The Devil & Lillian Holmes

“I AM NOT A GOOD VAMPIRE.”

She had not been a good mortal, either. Half-broken by a terrible secret, Lillian Holmes retreated into a fantasy world where the great detective Sherlock was her uncle and she could solve any mystery. Except, she had not yet found her parents. She had not yet rescued her stolen daughter. She was addicted to morphine, was still broken. And now she was bound to blood and to the caresses of the beautiful monster who sought to change for her, who had literally changed her to save her life.

But for how long had George saved her? Lillian could feel safety and sanity slipping away. Devils prowled Baltimore. Some were allies, others lustful gluttons waiting to consume every last drop of goodness. Some came from far-off lands, mercurial, unknowable, unstoppable. Others lurked closer still—in the hearts of herself and her beloved.

The Devil & Lillian Holmes

Ciar Cullen

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PUBLISHER’S NOTE: This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places and incidents either are the product of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously. Any resemblance to actual events, locales, business establishments or persons, living or dead, is coincidental. Boroughs Publishing Group does not have any control over and does not assume responsibility for author or third-party websites, blogs or critiques or their content.

THE DEVIL & LILLIAN HOLMES
Copyright © 2014 Ciar Cullen

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This book is dedicated to Kathryn Hall, who helped me find my voice. And for a man I never met, who read to my editor when he was a boy. Thank you both.

ACKNOWLEDGMENTS

Thank you, Bruce, for always encouraging me to do whatever makes me happy. And special thanks to Chris Keeslar, for helping me push a little farther each time. You’re a wonder.

CONTENTS

Title Page

Copyright

Dedication

Acknowledgments

Prologue

Chapter One

Chapter Two

Chapter Three

Chapter Four

Chapter Five

Chapter Six

Chapter Seven

Chapter Eight

Chapter Nine

Chapter Ten

Chapter Eleven

Chapter Twelve

Chapter Thirteen

Chapter Fourteen

Chapter Fifteen

Chapter Sixteen

Chapter Seventeen

Chapter Eighteen

Chapter Nineteen

Chapter Twenty

Chapter Twenty-One

Chapter Twenty-Two

Chapter Twenty-Three

Chapter Twenty-Four

Chapter Twenty-Five

Chapter Twenty-Six

Chapter Twenty-Seven

Chapter Twenty-Eight

Chapter Twenty-Nine

Chapter Thirty

Chapter Thirty-One

Chapter Thirty-Two

Chapter Thirty-Three

Chapter Thirty-Four

Chapter Thirty-Five

Chapter Thirty-Six

Chapter Thirty-Seven

Chapter Thirty-Eight

Chapter Thirty-Nine

Epilogue

Author Bio

The Devil & Lillian Holmes

PROLOGUE

 

For the first time in months, Atil stirred.

Ursula felt the pull of her maker the moment he awoke. She stared out from her window at the shroud of dark pines, trying to pick out his form. She made the sign of the cross out of habit as she scurried down the great staircase, even though her God had abandoned her long, long ago. The irony struck her anew that the devoted worshipped her as a saint, believing she had chosen to be burned alive at Atil’s hand rather than sacrificing her virginity to him. Too fearful of the unknown, her faith had failed her and she succumbed to the ruler’s will. To add to her litany of sins, she’d asked Atil to protect her devout reputation. What maiden had perished in her place?
So long ago,
she thought. The guilt barely haunted her now.

Atil called her Saint Ursula whenever he was cross, which was often. He didn’t like to be disturbed from his long hibernations in the forest. So what new trouble made the Elders, his sons, call him from slumber?

Ah. There.
A tall silhouette barely visible against the setting sun: her twelfth child, not favored by Atil. No doubt Atil would send Vasil on another dreary journey to settle some political upheaval. Ursula thought that Vasil had kept some minute piece of humanity that only a mother might recognize. His solutions sometimes smacked of compassion, but he claimed that the Houses he ruled—young, unstable ones—required a gentler hand.

Like beetles scurrying toward a corpse they came, one by one, from the forest and the valley to the west, up over the frosty grass, toward the main gate. And finally, her maker emerged, too. She could not see the face she had once thought irresistible, but she knew the disgust and determination that would mar it.

Ursula rushed to ready the hall, where slaves already dragged heavy chairs across the floor and wiped at the table. To a man, fear made them shake and look away from her. One of them would die tonight, providing sustenance to the Elders, her children. She would plead for mercy, Atil would scowl and laugh, and she would look away.

She prayed again to the God who hated her. Please let me die. But He would not allow her to perish. Evidently she was not worthy even of Hell.

Atil burst through the door and she lowered her head.

“Ursula, you look well,” he said.

“I am, my lord. What need merits this gathering? The talk of war in Germany?”

“Are you not pleased to see me and our offspring?” He pulled off his fur cape and let it drop to the floor.

Ursula didn’t answer; she didn’t have to. Atil had already forgotten her and turned toward the door where their boy children entered and talked in low grumbles.

I hate them all.

“Come, boys, gather around. Hurry, Vasil, this issue involves your insipid domain.”

So, Ursula realized, a trivial uprising among the Houses in the Americas. Young vampires in a young land, always mucking things up.

CHAPTER ONE

A fine meal.

Baltimore, 1899

Lillian tried to run but her legs wouldn’t move. She screamed, but no sound emanated from her mouth. She tried again, tears bleeding down her cheeks, turning her gown scarlet. Her hands and legs were bound to the bed, the smell of ether strong around her. Had she been drugged? Was she back in the asylum?

My baby, give me my baby!

No, not the asylum. She was in London. Had she been kidnapped?

You are dreaming. You are dreaming.
Still, she couldn’t make herself awaken.

A dark silhouette leaned forward, and she recognized his tall lean form. Why would Uncle Sherlock want to kill her? Ah, because she was soiled, sullied,
damned.
He hovered over her, intensity and loathing turning his sensuous mouth into a grim line, making his dark eyes blaze. The wooden stake in his hand glowed, and she turned her head away to avoid watching him plunge it into her chest.

“Anathema. Pure evil. Return from whence you came!” He lifted the stake, ready to act—

Lillian sat up, heart racing. As in her dream, scarlet tears stained her clothes.

Why did she have this dream night after night? She’d curl up next to George, struggling to keep awake, fearful that she’d find herself once again tied up and about to be vanquished by her hero, the inimitable Sherlock Holmes. The horror stayed with her through a good part of each day, frazzling her nerves and exhausting her. Wasn’t it bad enough that George’s enemy stalked their peace? Madame Lucifer—Marie de Bourbon was her true name—hadn’t shown herself yet, but rumors were she’d put a price on George’s head.

Quietly, so George wouldn’t wake, Lillian crept to her dresser. She had to see for herself.

No.
She sighed. There she was, disheveled but whole. Her image had not started to fade like the images of the legendary Elders who no longer had reflection or shadow. When George had talked about the Elders, about their history, that one detail had terrified her the most somehow. Despite George’s promise that she would need to live a thousand years before she lost that human essence, the fear still clutched at her in weak moments.

It surprised her each time, this somewhat pleasant-looking stranger staring back at her. But her hands itched, her veins thrummed, and the cravings for a pill or liquid potion—her old “medicine”— gnawed at her. Or perhaps it was the craving for blood; at times the two addictions felt the same. At this moment, either would do.

Don’t look. Don’t look.
But she poked into the small drawers and cubbies of her desk, unable to stop herself but also unable to find anything. One night, when George was gone, she’d crawled on all fours about the room, praying a pill might have rolled into a crack in the floorboards. But, no, they had left nothing behind. No pills, no potions. No relief.

With a deep breath she ran her hand across the satchel that held her most precious possessions: her Journal of Important Observations, the pistol she’d bought for herself on her twenty-first birthday, and a letter from her hero’s creator, Mr. Arthur Conan Doyle. At sight of the last, she gave herself a little shake. Uncle Sherlock would not stop until he had solved a case. Why had she?

Do not hate me, Uncle.
In her fantasies, the ones born of reading, the ones that had sheltered her for so many years, her fictitious Uncle Sherlock was real, he loved her, he was proud of her attempts to follow in his footsteps. And wasn’t she now the same woman she’d been, at least somewhere deep inside, someplace holy and untouchable by the blood of her prey and her hunger?

Perhaps not. Perhaps she did not deserve to find the daughter torn away from her arms by the girl’s rapist father. How could she be a mother now? And perhaps she did not deserve to find her own. Wouldn’t the woman have come looking for her years ago? What would she think upon beholding Lillian? She would turn away in horror, surely.

George. He was Lillian’s only lifeline. But George had walked the earth for eons. Eventually he might find her lacking and leave, as it seemed everyone did. In only months they had lost their easy way of sparring with words, and their passion and hunger for each other had taken on a dark intensity.

I have taken on a dark intensity,
she reminded herself.
George was always so.

She regretted having told him of her recurring nightmares. He’d said, “You dream of him because you gave him up. He will not go so easily. What of your waking dream of following in his footsteps? What has happened to your investigations?”

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