Boxer, Beetle (30 page)
assassins, mercenaries, special agents
you wouldn’t have been able to resist
Stuart didn’t reply at all this time, so I typed:
KEVIN: why ‘nbeauman’ anyway? who is that?
STUART: oh
all my sockpuppets are randomly generated
otherwise i wouldn’t be able to resist putting in some geeky reference, and it would be too easy to guess it was me
i’m really sorry, kevin.
Then he went offline.
A few days later, I had Sinner buried at the Jewish cemetery in Edmonton. I have no personal interest in ritual, but I felt I had to do something after my complicity in the unsettlement of his resting place. When I thought back to the rubbish dump on Back Church Lane I was reminded of its gargantuan great-nephew, the Waste Isolation Pilot Plant in New Mexico, a frequent locus of Stuart’s conspiracy theories. In a salt mine near the town of Carlsbad, the US government is (so they claim) burying thousands of drums of radioactive plutonium: the absolute worst of the worst, the nuclear equivalent of serial killers in isolation cells at a high-security prison. The waste will still be dangerous for hundreds of thousands of years, and the greatest challenge of the project is not the
brute engineering, but the question of how to mark the site in a way that will be intelligible to the inquisitive North Americans of the distant future, be they cavemen or cyborgs. Those descendants must be warned away. But the Egyptians tried the same thing with the pyramids, and look how that turned out. So some anthropologists say we shouldn’t mark the site at all. Like Sinner, they hope an unmarked grave may never be disturbed. And probably, like Sinner, they’re wrong. Anyway, it’s almost irrelevant whether or not their procedures work as intended: if you fear that something will mutate you, then, really, it has already mutated you.
I’d telephoned Tara Southall to see if she wanted to come, and she told me she would send flowers but London was too far. So I was the only mourner on that warm Tuesday. Or at least I thought I was, at first. After the rabbi had finished the ceremony I thanked him, and he left me alone at the grave. That was when I noticed, some distance away, a pale, chubby man in a wheelchair, squinting at me. I didn’t recognise his face because I’d never even seen a photo, but of course I knew immediately who it was. I wondered how he’d found out about the burial.
But I didn’t go over to speak to him. Instead, I ran to catch up with the rabbi.
‘Rabbi,’ I said. ‘I have a confession to make.’
He stopped. There was a pleasant breeze, and instinctively I moved sideways a few steps to make sure I was downwind. ‘You’re mixing up your faiths,’ he said, smiling.
‘I know, I know, but – look, I have a hobby and it’s something terrible. I collect Nazi stuff. Lots of it. I’m not a Nazi, I promise, but I have this huge collection. I’ve never been in a proper Jewish place before and suddenly I feel like such a—’
‘Memorabilia of the Third Reich?’
‘Yes.’
He patted my arm. ‘You needn’t worry. I’m a collector myself.’
‘What?’
‘Well, not quite a collector. But I have a little box of trinkets at home. Quite a lot of European Jews do. I inherited it from my father. It’s rather like taking a trophy from a dead enemy. A scalp, if you like.’
‘Oh.’
‘I’m sure you have your reasons too. But, of course, if it has begun to distress you, you should get rid of it.’
I spent the rest of the day wondering whether I should do as he suggested. It wasn’t really that I was distressed – I didn’t meet many Jews in my daily life, so I didn’t often have to feel so weird – but somehow the excitement of those objects wasn’t quite as electric after all that had happened since Thursday. Still, by the following morning I’d decided that I would keep everything. What else would I do with my days? (Also, I’d made friends with Stuart on the forums. Now that we weren’t speaking I didn’t really have anyone else, so I thought perhaps I should try to make another friend in the same way. Or even two. And I certainly wasn’t going to go back to the trimethylaminuria forums to do it.)
But then I got a phone call from Teymur. That afternoon I had been reading a copy of
The Perception of Harmony: A Life of Philip Erskine
, which had just arrived in the post from an online secondhand bookshop. (The title turned out to be from an essay by Le Corbusier: ‘Architecture is the art above all others which achieves a state of platonic grandeur, mathematical order, speculation, the perception of harmony that lies in emotional relationships.’) Erskine had died, I learned, in a California health spa in 1981. He was divorced from his wife. Friends of his, interviewed by the biographer, seemed to think he had been working on an autobiography, but no manuscript was ever found. The book made no mention of Seth Roach.
‘It looks like the company’s being bought up by some investors from Japan,’ Teymur told me. ‘I’m afraid there’ll be no one to give you errands any more.’
‘That’s all right.’
‘That’s not what I’m calling about, though. It transpires that Mr Grublock had left some instructions about you in the event of his death.’
‘Really?’ I hadn’t been invited to Grublock’s funeral.
‘Yes. The number of instructions he left about various things was staggering, by the way. We’re still going through them. You’re to have his “collection”. All of it, apparently. I don’t even know which collection that means. He had several. I suppose it’s wine or something. But, anyway, the head porter at his building says it’s being boxed up and shipped to you.’
‘Oh. Thanks, Teymur.’
I hung up. I should have been thrilled by the news. But, really, although I was surprised and touched by Grublock’s totally unanticipated generosity, I felt a bit dejected. What did that leave of my hobby? (It reminded me of the day I finally completed my 78,000-word prose prequel to John Carpenter’s
The Thing
and found it strangely hard to celebrate.) Suddenly, I had one of the greatest Nazi memorabilia collections in the world – why would I spend hour after hour making negligible augmentations? And I couldn’t even brag about it on the forums – no one would believe me. (Was this how Grublock used to feel about everything in his life? Was this why he was so insatiable?)
It was time for a new pursuit, I decided. Boxing stuff, maybe. I quite fancied a pair of Seth Roach’s boxing gloves. So from Grublock’s collection I’d keep only the Goebbels Gottafchen Goethe, and from my own the letter from Hitler to Philip Erskine. The rest could go. I thought of donating it all to the rabbi from the cemetery, but I thought he might take the gesture the wrong way. Also, I wanted a nicer flat.
But selling it off would bog me down for months. Unless I could sell it all at once. To someone with a lot of money. To someone I was already in touch with. To someone I knew so well, in fact, that I could guess the exact percentage by which he would try to cheat me.
I’m embarrassed to admit how relieved I felt to have an excuse to open my chat program and unblock Stuart. Before I even had the chance to tell him what had happened, he typed:
STUART: did you see on the news? they’ve discovered a cure
for trimethylaminuria
they can fix it with gene therapy
KEVIN: what?
are you serious?
STUART: lol
no
why would that get on the news? no one would care
i had you fooled though, right?
KEVIN: yeah
ha ha
hey, i’ve got something cool to tell you
but first do you want to hear more about the guy being eaten by beetles?
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Boxer, beetle: a novel / Ned Beauman.—1st U.S. ed.
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1. Fascists—Fiction. 2. Entomologists—Fiction. 3. Jewish boxers—Fiction.
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PS3602.E2634B69 2011
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First published by Bloomsbury USA in 2011
Electronic edition published in September 2011
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