Authors: Fiona Buckley
I did as he said. My happiness with Hugh was based as much as anything on his reliability. He was a clearheaded man and I trusted his judgment. It wasn’t Hugh’s fault that Pen’s sojourn at court was less than successful. I certainly didn’t blame him for that.
In all our life together, Hugh and I quarrelled only once, and that was for the most improbable of reasons.
• • •
Pen had been at court for only two months, when the letter came from Sir William Cecil to tell us that, having been removed from Dr. Lambert the tutor, she had now fallen in love with Master Rowan the interpreter and was causing embarrassment and would we come to court to deal with her.
“Oh, really!” grumbled Hugh. “And riding makes all my joints ache. I don’t
want
to travel to Richmond. It’s all of twenty-five miles. Why can’t this Master Rowan fend her off without our help?”
I wondered, too. Between them, Master Rowan, Queen Elizabeth, Sir William Cecil, and the mistress in charge of the Maids of Honor really should have been able to call Pen to order. However, a summons from Cecil could not be ignored. Dutifully, we set out for Richmond Palace.
I had always liked Richmond. Of all Elizabeth’s homes, it seemed to me the most charming, with its gardens and wind-chimes, its delicately designed towers and its gracious rooms, so many of which looked out on the Thames. On days like this, when the sun was out and the gardens were full of scent and color, and the Thames sparkled under a mild breeze, it was at its most beguiling. I would have enjoyed this visit, my first in years, if only we hadn’t had to cope with Pen.
Cecil had arranged lodgings in the palace for us, and Pen was sent to us there. She stood miserably in front of us, and
Hugh and I, enthroned side by side on a broad window seat, probably looked and sounded like a pair of judges as we took her to task over her behavior.
Penelope obviously felt both frightened and embarrassed. First of all she turned very red and indignantly denied the charge. Confronted by the evidence in the form of Cecil’s letter to me and also the sonnet in her handwriting (it was technically rather good, as a matter of fact; Pen was a clever girl), she did the only thing left for her to do and burst into tears. Hugh, without speaking and with a most unsympathetic expression on his face, took a napkin from his sleeve and handed it to her.
Gazing at her as she snuffled into the napkin, I sighed. It is no light responsibility, taking charge of someone else’s daughter.
As her mother had said, Pen was not a beauty. To be truthful, she was almost plain. Her forehead bulged too much and her chin was too square. Her hair, demurely folded into waves under a white cap with silver embroidery, was no more than mousey. Her best features were her dark gray eyes, which were beautifully set, and her complexion, which, when not swollen with tears, was clear and pale. She held herself well, too, had good taste in dress, and she was intelligent, as that confounded sonnet demonstrated. I was sorry for her now but I hardened my heart. Pen was not going to spoil her reputation through girlish inexperience or waste herself on the wrong man if I could save her, and I meant to do that for her sake as well as to please her mother.
“Dry your eyes,” I said firmly. “And listen. You have fallen in love—well, it happens. Few of us, though, marry our first loves, and most of us realize later what a good thing that is . . .”
“You
married your first love,” said Pen mutinously.
“And what would you know about that?” Hugh enquired. Soberly clad in a dark formal gown, his blue eyes icy with annoyance, my husband looked particularly judgmental. He also looked tired, I thought. We had taken two days over the ride from Hawkswood, and his mare was an ambler, thus providing a very smooth and easy pace, but the rheumatic pains
in his joints had troubled him badly. It gave me an extra reason to be angry with Pen.
“I heard about it when I was with you at Hawkswood,” she said in a resentful voice. “Dale told me. You ran off with your cousin Mary’s betrothed.
You
pleased yourself. Why can’t I?”
“That is enough. You will not address either of us in this pert fashion,” said Hugh.
“I should say,” I observed, thinking that Dale had talked too much and that I would have to raise the matter with her, “that my circumstances and yours, Pen, are not the same. I was not living as a welcome guest with my aunt and uncle, as you were at Hawkswood, but was there on sufferance and being treated as a dogsbody. No one was going to arrange a marriage for me. I had to make a future for myself.”
“There’s no need to justify yourself, my dear,” said Hugh.
“One moment,” I said. “I’ve a reason for talking like this. Pen, I ran away with Gerald Blanchard, but he was a suitable choice for me and he cared for me as I did for him. It was mutual. Master Rowan, on the other hand, is married already, with a family of children. He has no interest in you. You have been annoying him.” I rapped the last two sentences out with deliberate brutality, and Hugh, on the point of intervening again, raised his eyebrows and didn’t.
“We noticed at Hawkswood,” I said, “that you were gazing after Dr. Lambert, too. It is clear that you need to be watched. We understand that the queen has released you from your duties for the time being, and returned you to our charge. For the moment, you will remain here in our rooms. I will send Dale to bear you company though not to gossip with you. Master Stannard and I are to have an audience with the queen, in which your future will be further discussed, I daresay.”
“Oh, no!” It came out in a wail. “It’s not . . . you’re not going to tell the queen!”
“My dear girl,” said Hugh impatiently, “she already knows. Mistress Stannard has just told you that she has released you to our care, and your deplorable behavior is the reason why. I suspect that most of the court knows! It’s hard to keep any
kind of secret here, and maybe it’s time you began to understand that.”
Dale was waiting in an outer room. Sybil Jester was not with her, having remained at Hawkswood to look after Meg, who was too young as yet for court. On returning to Dale, I eyed her severely. “You’re to go in and keep an eye on Pen. You’d better both settle to some embroidery until we come back. And Dale . . .”
“Yes, ma’am?” said Dale, scanning my face with her large, light blue eyes and realizing that in some way or other she must have offended.
“In future,” I said, “will you please not gossip to Pen about me! It seems that you told her how my first marriage arose. It’s given her some very wrong ideas about the kind of behavior I will overlook!”
“Oh, ma’am! I’m sorry! I never expected . . . I didn’t mean to gossip; I can’t abide tittle-tattle. Only, nearly everyone that knows you knows about you and Master Blanchard and . . .”
“I know.” I melted, and smiled at her. I sometimes had to take Dale to task, but I was at heart very fond of her and she of me. “It’s just that Pen is so young. Be careful what you say to her, that’s all. Only improving conversation, if you please!”
“Have a competition to see how many psalms each of you knows by heart,” said Hugh, his normal sense of humor reasserting itself. “Meanwhile, we must attend upon Her Majesty.”
• • •
“You almost frighten me sometimes,” Hugh said as, having found a page to guide us, we made our way through the palace toward Elizabeth’s apartments. “I thought for a moment that you were going to be too soft with Penelope. And then you descend on her like a stooping falcon.
Master Rowan has no interest in you. You’ve been annoying him.
It was more effective than if you’d thrown cold water over her. It will do her good, as of course you knew. But how you take me aback at times! You are so gentle, so compliant at home, that
sometimes I forget what you’ve seen and done in your life—and what depths you have, and what skills.”
“I didn’t like doing it,” I said somberly. “It was necessary, that’s all. I used shock tactics because I thought they might succeed, and I did it because I’m very annoyed with her—but also worried about her. We’re about to face the queen, and I daresay she’ll tell us that our ward is in disgrace and must be removed.”
“Elizabeth is fond of you. She owes you much.”
“She won’t like
this,”
I said.
The walk to Elizabeth’s rooms took us through the lively bustle that pervaded all her palaces. Elizabeth was a human magnet who drew people to her. The wide passages and lofty galleries, the tapestried anterooms and winding staircases of Richmond were crowded. Pageboys and servants hurried hither and thither, and the Lord Steward’s chief officials, carrying white staves as symbols of office, went hither and thither as well in more measured fashion, transmitting orders and inspecting the work of underlings, ready at any moment to pounce on the pageboy overheard being less than respectful or the maidservant caught dusting too carelessly, spilling the goblets on her tray or getting out of her betters’ path too slowly.
And, of course, there were the courtiers: queen’s ladies and council members; the ever-present but ever-changing group of foreign emissaries (all moving as often as not in a cloud of their own clerks, secretaries, or interpreters, such as Master Rowan); and numerous hopeful young men who had come to court to make their careers. By right of well-born or sometimes merely rich and influential fathers, they had the entrée to the public rooms of the palaces, and came there daily at their own expense, hoping to be noticed by the queen or one of her great men, and thus obtain employment, or a patron for their poetry and music. The court was a world to itself and as busy as an antheap full of well-dressed ants.
We found the queen in a thronged gallery. It had deep window bays, almost small rooms in their own right, and she was standing in one of them, talking to a couple of her councillors.
We caught her eye as we came to the entrance to the bay, and with a faint nod she let us know that in a moment she would beckon us in. While we waited, lingering where she could see us, I looked with interest at the little groups of men and women strolling or standing all about us.
I absorbed, as I always did, the byplay of it all, especially the cheerful smiles and studiedly confident stance of people who were not quite as richly dressed as those to whom they were talking but were trying to give the impression of belonging to some worthwhile inner circle—because to be an outsider is humiliating and, besides, life is so perverse that it is easier to attract a patron if people think you already have one. Those who understood the signs could tell at a glance who really mattered and who did not.
A rich variety of perfumes scented the air, and the whole gallery was full of murmuring voices and rustling silks. As my gaze moved round, I noticed a well-made man with a face both weather-beaten and intelligent, and a doublet cut differently from the doublets of the English courtiers, in earnest conversation with a dark-complexioned individual who had an agreeable smile and very good clothes that I thought were in the Spanish style. I had been away from court affairs for so long that my memory of faces was rusty, yet I thought I had seen the weather-beaten man somewhere before and I was almost certain of his companion’s identity. As I watched, I saw the probable-Spaniard attempt to detach himself, and then check politely as the other man laid a hand on his arm.
If I were looking about me, trying to recognize people, there were also those who recognized me. A tall and splendid figure in a mulberry taffeta doublet, the queen’s friend Robin Dudley, now ennobled as the Earl of Leicester, bore down on us. When we had exchanged greetings, I indicated the pair I had noticed and said, “Who are those two? Is one of them the Spanish ambassador? I’m sure I remember him—de Silva, isn’t it?”
“Dear Ursula,” said Dudley, his own gypsy-brown face lighting up with amusement, “you never change. You arrive at court after a long absence and instantly tease out the important
threads in the complex tapestry of political life. The dark man is indeed de Silva. He is a charming and, fortunately, a sensible man. It’s just as well, because the fellow who is talking to him and won’t let him get away is Lord Herries, emissary from Mary Stuart. He came to England with her.”
“I
thought
I’d seen him before as well. It must have been when I was in Scotland a few years ago.”
“No doubt. Ah. Her Majesty is beckoning to us. Come.”
“Beckoning to
us?”
queried Hugh.
“Yes. I am concerned in the matter, as it happens.” Dudley saw my face and laughed. “No, no, Ursula. Your naughty Penelope hasn’t been making eyes at me, not that it would have done her any good if she had. I have a reputation,” said Dudley, “for being irresponsible, but I’m not
that
irresponsible. The queen prefers me to concentrate on her. Follow me.”
As we joined the queen, Cecil also arrived. Every time I saw him, I thought that he had aged since the last time. On this occasion, the gap was nearly three years long and the change was very noticeable. There was far more gray in his fair beard, and the line between his alert blue eyes was now a deep furrow. Like Hugh, I thought, Cecil was tired.
Elizabeth was informally dressed and had now seated herself in casual fashion on a broad window seat. From these subtle signals, I gathered that Hugh and I were not going to receive a blistering public condemnation for Pen’s foolishness but I knew that we wouldn’t escape quite unscathed, and nor did we.
“My Cecil! Ursula! And Master Stannard! Sweet Robin, you are welcome.” As we made our courtesies, Elizabeth gave each of us in turn her hand to kiss. Then she fixed her golden-brown eyes on my face and came to the point at once. “You know what this is about, of course. The girl Penelope Mason cannot remain at court. We understand that you know why.”
“Yes, ma’am,” I said sadly. Elizabeth too looked older. Her pale, shield-shaped face had settled into mature lines; her mouth was less vulnerable. She was no longer the young girl she was when I first met her.
“We expect the Maids of Honor to be lively,” she said, “even if they sing and dance in their rooms and irritate people in neighboring apartments. After all, they are young. We even expect them to flirt a little. We watch them for their own protection but allow them some latitude. Not to this extent, however. This blatant pursuit of a married man—sonnets pinned into his cloak, no less!—Such things will not do. We understand that the girl’s mother wants to find a match for her. We would recommend that this is done without loss of time—before she has a chance to misbehave again, perhaps disastrously for herself. And now,” said Elizabeth, turning to Dudley, “my lord of Leicester has something to say.”