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Authors: Joy Fielding

Puppet (46 page)

“Florida,” Ben answers. He leads her toward the rows of automatic check-in machines. “You have a credit card?”

“I can do it.” Amanda inserts her credit card into the designated slot, then types in the necessary information. They wait in silence for her boarding pass to be spit out. “So, I guess this is it,” she says, forcing a smile onto her face.

“We have time,” he tells her. “We could grab some coffee.”

“No, I think I’d rather get settled. I still have to preclear U.S. customs and go through security. Who knows how long that’ll take.”

He glances down at the floor, then up again. “So, I guess this is it,” he says, repeating her words.

“This is it,” she agrees.

He leans in, his lips grazing the side of her cheek. “Take care of yourself, Amanda.”

She resists the impulse to touch the spot he kissed, seal the kiss in. “You too.”

“You’ll call me if you need anything?”

“Absolutely. And you’ll call me if there’s any news about my mother?”

“You can visit her anytime, you know,” he reminds her.

She nods. They’ve already been over all this. “I’ll have to see when I can get some time off. It might not be for a while.”

“Whenever,” he says. They walk toward the entrance for U.S. customs. Already a lot of people are standing in line. “I think there are some forms you have to fill out.” He points to a table of such forms just inside the doors.

“Oh, right. I better do that.”

“Boarding pass, please,” the uniformed guard says, holding out her hand.

“So, I guess this is
really
it,” Amanda says with a laugh.

“This is really it.”

“Good-bye, Ben.”

“Good-bye, Puppet.”

And then suddenly they are in each other’s arms, and he is kissing her hair, her cheeks, her eyes, her lips. And she is kissing him back, and crying, and holding on to him for dear life. Don’t let me leave, she is thinking. Please. Don’t let me leave.

“You’re blocking the way,” the guard informs them curtly. “I’m afraid you’ll have to step aside.”

Amanda reluctantly pulls out of Ben’s arms. She takes a long, deep breath, tries to regroup. It’s time to move forward, she reminds herself. Time to move on. “That’s all right. I’m ready.” She offers the woman her boarding pass. The woman looks it over, then nods her inside. Amanda walks through the doors, then turns back to Ben. Tell me to stay, she appeals to him silently. “Call me sometime,” she says out loud, watching him disappear into the crowd. So this is it, she is thinking. This is
really
it.

She fills out the necessary forms and takes her place in line.
Kir-rell
, she recites silently as a merciful numbness spreads from the top of her head to the tips of her toes.
Kir-rell. Kir-rell.
And then somebody’s cell phone cuts into the hypnotic rhythm of her borrowed mantra.
Her
cell phone, she realizes, snatching it from her purse.

“Too soon to call?” Ben’s voice asks in her ear.

“Where are you?”

“In my car. And believe it or not, it’s starting to snow again.”

Amanda glances toward the long window at the front of the large room. It is indeed starting to snow.

“And I was thinking,” he continues, “that I haven’t had a vacation in some time, and I’d really like to get away somewhere warm for a few weeks.”

“Florida’s warm,” she tells him, holding her breath.

“I don’t know. It might be difficult to get a hotel.…”

“I know a great place you can stay. It’s beautiful. Right on the ocean.”

“Well, I’ll have to arrange my schedule, see when I can get away.…”

“I think you should do that,” Amanda tells him quickly, inching toward the front of the line. “And maybe, in the meantime, you could make some inquiries about what someone would have to do to pass the Canadian bar. I mean, I’ll probably have to spend a fair bit of time there, making sure my mother doesn’t kill anyone else.”

“I think that’s probably a good idea.”

There is a long pause. What am I doing? she is thinking. “I love you,” she says.

“I love you too,” comes the simple reply.

“Next,” the guard announces, directing Amanda to booth number 15.

“Bad time for you?” the customs agent asks sarcastically, motioning toward the phone in her hand.

“What? Oh, no.” She drops the phone back into her purse and hands the man her passport, trying not to smile too hard. “It’s a great time.”

An hour later, she sits staring out the window of the crowded jet. The pilot has just announced they are
flying at a cruising altitude of thirty-seven thousand feet. He has cautioned that although the sky is bright and clear, they can probably expect some pockets of turbulence along the way. Amanda lays her forehead against the small porthole, losing herself in the expanse of limitless blue.

What Amanda sees: the future.

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