Read A Lady in Love Online

Authors: Cynthia Bailey Pratt

A Lady in Love (11 page)

"I'll be back in a moment,” Sarah said. “There's something I want to ask Mother. Do try and find that roast beef, Harvey. Perhaps Miss Dealford can help you."

"So this is your kitchen,” Emma said. “Isn't it beautiful!"

When Sarah returned, the sliced beef stood on the scrubbed wooden table, with some rolls, butter and a small dish of cold mashed turnips. Harvey and Miss Dealford were not in sight. Muffled noises came from within the pantry. Harvey exclaimed, “Look at that! Have you ever seen anything so enormous?"

"I've never seen anything like it before. Though I'm not certain it's right to hang it from the ceiling. And what do you suppose caused it to be that odd color?"

"Miss Dealford, I believe, yes, I do believe it's a ham. Smoked, I think."

"Amazing."

After a moment of silence, Harvey exclaimed, “Bottled peaches! So that's how we manage to eat them in winter."

"Remarkable! I never knew. Do you think I could learn how to do that?"

That was all Sarah heard. Carrying up Lord Reyne's supplementary meal, she passed Harmonia in the hall, going the opposite direction with a covered tray. “You're late with that; it's after eight o'clock,” Harmonia said. She paused and frowned over the food. “Who's that for?"

"Lord Reyne."

"A lot of indigestible food isn't going to do him any good. Why, Harlow said he could hardly eat what I brought him, for fear it would lie too heavily on his stomach."

"It's what Lord Reyne asked for."

"Oh, men never know what is good for them."

"How is Mr. Atwood?” Sarah asked, though her tray was growing heavy.

"Very low. Sitting up tires him so much. And he has a perfectly horrendous headache. I'm going back to sit with him as he sleeps. In case of nightmares."

"Won't you be tired?” Sarah asked. In answer, a mistiness came into Harmonia's eyes. She set off at a great rate down the hall, no doubt so that she might not be too long away from her ailing idol's bedside.

Perhaps, Sarah thought, she oughtn't let Lord Reyne eat the roast beef. And the half-bottle of claret she'd added at the last moment might push him into an apoplexy. Sarah hesitated. On the one hand, she hated to disappoint him, but on the other, what if the meal made him worse than he was? Fortunately for Lord Reyne, at that moment, Fred Footman looked out and said, “Please, Miss East, hurry along with that! He'll have my head off in a minute."

Alaric sat up in an armchair, tucked about with pillows and blankets. He wore a fine quilted dressing gown over his nightshirt, the open collar filled in with a silken handkerchief. The silver-blue gleam of the banyan had been chosen by a sister to play up his dark good looks, but he knew that it also brought out the color of his spots. However, it was all he had with him.

Sarah thought he looked impossibly handsome. She quivered where she stood, setting the crystal glass to ring against the bottle. “Claret?” Alaric exclaimed. “Miss East, my dear Sarah, more than half my worldly goods are yours. Bring it here."

Though she yearned to do his bidding, Sarah still hesitated. “I don't know if you should ... Mr. Atwood says ..."

"Atwood? Why should he concern himself with my habits? Besides, Fred tells me he's yet more ill than I. If he thinks that good food can harm me, he must be delirious. Please, Sarah, I'm dying of hunger."

She enjoyed watching him eat. He praised the wine, but when she offered to find him some more, he refused with a laugh. “You try to drown me and would now drown my wits? No, Sarah, this is an admirable sufficiency. I shall have enough to do to keep my eyelids propped up. Don't go."

"You're tired."

"Yes, devilishly, but I don't want to sleep yet. Do you play cards?"

"No, sir, but my father taught me cribbage."

"Cribbage is cards. Fred?"

"Yes, my lord?” All this time the footman had been busying himself with straightening Lord Reyne's chamber. He seemed already to imagine himself a valet to some notable, having weathered the perils of shaving an exacting gentleman.

"Find me a cribbage board; there's a good chap."

Alaric found himself bested two games of three. He knew shame for assuming Sarah would be an incompetent player. He lost the first game through underestimating his opponent and the third through utter demoralization. Her card sense was impeccable, never leaving him an opportunity to cry “Muggins” and take the points she'd passed by.

Furthermore, she had the most confounded luck. “Are you certain you haven't another jack or so up your sleeve?” he'd asked once, delighted when she merely laughed and shook out the lace that encircled her wrists. The beauty of the inlaid board was a pleasure to play on, and the beauty of his opponent made it almost a pleasure to lose. He said as much at the conclusion of the third round and looked up to see Mrs. East in the doorway.

He suddenly felt uncomfortable. His attire was not at all what a gentleman entertaining a lady in his room should wear, and Fred had been dozing by the fire for quite an hour. Alaric would have stood up the moment he saw Mrs. East, but the tucked-in blankets held him fast.

"I won again. Mother,” Sarah said with an irrepressible smile.

"How clever of you, dearest. But it's quarter to eleven and Lord Reyne is unwell."

The man and the girl turned surprised faces to the clock. “So it is, ma'am. I apologize for keeping Sarah so late. I plead, however, that her company did me more good than any medicine by keeping me from dwelling on my complaint."

Mrs. East entered and gave a gentle shove to Fred who woke up, nearly falling into the fire irons. “Help Lord Reyne to bed,” she said. “Come, Sarah. You can play again in the morning."

"Please come back,” Alaric added. “After all, I must get my revenge. I think I shall lie awake and plot it."

Before Mrs. East could say the words that so obviously hovered on her tongue, Sarah said firmly. “No, you shall not. You must rest. Your mother would say the same, were she here."

"No doubt she would. It is as well she has been spared the experience. She worried to excess whenever I fell ill."

"That is a mother's right. Isn't it, Mother?"

"Yes, my dear. Are you ready?"

Sarah put the pegs safely into a secret slot under the board. “Until tomorrow, Lord Reyne."

The next morning, a yawning Lady Phelps told Sarah that the twins were asking for her. She promised to stop in their room after carrying up breakfast to Lord Reyne. Fred, serving in Mr. Smithers’ absence, told her, “He already et, Miss Sarah. Well, that is, he drunk a cup of tea. The rest didn't please him. He damned my eyes, saving yer pardon, and asked me when ..."

"When what, Fred?"

"When you was coming up to see him. But you didn't hear it from me, miss. He'll have my ears if he finds out I told you."

"All he took was tea? No wonder he's in a bad temper. I'll run up.” But when the bell Lady Phelps had given her sons shrilled, Sarah looked to where the older lady sat, drowsing over her plate. “Never mind, I'll go,” Sarah volunteered when Lady Phelps shied at the sound.

The twins lay in two beds. Harcourt was just raising the bell again in one languid hand when Sarah said, “Good morning.” The larger boy's eyes brightened before a bout of sneezing struck him. Seeing he was unable for the moment to speak, Sarah turned toward Harold. “How are you this morning?"

Sadly, Harold shook his head, touching his throat. As he swallowed, a look of pain, equal to any worn by the most profound martyr, closed his eyes and contorted his mouth. “Can't you talk?” Sarah asked. Harold shook his head again.

"No, he can't,” Harcourt said, opening his hand and letting the white cloth drift to the floor. It lay atop a mound of others between the boys’ beds, silent testimony to the severity of their colds and the devotion of their mother. “And it's ever so dull up here with a funeral mute for company. Can you stay?"

"No, I'm sorry. I daren't even come in. I have to take care of ... some of the others, and I can't find time to become ill. But I'll come by sometimes to see how you are. Do you want a book?'’ Harcourt rolled his eyes but Harold nodded eagerly. “Which one?"

Harold wrote something on the slate his mother had given him to make his wants known. From her place of safety in the clear breezes of the hall, Sarah couldn't make out what he'd written.
"Tristram Shandy,"
Harcourt translated.

"I'll see if I can find it. Are you certain you don't care for anything, Harcourt?"

Gruffly he said, “I'd rather have my horse, or dog. But you might as well bring me the estate books. I promised Father I'd look them over, and I haven't anything better to do."

"All right.” Lord Reyne's room was in another wing so Sarah was not tempted, at least not much, to stop in before performing the boys’ commissions. Sir Arthur gave her the account books, but the ledgers were so large and awkward that he agreed to take them up for her. She sent Harold's novel up by Lady Phelps.

Free of her obligations, Sarah flitted up the steps to Lord Reyne's door. She stopped to smooth her hair and straighten her dress. Her mother, coming out of Mr. Posthwaite's room, saw her daughter perform these significant actions. She also saw the enraptured smile that lit Sarah's face when a patrician male voice called out, “Come in.” Last night, Mrs. East had lain awake a long time, prey to obscure worries. Now her fear had a name. Alaric Naughton, Earl of Reyne.

He sat by the window, his elbow on his knee and his chin in his hand, staring out at the mist that hung from the trees like veils on ugly women. “A glass of water, if you please,” he said.

"Certainly.” Sarah poured it out from a pitcher on the table and carried it across to him. Standing near him, as he stretched out his hand for the glass, she saw that the spots, faint last night, had now come up like a fresh crop of freckles. “I hope you're feeling more the thing this morning. You seem much better to me."

"Please don't lie. I can't bear it. Where were you?” When he asked this question, he did not turn his head to look up at her, but went on gazing out the window at nothing. He drank the water as though he were very thirsty.

"I felt I must visit Harcourt and Harold."

"And no doubt tomorrow I shall be sneezing."

"I stayed by the door and never even breathed their air."

"Yes, yes. Well, what do you want?” He turned the empty glass restlessly between his fingers. She took it. His fingers continued to move until he seemed to realize what he was doing. Then he laid both hands in his lap, lacing the fingers as though to prevent them getting away.

"More water?"

"Yes. I mean, thank you.” Then, as though he could no longer control his feelings, he cried out, “Damn, but I itch! Worse than lying on an ant's nest. I itch in places no gentleman—” Alaric clamped his lips shut.

"Can I help?"

"Absolutely not!"

"Mother says you should cut your fingernails. If it becomes very bad, we have some oil to rub on."

"It's only that ... I can't even expect compassion! Chicken pox is more likely to cause my friends to laugh than to sympathize. I have a headache. And it's warm in here."

"Drink this. Then, I think you should return to bed, sir. If I close the curtains, you'll be able to sleep."

"What will you do?"

"I shall visit Mrs. Dealford—"

"I pity you."

"And Sir Francis. I've not been to him, yet."

"You must tell me how he gets on. Handsome Sir Francis. At least, I am not so violently fond of my reflection that I cannot bear a spot or two. Or even a hundred, as you in your kindness were about to tell me I wear."

"I wouldn't have said that. I told you how well you look."

"Then you lie. Miss East, as I said. Take this.” He pushed the glass once more into her hand. Sarah was shocked by the heat radiating from his hand.

"You're running with fever,” she said. “Into bed at once, and I shall send my mother to you. She knows many remedies for bringing your temperature down."

"Better she than that doctor fellow. He laughed when he told me I was going to be laid up here for another week.” Alaric stood up, only to find that the room swayed. He flung out a hand and clutched Sarah's arm. “Pray excuse me. Miss East, but I find I must make some use of you."

"I don't mind,” she said, though he leaned almost all his weight against her. Sarah felt a hard lump in her throat at the realization of his need for her, even in so small a matter as guiding him to bed. She knew already the difficulty he found in admitting that, due to his imperfectly healed wounds, he couldn't easily and with grace do what other men did. To fall ill now must leave Lord Reyne feeling as though all destiny were against him.

He sat with a sigh on the bed. Quickly, Sarah knelt and removed his slippers. “Here now,” he said, rousing. “You shouldn't do that!"

"It's done. Now, off with your banyan. I had ‘Lizabeth change your sheets. Feel how cool and smooth they are."

"Yes, I remember her coming in with Fred. Neat little figure."

Sarah stood by, with her eyes turned modestly away, as Lord Reyne lifted the covers to climb beneath them. He still wore his breeches, though he seemed to have forgotten about them. His eyes were already closing. Sarah leaned down and untied the silk from about his neck. Alaric's eyes flicked open. “You're a good sort, Sarah East. Damn this itch!” His hand darted upwards as though he would scratch.

Seizing his hand in her own, she stroked it. “Just be patient, Lord Reyne. A few days and it will all be over."

"Why, Sarah! Your hands are cold."

"It's just that you're so warm. Sleep now."

When his fingers were lax and limp in her own, Sarah laid them on the counterpane. They seemed to seek after her own until curling under one another. His hands were narrow and long-fingered with a faint golden gleam on their backs where the light burnished the hair.

She was about to leave the room, to find her mother, when gazing a last time at the figure on the bed, she saw that he was trying to scratch in his sleep. She put down the pitcher and crossed to once more hold his hands still. They turned beneath her own and grasped tightly. His eyes, very bright and shining, opened. After wandering a moment, they fixed on her face.

Other books

Every Tongue Got to Confess by Zora Neale Hurston
Polar Star by Martin Cruz Smith
Give Me You by Caisey Quinn
The First Cut by Knight, Ali
The Darkest Surrender by Gena Showalter
The Bare Facts by Karen Anders
Dare to Love (Young Adult Romance) by Naramore, Rosemarie


readsbookonline.com Copyright 2016 - 2024