Stepping out of the dressing room my breath catches in my throat with the sight before me. My beautiful pet is on full display for everyone to enjoy. Only after I take her to my office and have my way with her first.
Chapter 39–Tank
After the beating I didn’t stay away from the clubhouse. This place is my fucking home and I have missed these fuckers. I have not seen Blaze since my VP patch has been stripped, but it has only been two days. There is quite the party going on for a Friday night here. The whores are not shying away from me even though I am covered in cuts, scrapes, and bruises. Again, I have no interest in any of them, all my thoughts only going to Pearl.
I have called again and tried to reach out to her, but have yet to hear anything from her. I also have not sat down with my dad and spoken to him yet, either. For all these fucking people wanting to talk to me, I am having no fucking luck actually touching base and talking with them.
Drinking a fair share of Jack I think back to one of the nights I was here in the clubhouse with Pearl. The way she took her punishment in the truck before we even reached the clubhouse. The way she looked as I was coming inside of her in my room. The way she stood up to Layla in the bathroom. I am left feeling empty and am suddenly aware that I need to find her and talk with her.
Leaving the clubhouse I drive up to Milwaukee and head straight to her house. It is locked up tight, no lights, nothing. Where the fuck is she? I need to find her and speak with her soon. I don’t think that I will be able to do much else before I deal with the situation with Pearl.
Heading back to Chicago, I again head to the clubhouse and have some Jack and Cokes before heading to my room to sleep off the buzz I have going on. Getting up on Saturday morning I head home and clean up before starting my search for Pearl. Calling some of the brothers, they are no help when I question them about her whereabouts. The only lead I get is from Shadow, who says that he has seen her occasionally at the Dungeon during the past few months.
Who the fuck has she been going to the Dungeon with?
I am her Sir; I am the only one who she should be at the fucking Dungeon with.
I am the only one she should be doing anything with.
I will head over to the Dungeon later this evening and see if she is there again. I would hate to be the fucking cock she is there with though, because I will have some fucking words for them.
Getting some shit done around my house, I lose most of the afternoon and evening to it before realizing that I need to switch mind frames and get ready to head over to the Dungeon. I head upstairs to shower and then pull on my leathers and head towards the truck. Noticing the time on the microwave as I leave, 10:30pm, the Dungeon should be starting to get busy, so if Pearl is going to be there it would be the right time.
Parking outside I stride to the back door pulling it open and am greeted by Shadow. “Tank, long time no see. How have you been?” He gets out extending his hand to me.
“I have been surviving. How about yourself Shadow, how have you been?” Shaking his hand I quickly glance around.
“Not too bad, not too bad. I bet you are here looking for Pearl, correct?”
“Yes, I am. Have you happened to see her tonight? I know it is a long shot, but I have to talk to her.”
“You are in luck, she came in very recently. I think that she is probably in the office with Blaze, if I had to guess, I have not seen her on the stage yet this evening.”
Not stopping to ask what he meant by that, I head to the locker room to hang my coat and head towards the office. Wondering what the fuck she is doing in there with fucking Blaze. Did he fucking say that he hasn’t seen here yet on the stage this evening? Who the fuck has she been playing with on the stage?
Briefly pausing at the office door without knocking, I swing the door open a little bit and stick my head into the office seeing something that is beyond me. Pearl from behind on her knees in red matching panties, bra, and thigh highs, sitting in the perfect submissive pose at Blaze’s feet. I am awestruck at her beauty and then shocked when I see a collar around her neck and Blaze bent over her slowly stroking down her head cooing sweet things in her ear.
I cannot stop myself from stepping further into the room and as I slowly look her over once again, from this new view, I stop abruptly when I reach her belly. A belly that is obviously full with a babe.
What the fuck is going on here?
How far along is she, I have only been gone four short months; would she be showing like that if the babe was not mine?
“Pearl“ is all I get out before both the other people in the room quickly raise their heads and look at me.
Shutting the door loudly behind me I step further into the room and Blaze is up instantly stepping in front of Pearl.
“Tank, we need to talk but it will not be done in front of Pearl. You will wait to do this after I get her home safe and then we can talk.” Turning to look over his shoulder he adds, “Pet, go to the locker room and get your clothing back on and I will take you home.”
“No!” gets out on a growl before I step back blocking the door. “She stays and we will all talk right fucking now. What the fuck is going on here, Pearl, Blaze? You two are fucking together?” Looking back from one to the other I keep questioning them, “How long has that been going on? Was it fucking going on before I fucking left?”
“And you Blaze. You fucking told me once that you would never settle down, I see that my left overs are good enough for you though. Hmm?”
Looking again from one to the other I see the fear and hurt in Pearl’s eyes and instantly regret the words that have just spewed out of my mouth.
“Pearl, I didn’t mean-“ is all I am able to get out before Blaze’s fist connects with my still unhealed jaw.
“You fucking piece of shit. You have the balls to walk in here unannounced and talk like that to what is mine? I knew that I should have knocked some more sense into you before walking out of the clubhouse Thursday night. No problem, I can take care of that now.”
He lunges at me and I in turn do the same. We are fighting for several minutes before we look up and notice that Pearl is no longer in the room.
“FUCK” comes out of both of our mouths simultaneously.
Chapter 40 – Pearl
Looking up at his voice, I am slowly pulled from the state of bliss that I was in and thrown into a place of much the opposite. The two men that I love are arguing and yelling back and forth at each other, while I stand in shock.
How did Tank know I would be here?
How dare he talk about me like I am not even here?
How dare either of them talk about me like I am not even here?
I need to get the fuck out of here. I cannot sit here and listen to these two fucking yell and have a pissing match over me. I love them both and cannot see this ending well. I cannot have them ask me to choose because I don’t think I could do it.
My husband didn’t make a choice; he took the cowards way out after making me live through his shit for years.
I slowly move through the room and make my way towards the exit. Glancing back I notice Markus and Abraham fighting in the middle of the office. They take no notice that I have moved and I quickly exit the room and make my way to the locker room. Pulling out my cell to search for a cab company number, I dial hastily and get dressed. Heading towards the back door I nod towards Shadow and tell him to have a nice night.
Opening the door I look out to see the cab waiting for me. I make the brisk walk to the cab and head for Markus’ house. Reaching there I start my SUV before heading in and briefly making up some story to Doc about needing to head home because of a sick relative. He doesn’t even bat an eye and makes his way out of the house, I’m sure eager to get back to the Clubhouse to join the party.
I pack up our stuff and scoop up the girls and head towards the SUV putting one and then the other securely in their car seats. Walking back into the house my phone starts to ring as I look down and see Markus’ number flash on the screen. Not knowing what is going on with the two men that I love and what I will do about it, I decide to not answer. I turn off the phone and grab one of the burner phones that Markus leaves by the back door as I head back out to my vehicle.
As I take off down the road I know that this is not the right decision, running can never be the right decision. I love both of those men and what I want is something I don’t think that they are capable of giving. Fuck! They cannot even know what it was like to live with that bastard of a husband and all the shit he put me through. I promised myself long ago that no matter what life threw at me I would live life as I wanted to.
I know that those two men will never give me what I truly want and that is something that I no longer will settle for. I will live my life and guide my daughters and this little bundle to always strive for whatever they want in life, no matter what the world thinks about it. I can’t keep hiding from my past and the future.
...to be continued...
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