Read Burning Your Boats: The Collected Short Stories Online

Authors: Angela Carter

Tags: #Fantasy, #Magical Realism, #Short Stories, #F

Burning Your Boats: The Collected Short Stories (58 page)

It was not so much that she was pliant. Only, fearing the worst, it turned out that the worst had already happened; her sin found her out, or, rather, she found out she had sinned only when he offered his forgiveness, and, from her repentance, a new Annie-Belle sprang up, for whom the past did not exist.

She would have said to him: “It did not signify, my darling; I only did it with my brother, we were alone together under the vast sky that made us scared and so we clung together and what happened, happened.” But she knew she must not say that, that the most natural love of all was just precisely the one she must not acknowledge. To lie down on the prairie with a passing stranger was one thing. To lie down with her father’s son was another. So she kept silent. And when she looked at her husband, she saw, not herself, but someone who might, in time, grow even more precious.

The next night, in spite of the baby, they did it, and his mother wanted to murder her and refused to get the breakfast for this prostitute, but Annie-Belle served them, put on an apron, cut the ham and cooked it, then scrubbed the floor with such humility, such evidence of gratitude that the older woman kept her mouth shut, her narrow lips tight as a trap, but she kept them shut for if there was one thing she feared, it was the atrocious gentleness of her menfolk. And. So.

Johnny came to the town, hungering after her; the gates of Paradise slammed shut in his face. He haunted the backyard of the Minister’s house, hid in the sweetbrier, watched the candle in their room go out and still he could not imagine it, that she might do it with another man. But. She did.

At the store, all gossip ceased when she came in; all eyes turned towards Her. The old men chewing tobacco spat brown streams when she walked past. The women’s faces veiled with disapproval. She was so young, so unaccustomed to people. They talked, her husband and she; they would go, just go, out west, still further, west as far as the place where the ocean Starts again, perhaps. With his schooling, he could get some clerking job or other. She would bear her child and he would love it. Then she would bear
their
children.

“Yes,” she said. “We shall do that,” she said.

EXTERIOR. FARMHOUSE. DAY

Annie-Belle drives up in trap.

Johnny comes out on porch, in shirt-sleeves, bottle in hand.

Takes her reins. But she doesn’t get down from the trap.

ANNIE-BELLE
: Where’s Daddy?

Johnny gestures towards the prairie.

ANNIE-BELLE
(not looking at Johnny): Got something to tell him.

(Close up) Johnny.

JOHNNY
: Ain’t you got nothing to tell me?

(Close up) Annie-Belle.

ANNIE-BELLE
: Reckon I ain’t.

(Close up) Johnny.

JOHNNY
: Get down and visit a while, at least.

(Close up) Annie-Belle.

ANNIE-BELLE
: Can’t hardly spare the time.

(Close up) Johnny and Annie-Belle.

JOHNNY
: Got to scurry back, get your husband’s dinner, is that it?

ANNIE-BELLE
: Johnny … why haven’t you come to church since I got married, Johnny?

Johnny shrugs, turns away.

EXTERIOR. FARMHOUSE. DAY

Annie-Belle gets down from trap, follows Johnny towards farmhouse.

ANNIE-BELLE
: Oh, Johnny, you
knowed
we did wrong.

Johnny walks towards farmhouse.

ANNIE-BELLE
: I count myself fortunate to have found forgiveness.

JOHNNY
: What are you going to tell Daddy?

ANNIE-BELLE
: I’m going out west.

Giovanni:
What, chang’d so soon! hath your new sprightly lord
Found out a trick in night-games more than we
Could know in our simplicity?—Ha! is’t so?
Or does the fit come on you, to prove treacherous
To your past vows and oaths?

Annabella:
Why should you jest
At my calamity.

EXTERIOR. FARMHOUSE. DAY

JOHNNY
: Out west?

Annie-Belle nods.

JOHNNY
: By yourself?

Annie-Belle shakes her head.

JOHNNY
: With him?

Annie-Belle nods.

Johnny puts hand on porch rail, bends forward, hiding his face.

ANNIE-BELLE
: It is for the best.

She puts her hand on his shoulder. He reaches out for her. She extricates herself. His hand, holding bottle; contents of bottle run out on grass.

ANNIE-BELLE
: It was wrong, what we did.

JOHNNY
: What about …

ANNIE-BELLE
: It shouldn’t ever have been made, poor little thing. You won’t never see it. Forget everything. You’ll find yourself a woman, you’ll marry.

Johnny reaches out and clasps her roughly to him.

“No,” she said; “never. No.” And fought and bit and scratched: “Never! It’s wrong. It’s a sin.” But, worse than that, she said: “I don’t want to,” and she meant it, she knew she must not or else her new life, that lay before her, now, with the radiant simplicity of a child’s drawing of a house, would be utterly destroyed. So she got free of him and ran to the buggy and drove back lickety-split to town, beating the pony round the head with the whip.

Accompanied by a black trunk like a coffin, the Minister and his wife drove with them to a railhead such as you have often seen on the movies—the same telegraph office, the same water-tower, the same old man with the green eyeshade selling tickets. Autumn was coming on. Annie-Belle could no longer conceal her pregnancy, out it stuck; her mother-in-law could not speak to her directly but addressed remarks through the Minister, who compensated for his wife’s contempt by showing Annie-Belle all the honour due to a repentant sinner.

She wore a yellow ribbon. Her hair was long and yellow. The repentant harlot has the surprised look of a pregnant virgin.

She is pale. The pregnancy does not go well. She vomits all morning. She bleeds a little. Her husband holds her hand tight. Her father came last night to say goodbye to her; he looks older. He does not take care of himself. That Johnny did not come set the tongues wagging; the gossip is, he refuses to set eyes on his sister in her disgrace. That seems the only thing to explain his attitude. All know he takes no interest in girls himself.

“Bless you, children,” says the Minister. With that troubling air of incipient sainthood, the young husband settles his wife down on the trunk and tucks a rug round her legs for a snappy wind drives dust down the railroad track and the hills are October mauve and brown. In the distance, the train whistle blows, that haunting sound, blowing across endless distance, the sound that underlines the distance.

EXTERIOR. FARMHOUSE. DAY

Johnny mounts horse. Slings rifle over shoulder.

Kicks horse’s sides.

EXTERIOR. RAILROAD. DAY

Train whistle. Burst of smoke.

Engine pulling train across prairie.

EXTERIOR. PRAIRIE. DAY

Johnny galloping down track.

EXTERIOR. RAILROAD. DAY

Train wheels turning.

EXTERIOR. PRAIRIE. DAY

Hooves churning dust.

EXTERIOR. STATION. DAY

MINISTER’S WIFE
: Now, you take care of yourself, you hear? And—(but she can’t bring herself to say it).

MINISTER
: Be sure to tell us about the baby as soon as it comes.

(Close up) Annie-Belle smiling gratefully.

Train whistle.

And see them, now, as if posing for the photographer, the young man and the pregnant woman, sitting on a trunk, waiting to be transported onwards, away, elsewhere, she with the future in her belly.

EXTERIOR. STATION. DAY

Station master comes out of ticket-office.

STATION MASTER
: Here she comes!

(Long shot) Engine appearing round bend.

EXTERIOR. STATION. DAY

Johnny tethers his horse.

ANNIE-BELLE
: Why, Johnny, you’ve come to say goodbye after all!

(Close up) Johnny, racked with emotion.

JOHNNY
: He shan’t have you. He’ll never have you. Here’s where you belong, with me. Out here.

Giovanni:
Thus die, and die by me, and by my hand!
Revenge is mine; honour doth love command!

Annabella:
Oh, brother, by your hand!

EXTERIOR. STATION. DAY

ANNIE-BELLE
: Don’t shoot—think of the baby! Don’t—

MINISTER’S SON
: Oh, my God—

Bang, bang, bang.

Thinking to protect his wife, the young husband threw his arms around her and so he died, by a split second, before the second bullet pierced her and both fell to the ground as the engine wheezed to a halt and passengers came tumbling off to see what Wild West antics were being played out while the parents stood and stared and did not believe, did not believe.

Seeing some life left in his sister, Johnny sank to his knees beside her and her eyes opened up and, perhaps, she saw him, for she said:

Annabella:
Brother, unkind, unkind …

So that Death would be well satisfied, Johnny then put the barrel of the rifle into his mouth and pulled the trigger.

EXTERIOR. STATION. DAY

(Crane shot) The three bodies, the Minister comforting his wife, the passengers crowding off the train in order to look at the catastrophe.

The “Love Theme” rises over a pan of the prairie under the vast sky, the green breast of the continent, the earth, beloved, cruel, unkind.

NOTE:

The Old World John Ford made Giovanni cut out Annabella’s heart and carry it on stage; the stage direction reads:
Enter Giovanni, with a heart upon his dagger.
The New World John Ford would have no means of representing this scene on celluloid, although it is irresistibly reminiscent of the ritual tortures practised by the Indians who lived here before.

NOTE:

John Ford (1586-c.1639). English dramatist of the Jacobean period. His tragedy,
’Tis Pity She’s a Whore,
was published in 1633. “Deep in a dump John Ford alone was got/With folded arms and melancholy hat.”
(Choice Drollery,
1656.)

John Ford (1895-1973). American film-maker. Filmography includes:
Stagecoach
(1938);
My Darling Clementine
(1946);
She Wore a Yellow Ribbon
(1949). “My name is John Ford. I make Westerns.”
(John Ford,
Andrew Sinclair, New York 1979.)

Gun for the Devil

A hot, dusty, flyblown Mexican border town—a town without hope, without grace, the end of the road for all those who’ve the misfortune to find themselves washing up here. The time is about the turn of the century, long after the heroic period of the West is past; and there was never anything heroic about these border raiders, this poverty-stricken half-life they lead. The Mendozas, a barbarous hierarchy of bandits, run the town, its corrupt sheriff, its bank, the telegraph—everything. Even the priest is an appointment of theirs.

The only establishment in the town with a superficial veneer of elegance is the bar-cum-whorehouse. This is presided over by a curious, apparently ill-matched couple—an ageing, drunken, consumptive European aristocrat and his mistress, the madame, who keeps him. She’s called Roxana, a straightforward, ageing, rather raddled, unimaginative, affectionate woman.

She is the sister of Maria Mendoza, the bandit’s wife—that’s how she obtained the brothel concession. Roxana and her man, the dying, despairing man they call the Count, arrived, the pair of them, out of nowhere, a few years back, penniless, in rags; they’d begged a ride in a farm cart … “I’ve come home, Maria, after all this time … there’s nowhere else to go.” Roxana’d had a lot of experience in the trade; with her brother-in-law’s blessing, with his finance, she opened up a bar-cum-brothel and staffed it with girls who’d got good reason to lie low for a while—not, perhaps, the best class of whore. Five of them. But they suit the customers very well; they keep Mendoza’s desperadoes out of trouble, they service his visitors—and sometimes there’s a casual visitor, a stray passerby, a travelling salesman, say, or a smuggler. The brothel prospers.

And the Count, in his soiled, ruffled shirt and threadbare suits of dandified black, lends a little class to the joint; so his life has come to this, he serves to ornament his mistress’s bar. A certain bitterness, a dour dignity, characterises the Count.

The Count lets visitors buy drinks for him; he is a soak, but a distinguished one, nevertheless. He keeps a margin of distance about himself—he has his pride, still, even if he’s dying. He’s rumoured to have been, in his day, in the Old Country, a legendary marksman. The girls chatter among themselves. Julie, the Yankee, says she’s heard that he and Roxana used to do an act in a circus. He used to shoot all her clothes off her until she was as naked as the day she was born. As the day she was born!

But hadn’t he killed Roxana’s lover, no, not her lover but some man she’d been sold to, some seamy story … wasn’t it in San Francisco, on the waterfront? No, no, no—everything happened in Austria, or Germany, or wherever it is he comes from, long before he met Roxana. He’s not touched a gun since he met Roxana. He never shoots, now, even if his old-fashioned, long-barrelled rifle hangs on the wall … look! He was
too good
a shot; they said that only the devil himself—it’s best not to pay attention to such stories, even if Maddalena once worked in a house in San Francisco where Roxana used to work and somebody told her—but the Count’s shadow falls across the wall; they hush, even if Maddalena furtively crosses herself.

In this town, nobody asks any questions. Who would live here if they had the option to live anywhere else? Poor Teresa Mendoza, pretty as a picture, sweet sixteen, sullen, dissatisfied, she got a few ideas above her station when they sent her off to a convent to learn how to read and write. What does she need to read and write for? Not when she’s condemned to live like a pig. But she’s going to get married, isn’t she? To a rich man? Yes, but he’s a rich bandit!

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