Authors: Lindsay McKenna
Running Fire
He was a haven in the midst of Hellâ¦
Temporarily assigned to the Shadow Squadron in a troubled region of Afghanistan, Chief Warrant Officer and pilot Leah Mackenzie is no stranger to conflictâeven if most of her physical and emotional scars are courtesy of her vicious ex. Still, she's got a bad feeling about picking up a team of stranded SEALs. A feeling that's all too justified once enemy fire hits their helicopter and all hell breaks looseâ¦
SEAL Kell Ballard's goal was to get the injured pilot out of harm's way and find shelter deep in the labyrinth of caves. It's a place of dark intimacy, where Leah finds unexpected safety in a man's arms. Where prohibited attraction burns brightly. And where they'll hide until the time comes to face the enemy outsideâ¦and the enemy within their ranks.
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LINDSAY
McKENNA
Running Fire
Gary Amato, US Air Force firefighter,1973â1977. Joined West Point Volunteer Fire Department before he went into the Air Force. Then, returned and got his fire science degree from Stark Technical College, Canton, Ohio. He then became a Lieutenant. I met him then, when I joined the WPVFD. Gary took me under his wing and made me a good firefighter, the only woman on the WPVFD. He was a great officer, great strategist and tactician at any type of fire. I ran on 400 of 600 fire calls that we had in our township over three years. Gary is a true hero, a military vet who has given from his heart to the surrounding area where he lives. He later became Assistant Fire Chief until 1989, when he retired. Thank you for your service to all of us, Gary. You rock in my Book of Life.
Dear Reader,
Army Chief Warrant Officer Leah Mackenzie leads a double
life. Women who have gone through spousal abuse usually do. At work, they seem
normal and can handle their job without a problem. But going home? They revert
into an abuse victim. Leah didn't start out to become one, but several tragic
events concerning her family when she was just a child stamped and molded her
differently. And because her famous Army helicopter-pilot father ran a black ops
squadron, he was married to it and not his family. When tragedy strikes, Leah is
left alone with her grief and pain, and her father isn't there for her. She
grows up in his powerful and authoritarian shadow.
The only way Leah can get her father to love her is to join
the black ops squadron and excel at what she does so well: skillful flying in
combat. That way she gets some of his attention. She has poor social skills as a
teenage girl growing up with no mother and an absentee father. In the Mackenzie
family, she was a quiet shadow to her older brother, whom her father doted upon.
He had great dreams for his son and none for his shy, unsure daughter who only
wanted his love. And she never received it. When Leah tries to save her brother
in a wintertime accident but fails, she blames herself. And from this loss, her
entire family is torn apart forever.
Such family dynamics, of coming out of an
abusive/dysfunctional family, can set up a woman to be attractive to a man who
becomes her spousal abuser. So many women caught with a brutal physical, mental
and/or emotional abuser get beaten down and they give up. But Leah somehow found
the courage to not give up. As she grew, matured and became an adult, she
divorced her abuser. But the real problems began then, because her ex-husband
was the commander of the squadron she flew for in Afghanistan.
On a stormy and dangerous night, Leah and her copilot fly her
MH-47 helicopter into the maw of Taliban territory to pick up two SEALs who have
completed a mission. Only, things go terribly wrong. And the resulting crash,
which could have ended her life, was saved by a third SEAL, a sniper named Kell
Ballard, who was on an entirely different mission in the same area. That rescue
changes Leah's life. Kell wasn't expecting to meet a woman in this war-torn
country. And he sure as hell didn't expect to fall in love with the raw courage
she has to not only survive her past but change the course of her life with his
support. That one decision sets another series of events tumbling down upon
Leah, and she's not sure she can survive them.
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CHAPTER ONE
“R
EADY
, L
EAH
?”
C
APTAIN
Brian Larsen asked.
Chief Warrant Officer Leah Mackenzie picked up the mission information from the US Army 80th Shadow Squadron office. She looked outside, getting a bad feeling. It was raining at Camp Bravo, an FOB, or forward operating base, thirty miles from the Pakistani border. “This is a lousy night,” she told the MH-47 pilot. She saw Brian nod.
“It sucks,” he agreed. “But we gotta make this exfil.”
Leah followed him across Operations, helmet bag in one hand, kneeboard in the other. It was 2400, midnight, and they were to pick up a SEAL team one mile from the Af-Pak border. They had thirty minutes to meet the black ops team who had been out for a week hunting high-value-target Taliban leaders.
Her heart picked up its pace as they walked quickly from Operations onto the wet tarmac. Their MH-47, a specially equipped Chinook helicopter that could fly in any kind of weather conditions, had been prepped by the ground crew and ready for them to board.
The cold rain was slashing down and quickly soaked Leah's one-piece desert-tan flight suit. It was June 1, and Brian had told her rain was unusual at this time of year in eastern Afghanistan.
Bravo sat at eight thousand feet in the Hindu Kush mountains. Leah had arrived three weeks ago, acclimating and learning the Shadow Squadron area that they operated within. She had replaced a pilot who had gotten appendicitis. Being the only woman in the 80th, she stood out whether she wanted to or not. It was time to take to the sky. Soon, they were in the air, heading toward their objective.
“This is a shitty area to pick anyone up in,” Brian muttered. “You remember? It's that very narrow valley? With the mountains on the east side at fourteen thousand? And on the west side, at ten thousand?”
“Yes,” Leah answered. She'd worked hard to commit the terrain to memory. Black ops never picked up a team at the same spot twiceâever. It could be a trap or ambush the second time around. “What I don't like is that we're landing too close to a series of caves. The Taliban routinely hide in them.”
“Roger that one,” Brian agreed grimly, studying the all-terrain radar on his HUD, or heads-up display. “The SEALs said they couldn't locate any tangos nearby, but that means squat. The Taliban hide in the caves and pop up with RPGs after we land. It's a game of Whack-A-Mole.”
Leah nodded. Her adrenaline was already flooding into her bloodstream. Should she tell Brian she had a bad feeling? That when she did, things usually went to hell in a handbag? “Is there any way this team can meet us out in that narrow valley?”
“No. Then they become targets for any Taliban sitting up high in those caves.”
Mouth quirking, Leah felt her stomach tighten. She flew the Chinook in the long, flat stratus clouds, the rain slashing downward at four thousand feet. In ten minutes, they'd hit the last waypoint and start descending into the exfil area to pick up the awaiting SEAL team.
She heard Brian talking with Ted and Liam over the intercom. The two crew chiefs on board would have to lower the ramp once they began to descend into the pickup zone. Brian had made his authorization request with Bagram Airfield where the major part of the 80th Shadow Squadron was stationed. No mission went down unless authorization had been given by everyone in TOC, Tactical Operation Center. And it had just been approved. It was a go.
Leah listened to all transmissions while her gaze roved across the cockpit instrument panel. Everything felt good and solid to her. Since age sixteen, she'd flown by the seat of her pants, which was when her father, full-bird Colonel David Mackenzie, had taught her how to fly. The reason she'd gotten into the Shadow Squadron was because he was the commander of this particular battalion. She was the only woman in it and Leah hoped other deserving women pilots would be allowed to follow in her footsteps sooner rather than later.
“I'll take the controls,” Brian said.
“You have the controls,” Leah said, releasing them. Brian was worried about this pickup area and she was happy to allow the more experienced pilot to fly them in and out. She busied herself with talking to the SEAL team on the ground and preparing the helo for the pickup with her crew chiefs.
At one thousand feet, she gave Ted the order to open the ramp. Instantly, a grinding sound began throughout the hollow fuselage. The closer they descended to the ground, the harder it rained.
The hairs on the back of Leah's neck stood up. A sense of real danger washed through her. Compressing her full lips, she watched as the Chinook came out of the low-hanging cloud cover at three hundred feet. Looking to the east, she saw the caves, all black maws. Their exfil was down below them, on a gentle slope that would be easy to land upon. Her heart rate picked up and she felt a strong thrust of adrenaline burning through her.
* * *
N
AVY
SEAL C
HIEF
Kell Ballard lay in his hide, fourteen hundred yards west of where he saw the Shadow helicopter dropping below the low cloud cover. He was hidden and dry, his .300 Win-Mag sniper rifle covered with fabric to camouflage it from enemy eyes. He'd been watching through his Night Force scope for any thermal activity other than his two SEAL brothers on the opposite side of the narrow valley who were about to be picked up. The problem was that the rain was so heavy that Kell knew Taliban could be in those caves and even he wouldn't be able to spot them.
The whumping sounds of the twin-engine MH-47 Chinook vibrated the air throughout the narrow-necked valley. He panned his rifle slowly, looking through his infrared scope at the helicopter descending.
Then, he moved his scope farther down and to his left. He saw two thermal images of the SEALs, hiding behind brush, waiting for exfil. They'd been in contact with one another all week, although Kell's single-sniper mission was different from theirs. He'd already been out here three weeks, waiting for an HVT to slip into Afghanistan. He was sitting on the mountain to intercept the bastard when it happened. So far, he'd just waited and watched.
He'd been in touch with one of the pilots on board the Chinook, a Captain Larsen. Having the daily code word and radio contact channel for any Shadow helo, Kell had warned him earlier that Taliban could be hidden in those caves. He had no way to find them unless one of them rose up and fired an RPG at the helo. He turned his scope toward those caves once more, trying to protect the helo, just in case.
Kell watched the Chinook swing over the valley, staying as far away from those caves as possible. But the valley was exceedingly tapered in shape and the huge rotor circumference on this transport helo forced it to make a long, wide turn.
The Chinook was at one hundred feet, descending rapidly. Shadow pilots got in and out as swiftly as possible, knowing they were always vulnerable when landing and taking off.
Kell inhaled deeply, the night air moist and the rain punctured by the heavy echo of thumping blades. His heart rate slowed and he focused on the caves, watching the helo cautiously approach the exfil point.
His intense focus was primarily on the caves. He panned his rifle scope slowly, right to left and then back again. No heat signatures so far. His finger was on the two-pound trigger. He had a bullet in the chamber and two more in the magazine. The wind gusted and whipped around his hide. The rain thickened, making his visual blurry. Kell's heart suddenly plunged. He saw three heat signatures suddenly pop up from a cave.
Son of a bitch!
All three Taliban had RPGs on their shoulders, ready to fire! There was no time for a radio warning as the first enemy fired his RPG at the helo. Kell pulled the trigger, taking out the second Taliban. Moving swiftly, he scoped the third one, firing.
Too late!
* * *
L
EAH
SAW
A
FLASH
off to the right, out of the corner of her eye, as Brian brought the Chinook down onto the slope.
“RPG!” she yelled. And then, the entire center of the helicopter exploded, shrapnel, fire and pressure-wave concussions slamming Leah forward. She felt the deep bite of the harness into her shoulders. Brian screamed as the fire roared forward. Leah ducked to the left, toward the fuselage at her elbow, feeling the burning heat and the precious oxygen stolen from their lungs.
A second RPG struck the rear of the helicopter. The thunderous explosion ripped off the rear rotor assembly, the blades flying razors shrieking out into the night.
Leah's head got yanked to the right by the second RPG hit. The entire cockpit plexiglass blew outward. Thousands of shards shattered and rained around her, glittering sparkles catching the fire within the bird. She heard Brian screaming, fire enveloping the entire cockpit. She smelled her hair burning.
The fire was so intense, Leah couldn't reach out and get to Brian's harness. With shaking hands, she found the release on her own. The whole helo was tearing in two. Metal screeched. She heard the rotor, just behind and above her head, rip off. A loose blade sailed through the cockpit. Because she was out of her harness, she avoided most of the slicing blade's action. It cut the other pilot's seat in half. Sobbing, Leah knew it had killed Brian instantly.
Escape! Egress!
Choking on the smoke, Leah felt her fire-retardant uniform was going to burst into flames any second now. Fire roared through the inside of the broken bird. Gasping, she crawled to the blown-out window to her left. Shoving her boots up onto the seat, she launched herself out the window. Leah felt immediate pain in her right arm, slashed by a jagged piece of plexiglass left in the aluminum window frame.
She fell ten feet, hitting the rocks and mud below, tumbling end over end. Dazed, blood running down the right side of her head, she tried to get up. Her hands and legs wouldn't work. The black clouds of smoke enveloped her. The rain slashed at Leah's eyesâpart of her helmet visor was broken, exposing her face to the violent weather. Coughing, gagging, she felt smoke smother her. She got on all fours and moved away as fast as she could. Air! She had to get air or she'd die of smoke inhalation!
The rocks bit into her hands and bruised her knees. Disoriented, Leah heard gunfire from her right and left. Collapsing to the ground, she crawled on her belly, so damned dizzy she wasn't sure where she was at or where she was headed. There was another explosion behind her. The Chinook ripped in half, the aviation fuel exploded. The pressure wave struck her, smashing her helmet into the rocks. It was the last thing Leah remembered.
* * *
K
ELL
CURSED
RICHLY
,
leaping out of his hide and leaving his sniper rifle behind. He pulled the SIG pistol from his drop holster, crouching, then sprinted down the slope. He had fourteen hundred yards to run before he would reach that pilot he'd seen fall out of the Chinook's starboard-side window near the cockpit.
Slipping and sliding, the rain so heavy he could barely see even with his NVGs on, Ballard watched for more trouble. The two SEALs waiting for extract had immediately broken contact and were already on the run toward the cave where the RPGs had been shot from. They'd have to contact the platoon at Bravo for another pickup at a later date.
Kell breathed hard. The slippery soil slowed him down. He had dispatched all three Taliban. But were there more of them around that he hadn't seen through his scope? He flipped up his NVGs because the roaring flames around the destroyed helo blinded his night-vision capability.
The last he'd seen through his scope, the pilot was about a hundred feet west of the wreckage. He'd disappeared beneath the roiling, thick smoke. Where the hell could he be?
Circling the helo, staying well away from it, Kell entered the heavy smoke. Immediately, he started choking and gagging. Crouching low, moving swiftly, Kell began a hunt for the pilot. He had no idea if the man was dead or not. He was amazed even one of them had managed to get out of that flaming helo alive.
Kell almost stumbled over the body. He fell to his knees. The pilot was on his belly, arms stretched out in front of him, thrown forward by the second, bigger blast. Gasping, unable to see except by feel as more smoke poured into the area, Kell grabbed the man and threw him into a fireman's carry across his shoulders. Only, to his shock, he felt breasts resting against his shoulders.
What the hell? A woman?
Not in the Shadow Squadron! That was a men-only combat slot.
It didn't matter. Kell heaved to his feet, holding on to the woman pilot, crouched, angling to get the hell out from beneath the toxic fumes and smoke. She weighed a lot less than a man, he realized, as he trotted out from beneath the cloud.
Halting, he pulled his NVGs down so he could see into the night. Keeping his hearing keyed, Ballard slowed his pace once he was across the narrow, flat area. Ahead of him was the slope.
As he began the climb, the rain lessened. The wind gusted fiercely, gut punching him, throwing him off balance. Cursing softly, panting from the exertion up the steep, rocky slope, he moved toward his hide. And then, Kell heard a snap and pop nearby.
Damn!
The Taliban had spotted him! Now his hide was useless!
Kell leaned into the hide, grabbing his rifle and his ruck. More bullets snapped by his head. Others struck the rocks around him, sending off sparks and ricocheting. Grunting, he was now weighed down with not only the unconscious pilot, but an eighty-pound ruck and a twenty-five-pound sniper rifle.
And the Taliban had him in their sights.
Angling up through the wadi, or ravine, Kell knew the Taliban were shooting wildly because they didn't have thermal-imaging capability. They couldn't see what was out there in the night and rain. But even they got lucky sometimes. As he hoofed up the slope, weaving between straggling trees and thick bushes, he headed higher.