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Authors: Carolyne Aarsen

Any Man of Mine

Is the Significant Male in your life (hereinafter referred to as SM) a man or a guy? Take this quiz and find out.

1. If your SM loses the remote control for the television, does he:

  • a. shrug his shoulders and say philosophically, “I can always get up and use the feet and hands God gave me?”
  • b. start scrambling through the couch cushions, diving behind the bookcases and, after missing two innings of baseball, a portion of the stock-car race and the fix-it channel, all of which he had been watching simultaneously, finally contents himself with holding a calculator and watching only one channel at a time?

2. If your car breaks down, your SM will:

  • a. check the tires, check the oil, check the fan belt—and when he can see nothing can be done, call roadside assistance.
  • b. kick the tires, pop the hood and immediately start dismantling the engine, all the while complaining that he used to know how to fix this before they started using all of those imported computer parts.

3. If you were to ask your SM what he's thinking about, he will:

  • a. give you a fond look and reply, “You, of course.”
  • b. blink his eyes and reply, “…say what?”

If your answers contain more than one “b” response, you've got yourself a guy!

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CAROLYNE AARSEN

and her husband, Richard, live on a small ranch in northern Alberta, where they have raised four children and numerous foster children, and are still raising cattle. Carolyne crafts her stories in her office with a large west-facing window through which she can watch the changing seasons while struggling to make her words obey.

A
NY
M
AN OF
M
INE
C
AROLYNE
A
ARSEN

“…for the Lord is a God who knows, and by him
deeds are weighed.”

—
1 Samuel
2:3

I'd like to dedicate this book to all the working guys in the world: the guys who pack a lunch every day, try to get the grit out from under their nails every night and keep this world going with their ordinary work, all the while trying to figure out what a woman really wants.

Chapter One

“I
f I have to bounce one more quarter off of one more set of abs—” I hefted two four-liter jugs of homogenized milk onto the conveyor belt of the grocery store with a grunt “—punch one more stomach—” I followed it with two jumbo-sized boxes of breakfast cereal “—trip…over…one…more…saddle—” punctuating each word with bags of chips, peanuts and sunflower seeds “—I am going to throw an old-fashioned, fully feminine hissy fit.” I glared at Tracy, who stood behind me in the line at the cash register, daring her to deny me my well-earned pique.

“Just make sure you hit high C on the scream,” was all Tracy said.

As my best friend, Tracy would feign sympathy with my rants against my brothers, but I knew her heart was never fully engaged. From the first day she
had come to stay overnight at the ranch and had been bombarded with my brother's spitballs as she came into the kitchen, my dad's booming voice yelling at her to come on in and join us for dinner and my mom's yelling at him to stop yelling, Tracy had fallen head over heels in love with my family.

“I still can't figure out why thirty-one-, twenty-nine-and twenty-five-year-old guys would still want to live at home,” I continued, still venting. It was Tuesday morning, the second day in a week that had started badly yesterday. Today wasn't looking so good, either.

The flat tire I'd had on the way to work didn't help, nor did the fact that I'd had to change it wearing high heels and a narrow skirt on the side of a quiet gravel road.

“You still live at home and you're twenty-seven,” Tracy pointed out.

“At least I, at one time, had plans to move out.” I allowed a flicker of self-pity to creep into my voice.

“How is your dad?”

“The doctor said that it will be a few weeks before he's back to normal and that often people suffer deep depression after a heart attack. So I'm still hoping and praying.”

Four weeks ago, my dad, Arnold Hemstead, had collapsed at the auction mart and had been rushed to the hospital. He was diagnosed with a cardiac infarction, spent ten days in the hospital and came home to three very worried sons. And me.

Neil, Chip and Jace hovered, helped and catered to my dad for thirty-six minutes, knowing that the overresponsible Danielle Hemstead—aka me—would take over, then they went back to their welding, fixing and farming.

“I caught a glimmer of my old dad the other day,” I continued. “He's getting more interested in what's happening at the farm. He asked me if I was going to unload bales for Jace next week.”

“Are you?”

I dismissed her comment with an exasperated eye-roll.

“Okay, I'm guessing that's no.” Tracy picked up one of the magazines lined up by the counter. “Hey, here's something just for you. Is the male in your life a man or a guy? Take the quiz and find out.”

“Guy, guy, guy and absolutely guy.”

“Okay, I sense we're not done with the sisterly pique yet.” Tracy straightened the magazine and tilted me a grin. “So, of your dad and brothers, who rates the last outburst.”

Growing up with three brothers who reveled in their “guyness” gave me lots of ranting fodder, but Tracy often took their side. Other than a frequently absent mother, Tracy had grown up on her own. The noise and busyness in our house was a welcome change for her and she enjoyed it. She had come back to Preston out of choice. I came back because it was one of the only decent places I could get a job in my chosen field of social work. There had been gov
ernment cutbacks, and while I would have preferred to work in Edmonton, Calgary, Red Deer or any of the larger Canadian cities, Preston was a good option. Besides, I could live at home cheaply, which helped me pay off my student loans and get a decent savings account, aka “escape” account, started.

“Chip. Hands down or up in the air while he's flexing his lateral deltoids.” I sighed. “And don't I sound like I know too much about that.”

I handed the cashier my debit card and gave the groceries a once-over, making sure I didn't miss any vital items such as chocolate-covered peanuts, pop or something equally nutritious.

“So what did Chip do to earn this attack?”

Where to start, where to start?

“Let me set the stage,” I said, watching the cashier bag the trans-fat-loaded food. “It's Monday, which means a cranky supervisor, cranky foster parents and cranky foster kids who've had two more days worth of complaints to heap on my head. On top of that I had one deranged biological father threatening me with a lawsuit if I didn't return his children to him the minute he steps out of jail. I come home tired and ready for a cup of tea and a smidgen of sympathy. I step onto the porch and stumble over Chip's roping saddle parked square in front of the door. As I dance around it, I end up tangled up in a set of reins and fall in a most ungraceful heap on Chip's greasy coveralls. End result—a cleaning bill, bruised hip and a broken heel on the new boots that you and I spent an
hour and a half looking for in West Edmonton Mall. So you have a stake in my misery, as well, considering all the grumbling you did on the two-hour drive back from said mall.”

I could see from the faint twitch of Tracy's lips that while as a friend and fellow woman she felt sorry for me, as a normal human being with a dose of guy genes herself she could picture my ungainly fall and see the humor in it. I don't think she cared about the boots.

“But you're okay, right?”

My too-deep-for-words sigh told her that she had taken the wrong tack. So she did what any wise friend would do. Change the subject.

“So…moving on to the more mundane things in your life. What are you doing the rest of this afternoon?” Tracy asked as she put her own groceries on the conveyor belt. I glanced at the fresh lettuce, cucumbers, green peppers and fruit and suffered a moment of grocery envy. Tracy's husband, a “man” in my estimation, didn't think that eating salad would diminish his manhood and gladly ate the occasional meatless meal without thinking that he would faint when he left the table.

“After bringing you to the garage, picking up my dry cleaning, getting my shoe repaired and dropping my flat tire off at my brother's shop?” I asked, trying for one last bid of sympathy.

“Yeah.”

Well that was dead in the water. “I have to head
back to the office to give the other ‘guy' in my life, my beloved supervisor, Casey Braeshears, a few moments of my time.” I gathered up the super-size-me groceries and swung the last bag into the cart, taking my frustrations out on Neil's nacho chips. Hardly the gourmet food I preferred, but my culinary tastes were vastly outnumbered.

“Forget to paper clip your invoices again?” Tracy asked, in mock horror.

“I'm thinking it's something worse, like letting that teenager I had to drag home from a party borrow a government-issued pen without making him return it.” I gave her a resigned look. “The budget, you know, doesn't cover these major, unforeseen expenses.”

“You need a new job.” Tracy shook her head in sympathy as she waited for her groceries to get bagged.

“Don't I know it. If I could trust my brothers to take care of Dad, I would be heading to the city so fast you wouldn't even see the blink of my taillights.”

“I can't believe you would do that. Besides me, what is in the big city that isn't in Preston?” Tracy asked pretending innocence.

“Men. Lots of men and no Casey Braeshears.”

“C'mon. I think you could find a few ‘men' scattered through Preston if you looked hard enough.”

My eye was drawn to the neon yellow of a reflector strip glinting back at me from a hard hat on a man behind Tracy.

His grease-stained plaid jacket, torn blue jeans
and work boots showed clearly that this was a working man. He wore sunglasses that hid his eyes, and in spite of his full beard and mustache, I easily caught the smirk on his mouth, the arrogant tilt of his head that showed this working man was also a full-fledged guy.

That and the rolled up motorcycle magazine that he tapped impatiently against his thigh.

Then he lowered his sunglasses enough so I caught a glimpse of bloodshot eyes, and incredibly, he gave me a slow wink.

I gave him my best
so
-not-interested look, then turned my attention back to Tracy.

“Preston is
guy-haven,
” I grumbled, raising my voice for the benefit of the guy dropping his magazine in front of the cashier. “There's not a decent single
man
to be found anywhere in this town. I've lost faith in the whole ‘seek and ye shall find' concept,” I said as Tracy loaded her groceries into my cart.

“You haven't had much of a chance to exercise that faith with the hours you've been working the past year,” Tracy protested as she started pushing the cart toward the exit.

In spite of my momentary pique with the guy now at the till, I couldn't help a glance his way, surprised to see him looking directly at me. Or so it seemed from the direction of his sunglasses.

What was worse, he was smirking, as if he had expected me to give him a second look.

I turned away, flustered, then angry at myself.

The electric doors of the supermarket swooshed open ahead of us. “Since Rodney, when was the last time you were on a date?” Tracy was asking.

I pulled my attention back to her. “Does sitting beside Dr. Hardy in church count?”

Tracy ran her fingers through her short dark hair and angled me an exasperated look. “Danielle, the man is sixty.”

“He's single,” I offered. “Of course, I don't know why I'm fussing about not having a man in my life. I wouldn't have the time for the proper care and maintenance of a relationship if I did.”

“You need to let Casey know that you're not a machine,” Tracy continued, ignoring my feeble attempt at humor. “That you can't keep working these obscene hours. None of the other social workers in the department do.”

“It's not just Casey. My dad and brothers seem to think that supper simply appears out of thin air every day. The boys are even childish enough to believe in the laundry fairy, who comes and does their clothes every day.”

“You should get them to help more.”

“I should also try to bring about world peace and reconcile every broken home.”

“You are working on the last part.”

“I might have a better chance at a city job if I can show how invaluable I am here.” I grabbed the handle of the cart and started traversing the parking lot.

“Why not tell Casey to hire another social worker?”

“Like that's going to happen. He's got to submit his budget for the next fiscal year and he's squeezing water out of pennies to maintain his cheap-skate status. It's a status any normal person would be ashamed to admit to, but Casey is convinced it is going to get him career tenure in social services. I wonder if he gets frequent flier miles for every penny he saves the department.” We rattled our way to my waiting car, the sun shining benevolently down on us. It was spring in the country and usually the lengthening days and the increasing warmth brought out joy and happiness in me. But work had kept me too busy to take time to appreciate the freshness of the air and the unfurling of new green leaves.

Tracy's car was getting an oil change and she had needed a ride from work to the grocery store, so I quit work a half hour early to help her out. Casey must have gotten wind of my defection, and this little meeting was his way of wringing out every possible minute of work from me. I paused, wondering when and how I should tell her.

I took a deep breath and then I took the plunge.

“You may as well know I'm looking at another job.” I rattled out the words faster than the wobble on my grocery cart. “It's regular hours, and I'll be reporting to a normal boss.”

“Good for you. It's about time. Who is this for?”

“It's for a private adoption agency.” I waited a
moment, gathering my strength to drop the next bomb. “It's in the city. In Edmonton.”

I didn't want to see Tracy's face. So I rattled on, keeping my eyes on my trusty Civic, circa 1989 and still going strong, thanks to Chip's mechanical abilities and body filler, courtesy of Neil. My brothers had their good points.

“But that's a two-hour drive,” she wailed

“Depends on who's driving,” I offered helpfully. “Chip's done it in one hour ten minutes.”

“Chip also has about half a demerit point before the Mounties take his license away for life,” Tracy retorted, clearly put out with my breaking news. “You can't go. I need you. Your foster kids need you. Your family needs…your father needs you,” she hastily amended.

I sighed. And that was the crux of the matter. Six weeks ago I had started looking around for my own place to live and another job. Then Dad collapsed at the auction mart in Kolvik and everything changed.

All my life, Dad had been the epitome of strong faith and good humor. Even after our mother, Alice, died a number of years ago, he had grieved hard, then told us all he put his trust in God and went back to being the fun-loving, encouraging man he was. But after the heart attack he had become weak and frail and given to bouts of deep depression. These days he didn't even have the strength or the will to get up from his recliner or to crack open the Bible that he had read every day for as long as I could remember.
My brothers, who stopped going to church when my mom died, didn't share my concerns. Reading the Bible did not seem to be on the “approved” list of activities for guys.

I couldn't leave my father this way, but I had stayed as long as I could.

“I'm not moving to New Zealand.” I pulled open the back door of my car.

“I don't drive like Chip so it would be a four-hour round trip.” Tracy set her bags in the back and slammed the door shut. “That's a lot of time to spend in a vehicle just for the pleasure of your company.”

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