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Authors: Rowan Coleman

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Ruby Parker Hits the Small Time

For Lily

Contents

Chapter One

Chapter Two

Chapter Three

Chapter Four

Chapter Five

Chapter Six

Chapter Seven

Chapter Eight

Chapter Nine

Chapter Ten

Chapter Eleven

Chapter Twelve

Chapter Thirteen

Chapter Fourteen

Chapter Fifteen

Chapter Sixteen

Chapter Seventeen

Chapter Eighteen

Chapter Nineteen

Chapter Twenty

About the Author

Credits Page

Copyright

About the Publisher

Chapter One

Y
ou can't stop things from changing, because other people—adults—think they always know what's for the best. It's like it's sort of not officially your life until you're grown up. As if the way you think and feel doesn't really matter, doesn't really mean
anything
—almost as if you don't even really feel it. As if, because you are only thirteen, everything you think and feel is just in your imagination. I feel like I should have some say about what happens to me in my life, but I never do. My life just happens
to
me, and other people make the decisions. The wrong decisions, mostly.

Just recently, I've felt like I spend my life trying to keep things exactly the same as they've always been and it's like I'm running up a down escalator. Just when I feel like I'm getting somewhere, I lose my footing and off I go—down and down—until I find the energy to start going uphill all over again. Some of the things that have happened in my life have been amazing. Some of them have been the sort of things that other girls my age lie in bed at night and dream about having happen to them. But I bet none of them dreams about what happened to me this morning. It's like a fairy tale in reverse, with the happy ending at the beginning.

This morning I found out that I am officially the frumpiest thirteen-year-old in the entire history of the world. You might say, like my mum does, that everyone feels that way sometimes, that it's a phase and I'll get over it and one day I'll turn into a swan and boys will follow me around begging
me
to look at
them
. But it doesn't feel like a phase; it feels like the end of the world. The end of
my
world, at least.

If I was just Ruby Parker, girl, it wouldn't matter so much. OK, I'd be doomed to a life of never having a boyfriend, but I could work on being interesting and funny instead, and maybe be “unusually attractive” like the heroines of my mum's books that I'm secretly reading. Once I got past about, say, thirty-five, I expect I wouldn't even mind that much anymore.

But I'm not Ruby Parker, girl.

I'm Ruby Parker, Television Star. And, in my world, being an ugly, dumpy thirteen-year-old means the end of that, and the end of going to my school, and maybe the end of everything else I've been trying to hold together too.

If you saw me, Ruby Parker, standing outside the classroom waiting to go in for math on the last day of term, you'd have said I'm a pretty ordinary girl. Not the sort of girl who'd be singled out for any special attention, good or bad. Sort of medium height, sort of medium build (apart from the obvious, but more about those later), and sort of medium hair—hair that had been shiny and blonde when I was little but has gradually become browner and darker and danker and lanker. I also have average skin (not too many spots), quite a nice nose, and not a bad profile.

You'd notice that most of the other girls in my class really don't bother talking to me, although they frequently talk
about
me, usually in stage whispers behind my back to make sure I can hear everything they're saying. And you'd notice that while I just hang around in the corridor waiting for Miss Greenstreet to arrive, some of the other girls are practicing their ballet positions against the wall, and Menakshi Shah is reciting Juliet's balcony speech from
Romeo and Juliet
, flicking her hair all around as she does it, trying to catch Michael Henderson's eye. (Not that he'd look at her in six million years, because everyone knows that he and Anne-Marie Chance will
never
split up and will be together forever and end up presenting a daytime talk show like
Richard
and Judy
.)

Anyway, you'd have noticed that none of the boys talk to me either, although they sometimes creep up behind me and twang my bra strap and say things like, “Oy, Ruby, have you seen my football? Me and Mac lost our footballs and …oh, look, they're down your top! Give 'em back!” And they pretend to lunge at me and try to grab my boobs, then I scream and hit them over the head with my folder, and my best friend, Nydia Assimin, charges at them, which usually sends them packing, but still they shout really nasty stuff like, “Watch out, it's a herd of elephants!”

You'd also notice that almost all the boys are pretty well turned out for thirteen-year-olds. None of them smell, and most of them wash their hair more than twice a week. Some, like Danny Harvey (who always smells of apples), wash it every day. And you'd notice that they're all what my mum calls “natural extroverts.” You might think that boys are always shouting and mucking around, but the boys at my school do it with excellent projection and perfect enunciation.

That's because I go to a stage school. I go to Sylvia Lighthouse's Academy for the Performing Arts. Every single one of the kids who was standing outside my classroom waiting to go in for math on the last day of the term wants to be an actor, a singer, or a TV presenter—or all three, usually.

We have all our normal lessons in the morning, and then after lunch we have dance, acting, and music until four o'clock, which might sound like a laugh—and it is—but it's hard too. Especially when your speech and drama coach is a raving lunatic, hung up about the fact that she never made it big and ended up teaching a load of snotty stuck-up posh kids instead (which might be why she hates me more than anyone else on account of my being on the telly). But even though I don't have that many friends, at least I have Nydia. And although it can feel like I'm always working and never have time to just relax, I love the school.

School is the only place where I feel like I am actually me—the person I feel like inside and not the person everyone else sees, I mean. When I'm dancing or acting or singing, it doesn't matter that I'm not popular or very thin or that I don't have a boyfriend. And although the teachers make you work twice as hard as other schoolkids, and they remind you that not every one will make it, they do believe that sometimes dreams come true. I don't know many adults who do that.

I've been going to the academy since I was eight, but it was only when Nydia arrived last year that I made a real friend for the first time. Nydia is quite an unusual girl. She's got the loudest voice in our year and the loudest laugh you've ever heard, which she says is because she always has to shout to be heard over her four brothers, but I think she's just got inbuilt “theatrical projection.” Nydia's family originally came from Nigeria, but Nydia was born in the same hospital as me, only two months later than I was. So, like we say, apart from the fact that she's black and I'm white, and the fact that we have different parents and everything, we could practically be twins. It feels like we
are
twins sometimes, because sometimes we just start thinking the same thing at the same time, like a joke or something, and we start laughing for no reason. Then everyone looks at us blankly, but
we
both know why we're laughing, and it makes us laugh even more. It makes me feel safe and sort of warm inside to have a friend like Nydia. While everything keeps changing, Nydia and I will always be the same.

Everyone else here is super-rich, with parents who are frequently featured in
Hello!
But Nydia and I come from the same sort of background with the same sort of terraced house and normal mum and dad. I'm only here because I got famous by mistake (which pays fairly well, as it turns out). Not that I see a penny. I have a trust fund where most of my money goes until I'm twenty-one. Twenty-one! That's practically my whole life so far again before I get to see any of it! And even though I think I have quite a lot of money, we have a very normal life. Mum says it's important that I keep my feet on the ground so I don't get into drugs and alcohol like some child stars. So I still have to ask her for stuff and she mostly still says no.

Nydia, however, won her place at the academy, beating more than four thousand other applicants through the Sylvia Lighthouse scholarship program, which makes her better than probably anyone else in our year. But that doesn't stop the other girls from picking on her and calling her fat and stupid. Anne-Marie even said no wonder so many people are starving in Africa, because obviously Nydia ate all the food. But she said that in front of Miss Greenstreet and then we got lectured for over an hour about the Third World debt, so she hasn't made
that
crack twice. And she's a moron anyway, because Nydia grew up in Hackney just like I did, and has never even been to Africa. But that's Anne-Marie for you; she has the brains of a pile of damp pants.

Nydia wants to be a character actress, which Anne-Marie says means an ugly, fat actress. But if you ask me, it's better than being a character
less
actress like Anne-Marie, because she looks just the same as everyone else: tall, thin, and blonde, which means she's bound to get a part on
Hollyoaks
(when the current cast gets too old and ugly and gets sacked). But at least they
will
be old, like twenty-five or something. Not only thirteen, like me.

The thing that happened to me that other girls just dream about? I got famous.

Not just a little bit famous like Anne-Marie, whose dad is a film producer and who was once in a EuroDisney ad on TV.

Not just famous because my dad used to be a rock star and my mum was a supermodel, like Jade Caruso's parents.

Not famous for modeling in the Kay's Autumn/ Winter catalogue like Danny Harvey. (He looked nice, by the way, even if he didn't exactly smile. According to Menakshi—who obviously fancies him, as she fancies more or less
all
boys—he thinks he's too good for everyone else at the academy, even the popular kids. She's probably right. He used to be quite a laugh; then about a year ago he seemed to change overnight.)

Anyway, I am famous in my own right. I'm famous because every year since I was six, I've appeared in Britain's most popular serialized soap,
Kensington
Heights
. Unless you come from outer space or something, you'll have heard of it. It's set in the cut-and-thrust world of an auction house and it's all about very rich, glamorous people buying antiques (and having sex with each other's husbands, usually). Every year from mid-August to February,
Kensington Heights
runs at eight o'clock on Wednesdays, and I'm in nearly every episode, playing Angel MacFarley.

That's how I got to be famous—and not just in Britain, either. I'm famous in Eastern Europe, Pakistan, and Japan, and even a bit famous in America. I don't know this for sure, but
Kensington Heights
runs on the BBC America channel, and I read in
Heat
magazine the week before last that Brad Pitt watches it and he's a big fan! Imagine that! Brad Pitt has seen
me
on TV! Which is why it's a shame that Angel MacFarley is about as glamorous as a pair of cheap sneakers. But it's only to be expected, of course, because
I'm
not even
slightly
glamorous. Even last year when I went to the British Soap Awards, all the other girls from the show wore backless and strapless dresses and glitter and heels. I had on my black suit and a blue velvet top and no real makeup, just foundation and lip gloss. Mum said I had to look my age. I told her, “I don't want to look my age, I hate my age!” And she said that the only way to get around that was to grow up, which I clearly wasn't ready to do if I was going to make a fuss about it. Like I said, she's pretty keen on me being normal—even when being normal makes me look stupid.

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