Authors: Jane Yolen
“Isn't the farm wonderful, this quiet?” I said as I mucked out my side of the stall.
“Lull before the storm,” Martha replied tartly, a blue rubber band holding her hair straight back. She said the words as if she was biting each one in half, so I didn't dare ask her what she meant.
Later, I found Mom with Bor and asked her to explain what Martha said.
“Martha's a pessimist, and I'm an optimist.”
“
Mom!
”
She gave an exaggerated shrug. “Martha is sure this peaceâthe lullâwon't hold and that someone will tell, and
that
will put us in the middle of the biggest storm ever.”
“Dr. Herks thinks so, too.”
“Well, I have more faith in people than that. Martha's faith is only in horses. They're simpler. It's an easy choice.”
“And Dr. Herks?”
She turned back to Bor and held her hand out, and he nuzzled her palm contentedly, never pulling his lips back, just his hot breath sending her warm love. “Gerry saw a lot of awful stuff in 'Nam, and he's dealing with it slowly.” Her voice was soft. “But he
is
dealing with it.”
It turned out that Mom was right for the entire week and a bit more. And Martha was right afterward. But for that time before the storm, Robbie and I spent hours and hours in Agora's stall. With how quickly Kai was growing, we didn't want to miss
anything
.
*Â Â Â *Â Â Â *
By the end of the week, Dr. Herks had set up a run for Kai by blocking both ends of the corridor outside Agora's stall, saying, “He needs the exercise.”
It turned out Kai had an absolute passion for speed, all his little hooves sometimes lifting off the floor at the same time. But because both ends of the corridor were blocked off, gated and locked, he couldn't run away.
Kai wants to gallop
, he would beg when he wanted to go out, and as soon as he was let loose in the corridor, he raced up and down, incredibly pleased with himself and screaming in delight.
Agora would walk sedately behind him. Of course she couldn't keep up. Well, who could? But whenever Kai became too boisterous, her whinny always brought him galloping back to her side.
“I wish I'd been able to discipline you two that way,” Mom said that first morning we watched Kai and Agora in their run.
“
Mom!
” Robbie and I said together.
She put out her hands to us, and we each took one.
“Love you, too, Mom,” I whispered.
“Me three,” said Robbie, and sang out:
Me three,
We three,
That makes
A family!
“It sure does,” said Mom.
“And there's Kai, too,” Robbie said. “Or Kai four.”
“And Martha,” Mom reminded him. “So five.”
I almost added Dr. Herks' name then, but instead bit my lip to keep myself from jinxing that dream.
*Â Â Â *Â Â Â *
Later, watching Kai sleeping in the stall, Dr. Herks remarked, “I think he's only got an on and off switch, nothing in between.”
That made Mom laugh so loud, she snorted. Then Dr. Herks started laughing as well, as if he'd caught the laugh flu. Soon the two of them were like little kids, snorting and giggling and unable to stop.
“Cut it out, you two,” I said.
Robbie added, “You're gonna wake the baby.”
That started them laughing all over again, and I had to shove them out of the stall as if I was the mother and they the naughty children.
*Â Â Â *Â Â Â *
Besides cake and apple butter on toast, Kai adored apples and carrots, though we had to cut them into small pieces because he didn't yet have all of his permanent teeth.
“And because we don't want him choking,” Dr. Herks said.
Kai also loved peanut butter and bolted down oatmeal in the mornings as long as there was plenty of raw milk and cooked McIntosh apples mixed in.
Dr. Herks warned us we had to keep him on a vegetarian diet. “We've no idea if his body can process meat products,” he said. “Horses don't eat meat.” Then he mused, “Maybe if he has two stomachs the way he has two hearts⦔
However, without actually x-raying Kai, we couldn't be sure, and we weren't about to get him an X-ray because then his “oddness” would be revealed.
So we kept the secret and the lull that went with it. We thought it was for Kai's sake, but a good part was for our own sakes as well.
*Â Â Â *Â Â Â *
The first sign of the oncoming storm was a phone call from Mrs. Angotti. I picked up the receiver in the living-room phone the same time Mom picked up the one in the kitchen.
“I'm sorry, so very sorry, because I didn't want this to happen and I promise you she'll be punished for letting it out, but Angela told her best friend, Zoe, who swore she'd say nothing, but you know teenagers and she had a fight with Angela over something, which if I ever find out what it is, heads will roll or at least bounce a bit, but they're friends again so it's no use following that particular trail!”
Clearly Mrs. A had lost her ability to punctuate in her rush to get everything said, I thought. She continued in that same breathless manner: “Because of that fight, she wrote something for a paper in her summer psychology class, I mean Zoe, not Angela, who doesn't take psychology but physics in summer school, but where she gets the brains for that, it's not from me or her father, I'll tell you, neither one of us can balance a checkbook. You see, her father has an accountant do that for him in his business, that is, not at home.” She finally took a breath.
Mom said quickly, “What did she say?”
“Who?” It was the shortest sentence I ever heard Mrs. Angotti utter, which just goes to show how sorry she was.
“Zoe.”
“Zoe didn't say anything, she
wrote
it, in her paper like I told you, which the teacher said was the best essay in the summer class even if it was only science fiction, and she sent it to the
Boston Herald
's kids' writing contest andâ”
Mom said again, “What did Zoe
say
in the essay?”
Mrs. Angotti took a
big
breath this time, as if getting a hurricane's worth of wind. “She said that a friend of a friend had a horse farm where a centaur was born that was half child and half horse, and then went into a full analysis of the kind of emotional problems such a child would face, calling it
liminality.
I had to look up the word and I still don't get it but evidently Zoe says it's the very latest thing in brain work, whatever that is.”
Mom interrupted her, “Science fiction? Space walks?
Twilight Zone
?
John Carter of Mars
? Then that's okay. Nobody really believes that stuff.”
I hung up carefully. I knew it
wasn't
okay. I ran into the kitchen just as Mom was putting the phone back on its stand.
“What should we do?”
She looked up, startled. “Why, nothing, my little eavesdropper. Stay off the phone when I'm on it. That way you won't hear silly talk from Mrs. Angotti. And stop worrying. Nobody in his right mind will believe for a minute what that girl wrote. She said it was science
fiction
!”
Kai, at least, was real.
Very real.
But I knew it wouldn't be long till we had people lining up outside our barn door for a glimpse of him. And when they came, the reporters wouldn't be far behind.
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14
Under Siege
T
HE VERY NEXT MORNING
, even before I got downstairs for breakfast, the phone rang. After the third ring, Mom picked it up.
I could hear her shouting into the phone, saying, “Yes, yes, noâand where'd you get that ⦠well, it's wrong. Don't you understand these two words?
Science. Fiction
. Yes, science fiction. Little green men.
Forbidden Planet. The Twilight Zone
. No!” And she slammed the phone down so hard, it made me wince.
“That's nine words, Mom,” I said as I walked into the kitchen. “Or maybe eleven.”
The phone began ringing again. Mom stared at it as if it were a rabid dog getting ready to bite her. Then she turned and went into the bathroom without saying a word. I could hear the water running, and I figured she was throwing cold water on her face, so I sat down at the table and grabbed a blueberry muffin, ignoring the phone until the Ansafone, our brand-new answering machine, picked it up.
An accusing voice left a simple message. “Nobody hangs up on me, lady.”
The phone rang twice more.
“Don't answer it,” Mom called out.
The minute a fourth call came in, I waited till the caller hung up, then picked up the receiver and phoned Martha and then Dr. Herks.
Mom came back into the kitchen, two red spots on her cheeks as if she'd scrubbed away tears.
Five minutes laterâa long five minutesâMartha showed up in her bathrobe and boots, hair pulled back in two green rubber bands. Dr. Herks arrived soon after.
Mom pointed at the phone and said one word. “Monsters.”
As if encouraged by that, the phone rang again.
“Don't answer it,” I said.
But the phone was already in Martha's hand. She listened for a minute, said, “Horse pucky!” and hung up.
“That's not going to slow them down at all,” Dr. Herks said. “Time for Plan B.”
But we didn't have a Plan B. We didn't even have a Plan A.
“I'll watch at the barn,” Martha said.
“Get some proper barn gear on first,” Mom told her. “If⦔ She took a deep breath, then let it out slowly. “
If
there are photographers⦔
Martha got a hard look on her face and pinched lines all around her eyes. “It's not like I'm any kind of a model,” she said, shrugging, but she went back to her house to get dressed.
“I'll guard the barn till Martha gets there,” I said.
“No, Arianne, I will.” Dr. Herks squared his shoulders. “I've got a parade-ground voice and a hard hand.”
I wasn't sure what he meant, but nodded.
“Your mother needs you here,” he added unnecessarily, and was gone.
*Â Â Â *Â Â Â *
The phone rang five more times, and Mom answered them all in case they were our riders. Mostly she spoke in monosyllablesâ“Yes. No. No. Yes”âslamming the phone down each time until I was worried she was going to break it.
I went into Robbie's room to get him up and dressed, if necessary, but he'd already managed it himself. He does that most days. It always takes him longer than it would if I dressed him, but Mom says that it's important to let him do it because it builds confidence. I didn't believe that for a long time, but now I know she's right.
When we returned, Mom had the phone in her hand and was clutching it so hard, her knuckles had gone white. I wondered if it was the Monster again.
“Golly, Mom, are you okay?” Robbie asked. I pushed him over to her, and he grabbed her free hand.
Just then, Dr. Herks came back in, saying, “Martha's holding the fort. She's got a shovel and pitchfork by her side. She even scares
me
andâ” Then he saw how stricken Mom looked and how white Robbie's face was. Taking the phone from Mom, he hung it up.
“No one says you have to answer, Hannah. But if you find it impossible not to let the phone just ring, we can take it off the hook.”
“Thank you, Gerry.” Her voice was shaky, low. She looked up at the ceiling, as if catching his eye was the last thing she wanted to do. She talked to the ceiling, too. “I'll be okay in a minute. We need the phone. This
is
a business after all. But you see, everybody promised not to ⦠science ⦠fiction ⦠essay â¦
Boston Herald
 ⦠confirmed sources⦔ And then she began to cry softly.
Robbie had never seen her cry before, and he started whimpering. I pulled him over to me. “Not to worry, Squinch. Just someone stupid on the phone hurt her feelings.”
“I
hate
stupid!” he said. And then sang a couple of lines of a made-up song to the tune of “Yankee Doodle.”
Stupid people called the house,
Early in the morning
Made my mother really cry â¦
“Oh, Ari,” he whined, “I can't think of a rhyme for
morning
.”
It was hard to tell if he was more upset about the rhyme or Mom, but I said, “Borning, corning, horning, scorning, warningâ”
“Aha!” He smiled his glorious smile, the upset forgotten. “
Warning!
Thanks, Ari.”
Meanwhile, Dr. Herks had put his arms around Mom and said into her hair, “It will be all right, dear girl.”
My eyes got big. I felt my heart skip a beat.
Robbie sang, “
So listen, here's my warning
. Is that good, Ari?”
I didn't answer. Robbie would figure it out on his own. He always did. Instead, I turned to Dr. Herks, ignoring the fact that he was hugging Mom, and summed up what I'd heard Mrs. Angotti say about the summer psychology class and Zoe's teacher sending the essay to the
Boston Herald
.
Wiping her eyes with a tea towel, Mom added, “The reporter said he confirmed the sighting with two sources.”
“Wanna bet it's Joey and Angela?” I said.
“And so it starts,” Dr. Herks muttered.
“You were right,” Mom said between snuffles and into the front of his jacket.
“I hate being right.”
“They meant the promise when they said it,” I reminded her.
She nodded more to Dr. Herks than to me. “Lack of sleep does
not
help.” She pulled away from him. “Let's go give Martha a hand.”
“Robbie,” I said, “you stay here. Man the phone.”