Breaking Shaun (33 page)

I was chewing on a mouthful of chips when I set mine down next to hers. I swallowed and took a sip from my water. “In case you haven’t noticed, Marcus and Asia aren’t really hurting for cash these days.”

“Is that weird?” she asked as she placed her towel on one of the chairs before sitting on it.

I had already sat down, and I was just about to take a bite from my sandwich when I paused. “Why would that be weird?”

“I don’t know. If my sister became a millionaire, I think it would be weird until I got used to the idea. I mean, look at all this.” She motioned around their pristine kitchen.

I didn’t think it was weird. I thought it was awesome, but I was more interested in Natalie. It hadn’t occurred to me just how little I really knew about her.

“You have a sister?” I asked after swallowing my bite.

“Yeah, a little sister. She lives in New York.”

I nodded. “That’s cool. So, why did you move out here?”

She shrugged and took a sip from her cup before her blue-green eyes met mine. “Just needed a change.”

“Running from all the broken men you left in L.A.?” I asked with a smirk.

She gave me a small smile before looking down at her plate. “That’s part of it,” she admitted.

She looked at me again, and I could see she was considering saying more.

“I just wanted a fresh start, a fun and adventurous new life.” Natalie laughed to herself, her hand moving to tuck some hair behind her ear. “I know this might be hard to believe, but up until this point, my life has been pretty boring. Really boring actually.”

It wasn’t hard to believe. It was easy to see that she was way too controlled to really let loose and have fun.

“Then, you met me, and everything got exciting,” I said, smiling before tossing a few more chips into my mouth.

She laughed but didn’t respond.

“So, what kinds of things do you plan to do in this fun and adventurous new life?”

She lifted her shoulder before letting it drop. “I dunno. Learn to surf, make friends, try things I normally wouldn’t try.”

“Like me?” I asked as I leaned back in my chair and widened my legs.

Her eyes came to mine, and she smiled again. “Yeah, like you.”

I sat there and watched Natalie as she took a sip from her cup. She looked beautiful after spending the day on the beach. Without any makeup or hair products, it was just her. Finally, I felt like I’d found someone who wouldn’t try to fill me with lies or bullshit. We were both open about what we wanted from each other, and we were still able to enjoy each other’s company. It was a win-win.

After we finished our lunch and washed all the dishes, at Natalie’s insistence, we decided to rinse off in the shower stall outside behind the house. I’d brought it up, saying that it would be nice to get all the salt water and sand off our skin, but really, I’d imagined it earlier, and I couldn’t wait to get her in there. Natalie, me, soap, a small shower stall outside—it was a great idea.

I watched Natalie’s ass as she walked down the wooden stairs to the patio behind the garage. A large shower stall was against the wall, and plants were all around us. We could see the beach but not much else.

Natalie put her hand on the door handle and turned to look up at me over her shoulder. I was standing directly behind her, and my dick was already getting hard from just imagining the things I wanted us to do.

She knew exactly what I was thinking. I could see it in her eyes and in the small smirk on her lips.

Goddamn, she looks so sex
y. I couldn’t wait to get inside her again.

When she opened the door, I pressed my chest against her back and guided her inside until she was on the opposite wall. The door closed behind us. The only light in the stall was coming in from the small windows above our heads. Reaching over to the wall next to us, I turned on the water, and it was ice cold. Natalie squealed, and I laughed, but I wasn’t going to let her out yet.

“Don’t worry. It’ll warm up,” I murmured into her ear as I grabbed her juicy ass.

I was in love with her ass. I started kneading it in my hands and pressing it against my cock. I was getting harder, and hearing Natalie panting and moaning against me only made it worse.

Turning her around, I pressed her back against the wall and took her bikini off. Then, I got down on my knees. The water was hitting my back, and it was still cold, but I didn’t give a shit. I had to taste her again. I lifted Natalie’s leg up over my shoulder, and she gasped when she felt my breath against her. My tongue came out and slowly grazed over her wet, swollen pussy.

Damn, she tastes so good.

I let my tongue stop on her clit, and I slowly flicked it a few times. Natalie’s body shook, and she gasped again. I peered up at her, and the image I got was one of the sexiest fucking things I’d ever seen. Natalie’s naked tits were dripping wet and her back arched as I started moving my tongue faster and lighter and then slower and harder.

Natalie was chanting, “Oh God. Oh God. Oh God.”

One of her hands came down to grip my hair while the other moved to her breast. She pinched her nipple between her fingers, and I slowly slid two of my fingers inside her. Her back arched more, and I squeezed her ass in my other hand as I pressed her harder against my mouth. I began fucking her with my fingers, my tongue still working her clit, and before long, she was coming.

My dick was so fucking hard that it hurt. Natalie was still gasping when I slid my fingers out of her and stood up. Pressing her against the wall again, I leaned down and kissed her, letting my tongue glide against hers. She moaned in my mouth and pushed my shorts off my hips before taking my dick in her hands. Our kiss got rough as she stroked my cock.

“Do you have a condom?”

Fuck!
I didn’t have a fucking condom. Boardshorts didn’t have pockets, and I wouldn’t carry my wallet around while I surfed.
Fuck! How could I forget a fucking condom?

I dropped my forehead onto Natalie’s shoulder and sighed. “No.”

I contemplated fucking her without one, but I couldn’t do it. I’d seen too many of my friends burned by women who claimed to be clean or on the pill. Natalie laughed a little and then reached over to turn off the water. This was not the way I’d planned on things ending.

“I’m on the pill. If you want to…” Her voice trailed off.

I could see her second-guessing herself already. She knew I got around, and she was probably wondering if that was such a good idea.

“I’m clean, but I’d feel better if we had a condom. I always use one.” I sighed in frustration and shoved my wet hair back with my hand.

Pushing herself off the wall and forcing me back a few steps, Natalie guided me backward until I was sitting on the bench in the corner of the stall. She smirked at me, and my dick was at full attention again when she slowly got onto her knees.

“Goddamn, I wish I could fuck you,” I told her.

She let her tongue slide out and run along the length of my shaft.

Her eyes connected with mine as she moved her tongue to the other side. I sucked in a breath when she took my dick into her mouth and throat. It was so warm and wet. Her beautiful lips wrapped around the tip as she came back up. Sliding one of my hands into her hair, I cradled the back of her head, and she began sucking harder and faster. I watched her as she stopped to tease me, and I fucking loved it. Before long, I could feel my orgasm coming.

My fingers tightened in her hair, and I warned her, “I’m gonna come. Oh fuck, I’m gonna come.”

Natalie sucked me into her throat one more time before taking my dick out of her mouth and jerking me off until I came. My hips were still thrusting my cock through her wet, sticky hands, and I was shuddering through the aftershocks of my orgasm.

“Well, that was fun,” she said.

I peeked my eyes open and looked at her as she was kneeling between my legs, smiling at me. The next thing I knew, Natalie got up to turn the knob, and I was getting sprayed with cold water again. She started laughing when I cursed and stood up.

“Oh, you think that’s funny?” I grabbed her hips and tried to push her under the stream of water.

She squealed, and we both started laughing. As our laughter died, we stared at each other, and I had an urge to kiss her, but the air around us had changed. I could feel myself starting to see Natalie as more than just a fuck buddy. She was my friend, and I cared about her more than I should. Things weren’t funny and light anymore, and I knew better than to cross that line.

Instead, I smiled and asked, “You ready for some more fun?”

This whole fuck-buddy situation was tricky. Flirting and playing around was completely acceptable most of the time but not right after giving each other orgasms. I thought all the chemicals and hormones that came with fantastic sex had strange effects on the brain. It could make someone believe he or she was falling for the other person, feeling a connection that, in reality, didn’t exist. But I knew better. There was a reason I would leave right after sex—to prevent moments like this.

After rinsing off in the water, Shaun was pulling his shorts on with his back to me. I studied the intricate details of his tattoo as I put my bikini top back on, but I resisted asking about it. Things felt awkward after our weird moment, and Shaun was being quiet.

“You wanna smoke a joint?” Shaun asked as he moved to hold the door open for me.

I’d smoked pot only a few times before, and I wasn’t sure I wanted to be high in front of Shaun. I would definitely embarrass myself.

“No, I’m okay.” I walked out of the shower stall and back into the shade provided from the deck above us.

The sound of the waves crashing into the shore was so relaxing and rhythmic. I loved it. I stood there, entranced by the ocean scene, when Shaun came to stand beside me.

“Let’s go upstairs.”

I looked up at Shaun, and he smiled. There was something about his smile. It was incredibly sexy and beautiful, but it always held an edge of mischief. I never knew what he was really thinking.

I followed Shaun up the stairs and when we got there, I grabbed my bag off of the deck and decided I needed another layer of sunscreen. As I reached in to get it, Shaun made his way toward the glass doors.

“Come on, we can go inside,” he said, tilting his head toward the house.

A few minutes later, Shaun and I were inside a small room on the second floor of Asia and Marcus’s house. It had two wicker chairs, a small wooden table between them, and a perfect view of the ocean. Giant windows lined the walls, and Shaun opened all of them. He’d put his T-shirt back on, and I was still wrapped in my towel, waiting to dry.

“Do you want to dry your clothes?” Shaun asked.

“Yeah, that would be great.”

He took me to the laundry room on the bottom floor of the house and then went into the kitchen to make us some drinks. I got naked and tossed my bathing suit into the dryer before putting on my sundress. I leaned over the front of it, trying to figure out what button to push when I heard Shaun behind me.

“Damn, that’s hot.”

I looked over my shoulder, and he was standing in the doorway with a glass in each hand, his eyes on my bare ass. I smiled and turned the dryer on before straightening my back and facing him.

“Fuck, the front is even better.”

I laughed before eyeing the drinks in his hands.

“What did you get?”

“Rum and Cokes,” he said with a smile and a wink.

Oh, man. I’m getting drunk.