Authors: Anonymous
Two Svens thought he was joking.
Another fact omitted from Wayne’s script: Crowther had now started to work on his own rival TV franchise,
The Talent Machine,
which the Rabbit network had paid for and promised to air. Thankfully,
The Talent Machine
wouldn’t be ready for another year. But when the show did finally make it onto Rabbit’s prime-time schedule, it seemed obvious that only
one
singing competition could survive.
As Chaz Chipford, the newly-assigned
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correspondent for
ShowBiz,
summed it up:
Season thirteen is a live or die moment for
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—a last chance for the Rabbit tentpole warblefest to prove that it’s still viable without superstar Crowther. Odds don’t look good, even with dancepants-wearing showrunner Leonard Braithwaite back in the supervising producer’s seat (robo-host Wayne Shoreline also inked a new contract last week). After all,
The Talent Machine
is revving up like an eighteen-wheeler for its debut next year, and Madison Avenue expects it to spatter
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like a bug on its windshield. Sure,
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and
T-Machine
won’t air at the same time, but Rabbit insiders say Crowther will likely soak up all the audience for warblefests in the fall, leaving
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to pick over the scraps come January. Besides, as Sir Harold already knows:
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’s format is as stale as a week-old Pink’s hot dog, and ratings have been tanking by
TEN PERCENT
a year for the last five seasons. Word is even going around The Lot of a top-secret plan at Big Corp to ax
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THIS
season if it loses its number-one position. Old Harry—who celebrates his eighty-second birthday next week at Skullhead, his private island in the South Pacific—wants to spare it (or perhaps himself) any future humiliation. What few hopes remain now rest on a cast of untested new judges, after Sir Harold ordered Braithwaite to “nuke the panel.” JD Coolz remains—he’s cheap—but dud celebrity chef Helen DeMendes has been ankled, as has sourpuss tunesmith Kat Patrigliano. Rumor has it, only two “stars” will be hired to fill the three empty seats. Trouble is, no matter who comes on board, there’ll still be a gaping, Crowther-shaped hole.
Those two stars were now supposed to be in their dressing rooms, waiting for me to give them the run-through of the press conference, where in five minutes we’d reveal their names. But I’d knocked six or seven times now, and no one had answered.
Where the hell were they?
“Ahem. Hello?” I said, rapping on the first door again, hurting my knuckles. “Anybody there?”
Silence.
Another try, this time on the second door.
“This is Bill,” I called out. “For the run-through. We’re starting in two minutes.”
Nothing.
Out of options, I turned the handle in front of me and pushed. The door swung open to reveal an untouched room. The red sofas I’d bought on the
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credit card for five thousand dollars apiece showed no creases. Neither did the five hundred dollar red silk pillows. Likewise, the red candles were unlit, the red iPad on its red docking station next to the red roses was still playing
The Best of Enya,
and the seal on the room temperature Pellegrino (placed on the red table, next to the red vase) was unbroken. In spite of the
eight days
it had taken me to furnish this room to such precise specifications, no one appeared to have set foot in it.
Same deal: leather bean bags fluffed and perfect. Mongolian dream catcher untroubled by a breeze from the switched-off wind machine. Giant vat of drinking water (marked “Kangen” in black Sharpie) still full to the brim and gurgling quietly to itself. And under the Broadway-style vanity mirror, a foot-long roast beef sub, placed strategically next to a square-jawed Action Man figure, who for reasons not worth getting into right now was dressed in nothing but a frilly pink Barbie doll bra. Attached to the latter was a note from Len, which read, “Best we could manage, I’m afraid!”
Uh-oh—something’s up,
I thought.
And this was a problem. Because we were out of time.
Sanity Check
THINGS WERE PRETTY
desperate at
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after Nigel Crowther left. I mean, by most accounts, season twelve had been our worst ever. This was of course thanks largely to Crowther, who—in a blatant act of sabotage—had repeatedly told the audience to vote for Ernie Bucket, a cross-eyed Wisconsin tractor salesman with horrific facial warts and a single octave range (his debut album,
Ain’t Pretty, But Sure Can Sing,
would go on to sell a hundred and twenty copies, mostly in the greater Milwaukee area). Predictions of our cancellation were all over the Internet, and the crew’s morale was so low, I saw people—okay,
one
person—weeping at their desks.
As for me: Every morning, I woke up with a new plan to get on a plane to Honolulu.
That wasn’t an option, of course. Not if I wanted enough money in the bank to take a year off and finish my Novel of Immense Profundity. In fact, I was starting to wonder if a year would be
enough,
given the lack of recent progress.
So far, this was all I had written:
The old man’s knobbled, weary arms pulled at the oars, as a lashing rain drenched his robes. With each hellish clap of thunder, he thought of what his grandfather had told him when he was a boy: “Let ye be warned, my child! Never go out on the Black Lake of Sorrow when the shutters of the Old House are closed!”
It was epic, for sure. And it spanned generations. (I was quite proud of the grandfather character.) But as you’d expect at such a preliminary stage of the creative process, a number of plot issues remained. Such as: Who the hell was this knobbled, weary old man? Why was he wearing a robe? What was he doing on a boat, on a lake?
Where
was the lake? Why hadn’t he used a more convenient mode of transportation? Was the name “Black Lake of Sorrow” a little overwrought? (I’d already toned it down from the “Black Lake of Doom.”) And how could the shutters of the Old House
possibly
have any effect on the local sailing conditions?
Still, I was confident the answers to all these questions would come—along with the rest of the chapter and the remaining twenty-nine
other
chapters I planned to write—just as soon as I got to Honolulu. All I had to do was keep my job at
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for a few more months, so I could afford the ticket to get there.
It was tough in LA without Brock, though. I missed his stupid jokes, his refusal to think about anything too deeply. “He lightens you up,” as Mom once said. “You
need
that, dear. Especially after what you’ve been through with your father.”
In fact, Brock and I wouldn’t have started dating if it hadn’t been for Dad’s funeral: He just happened to be working behind the bar at Billy McQuiffy’s when we all piled in there after the service. (It’s a King family traditional to get drunk after—or during—most significant occasions.) I already knew Brock Spencer Daniels from Babylon High, of course. He’d practically been a
celebrity
when I was there: too slight for football, but a huge track and field star. Oh, and his girlfriend was Jenny Baker—who kept having to take days off for modeling shoots in
Manhattan. Brock and Jenny were a couple of such impossible glamour, kids had posters of them pinned up on their bedroom walls.
Brock lost his way after senior year, though. He got into college—an athletic scholarship—but dropped out for some vague reason after a few months. Then Jenny dumped him for a police officer: a
female
police officer. He’d been in limbo ever since. Working for his dad during the week. Chasing waves in Montauk at the weekend. His plan, he told me, was to make surfing a career. He’d already won a few championships, and his next goal was to get an endorsement deal. That’s why he wanted to go to Hawaii, where most of the board makers were based.
When I saw Brock that afternoon in Billy McQuiffy’s, he was just as absurdly handsome as I remembered. Same shaggy dark hair. Same outdoorsy tan. Same blue-gray eyes. I wasn’t exactly in the mood for romance after the funeral, of course. And maybe Brock wasn’t interested, either. But he did make the first move.
“Hey, wanna go skydiving tomorrow?” he asked, pouring my fourth refill. (By then we’d already been through the don’t-I-know-you-from-somewhere conversation, which basically established that no, he didn’t remember me at all.)
“
Skydiving?
”
“I’m going with Pete Mitchell,” Brock elaborated. “You remember Pete, doncha?”
“Crazy Pete who got a pencil sharpener stuck up his nose in seventh grade?”
“Yeah, Crazy Pete. A buddy of his has got a jump school down near the Keys. He’s offered us some free rides, as long as we gas up the plane ourselves.”
“Wow, Florida,” I said, now even more surprised by the invitation. “How are you getting there?”
“My mom’s SUV.”
“Where are you staying?”
“My mom’s SUV.”
I laughed. “Thanks for the offer, Brock. I’d really love to. But I’m
not going to be much fun. I’m going to be the
opposite
of fun, actually. Now isn’t a good time.”
“You kidding me?” said Brock. “The day after your dad’s funeral is the
best
time.”
Brock was right: I needed a distraction. And as I found out when we got to Florida, it was impossible to think about Dad—anything, really—while falling from a plane at 115 mph. Especially given that I was strapped to a man named Crazy Pete.
Nothing happened between Brock and me on that trip, I should add. Nothing physical, anyway. But when we went back to the Keys a few weeks later—this time, no Pete—we got through two bottles of wine on the first night and woke up in an embrace so close, it took a day for the circulation to return to my left arm.
All that was two years ago—and we barely spent a day apart until I left for LA.
Being separated from Brock wasn’t the
only
difficult thing about living out West, of course: I was also broke—a result of trying to put at least half of every paycheck into my Hawaii fund. Hence my crappy Little Russia basement apartment, which received precisely three minutes of sunlight a day through its single half-pane window, and the fact that I commuted to work on a sit-up-and-beg bicycle, which had somehow become stuck permanently in seventh gear.
“I don’t get it, Meess Sasha,” as my Siberian super kept telling me. “You say you work with all these superstar people, but you live
here.
This place is total sheethole. I give you job cleaning toilets, and you afford nicer place. It crazy situation, Meess Sasha. You beautiful redheaded woman, even though you’re pale as a ghost and dress like old man. Why not you find some rich celebrity boytoy, so you can have sweeming pool?”
“Actually, I’ve
got
a boyfriend,” I protested.
“He invisible?”
“No, he lives in Hawaii. I’m moving out there to be with him next summer.”
“Like I said:
Invisible.
Why not you try eCupidMatch.com? I help you write profile.”
“I’ve gotta go, Mr. Zglagovvcini.”
“On rusty bicycle? You
madwoman!
Why not you buy a car?”
“Because I’m saving money.”
“Life too short to be so tight in the ass, Meess Sasha. You young. You should leeve a little.”
Mr. Zglagovvcini went on like this pretty much every day—or at least until things got so crazy at work, I was getting home at one in the morning, only to leave again at dawn, when he was safely in bed and snoring with enough force to make the pipes in my bathroom vibrate.
I suppose it should have come as a relief to avoid his nagging.
And yet… I kind of
missed
it.
So: the first of the potential Crowther replacements to come in for an interview was none other than Joey Lovecraft. Yeah,
that
Joey Lovecraft. Not that Len allowed us to use the word “interview,” of course. God, no. Officially, it was a “strategy session.” In reality… it was neither of those things. It was a
sanity check.
Joey Lovecraft had a reputation, after all. And Sir Harold had already made it clear he didn’t think Joey was mentally fit for the job—
any
job, not least as a celebrity judge on the world’s most-watched TV show. (Given the recent YouTube clip of his “accident” in Houston—for God’s sake don’t Google on a full stomach—there wasn’t much point in arguing.)
Nevertheless, the executives at Rabbit were convinced Joey could be managed. It was just going to take a little patience. That, and a fulltime squad of Joey-minders.
Actually, the fact that Joey had been given
any
kind of meeting at all was pretty incredible. After all, when news first broke about Nigel Crowther leaving
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Len’s cell phone turned so hot—1,438 missed calls in ten minutes—it literally began to melt. Every agent in Hollywood wanted to set up a meet and greet for their client. And it wasn’t
just the reality TV crowd who wanted in: It was some of the most famous people alive—people whose names come above Coca-Cola in global brand surveys. Did any of them give a crap about “finding the next Elvis” or whatever bullshit their reps came up with to explain their sudden interest in a singing competition? No. What they cared about—what they
really
cared about—was the Triple Oprah.
Joey was different, though. He didn’t need the money. Maybe that’s why Rabbit wanted him so bad, regardless of Sir Harold’s very public misgivings.
Clearly, the job of vetting judges couldn’t be done at Greenlit Studios: It was June, so the set was being dismantled, and we were getting ready to move out until the following year, when the live shows of season thirteen would begin. The meetings also couldn’t be held at the offices of Two Svens’ company, Zero Management, because the enormous Swede was still crippled with rage over the whole
Talent Machine
situation—that, and the hour-long “farewell ceremony” Nigel Crowther had bullied Rabbit into staging for him during
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’s season twelve finale. In terms of pomp, the latter had been pitched somewhere between a papal death and the Beijing Olympics—and Crowther’s fellow judges had to sit there for the duration, grinning and clapping, in the full knowledge that he was single-handedly responsible for getting them all fired. (Apart from JD Coolz, that is—but he didn’t know it at the time.)