Read The Boy I Love (Falling for You #2) Online

Authors: Danielle Lee Zwissler

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“Thanks, yeah it’s not a big deal at all.”

“Great. This will go a lot faster then. So, you’re a library science major then?”

I nodded. “Yep. There’s nothing I like better than books.”

“Me, either. Books are my thing. Favorite author?”

I laughed. “My favorite, or who people expect me to say my favorite is?”

Jessop laughed, and then said, “Your actual favorite.”

“Okay, well I love JK Rowling, the whole Harry Potter thing will forever be my go to for enjoyment, but I also love the romantics. And for that, Jane Austen all the way.”

“Ah,  Ms. Austen, of course.”

“You?” I asked, and waited, watching Jessop’s face light up with excitement.

“Tolkien. I can’t get over the whole “Lord of the Rings” phenomenon. But I do love a good Tolstoy.”

“Who doesn’t?” I replied, and grinned.

“Favorite book to movie adaptation?” Jessop asked, as he walked toward the front of the library for another cart. I followed him, and thought about my answer.

“Harry Potter of course.”

“Yeah, those are pretty bad ass films. I’d probably say the same.”

“Worse book to film?” I asked.

“Eragon, definitely.”

“Oh, yes. That was horrible!”

“Right?
So
not what I was expecting at all!” Jessop said, and then he started talking about the book. I nodded and agreed on all he had to say. “So, any plans for Christmas?”

“Yeah, I’m going to go home.”

“Cool. I’m going to Gloria’s. My parents are going to Europe, so I decided to hang with my girlfriend for the two weeks.”

“Wow, Europe! I would love to go there.”

“So, you’ve never been?”

“Nope.”

“Me, either. My parents have only recently started traveling. They can’t afford to ship me off anywhere, so it was either me going back home by myself or meeting Gloria’s family.”

I grinned. “Meeting the family? Big step.”

Jessop returned my smile and nodded. “Yeah. Huge. I’ve never met a girl’s family before. It should be interesting.”

I thought of my dad and how he’d never meet any of my future boyfriends or my husband. I frowned.

“You okay?” Jessop asked.

“Yeah, I was just thinking about my dad. He died a few months ago, and…”

“And, I mentioned how I’d never met a girl’s family. Sorry about that, I didn’t know.”

“I know you didn’t. That’s okay.”

“I’m really sorry about your dad. What happened?”

I took a deep breath and then told him all about what happened. “I didn’t even get to say goodbye. He passed just before I walked in to the hospital. Mom thinks he didn’t want me to see him that way. I was always a daddy’s girl.”

Jessop put his hand on my shoulder and squeezed. “I’m so sorry.”

“Thanks,” I replied, and then took a few books off the new cart that Jessop grabbed. “We better get these shelved before we get in trouble.”

Jessop nodded. “Yeah, Fletchman is a real stickler.”

I laughed, and then headed toward the shelves once more.

Chapter Five

*Baby, it’s cold outside…*

Keri

I
t
was December, and with that, Ohio brought snow, and freezing cold weather. I wasn’t used to this kind of cold, the frigid, bitter cold. I was used to Texas weather, and wasn’t prepared for the snow or the constant need for winter wear.

I did love the snow though, and although we did get snow in Texas, we didn’t get it like they do in Ohio. Ohio had all four seasons in a matter of days, sometimes hours. The weather was unpredictable, and described as a hell bent woman, according to Alexis who has lived in Ohio her entire life. I happened to agree.

It had been a full week since I last talked to Payton and the whole breakup. It has also been a week since I got my new job at the library.

I walked into my dorm room, and went straight to my bed, noticing that neither Alexis or Todd was home yet. I was happy though, as I wanted to email Payton.

I flicked on my laptop and pulled up my gmail account.

After a few minutes of wondering what to start with, I started tapping at the keys.

Dear Payton,

Hey. I hope everything is going well. I’ve been busy. I really like my job.

Talk to you soon.

Keri

I pushed send before looking down at what I wrote and took a deep breath. Short and sweet. There, I’d done it. I wrote Payton. I put the ball back in his court.

I shut the laptop and put it on the chair next to my bed and crawled underneath the covers. It was only 9 PM and I was completely exhausted.

It didn’t take but five minutes, and I was asleep.

Ten minutes if that, I heard my phone beep. I opened my eyes and wearily looked down at the screen.

I had an email from Payton.

I pushed on my email icon and read.

Keri,

I’m glad you like your new job. I’ve been busy working. I don’t have anything new to add other than I am tired all the time. Must be the winter blues. Hope you are doing well.

Payton

I clicked the reply button and used my thumbs to tap out a message.

Payton,

Thanks. Sorry you have the blues, maybe you should start writing music. I hear there is money in that.

Keri

I smiled as I typed the last part, and just closed my eyes when I saw the chat icon pop up on my phone. I could feel my heart thud in my chest, and I wondered if this was really a smart idea. Me talking to Payton, acting as if nothing had happened a week ago. Intrigued, I clicked the accept button and started typing.

Hey

*Hey*

What’s up?

*Just finished working. I’m sore.*

Just finished? It’s after 9. What were you doing?

*Dad’s got me doing a lot of work. He tore his rotator cuff and now has me doing not only my stuff, but his, too.*

That sucks. I hope he’s okay.

*He’s fine. I think he just needed a few weeks off.*

Probably.

*So, how’s the library?*

It’s great.

*That’s good.*

Yeah.

*I miss you.*

I miss you, too. Listen, I have to go. I’m tired. I just wanted to say hi.

*okay.*

I looked down at the ‘okay’ and sighed. I was too tired to write anymore, but didn’t want to hurt his feelings.

Chat tomorrow?

*sounds good. See you around 9?*

Okay. Goodnight.

*Sweet dreams.*

I signed out of google and put my phone down beside my pillow. I did miss Payton, but I still wasn’t ready for anything more than friendship with him.

The next morning, I
woke up early and went over some of my math homework. I still needed a tutor, but was going to ask Alexis for help from now on. Even though I wasn’t seeing Payton any longer, I felt guilty about getting a tutor. Stupid even.

“Everything okay?” Alexis asked as she opened her eyes. I was sitting at my desk with my head practically in my Algebra book. I sighed and leaned back in my chair. 

“Equations,” I said and groaned.   “I just don’t get this crap.”

Alexis shifted in her bed and rolled to her side, getting her feet to the ground. “Equations are super easy. How many letters are you trying to find?” she asked, dumbing down my math.

“One.”

“Seriously?” she asked, and then shook her head. “All you have to do is isolate one of the letters, and you will find your answer.

“Yeah, I get that, but I don’t know how to isolate.” I felt so incredibly dumb that I couldn’t even get the simplest of problems. Yet another reason why I should probably never have gone to college in the first place.

“Give me a few minutes to wake up and I’ll help you,” Alexis said and yawned. “I need coffee or caffeine or… chocolate.”

“I have some chocolate chip cookies,” I offered, and leaned back toward my mini fridge and pulled out a little baggie full of goodies. My mom had sent them home with me the week before.

“Give me, give me,” Alexis said, holding her hand out. 

“Where’s Todd?”

“He had an early day today. Work.”

“Oh,” I said, frowning. “When does he get back?”

“Sometime this afternoon. He’s skipping astronomy. He needs the money.”

“For what?” I asked; it wasn’t as if he was paying rent.

“I don’t know, he just said he needed money. I didn’t ask.”

“Seriously?” I would have been up on that. Todd was never secretive, so it was a little odd that he’d all of a sudden need money. “Books?”

“Maybe. I don’t know.” Alexis yawned once more and dragged her chair over next to mine.  “Okay, you ready?”

“Yeah.”

 

After about 45 minutes
of me trying to learn how to isolate a damned variable I think I finally got the concept. Sadly, Alexis looked as if she wanted to commit suicide during the study session after about five minutes. Luckily for me, she stuck with it and I finally learned something. I may just pass algebra after all.

“You good now?” Alexis asked wearily. I knew what she wanted to know, would I be bothering her again with such a dumbass question. And the answer was probably.

“Yeah, I think so.”

Alexis frowned. “Seriously, how in the hell did you pass high school math?”

“I didn’t,” I admitted. “Well, regular math, but not algebra.”

“What do you mean? I thought you had to pass all of the electives in order to get into college.”

“Nope,” I said, sighing. “I was on the merit roll because I had all A’s except for Math. Mr. Curly told me I would have made the National Honor Society if not for that one class.”

Alexis shook her head. “It just doesn’t make sense.”

I frowned, feeling even more dumb. “I know. Trust me, it’s all been explained a million times, but I really don’t have a head for numbers.”

“Luckily for you, being a librarian isn’t really a numbers game.”

I thought about that for a second and nodded. “Well, there’s numbers involved, but that’s just for sorting… Thank God.”

“Speaking of the whole shelving job, how’d it go?”

I reddened, and Alexis picked up on that right away. “What?”

“Nothing.”

“So not nothing, Keri!   What happened?”

“There’s just…”

“You met Jessop, didn’t you?” Alexis asked, shocking me.  I gasped.

“How’d you?”

“I used to go to the library all the time. You’re wasting your time though; he’s dating some girl named Gloria.”

I bit my lip, and nodded. “Yeah, he told me. He said she used to work there.”

“Yeah, she got fired, and then they hired Carl Sanders. He was hot, but completely stupid.”

“How do you know so much about this?” I asked, wondering if I really knew Alexis at all. I didn’t know she hung out at the library so much.

“My brother went here and was in love with Gloria his freshman year. He talked about her all the time. Gloria this, Gloria that. So I went to check her out, and found that she was dating Jessop, the sexy Manbrarian.”

“Manbrarian!” I laughed, probably harder than I should have. Alexis grinned.

“Yeah, I used to go into the library all of the time. Nothing works though. I wore short shorts, minis, and push up bras. The man can’t be tempted. Trust me, you’re barking up the wrong tree.”

“I… I’m not interested.” I blushed again, knowing that I was. Just talking to Jessop for a little bit had me thinking that maybe Payton wasn’t the right guy for me. He and I didn’t have books in common, and books were my life.  How would a marriage go with Payton if we didn’t have anything to talk about? Sure kissing Payton was fantastic, but what would we talk about when we were home alone?

“Yes you are, and I’m telling you it’s a bust.  He’s loyal.”

I sighed, and looked down at my algebra work. “Well that’s good.”

“Yeah, for Gloria.”

“Yeah,” I admitted, and then turned toward Alexis. “Wait a minute, when were you doing all of this tempting?”

Alexis laughed. “Way before me and Todd.  Like I said, I spied on the whole Gloria situation. I thought my brother may have dated her. I must have been wrong.”

“Oh.”

“Yeah, so other than the hottie, how’d the new job go?”

“It went well. I didn’t screw anything up last night, and Jessop and I talked all night about books.”

Alexis looked at me once more and shook her head. “Just be careful there, Keri.”

“I am.”

“I mean, I thought you were going to take a break. The whole Payton and Keri saga… I don’t think it’s over.”

“It’s over,” I said, and got out of my chair. “We broke up, remember?”

“But you still love him.”

“I will always love him,” I said, and then walked toward my dresser. “Payton and I, we’re best friends.”

“Sure, yeah, but there’s something there. I don’t think it’s something that can go away overnight.”

I knew Alexis was right, but I didn’t want to hear it. “Maybe, maybe not, but what will Payton and I talk about? Guys like Payton don’t have a lot in common with girls like me.”

As soon as I said that last part, I frowned. I didn’t realize how much the whole “college” thing got in the way until now.

“That’s kind of bitchy,” Alexis said, and frowned. “Payton’s smart, Keri.”

“Yeah, he’s smart, but not that smart. He’s staying home, working on his dad’s farm, and not going to college.”

Alexis’s eyes widened. “Hey, my parents didn’t go to college and they’re doing just fine. You shouldn’t…”

“I don’t mean it like that, it’s just…”

“You do, though. Keri, you know that Payton wants to be a rancher.  You’ve known this. Why is it a big deal all of a sudden?”

“He doesn’t understand how college is. He doesn’t understand how difficult it is for me to be here when he is there. He just doesn’t get it. We will never have that in common.”

“What are you talking about? You do have that in common. He is there, and you are here. He misses you like crazy. That’ s why he acts so protective.”

“Why are you all of a sudden Team Payton?”  I asked, horrified that my roommate was choosing Payton over me. I knew I was acting irrational, but she should be on my side no matter what.

“Somebody has to be, Keri. He’s a good guy.  You don’t know this because you haven’t dated a lot, but Payton is pretty amazing.”

“Don’t tell me what Payton is, I know what he is.”

“And what is that?”

“He’s my friend. We got caught up in something, but it’s over now.”

“For you maybe.”

“What’s that mean?”

“I talked to him. It isn’t over for him.”

My eyes widened, and I could feel my heart hammering in my chest. “You talked to him, when?”

“After you broke up. I wanted to make sure he was doing okay.”

“How is Payton your business? You have Todd!”  I yelled. It was becoming a complete girl fight, and of course, that’s when Todd walked in.

“What’s going on?” Todd asked. He leaned in and kissed Alexis on the lips and stood by her side. “Why are you two yelling?”

“Your girlfriend has been calling my boyfriend!”

“I didn’t think he was your boyfriend anymore!” Alexis yelled back and Todd turned toward her.

“What’s…”  Todd started, but Alexis interrupted.

“Oh, you know, Keri is acting like a baby again.”

“A baby!” I yelled, and started toward Alexis.  Todd moved in front of her, and my hand went out toward his chest to move him out of the way.

“Ugh,” Todd said, and then backed up, Alexis right behind him. “What’s happening.”

“Get out of the way, Todd!” I yelled, wanting to bitch slap Alexis right in the mouth.

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