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Authors: Kelly Elliott

Tags: #contemporary romance

Cherished (Wanted) (18 page)

Slowly.

She locked her eyes on mine, and I swore she was peering into my soul. I’d never in my life loved her as much as I did at this very moment. As I took off my jeans and boxers, I watched her eyes move down and lock on to my rock-hard dick. When she licked her lips, I let out a growl, and her eyes snapped back up to mine. I gently made my way onto the bed and hovered over her.

“Scott…I want you inside me so badly. I just need to feel you close to me.
Please.

As much as I wanted to just slam myself into her, I forced myself to smile and wink at her. “Oh, baby, don’t worry…I plan on burying myself so deep inside you that you’ll know I’ve been there for the next few days.”

She closed her eyes and lifted her body up to me as she threw her head back. She sucked in a breath of air as she brought her hands up and touched her breasts.


Please.
I can’t stand it any longer.”

A part of me wanted her to beg me. I wanted her to know how I’d felt all those weeks when she had left me alone…wondering where she was and what she was doing…and who she was with.

I moved down and kissed right above her clit. She let out a gasp as she put her hands in my hair and began pushing me down. I couldn’t help but let out a small laugh.

“Oh, baby…have you missed my touch?” I asked.

She began thrashing her head back and forth as I started to blow on her clit. I quickly ran my tongue over it, and she let out a small scream.

“Oh god…Scott.
Yes!
Yes…I’ve missed your touch and your smile. I’ve missed your laugh. I’ve missed the way you hold me and kiss me. I’ve missed making love to you.
Fuck!
Jesus…I’ve missed being with you…”

That was all I needed to hear. I placed my lips on her clit and began sucking as I put three fingers inside her.

“Ah…oh…oh my god! Yes! Scott…I’m going to come…oh god, yes! That. Feels. So. Amazing.” Then, she began calling out my name over and over.

The rush of wetness was more than I could take. I pulled my lips away and took my fingers out. I moved up and barely pushed my dick inside her.

“Scott! Please…oh god, please. More.”

I slowly pushed myself into her warm body. I lowered my head and let out a moan against her neck. “Motherfucker…you feel so damn good.”

“Oh…” was all she could say as she brought me in closer to her.

It was like she couldn’t get me in her deep enough. I began moving in and out, and she let out the most amazing noises.

I began thrusting harder in her. “I missed you, Jessie. Don’t. Ever. Leave. Me. Again,” I said with each thrust into her.

“Never!”

I’m not going to last long. Oh god, I’ve missed her.

“Harder, Scott. Please go faster and harder.”

I gave her what she asked for. “Talk to me, Jessie…promise me that you’ll always talk to me,” I said as I slammed myself into her harder.

I wanted her to feel me…to feel how much she was mine.

“I will…I promise. God, I promise you…”

The moment she began calling out my name with her orgasm, I couldn’t hold off any longer.

“Jessie…baby, I’m gonna come.”

“Yes! Scott…it feels so good.”

I swore I could feel every ounce of me pour into her. After I finally caught my breath, I just held myself slightly off her body. I was still inside her, not wanting to move. I just wanted to stay inside her warm body.

“I love you so much. Don’t ever leave me again, Jessie,” I said as I kissed along her neck.

“Scott, oh god, I love you. I love you so much, and I’m so sorry for everything.”

I slowly moved myself off of her, and then I lay down next to her. I rolled her against me, and we faced the giant window overlooking the beach.

I closed my eyes and thanked God for her and for the baby and for finally bringing us together again.

Finally…things are going to be okay because we are together again.

As I listened to Scott breathing in and out, I was overcome with a sense of relief that we were together again. He had made such sweet, passionate love to me. I reached my hand up and ran my fingers along my swollen lips. I closed my eyes and could practically feel his lips on me.

Then, the sheet of guilt swept over my body. I opened my eyes and looked out to the ocean.

Talk to me, Jessie…promise me that you’ll always talk to me.

My heart started pounding in my chest, and I fought the urge to start crying again.
I have to tell him what happened. If I don’t…it will eat me alive.

I slowly moved Scott’s arm off of me and rolled over to look at him.
I can’t believe he got his friend to bring him here…on a helicopter of all things!
My heart swelled, knowing he had come for me as soon as he’d found out where I had been.

I closed my eyes and thought of Chelsea. I wanted to kill her for doing this to us. She’d pushed me away from him. If I hadn’t been so damn scared, I would have called my father weeks ago, and I would have found out the truth, and I would have never, ever kissed Trey…or let him touch me…or let him make me feel the way he’d made me feel.

Oh god, please let him forgive me. Please.

I peeked up and saw it was just after six in the morning. Scott and I had made love three times throughout the night. Each time had been so different. The first time was almost a blur. I just knew how much I’d needed his touch and needed to feel his love. The second time was hotter than hell. I had gotten up to take a shower, and the next thing I’d known, Scott had been fucking me up against the wall with the hot water just pouring on us. The third time was the most amazing. I swore Scott had kissed every inch of my body. He’d moved so slow and sweet while he’d whispered the most romantic things in my ear. I’d never had so many orgasms in one night.

I heard Scott’s cell phone buzz on the table. I stood up and grabbed his shirt. I slipped it over my head as I walked over and picked up his phone. I saw it was a message from my dad. I thought about how angry he had been when I’d talked to him last night.
Ugh…I’m going to have to hear it from him when I get back. He’s going to lay into me about how I walked away from the vet clinic…and how I could have walked away from the love of my life.

I moved across the room over to the giant sliding glass door and watched the sky light up. So much had happened in the last two months, and at the same time, I felt like my life had been at a standstill. I ran my hand down my body and felt my tender breasts. Then, I placed my hand on my stomach.

The moment I felt Scott’s hands over mine, the butterflies took off in my stomach. I leaned back against him and smiled.

“I missed you,” he whispered.

The tears began building. “I missed you, too.”

“Did you want to try to leave today? Or would you like to stay a few days?” he asked as he held me closer to him.

The moment I felt his erection pressing into my back, I wanted to tell him to take me again. I wanted to forget the last five weeks and focus on our future together—just Scott, our child, and me.

“I’m not sure. Do you think we can get flights out?”

Scott let out a laugh. “Baby, if you haven’t noticed, my best friend has a helicopter, and he can take us home anytime you say the word.”

The idea of going home excited me so much. I was so ready to leave and get back. I missed work. I missed my father, brothers, and the girls. I missed waking up every morning, looking at the love of my life.

I turned and looked into his eyes. “I want to go home.”

The smile that spread across Scott’s face caused me to smile in return. Then, I thought of why I wanted to get off this island so quickly.

I’m running away again—running from the truth.

I took a deep breath and looked away from Scott. “Um…before we leave, I have something I need to tell you,” I said as my voice cracked.

Scott took a step back and looked at me. “About what? Is everything okay with the baby?” His eyes were filled with fright.

“Yes. I mean I’m sure everything is okay with the baby. Um…this has to do with Trey.”

The second I said his name, Scott’s eyes turned to anger…and then sadness.

Oh god.
The sadness in his eyes about killed me.

He knows. He must know that something happened.

He took another step back. “Okay…what about Trey?”

I took in a breath and bit down on my lower lip. “Something happened.”

“No…oh god. Jessie, you didn’t…you didn’t sleep with him, did you? You told me you didn’t sleep with him,” Scott said as his legs began to wobble.

“No! No, of course, I didn’t sleep with him. I would never lie to you, Scott, ever.”

He threw his hands in his hair and then ran them down his face. I just stood there with tears rolling down my face now.

“Well then, what the hell happened, Jessie? Because the shit that’s running through my head right now is driving me fucking mad!” he yelled.

I jumped and started crying harder. “Um…we…um—”

He shook his head. “What? You kissed? Did you kiss him?”

I slowly nodded my head.

His eyes began to turn gray. “How many times?”

My mouth dropped open. “Does it matter?”

He nodded. “To me, it does.”

I started biting and chewing on my lower lip. “A few times.”

“Friendly kisses or more?”

“At first, it was friendly, but a couple were, um…”

His eyes filled with tears. “Is that it? Is that all you did with him? You just kissed him?”

I shook my head, and then I watched his face drop as a tear escaped down his cheek. He slowly backed up and sat down on the bed.

“What did you do together if you didn’t fuck, Jessie?” he shouted.

“Scott…you have to understand that, at the time, I thought you had slept with Chelsea. I thought you’d cheated. I was hurting so bad, and he was hurting, and we both just wanted to forget…and…” I couldn’t talk anymore.

His head was down, so I couldn’t see his face. When he looked up at me, the hurt in his eyes was more than I could stand. When I started to walk toward him, he jumped up and held out his hand.

“What. Did. You. Do. With. Him?”

“Does it matter?”

He turned and knocked over the lamp on the end table. It crashed to the floor, causing me to jump back and scream.

“Yes! Yes, it fucking matters. You’re the one who brought it up, for Christ’s sake. I just made love to you all night long. Were you thinking of him while we fucked, Jessie?”

I started crying so hard that I could hardly talk. I began shaking my head frantically back and forth. “Scott…I love you…I only want to be with you.”

He walked up to me and grabbed me by the shoulders. “Tell me what happened, Jessie. Tell me!” he screamed.

“Um…he took off my clothes, and…and he touched me.”

His eyes filled with anger, and I felt my whole body shaking.

“Where? How?”

I closed my eyes and tried to erase the memory. “He…he kissed on my nipples…while he…while he…oh, Scott, please…I made him stop, and I felt so guilty afterward…even though I thought you had cheated on me. I made him stop!” I shouted out.

“Did he finger-fuck you, Jess? Did you come?”

I couldn’t move. I tried to open my mouth, but nothing would come out.

“Jessie!”

“Yes! Yes…he touched me with his fingers, but no…I didn’t come. I made him stop almost as soon as he’d started because I couldn’t do that to you. I love
you
, Scott. I love you so much, even when I thought you had hurt me. I still loved you too much to do that.”

Scott looked down at his hands holding on to my shoulders, and he quickly let go. He started to back up slowly. “He touched you while you were pregnant…with my child, Jessie. You let him suck on your nipples…while you were pregnant with my child.” He started to shake his head, and then he looked at me with disgust on his face.

“I didn’t know I was pregnant at the time! I would have never let me touch him if I had known, I swear on my life!” I cried hysterically.

Scott reached into his bag and grabbed a pair of jeans and then a T-shirt.

“Where…where are you going?” I asked in a panicked voice.

“I need to go for a walk. I need to clear my head.”

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