Brides and Grooms Box Set: Marriage Wanted\Bride Wanted\Groom Wanted (57 page)

“Ah…nothing,” Lori murmured.

“Not a thing,” Jo Ann said.

“Great, I’d like you both to stand up for me at my wedding. Chase and I are—”

“Chase?” Jo Ann broke in. “Who on earth is Chase?”

“I didn’t know you were dating anyone,” Lori said, sounding more surprised than upset.

Neither of her friends had touched their seafood salads. They sat like mannequins, staring at Lesley as if she’d announced she was an escaped convict.

“Chase Goodman,” Lesley repeated casually between bites. “That’s the man I’m marrying.”

Lori, small and fawnlike, with large dark eyes, gnawed on her lower lip. “Why does that name sound familiar? Do I know him?”

“I doubt it. Chase’s from Alaska.”

“Alaska.” Jo Ann said the name of the state in a low voice, as if trying to remember something. She picked up her fork. “Speaking of Alaska… Did either of you see the news story last week about this guy who came down from Alaska and advertised for a—” She stopped, her eyes widening. She made a few odd sounds, but nothing that resembled intelligible words.

“You’re marrying the guy who advertised for a wife?” Lori looked from Lesley to Jo Ann and back again.

“Lesley, have you lost your mind?” Jo Ann finally sputtered.

“Maybe.” She wasn’t going to argue with her two best friends. A week earlier she’d thought the whole idea of marrying a stranger was crazy. She’d said as much to Chase, belittled the women who’d applied, even made derogatory remarks about the type of man who’d defy convention in such an outlandish manner.

One week later, she’d agreed to be his bride.

“You
will
be my bridesmaids, won’t you?”

“Of course, but—”

“No buts. The wedding’s on Wednesday. I don’t have time for arguments, and please, don’t try to talk me out of this because you can’t. Chase and I are leaving for our honeymoon after the wedding.” She smiled. “The location’s a surprise. After that, we’re heading to Twin Creeks where Chase lives. He has to be on the job in eight days and that doesn’t leave us much time.”

“Pinch me,” Lori said to Jo Ann, “because this doesn’t seem real. We’re not actually hearing this, are we? Lesley, this isn’t like you.”

Jo Ann shook her head and added, “It’s because of Tony, isn’t it? You’re far too sensible to do something like this otherwise.”

“I wasn’t going to say anything.” Lori looked down, rearranging the salt and pepper shakers on the cream-colored tablecloth. “But…Tony phoned me. He’s worried about you, Les. He said he’s been trying to get in touch with you, but you weren’t returning his calls.”

“Tony’s been calling you?” Jo Ann sounded outraged. “Does April know about this?”

“She’s out of town.”

“That creep!”

“I knew when he married April that it wouldn’t last,” Lori said with a hint of self-righteousness.

Lesley laughed, grateful for her friends’ loyalty. “You suspected it wouldn’t last because Tony wasn’t marrying me. If he had, you would both have been singing his praises.”

“I’m beginning to think Daisy might be right about him,” Jo Ann said, stabbing her fork into some crabmeat. “How could she see through him so quickly? The three of us work with the guy nine months out of the year and we have to be hit over the head before it dawns on us that Tony isn’t playing fair.”

“What did you tell Tony about me?” Lesley inquired casually, although her interest was anything but casual.

“Nothing much, just that I’d talked to you recently and you sounded happy.

“He seemed surprised to hear that and said he was afraid you were depressed and avoiding people. He acted concerned and guilty about the way he’d hurt you. I…”

“Yes?” Lesley prompted.

“I felt sorry for him by the time we hung up.”

“
Sorry
for him?” Jo Ann asked, incredulous. “Why would you feel sorry for Tony? He’s the one who broke Lesley’s heart and married someone else.”

Lori shrugged, looking mildly guilty herself. “He didn’t actually say so, but I had the feeling he regrets marrying April.” Lori paused, frowning. “She’s never been very friendly toward the three of us, has she?”

“Who can blame her for being unfriendly?” Lesley was the first one to defend April.

“Tony made her situation impossible at school,” Lori agreed. “We did our best to make her feel welcome, but we’d all worked with Lesley and April knew that. She attended hardly any faculty functions after the wedding. I’ll bet she’s really a nice person, and we’d find that out if she ever gave anyone the chance to know her.”

“She gave Tony plenty of chances,” Jo Ann muttered, unwilling even now to forget the upheaval the new first-grade teacher had brought into their lives.

“You haven’t talked to Tony yourself?” Lori asked, ignoring Jo Ann’s pettiness. For that, Lesley was grateful.

“Not since school got out.” She felt good about resisting the temptation to phone him, but it had exacted a high emotional price. “I won’t, either,” she said, her resolve growing stronger.

Jo Ann nodded vigorously. Lori looked uncertain.

“Aren’t you curious about what he wants?”

“Come on, Lori. What do you
think
Tony wants?” Jo Ann asked.

Lori studied her for a disbelieving moment. “You don’t really believe that, do you?”

“Lori, wake up!” Jo Ann said sarcastically and snapped her fingers. “When a married man phones another woman—his ex-fiancée, no less—while his wife’s out of town, there’s only one reason.”

“I hate to think Tony would do that.”

Lesley felt the same way, but she couldn’t allow her tenderness for Tony to mislead her.

“Stop.” Jo Ann raised both hands. “We’ve strayed from the real subject here and that’s Lesley’s wedding.”

“‘Lesley’s wedding,’” Lori echoed, sending a dismayed glance at Jo Ann. “Are you in love with Chase?” she asked.

“No.” Lesley refused to be anything but honest with her friends. When she’d told her mother and Ken she’d stretched the truth, subtly of course, but she’d never be able to fool her friends. Her mother was another story; she believed Lesley was in love because that was what she wanted to believe.

Lori’s jaw fell open. “You don’t even love him.”

“I’ve only known the man for a little more than one week. It’s a bit difficult to develop a deep, emotional attachment in that length of time.”

“You’re willing to marry him anyway,” Jo Ann murmured thoughtfully. “That tells me a lot. He’s obviously got something going for him.”

“He’s good with kids, and he’s kind. And brave,” she said, remembering his pursuit of her mugger. Those were only three of Chase’s character traits that appealed to her. Honesty was another.

“What’s he look like?” Lori was eager to know.

“Kind of like you’d expect someone from Alaska to look. He’s tall and muscular and his eyes are a lovely deep brown. He’s a comfortable sort of person to be with, entertaining and funny. When he laughs it comes from his belly.”

“You’re marrying a man because of the way he laughs?”

It sounded absurd, but in part she was. Chase had a
wonderful sense of humor and Lesley found that quality important in any relationship, but vital in a marriage.

“You really like this guy, don’t you?”

Lesley nodded. It surprised her how much she did.

“Would you guys have time to shop with me this afternoon?” Lesley asked, ending her introspection. She hadn’t said a word about the way Chase kissed. He should win awards for his style. She’d never known a man could arouse such a heated reaction with a few kisses.

“You’re going through with this, aren’t you?” Even now Lori didn’t quite seem to believe it.

“Yes, I am.” She turned to Jo Ann, expecting an argument, unsought advice or words of caution.

“I almost envy you,” Jo Ann remarked instead. “This is going to be an incredible adventure. You’ll email us and let us know what happens, won’t you?”

Lesley laughed, astonished when she felt tears gather in her eyes. Through all the pain and difficulties of the past year, she’d been blessed with truly good friends.

“I wonder what Alaska will be like,” Lori said dreamily. “Do you think Twin Creeks will have a friendly moose wandering through town like in the opening of that old TV show?”

* * *

“Hi,” Lesley said, letting herself into the house. Chase had spent the afternoon at her rented home, supervising the packers so her personal things would be ready for shipping.

He tossed aside the magazine he was reading and smiled up at her with that roguish gleam in his eyes. Her heart reacted with a surprising surge of warmth.

“How’d your meeting with your friends go?” Chase asked.

“Really well.” It was ridiculous to be shy with him now.

“They didn’t try to talk you out of the wedding?”

Lesley grinned as she sat down on the sofa that would soon belong to Daisy and her boys. “I’ll admit they were shocked, but once I told them what a fabulous kisser you are, they were green with envy.”

“You aren’t going to change your mind, are you?”

Lori and Jo Ann had asked her that question, too, and she gave him the same answer. “No. Are you worried?”

“Yes.” His voice was gruff and he reached for her, kissing her hungrily.

Lesley could find no will to resist him. He’d only kissed her once since she’d agreed to be his wife and she needed his touch, longed for it. She leaned forward and braced her hand against his chest. The strong, even feel of his pulse reassured her that he enjoyed their kisses as much as she did. At least she wasn’t alone in this.

Chase took hold of her waist and pulled her closer. His kiss was slow, deep and thorough. And not nearly enough.

Chase started to pull away and she protested. “No…”

His mouth came back to hers once more. By the time Chase pulled away from her, she was weak and dizzy and breathless.

“Lesley, listen,” he whispered, pressing his forehead to hers.

“No,” she whispered back. “Just hold me for a few
minutes. Please.” She didn’t want to talk, not then, nor was she interested in thinking because if she analyzed what she was doing, she might change her mind, after all.

All Lesley wanted was to
feel.
When she was in Chase’s arms she could feel again. For months she’d been trapped in a kind of numbness. Sometimes the pain surged up to inundate her but most of the time she’d felt nothing. No laughter. No tears. Just a lethargy that sapped away her energy and destroyed her dreams.

Then she’d met Chase and suddenly she was laughing again, dreaming again. Whenever he kissed her, a cascade of feelings flooded her body—and her heart. She needed to experience that excitement, those emotions.

For reasons of his own, Chase needed her, too. She would reciprocate generously and without reserve because she wanted him as badly as he wanted her.

As she luxuriated in the shelter of his arms, he buried his face in her neck, his breathing heavy.

Then, without warning, he broke away from her, leaving her breathless. Stunned. Before she could analyze what was happening, he was on his feet and moving toward the door. “I have to go.”

“Go? But why?”

He paused, his back to her. “Because if I stay we’re going to end up in bed.”

“You…you don’t want to be with me?”

Chase didn’t answer. Although Lesley thought she knew why he’d resisted the temptation to make love to her, she still felt hurt. She suspected that he feared she might not go through with the marriage. His lack of trust offended her, and his rejection was more than insulting,
it was painful in a way that echoed past anguish. She’d lowered her guard, offered him everything she had to give and he was walking away from her. The six-year-old child whose father had abandoned her was back, chanting her fears.

“Go, then,” she said furiously, trying to silence the sounds of grief only she could hear.

He paused at the front door, his shoulders slumped forward. “I can’t leave you now.”

“Sure you can.”

He turned back and walked over to the sofa, sitting down next to her. He pulled her into his arms, disregarding her token objections, and held her. She let him, although the little girl in her wanted to push him away, hurt him for hurting her. But the womanly part of her needed his comfort.

As Chase kissed the crown of her head, she sighed and nestled in his arms.

“You tempt me, Lesley Campbell, more than any woman I’ve ever known,” he whispered.

“You tempt me, too.”

She felt his smile and was glad he was there with her.

“Becky Bright, the reporter who did that interview with me, phoned earlier this afternoon,” he told her.

“How come?”

“She wants to do an interview with the two of us right after the wedding. Do you mind?”

“I suppose not. Do you?”

“I do, but it’s the only way I can think of to stop the phone calls. According to the answering service, they’re still coming in.”

“Still?”

“I had the billboard taken down and asked Sandra to cancel all the remaining appointments, but there are more women phoning now than ever. I’m sure some called before and were discouraged when they didn’t hear back right away. Several were phoning to see if I’d made a decision and others wanted to know it if was too late.”

“It’s certainly been an…interesting experiment, hasn’t it?” she said.

“Yes, but it isn’t one I care to repeat.”

Lesley jabbed him with her elbow. “I should hope not!”

Chase laughed, slid his arms around her waist and nuzzled her neck. “I’m going to have my hands full with one wife.”

“What about the applicants you’ve already seen?”

“I had Sandra write up a form letter and send it out to everyone, including them.”

“To eight hundred women.”

Lesley felt his smile against her skin. “Not exactly.”

“What do you mean?”

“I got eight hundred calls, yes—well, maybe a thousand in total if we add the recent ones—but not all of them were from women who wanted to be my wife. I found that at least a hundred were from mothers planning to introduce me to their daughters.”

Lesley stared at him. “I hope you’re joking.”

“I’m not. And there were more crank calls than I care to mention.”