-worked and tanned hand as she started up the last few steps to the deck. “I heard you were home for a few days. I was hoping I’d get a chance to see you.”

“I rowed over to the Light,” she explained. He was still holding her hand, and the unmistakable current running back and forth between them made her blush unexpectedly.

“First time since Ry’s accident?” he asked, pretending not to notice that her face was delightedly pink and her hands had gone clammy just before he let her fingers slip from his.

“Yes.”

“How was it?”

“Not as hard as I thought it would be, in some ways. More difficult in others.”

“I feel that way every time I go over there.” He nodded in the direction of the Light.

“Do you ever feel him there?” she asked tentatively.

“All the time.” He smiled. “It’s one of the reasons I go. Ry was one of the best friends I ever had. I miss him.”

He said it simply and without apology.

“I miss him too. I always will. You know what they say about time healing and making it better? It doesn’t make it better. You just get a little more used to the feeling, that’s all. But you never stop missing. You never stop wishing.”

He reached over and massaged the back of her neck in the most natural of gestures.

“I’m sorry …” She shook her head, Ry suddenly too much with her.

“Don’t be.” He waved away her apology. “It’s natural, India. He was a part of both our lives. It would be unnatural, I would think, if we didn’t talk about him. Now come inside and let me get you something cold to drink. I was just stopping for lunch. I’d love to have some company.”

He held open the door for her, and she stepped into the little screened porch at one end of the deck.

“This is so cute,” she said, then laughed. “I don’t know if you appreciate ‘cute.’”

“It is cute.” He laughed without a trace of self-consciousness, pointing out the rocking chairs painted white, their cushions done in navy and white stripes, the table between the two chairs bright red. “My mom’s idea of
nautical
decor.”

“Aunt August mentioned that your mother did some, ah, redecorating.”

Nick laughed out loud.

“What my mother did was rebuild the cabin from the ground up,” he told her.

“Aunt August said that Delia Enright, the writer, is your mother.”

“She is.”

“I’m a big fan of hers,” Indy told him.

“Then that’s something else we have in common.” He smiled. “Want to see what else she did?”

“I’m afraid I’m wearing a bit of the bay.” India gestured to her wet shorts.

“India, this is a beach house, designed to be lived in by people who wear wet clothes and occasionally bring sand in on their feet.”

He opened the screen door for her and led the way into a cabin no one would ever have recognized as the place where the old crabbers had once hung their hats and their nets.

The entire cabin had been gutted and the resulting large, square room paneled in the warmest shades of honey pine. A scattering of colorful Native American rugs covered the heart-of-pine floor, and a fireplace of rough-hewn stone faced her from the opposite wall. A long sectional sofa of the softest, creamy ivory leather curved around the hearth, and a knitted afghan of fluffy tweeded wool in shades of green was flung casually over one arm of the sofa. Pillows heaped at one end of the sofa repeated the colors from the carpets, and abstract paintings hung on the walls. A large rounded table, piled high with books, occupied the space formed by the half moon of the sofa. To India’s right a long wooden refractory table—an antique piece if ever she’d seen one—was placed under a wall of windows that opened onto the bay, and beyond the table, a small kitchen area was tucked into the far corner of the large room. The entire
effect was homey, comfortable and, like the man who lived there, utterly charming.

“Your mother did all this?” India asked, her jaw dropping at the unexpected simple
luxury
of the room that had opened before her.

“Yes, bless her heart, she did. And no, to answer the next question before you ask, it doesn’t bother me that she completely took over the entire project.” He grinned.

“It doesn’t?” India frowned, wondering how she would feel if someone else tried to force their taste in furnishings on her.

“Nope. I guess you’d have to know my mother to understand. First of all, I can’t think of a thing I’d change here. I couldn’t have done better if I’d personally picked out every item, which I had neither time nor inclination to do. Let’s not even talk about the expense. Some things I did select, and some things I brought with me. Mother says she does stuff like this because she just has to feel that we still need her. She likes to feel like she’s still in charge, even though we all know that when it comes to the really important things, she isn’t. So she does things like this. You should see what she did in my sister Georgia’s condo.”

“When does your mother find time to write if she’s busy organizing everyone’s lives?”

“She takes her laptop with her wherever she goes—never misses a beat. And she never interferes with our lives, just our living spaces. It gives her great pleasure to spend her money on her children. So we humor her and let her do her thing when she wants to.”

“I would love to have to humor someone to this extent.” India waved her hands around to take in the room.

“Shhhh.” He held a finger to his lips. “Don’t let that get around! You’ll find her on your doorstep one of these days, and your townhouse will never be the same. ’India, dear, what would you think of skylights … and—tell me the truth, Indy—don’t you think that corner is just begging for a plump little chair?’”

“Does she speak like that? That fast?” India laughed at the characterization.

“Faster. Mom can talk you dizzy.” He opened the refrigerator. “Now, what can I get for you? Iced tea, soda, beer?”

“Iced tea is fine.” She watched as he took another red mug from a cabinet, filled it with ice over which he poured a pale brown liquid and handed it to her in what appeared to be one smooth movement.

India sipped at the tea, not realizing until now how dry her mouth was. Must be the salt air, she told herself. That and the heat.

“And of course she had a new bath put in.” Nick gestured for India to follow him to a small hallway off to the right of the fireplace and then to a handsome, spacious bathroom where the walls and floor were lined with what looked like small Mexican tiles, all in terra-cotta and cream, with dashes of bright enamel blue and yellow. No little shells or duckys for Delia Enright. India looked overhead to the large skylight that opened up the ceiling to the sky, and to the left where the whirlpool tub stood. Wide windows overlooked the swampy marshes. An oversized shower—with room for two, India noticed—completed the room. Looked like Mom thought of everything.

“Very nice.” India sipped at her tea, trying not to speculate how many doubles had showered in that Mexican grotto.

“And my bedroom.” He swung open the door and she could not help but smile.

A king-size bed covered in a dark green comforter filled the room, most of the other furniture being built into the walls, which were made of what appeared to be white birch logs. All very comfortable and masculine. A manly room. Right down to the large, well-worn teddy bear sitting in the middle of the bed.

“I saw that smirk,” Nick said, trying his best to look insulted. “Don’t think I didn’t notice.”

“I can’t help it, Nick.” India tried to stifle a giggle behind her hand. “The whole effect here is so ‘single man’—strong colors everywhere, solid, heavy furniture. And then there’s…”

“She’s laughing at us, Otto,” he said, addressing the bear. “We’ll pretend not to care, but deep inside, we’re crushed.”

“Have you been, ah, roommates for long?” India tried to adopt his serious tone.

“Since I was four. He looks pretty good for his age,
wouldn’t you say?” Nick pulled the bear across the bed by one plush foot and held him up for her inspection.

“I’d say he wears the years well.” She nodded.

Nick smiled and returned Otto to his place of honor. “Back this way,” he said, stepping into the hall and turning to the left, as she followed, “there is an office for me and a guest room.”

He opened the door to the guest room first. It was softer than the rest of the house, more feminine, with deeply piled sage-green carpet and three double-sized bird’s-eye maple beds and matching dressers. The beds were dressed in peach and green stripes of a silky fabric and were piled high with decorative pillows.

“This is some guest room,” India noted. “Three double beds?”

“For the queen, the duchess and the princess.” Nick grinned. “My mother thought that as long as she was doing the cabin over, she might as well prepare a little spot for herself and my sisters.”

“Do they come often, the three of them together?”

“Every once in a while they’ll drop in and stay for a few days. It’s like a slumber party for the three of them. They stay up all night and talk, take the boat out at dawn to watch the sun rise. It’s great for them. Sometimes just one—my mother or one of my sisters—will come alone. Last year my sister Zoey came down for a week or so, between jobs.”