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Authors: Marian Keyes

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At the baggage carousel there was a moment of panic when it looked like Santy’s red rig-out hadn’t made the trip but, just before we all started sewing our red hats together, it turned up and off we went. A long journey south-west to Bryansk followed and at 4 a.m. we checked into our (surprisingly nice) hotel.

The following morning, at eleven, the orphanage bus arrived to collect us, bearing a ten-year-old emissary: Polina, our first orphan. She was a chirpy, chatty sweetheart with the look of a young, far less surly Kate Moss. She was thrilled to be the one allowed to escort us and when Santy clambered onto the bus, she nearly lost her life. Later on she told me, quite matter-of-factly, that her mother had abandoned her when she was two months old; apparently her mother has now gone on to have a new family with someone else ‘far, far away’ and never contacts Polina. She arrived at Hortolova when her dad was sent to prison. Many of the ‘orphans’ aren’t orphans in the traditional sense; instead they’re ‘social orphans’ in that one or maybe both of their parents are still alive but have been deprived of parental rights for various reasons – usually neglect due to alcoholism. However, her father has since been killed and Polina went to heartbreaking pains to let me know that her dad had been ‘a good man’.

Then we arrived and, on the face of it, the orphanage didn’t look grim. It wasn’t one big gloomy Dickensian-looking
institution, but a collection of single-storey cottage-type buildings, set in a fir forest sprinkled with snow. Even the dogs – silver-haired, blue-eyed wolf-lookalikes – added to the whole fairy-tale-with-an-edge effect.

Lots of the children were waiting, in Santy hats, as excited as if… well, as if it was Christmas morning…

When we got off the bus I was shocked to see that there was also a Russian Santy – in orange velvet, a faceful of make-up and with a much more impressive beard than our fella. I feared a Santy-off; the two Santys circled each other warily, eyeing each other’s sacks, then made peace and we all went inside for the present-giving.

Debbie had told me that the children were very affectionate and would keep hugging me; but hearing that kind of creeped me out. I thought it sounded really sad – that they were so starved of affection that they’d fling themselves at any passing stranger like a sackful of needy puppies. But, as it happened, it was nothing like that. In the gift-giving melee, I bumped into Polina, the chipper little girl I’d met on the bus, and we had a moment when we grinned at each other and had a spontaneous squeeze. And as the days passed, I clicked better with some of the children than others (which is exactly as it should be) and when we met we hugged like old friends. Meanwhile Himself had ‘his’ children.

What really depressed me was how alcoholism featured in so many children’s stories. I met Tatiana; beautiful, blue-eyed, fair-haired. She’s only fourteen, but looks much older, at least eighteen, and has an unusual serenity about her, probably a consequence of surviving so much so young. She has an eleven-year-old sister, Luba, a bit of a handful, whom
she evidently frets about. Their mother had died ‘from drinking’ but their father is still alive, living in a flat in the town, and Tatiana visits him once a month. She told me she worries a lot about him. He has sold all his furniture to buy alcohol and there is never any food in the flat. ‘He needs to eat,’ she told me. ‘I worry because he doesn’t eat.’ I sat there, looked at her mutely and thought: you’re
fourteen
. I thought I’d choke from grief.

Oddly enough, the children who moved me the most weren’t children at all, but the teenage boys. And that’s kind of strange because I’m vaguely terrified of teenagers. I remember myself at that age – confused, angry, scornful of adults – and I so live in dread of saying something inane or stupid to make them roll their eyes and whisper, ‘
Christ!
’ that I tend to give them a wide berth. But the lads here were very pally – and astute. They noticed that Himself was wearing a Watford hat (his football team) and by a really strange coincidence, while we were actually at the orphanage, Watford were playing Chelsea on the telly. Since they’ve been managed by Abramovich, Chelski seems to have become Russia’s second national team. A battalion of lads came to ferry Himself off to watch the match with them, but I insisted he remain on photo-taking duty (I’m so mean). They exchanged a mano-a-mano ‘Women!’ look with Himself and every time someone scored, a scout was dispatched to keep him informed. It was all so
normal
and that’s what made it so sad.

Maybe it’s wrong to have favourites, but anyway I did. He was Andrei, aged seventeen and, like Tatiana, another ‘caretaker’ child. He too has a younger sibling, a brother
called Dima, who’s fifteen and has had a series of breakdowns. Their mother was deprived of parental rights because of her drinking and their dad was beaten to death after being released from prison. For a long time Andrei was afraid to break the news to Dima and, although he took it badly, he now knows. Andrei is a natural peace-maker and his ambition is to work as a car mechanic because he loves cars. His favourite car is a BMW and Debbie had to take me aside and warn me sternly that I was NOT to buy one for him. I mean, as
if
… okay, the thought
had
crossed my mind, but I wouldn’t
really
have…

The thing is, though, you’d give these children anything, you’d cut your heart out for them. I’d expected they might be difficult, bratty, withdrawn – who could blame them considering what they’ve already endured in their short lives? But they were variously charming, polite, mischievous, earnest, sweet, thoughtful, affectionate and above all – and most moving – dignified. I couldn’t get over it. And it’s entirely down to Debbie and her team; even though there are 150 children in Hortolova, they’re all treated like individuals, just as they would be in a family. I was very moved by the myriad humane little touches, the thoughtfulness, the treats – like taking a load of the lads to Moscow for the Russia v Ireland match. Or like giving children choices. Most orphans have no say in what they eat, what they wear, where they sleep: they get what they get and they can like it or lump it. But Hortolova children are brought to the market and allowed to pick out their own clothes. Mind you, when this first started, the children were completely unable to do it, they were so paralysed by lack of practice that the market visits took
for ever
.

Unlike other orphanages, the Hortolova children get to visit their siblings. Russian orphanages are – er,
why
? – run by the Department of Education, so children are ‘sorted’ according to their academic ability. The brighter ones are sent to one orphanage, the middling ones to another, etc., and it makes no difference if two children are from the same family. If one is smarter than another, they’re sent to different places and that’s that. A staggering 60 per cent of children in orphanages have siblings in other orphanages and to ameliorate the brutality, Debbie introduced the Sibling Programme: every Sunday the bus goes off, bringing Hortolova children to see their brothers and sisters.

And every child has an Irish sponsor family, who give 150 euro a year to cover things like new clothes, glasses, any emergency extras. More importantly, they exchange letters, birthday cards and photos to give them a sense of belonging, of mattering to someone, somewhere.

A hairdresser comes regularly, so does a dentist and a psychologist, and in the life skills centre the children are taught everything from how to put petrol in a car (they practise on half a Lada that someone found somewhere) to how to cook. On our final day, all the eight-year-olds cooked and served us our tea with heartbreaking earnestness.

Paradoxically the more that gets done at Hortolova, the more that needs to get done; the bar is constantly being raised. Some Hortolova children are very, very bright – three girls and one boy are being given extra tuition in an attempt to get them into university. If it happens it will be the first time any of the orphans has gone to university. Some of the older boys are preparing to leave (they’re legally obliged to when
they’re eighteen) so the Challenger Programme has been introduced to build their self-esteem, to de-institutionalize them (until recently no such concept existed in Russia, it was literally impossible to translate) and to prepare them for the outside world.

Meanwhile TRWL is also spreading its nets in other directions. They’re matching up children in other orphanages with Irish sponsor families. And Debbie has just taken on the mammoth task of Bryansk orphanage, a Dickensian place housing 350 children, where many of the teenagers are already showing problems with alcohol. Lots done, more to do, as someone once said…

My visit to Hortolova was life-changing, a trip I feel profoundly privileged to have made. The funny thing is, I’m not a crier, not even when I’m very sad – Himself (a man) usually cries much more than me. But I shed more tears in five days in Russia than I have in the rest of my life put together. It got to the point where it was actually embarrassing, I was making such a show of myself. It wasn’t just the children’s stories, heartbreaking and all as they were. What moved me most was their innate dignity. Despite all that had happened to them, they were such sweet, hopeful little human beings. Like a cluster of clean, bright flowers in a burnt-out land.

See
www.torussiawithlove.ie
for more information
.

First published in the
Sunday Independent,
March 2004
.

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