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Authors: Tes Hilaire
Deliver Me from Darkness: A Novel of the Paladin Warriors
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Copyright © 2012 by Tes Hilaire
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An Excerpt From Book Two in the Paladin Warriors Series
To those who encouraged me to keep at it when the goal seemed unattainable. To those who put up with me while I reached for the stars. And to those who helped make this dream come true. You know who you are. Thank you.
Shouldn’t have opened the door.
Roland instinctively knew the fragile-looking burden draped over Calhoun’s arms was going to wreak all kinds of havoc on his well-ordered life.
To hell with the door; he shouldn’t have answered the damn phone. Then he wouldn’t have been swayed by the rare frantic tone in Calhoun’s voice when he’d called begging for a favor. ’Course, even if Roland hadn’t picked up the phone, Calhoun would have assumed Roland to be in at this time of the afternoon and come pounding anyway. And yeah, Roland could have ignored that too, but doing so went against every ingrained fabric of his being. At least the being he’d once been.
This
is
what
I
get
for
remembering
my
manners.
“Thanks for this.” Calhoun brushed by Roland, twisting so as not to bump the head of his precious cargo on the master bedroom door.
Roland grunted and moved into the bathroom in search of a towel. Best to keep his opinion to himself.
Get
that
scrawny
thing
and
your
sorry
ass
out
of
here
would not go over well.
Mumbling a string of curses, Roland yanked on the faux-antique glass knob of the teak cabinet and searched the handcrafted shelving for a sacrifice. All his towels were new. Everything in his loft was new. He liked new. Crisp, clean.
Unsoiled.
The tension in his shoulders crept down his back. With senses as heightened as his, any tainting of his personal belongings made relaxing difficult. It was going to take him weeks of cleaning and nighttime airings to remove the urchin’s scent: like a friggin’ garden…fresh-bloomed lavender, dewy mornings, and dirt. The dirt would only ruin his sheets, but the other smells had him spiraling down toward crazy.
Eyeing his choices, he grabbed one of the pristine white towels that didn’t still have a tag on it and headed back to the bedroom. His efforts were wasted. Calhoun had already pulled back the sleep-rumpled blankets and was laying the filthy jumble of scraped elbows and dirty denim on Roland’s clean sheets. Roland sighed and tossed the towel on the nearby dresser.
The bed was officially ruined. He hoped the cost of his newfound kindness would be limited to the bed. He hadn’t even been here a week and his new sanctuary was being unsanctified. It had taken him months to find a New York City loft without any stains of violence, another to have it remodeled to his exact specifications, and still another to purge it of the stink from the contractors who had redone it. He suspected the lingering presence of this…girl…would take far longer to expunge.
“How long are you going to be?” Roland asked, trying to keep his displeasure from sliding into his tone. Calhoun was right; Roland did owe him a favor—a big one too. Roland just wasn’t sure if this qualified. This wasn’t big; it was colossal, and not only because of the cost of his Stearns & Foster.
Calhoun glanced up at him absently from where he’d been carefully tucking Roland’s new, unwanted guest into the vast California king bed.
Damn. I loved that bed.
Calhoun blinked as if he had to think about what Roland had asked, his concentration obviously still on the woman currently soiling Roland’s new silk sheets.
“I hope to finish by dark. If not, soon after,” Calhoun finally said when he got his head out of his ass—or maybe that was his head out of his dick.
“Make it dark,” Roland said, his breath hissing through clenched teeth in an effort not to inhale anymore of
her
scent. Not that it mattered. All he succeeded in doing was altering the girl’s heady pheromones into candied sugar on his tongue.
And this was why he didn’t allow humans, especially females, into his home. The seductive scents, the gentle whoosh of blood pumping, and the soft murmurs she’d make as she tossed and turned in
his
sheets. Roland fisted his hands. The call to rut, to feed, was like a rabid animal clawing at his insides. He’d kept that animal carefully caged, would keep it caged. Yet something of his internal trauma must have shown in his eyes. Calhoun’s gaze snapped from Roland to the skinny slip of a girl he’d so lovingly tucked in bed, and then back to Roland again, his expression becoming increasingly alarmed.
Calhoun stood to his full height, which at a towering six foot five put him nose to eyebrow with Roland. The air in the room began to tingle. Roland could feel the gathering of power. See the aura shimmering around his supposed friend. That faint light singed Roland’s skin.
Roland hissed, hastily giving ground until he was across the room and practically pressed into the panel that hid his walk-in closet. Fury mounted within him and he had to work hard to suppress the vicious beast from awakening. He would never hurt Calhoun. His best friend, the only one who’d stood by him, the one Paladin who’d seen enough humanity left in Roland to take the chance to try and save him…to let him exist. But even Roland had his limits, and even for Calhoun he would not quiver like some cowed dog in a shadowy corner.
“You’re teetering on the edge, Calhoun,” he snarled, letting the fire spark in his eyes to emphasize his words. It might burn him, but he could have Calhoun’s throat in his hand before the Paladin could draw enough heavenly light to turn him to ash.
Calhoun stopped glowing, but even so, Roland could sense the barely contained power bubbling beneath the surface.
“Is this going to be a problem for you?” Calhoun asked, his eyes flint gray.
“No.” Roland rubbed his face. The skin was tender, but no real damage. “But it’s been days.”
Calhoun took a step forward, a lion ready to lunge into battle. “You won’t touch her.”
“I never said I would,” Roland ground out from between clenched teeth. “She’s safe from me.”
Calhoun’s eyes narrowed to slits.
“Jesus, Calhoun. I haven’t taken an innocent since—”
“Since when?”
“Since you came after me,” Roland finished. A flash of memory: the red haze of the bloodlust, the loss of self. How many innocents had he taken? He didn’t know.
“She’s safe with me. Regardless of when you return,” Roland said, then curled his lip in distaste. “I have some emergency supplies in the freezer.”
Pig blood and Red Cross discards. Lucky for him he was immune to illness. Though sometimes he wondered if contracting some horrific disease would have been a better way to go than this interminable hell he lived.
The tension in Calhoun’s body eased. He clamped a hand on Roland’s shoulder. “Thank you. After this, I’ll owe
you
one.”
“Get back here by dark and we’ll call it even,” Roland told him, annoyance making his voice sound as if it were being dragged over gravel.
Calhoun chuckled. Turning back to the bed, he gave the slumbering girl one last long gaze. The softening in his eyes alarmed Roland. Calhoun was tough as nails. Hell, even his dry humor was rusty. What was she to him?
“She’s special, Roland,” Calhoun stated, his awed tone confirming Roland’s fears. Calhoun was already half gone. “Take care of her.”
“Special how?” Roland hoped Calhoun meant special in the gifted kind of way, not special in the till-death way. Humans and Paladin didn’t mix. It was that whole mortality thing. “You said yourself that she passed out within seconds of showing up on your doorstop.”