Authors: Luke; Short
Slowly, then, Riordan straightened up, and teetered back on his heels. He thrust a big hand into his pocket and drew out some gold coins. Opening his palm, he shoved the coins to Martha. “A little luck in poker,” he said thickly. “Enough for the dress, and to spare. I come home to give it to you, and I find you all cozy with an officer.”
“That's not true, Tom!” Martha said hotly. Her face was deeply flushed, and she tried to hold her husband's gaze and surprisingly could not.
“You high-toned liar!” Riordan said bitterly. And then, with a savage heave, he overturned the table to one side and lunged for Martha, hands outstretched.
Martha swung the skillet blindly, bringing it down angling across Riordan's hands. The blow caught Riordan off-balance forward, and it beat him to his knees. In that moment, Martha dodged past him and ran for the door.
Out in the bright sunshine, midway between her house and the one facing theirs across the hard-packed adobe, she halted and waited, turned toward the house. She was aware, suddenly, that she still held the skillet in her hands, and a wild embarrassment engulfed her.
Presently Tom appeared at the door. He was holding his right wrist, and now he halted in the open doorway, his eyes stupid and unseeing. His exertion, and Martha's blow and his fall, combined with the whiskey to push him further into befuddlement. Bracing himself against the door frame, he looked about him now, finally saw Martha, regarded her a moment, and then cursed her in a slack, thick voice.
That done, he stepped out the door, staggered, fell, rose again, and turned up the street toward the sutler's.
Martha watched him a moment in bitter humiliation, and then slowly returned to the house. She set the skillet on the stove so gently that it might have been made of glass, and then she slowly turned to regard the room. The shame was still in her, a searing, sickening feeling of abasement. This, she thought, was the depth of degradation. Always before, she had contrived to maintain a surface self-respect and to present a decent front to the world.
Even that's gone now
, she thought bitterly,
I'm no better than the trash I married
.
She set about righting the room, but the memory of this quarrel remained achingly alive. If she hadn't defied him, it might have passed off with only a cuff from him. It was his suspicion of her that had made docility intolerableâand it was a suspicion that had some foundation. She had let another man kiss her, had even enjoyed it, and yet had turned on her husband like a trollop when he suspected her of it. The whole affair was sordid, shabby, and cheap, and it was her fault.
And then another memory, unwanted and hateful, came to herâremembrance of the reason for Tom's return. Drunk as he was, he had returned to give her the money for the dress, while she was in the arms of another man. Her feeling of guilt was almost intolerable then, and she crossed over to the bed and sat woodenly on its edge. Maybe this could have been the day that changed their lives; maybe Tom, showing by his present that he loved her, would have drawn some deep strength from her appreciation of his gift. Seeing her happy and content and uncomplaining, he might have rejected the old life and strived toward a new one.
But that's gone too, now
.
She sat there motionless, appalled by the guilt that was hers.
The dinner at the officers' mess held both in honor of Captain Harcourt, the paymaster, and in celebration of what his Daugherty wagon had brought in its ironbound chest, had subsided a little. Ward stepped out onto the veranda and found Doctor Horton and Lieutenant Storrow there. Horton, a fat, graying, and cheerful man, grunted at sight of Ward. “Another man who'll take his smoke at first hand, and not breathe it out of a room.”
“It's thick, all right,” Ward said.
“It's not cigar smoke, it's what this heat does to a whiskey-drinking man,” Storrow complained. “I've got roll call tonight, Lord help me. Suppose if I took my own count and divided it by three, I'd come out right?”
Ward smiled, looking off across the dark parade. There were lamps ablaze in the barracks opposite, and a trio of troopers drifted off toward the stables. There had been too much whiskey and too much wine tonight, and he needed to clear his head. Since it was some minutes until tattoo, the signal for departure of the escort to Craig, he stepped out onto the gravel walk and turned for a slow circle of the parade ground. Through his boot soles, he could feel the fading ground heat of the day. From the sutler's post far away, the sustained racket that proclaimed the enlisted men's celebrations came to him.
He wheeled at the lower corner of the parade and pulled abreast the veranda of the commanding officer's quarters. A handkerchief-sized lawn, smelling of watered grass, set it off from the other adobe buildings. Glancing at the veranda, Ward saw a woman seated there, and only belatedly realized that it must be Ann Dunnifon. His hand was rising to touch his hat, when he remembered he was hatless.
She had seen him, however, and said a pleasant “Good evening, Mr. Kinsman.”
Ward halted and said, “It is good, isn't it?”
“I'm at the old game of counting stars,” Ann Dunnifon said. “What comes after a trillion?”
“Fifteen, I believe,” Ward said gravely, and heard her low laugh. He turned into the walk and came up the steps and seated himself on the top one. Ann Dunnifon sat in a rocker, her legs crossed; now she uncrossed them and smoothed her skirt, and said quietly, “It sounded as if Captain Harcourt brought some new stories with him. Funny ones.”
“He did, and all unrepeatable,” Ward answered. He was silent a moment. “I should think a paymaster's lot would be a hard one. On his digestion, I mean.”
Ann laughed. “It's a convivial time.”
“It was. And he's riding out tonight.”
“And you with him, I hear.”
Ward nodded and glanced curiously over at her. She was watching him, but it was too dark to see the expression in her face.
She sensed what he was thinking and said, “Oh, I'm not going to beg.”
“I didn't judge you would.” Ward was quiet a moment. “I would like to have you look at it this wayâthat it won't make any difference in the end whether I am here or not. I couldn't change it.”
“Why do these men think you could, then?”
Ward only shrugged, a faint irritation stirring within him.
Ann said quietly, “There's always a penalty on success, isn't there? People always expect the impossible. Maybe that's why the impossible is often accomplished.”
“The reverse of that is that a man who takes a dare is a fool.”
“You're a man of opinion, anyway,” Ann said dryly.
Ward glanced up at her. “Aren't you a woman of opinion?”
Ann was silent a moment. “I don't think so, or I wouldn't be here. My opinion of Mary was that she was a fool for marrying Bob Carlyle. My opinion of him was that he was over-reckless and a little light in the headâa bad combination. My further opinion is that they never should have started west together, should never have tried to trick the Government, and should never have traveled without escort. If I were a woman of opinion, I should have already decided that they got what they deserved, and that it's simply unfortunate.” She paused. “Still, I'm here.”
Ward said uncomfortably, “Not the same thing, is it?”
“Not unless you want it to be,” Ann said quietly.
There was the sound of voices up the walk, and Ward glanced up to see a knot of officers on the veranda and the walk. The dinner had broken up, the signal for the paymaster's departure, and his own. He was oddly reluctant to leave, and he studied Ann Dunnifon's face in the darkness. She was a strange girl, and a clever one, and the vague feeling of guilt that had flared with his decision to leave this morning now returned. He wished their parting might end on something other than this faint note of discord, or antagonism, and yet the thought, stubborn and persistent, was still with him,
Even if I stayed I couldn't change anything
.
He rose now, and Ann did too, and he faced her. “I won't be seeing you again.”
“Probably not.” She put out her hand and he took it. “Good luck, wherever you go.”
“I hope it turns out well with your sister,” Ward said.
“You hope, but don't believe. Thank you.”
He gave her one searching look, and found her composure complete, and since there was no more to say, he went down the steps to the walk. Captain Loring, leaving the group, passed him on the way to bid Ann goodbye, and said briskly, “You've only got about fifteen minutes to collect your gear, Kinsman.”
Ward said with a faint irritability, “It's in my pocket, Captain,” and joined the group of officers. Linus handed him his hat and dropped in beside him as they all turned toward the stables. “Now I know how Harcourt can do this every trip,” he said. “He just lies down on the seat of his wagon and sleeps these dinners off.”
At the stables, fifteen men of G Troop, by the light of stable lanterns, were formed in line beside their mounts, and the paymaster's wagon was hitched and waiting. Sergeant Mack was cruising the line, a hard look in his eye. Pay was pay, and whiskey was made to be drunk, but every trooper in the escort would hit the saddle squarely, his attitude proclaimed. A knot of troopers idled in the stable doorway.
At the breaking corral, Ward saw that his horse was not there, and remembering his promise to Riordan this morning, he looked down the line of troopers. Frank Holly, who was the guide this trip, rode up now. Ward spoke to him, and then looked at the troopers in the stable door. Riordan was not there, either. It was Lieutenant Delaney who first remembered that Ward had come in on a wounded Apache horse, and he called now. “Ennis, saddle up my chestnut for Kinsman. On the double, now.”
Major Brierly and Loring were in conversation with Captain Harcourt at the corner of A Stable. Harcourt's corporal driver stood boredly by the wagon.
Linus moved up beside Ward now and said, “I haven't seen that horse you rode in sinceâ”
Back in the half-light of the stable door behind the lounging troopers, Ward saw a figure he recognized, and he moved toward the door while Linus was still talking.
“Riordan,” he called.
There was an immediate, abrupt movement among the troopers and Riordan lunged through them into the stable doorway. He was, Ward saw immediately, so profoundly drunk that he could barely keep his balance. Ward was silent, knowing that to question him would be useless. Riordan stood swaying in the shadows, peering balefully around him, and Ward heard Linus come up beside him. “You wanted him?” Linus asked. “The fellow's drunk.”
“It can wait.”
“Corporal of the guard!” Linus called. “Put that man under arrest!”
The sound of Linus' voice roused Riordan, and he took a lunging step in his direction, almost losing his balance. He said thickly, “You damn wife-stealer. You low dog of aâ”
He was on them now, with two troopers lunging for him. Ward heard Captain Loring shouting “Corporal of the Guard!” and then Ward struck. It was a swift, hard blow aimed at the point of Riordan's jaw, and the sound of it striking, viciously soft and muffled, overrode the sound of the commotion.
Riordan fell forward on his face at Linus' feet and lay utterly motionless; Ward noticed oddly that wisps of hay clung to the back of his gray shirt. There was a pounding of feet beside him and he looked up to see Loring and a trooper, with carbine unslung, come to a halt beside him.
“Put him in the guardhouse, Evans,” Loring said to the Trooper. Now he looked at both Ward and Linus and asked, “What did he call you?”
Ward had to cast back in memory, and he glanced at Linus. Linus' face, by the dim light of the lantern, was furiously red. At the same time Ward noted it, he remembered that Riordan's epithet had been “wife-stealer.” Without reflection or even thought, Ward turned to Loring and said mildly, “Horse-stealer, didn't he? I rode in on a 'Pache horse I'd stolen, and he turned it out and wouldn't feed it.”
Loring gave both Linus and Ward a searching look, as of disbelief, and then stepped aside for Major Brierly and Captain Harcourt.
Brierly looked down at Riordan and said, “Same old trouble, Harcourt. That's what your pay always brings us.” He looked at Ward and asked, “What was he saying?”
Ward told the story of his quarrel with Riordan, and Brierly only grunted.
Trooper Ennis said from behind them, “Mr. Kinsman's horse, sir.”
“Right,” Loring said. “You ready, Harcourt?”
Harcourt was; Sergeant Mack said, “All formed, sir.”
While the good-byes were said, Ward glanced briefly at Linus. His face was still flushed, and his jaw was set; his glance, hot and baffled, held Ward's for a fleeting moment of shame, and, then slid away.
Captain Loring, at the head of the column now, stepped into the saddle. “Prepare to mountâMount!”
The mount was a ragged one, but every trooper kept his seat. Ward stepped into the saddle and carelessly saluted Major Brierly, and then the column, with the Daugherty wagon in the middle, moved off into the night as Loring's still half-angry voice ordered, “Left by two's, March!”
Chapter III
“Carrick, Menzies, give Evans a hand there,” Major Brierly ordered.
Two troopers stepped out from the stable door, and, along with Evans, attempted to hoist Riordan to his feet. Major Brierly had made a poor choice of helpers; Carrick was a raw young recruit, thin, clumsy, lethargic of wit, while Menzies, an old-timer permanently soured on his lot in life, was a feisty little man with the bare minimum of stature. Evans only topped him by inches. The three of them contrived to stand and hold Riordan's great weight on his feet; afterward, Major Brierly turned and strode off toward the corner of the stable on his way to his quarters.