Authors: Penelope Crowe
“A necklace worth a fortune…for YOU? And no one gave it to you…it just …APPEARED…?”
I felt a bit lightheaded from the lack of oxygen at this point, and still holding his hands around my neck, he tried to kiss me. And I almost bit off his tongue. He released his hands from my neck. This time it was Mick who was trying to pull away as I tried to bite through. My mouth filled with blood, and I spat it on his white shirt.
He screamed and coughed, his mouth and throat filling with blood.
He came at me with hate in his eyes and I knocked him out with an empty wine bottle. I felt nothing as he lay there. Not hate, not love, not even worry that I had killed him. I could see he was breathing. I watched the bloodstain around his mouth spread a bit on my hardwood floor. I finished my glass of wine and looked at myself in the mantle mirror. I had blood on my mouth and running down my chin…I was quite a sight. Yet with the ruby necklace on, I looked beautiful.
I cleaned myself up, cleaned up the broken glass, made myself some tea, read the last chapter in my book and called the paramedics. I didn’t want him there in the morning. I told them he was drunk, fell over, and Oh—I think he may have bitten his tongue. “Aren’t you coming with us?” was the only awkward moment. “Oh…no…sorry…” I said, and gave some half-assed excuse about my sick grandmother. They shrugged and left.
I opened another bottle of wine and set about the task of getting drunk. Half-way through the bottle I picked up the ornate necklace case, and wondered who left it for me. I reached up to touch the masterpiece around my neck.
“What the fuck…” I whispered.
And woke up to first rays of sun shining through the window. The box lay next to me on the sofa, my head throbbed, and I remembered what happened the night before.
“Oh, God,” I moaned. I was already late for work, and I saw the red light blinking on my answering machine. Seven messages.
“I need a shower.”
After guzzling two glasses of water, I went upstairs and ran a hot shower. As I was taking off my clothes, I looked at myself in the slightly foggy mirror. My skin appeared to have grown over some of the chain on the necklace. I blinked and wiped the mist from the mirror and looked again. The ruby was partially embedded in my chest. Black, thread-like filaments had sewn the necklace into my skin.
I ran from the bathroom and paced in the hall.
“No, no, no, please, oh no, oh NO….” I said quietly as I walked repeatedly from room to room. I HAD to have seen that wrong. I was hung over, still tired, and the mirror was foggy.
I took a deep breath and walked into my bedroom and looked in the mirror there. And saw the same thing.
“What is HAPPENING!” I cried. I tried to unclasp the chain in the back, and felt the mechanism under my skin.
I pulled at a piece of the chain in the front that was still loose, and ripped my skin. The necklace was growing into my body. I watched the blood from the new wound trickle down my chest, and I suddenly felt calm.
I wore a turtle neck so people at work would not remark. I walked outside and the fresh air stirred me. I felt wonderful. I had a stop to make before the office.
At the hospital I brought flowers to Mick. He looked terrible. I smiled and placed them next to him on the bed. He recoiled and I could see the fear in his eyes. He could not say much; he had seventy-two stitches in his tongue. It was swollen so badly that he could only breathe through his nose. Poor guy almost bit it off when he fell. And worse than that! He developed a bit of a hematoma right beneath his skull after he hit his head. What a mess!
“I’ll be back later,” I told him.
And I heard him whimper as I left the room.
I was aware of the necklace beneath my shirt all day during work. My skin felt hot where the necklace was sitting, but there was no pain. I wondered if it was completely beneath my skin yet. I needed to look.
I walked to the ladies room, strangely curious, and slightly dreading what I might find. I lifted my shirt, and saw that the necklace had indeed been almost fully absorbed by my skin. The black threads were forming a thin web over the still-exposed parts, and instead of feeling the dread I was so sure would engulf me, I felt awe. It was beautiful, and it was part of me. The threads had pierced larger and larger areas of my skin, raising welts, causing my flesh to turn a blood scarlet. I leaned in closer to the mirror, and Tabitha walked in.
“Hey Violet, how are…what HAPPENED?” she cried, covering her mouth with her hands.
I did not want her to see this. I did not want anyone to see. So I lied.
“Oh, horrible, right? I had to get this mole removed and they had to take out more than they thought….”
“Oh my GOD, Violet,” she said. “I could have taken you…why didn’t you call me?”
“I’m fine, Tabitha. Really. It looks a lot worse than it is.”
“Honestly, it looks terrible. Please tell me if you need help with anything,” she said.
“I will. Don’t worry.” And I felt bad for a second. She had a genuine look of concern on her face as she walked out, but the last thing I needed was help. I had a mission to accomplish tonight. Suddenly everything became clear as I remembered myself being slapped, kicked, punched and berated, all at the hands of past boyfriends and lovers.
“Off with their heads,” I whispered.
The stroll to the hospital after work was glorious. The leaves were changing, the air was slightly crisp and smelled faintly of cinnamon.
The hospital was very busy that evening, yet when I reached Mick’s floor, it was quiet. His room was dimly lit. The doctor had called me earlier in the day and told me the hematoma in his head was leaking a bit, and the drugs he was on would keep him quiet and still. Didn’t want that hematoma to hemorrhage, right? That’s right doctor…we wouldn’t want that.
He was so quiet lying there. So handsome. I asked him in a whisper why he was such a moron. Mick had no answer for me. I asked him again. I pulled the knife from my purse and sliced his neck from ear to ear. His eyes flew open, but he could not answer. I must have cut his vocal cords. I sliced again, deeper. I may have reached his spinal cord because I could not cut any further. I didn’t think of this when I picked out the knife this morning. My hands were covered with his blood which I could still see pulsing from his throat in jets.
I washed my hands and the knife in the sink in his room, and I left. I didn’t know if he was alive or dead.
I hadn’t even spent 10 minutes in the hospital. The evening was young, and I walked the city as the sun set.
* * *
Several months had passed since the unfortunate murder of Mick. No one had seen anything, and amazingly enough, they had no clues. No one thought for a minute that I was a suspect. In fact, everyone was happy that I had a new boyfriend. Things were blissful for the first few weeks. But lately, he seemed to have a bit of a dark side.
We were strolling in the village one snowy evening in December, looking at all the twinkling lights and decorations, and I noticed an odd little gallery. In the window was a display of portraits from little or unknown artists, and suddenly I knew why my necklace had seemed familiar to me. There, in one of the portraits, my necklace sat around the neck of Anne Boleyn. I peeked in the door to see if the shop was open. Thomas grumbled. I started to walk in and Thomas asked me what I was doing.
“I’m buying a portrait,” I told him.
“Not now,” he said. “I need to be at the office at 6AM tomorrow.”
Thomas was very interested in work. As a successful investment banker, he always looked and acted the part.
“I’ll only be a minute…” I replied.
“I said not now…what are you, deaf?”
I walked into the lovely little gallery despite Thomas’ protests and asked if the portrait of Anne Boleyn was for sale. The owner told me indeed, it was. Although the artist was unknown, the painting was beautiful, and he told me it was rather special. Its title was Execution Day.
I took it home and placed it over my fireplace. It made me think of the old saying, “A woman’s home is her castle.” It was perfect. Thomas did not like it at all. But the queen holds court now, and I won't have to worry about him very much longer.
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