My Noiseless Entourage: Poems

 

Table of Contents

Title Page

Table of Contents

Copyright

Dedication

I

DESCRIPTION OF A LOST THING

SHADING EXERCISE

SELF-PORTRAIT IN BED

TO DREAMS

THE GAMBLERS UPSTAIRS

CALAMITY CRIER

THE ALARM

MY NOISELESS ENTOURAGE

FABULOUS SPECIES AND LANDSCAPES

USED CLOTHING STORE

THE CENTURIES

VOYAGE TO CYTHERA

II

USED BOOK STORE

HITCHHIKERS

GRAVEYARD ON A HILL

THE WORLD RUNS ON FUTILITY

BATTLING GRAYS

SUNLIGHT

THE BIRDIE

MINDS ROAMING

COCKROACH SALON

MIDNIGHT FEAST

ONE CHAIR

INSOMNIA'S CRICKET

TALK RADIO

III

MY TURN TO CONFESS

THE HERMETICAL AND ALCHEMICAL WRITINGS OF PARACELSUS

ON THE FARM

I SEE LOTS OF STICKS ON THE GROUND

EVERYBODY HAD LOST TRACK OF TIME

BRETHREN

ASK YOUR ASTROLOGER

KAZOO WEDDING

SNOWY MORNING BLUES

TO FATE

SLURRED WORDS

MEETING THE CAPTAIN

SWEETEST

LEAVES AT NIGHT

IV

STARLINGS IN A TREE AT DUSK

THE HEADLINE

THE TRAGIC SENSE OF LIFE

THE ROLE OF INSOMNIA IN HISTORY

IN THE PLANETARIUM

IN THE MORNING HALF-AWAKE

THE ABSENTEE LANDLORD

HE HEARD WITH HIS DEAD EAR

DECEMBER 21

MY WIFE LIFTS A FINGER TO HER LIPS

OUR OLD NEIGHBOR

PIGEONS AT DAWN

Acknowledgments

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Library of Congress Cataloging-in-Publication Data
Simic, Charles, 1938-
My noiseless entourage: poems/Charles Simic.—1st ed.
p. cm.
I. Title.
PS3569.I4725M9 2005
811'.54—dc22 2004025586
ISBN
0-15-101214-8

Text set in Dante MT
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C E G I K J H F D

To Helen

I
DESCRIPTION OF A LOST THING

It never had a name,
Nor do I remember how I found it.
I carried it in my pocket
Like a lost button
Except it wasn't a button.

 

Horror movies,
All-night cafeterias,
Dark barrooms
And poolhalls,
On rain-slicked streets.

 

It led a quiet, unremarkable existence
Like a shadow in a dream,
An angel on a pin,
And then it vanished.
The years passed with their row

 

Of nameless stations,
Till somebody told me
this is it!
And fool that I was,
I got off on an empty platform
With no town in sight.

SHADING EXERCISE

This street could use a bit of shade
And the same goes for that small boy
Playing alone in the sun,
A shadow to dart after him like a black kitten.

 

His parents sit in a room with shades drawn.
The stairs to the cellar
Are hardly used any more
Except for an occasional prowler.

 

Like a troop of traveling actors dressed to play
Hamlet,
The evening shadows come.
They spend their days hidden in the trees
Outside the old courthouse.

 

Now comes the hard part:
What to do with the stones in the graveyard?
The sun doesn't care for ambiguities,
But I do. I open my door and let them in.

SELF-PORTRAIT IN BED

For imaginary visitors, I had a chair
Made of cane I found in the trash.
There was a hole where its seat was
And its legs were wobbly
But it still gave a dignified appearance.

 

I myself never sat in it, though
With the help of a pillow one could do that
Carefully, with knees drawn together
The way she did once,
Leaning back to laugh at her discomfort.

 

The lamp on the night table
Did what it could to bestow
An air of mystery to the room.
There was a mirror, too, that made
Everything waver as in a fishbowl

 

If I happened to look that way,
Red-nosed, about to sneeze,
With a thick wool cap pulled over my ears,
Reading some Russian in bed,
Worrying about my soul, I'm sure.

TO DREAMS

I'm still living at all the old addresses,
Wearing dark glasses even indoors,
On the hush-hush sharing my bed
With phantoms, visiting the kitchen

 

After midnight to check the faucet.
I'm late for school, and when I get there
No one seems to recognize me.
I sit disowned, sequestered and withdrawn.

 

These small shops open only at night
Where I make my unobtrusive purchases,
These back-door movie houses in seedy neighborhoods
Still showing grainy films of my life.

 

The hero always full of extravagant hope
Losing it all in the end?—whatever it was—
Then walking out into the cold, disbelieving light
Waiting close-lipped at the exit.

THE GAMBLERS UPSTAIRS

That faint rattle of dice rolling
Late at night
No one else hears—
They are wagering over me, placing bets,

 

The high rollers and their sidekicks
On their knees.
Little Joe from Baltimore,
Ada from Decatur.

 

The noise of bones,
The hush after each roll
Keeping me awake—
God's throw or devil's?

 

My love holding her hands over my eyes
As we inch toward the stairs
Stripped down to our underwear
And liable to slip and break our necks.

CALAMITY CRIER

Of this much you can be sure:
Shadow lengthening among shadows
Of other hurried pedestrians,
The more innocent you believe you are,
The harder it'll be for you.

 

In this store window full of musical instruments,
I could not make out their faces
Nor could they make out mine.
Golden trumpets accustomed to blowing dust,
I thought, and turned my back with a shudder.

 

What a grand parade of phantoms—
Or were they mourners?
Carrying signs made illegible by the darkness
And the sun going down
Setting the pawnshops on fire.

THE ALARM

The hundreds of windows filling with faces
Because of something that happened on the street,
Something no one is able to explain,
Because there was no fire engine, no scream, no gunshot.
And yet here they all are assembled.
Some with hands over their children's eyes,
Others leaning out and shouting
To people walking the streets far below
With the same composure and serene appearance
Of those going for a Sunday stroll
In some other century, less violent than ours.

MY NOISELESS ENTOURAGE

We were never formally introduced.
I had no idea of their number.
It was like a discreet entourage
Of homegrown angels and demons
All of whom I had met before
And had since largely forgotten.

 

In time of danger, they made themselves scarce.
Where did they all vanish to?
I asked some felon one night
While he held a knife to my throat,
But he was spooked too,
Letting me go without a word.

 

It was disconcerting, downright frightening
To be reminded of one's solitude,
Like opening a children's book—
With nothing better to do—reading about stars,
How they can afford to spend centuries
Traveling our way on a glint of light.

FABULOUS SPECIES AND LANDSCAPES

That chill breath you felt
On your neck,
That long arm
Out of undertaker's basement,

 

It snatched your watch.
You saw its feathers fly,
Wings darken,
Or were they rat's whiskers?

 

You even saw your ears disappear
In its pocket.
Churchwarden's ears
Pinched raw with cold.

***

Dustball alchemists
Under the bed,
Cobweb wigmakers,
Mirrors never looked at.

 

A tongue by itself
In a birdcage
Covered with a blue work shirt
For the night, asking:

 

How many minutes
In a glass of water
By the bedside?
How many slow sips?

***

Blood too which flows
Like a stream
In the woods
While you sleep.

 

You're a leaf floating
In its rushes,
You are the white foam
And the cataract,

 

A river that doesn't know its name
And the sea at night
Like a trinket peddler setting up its stall,
And the moon a pork butcher.

***

The belly hobbles
In wooden clogs
Using a knife and fork
As crutches

 

While you sit
Like a rain puddle in hell
Knitting the socks
Of your life.

 

The world dreams of you
Buttoned up to the chin
Turning on a spit
With an apple in your mouth.

USED CLOTHING STORE

A large stock of past lives
To rummage through
For the one that fits you
Cleaned and newly pressed,
Yet frayed at the collar.

 

A dummy dressed in black
Is at the door to serve you.
His eyes won't let you go.
His mustache looks drawn
With a tip of a dead cigar.

 

Towers of pants are tilting,
As you turn to flee,
Dead men's hats are rolling
On the floor, hurrying
To escort you out the door.

THE CENTURIES

Many a poor wretch left no trace
Of ever having lived here.
This punch bowl made of silver
Belonged to a house with turrets.
It's still standing—though the rose garden
And the birch trees are long gone.

 

The stone walls deep in the woods
Tell another story, how everything
Foretold in dreams came to pass:
The young woman huddled on her bed
Naked and trembling with cold
Still wearing the veil she wore in church.

 

The small girls admiring watch faces
In the window of a jewelry store
Cannot yet tell time—and neither can I.
Come spring, our roads are muddy.
The news of the outside world arrives
More quickly but still finds us mystified.

VOYAGE TO CYTHERA

I'll go to the island of Cythera
On foot, of course,
I'll set out some May evening,
Light as a feather,
There where the goddess is fabled to have risen
Naked from the sea—

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